Damaged Love

by Sarah J. Brooks

  I felt the tightening in my abdomen, but Marcus kept thrusting. I loved the way he had total control over me at that moment. I’d worked hard to keep men at a distance and keep control, but at that moment, I let him take me.

  “Oh, no, no, no …” I tried to get him to stop before I orgasmed so hard I wasn’t sure I could control myself.

  “I’m not done fucking you yet,” he said definitively.

  He brought me over to the couch and placed me on the side. He laid me over the edge, and my back fell down onto the couch. With both hands on my hips, he flipped me over so my ass was in the air, and he entered me from behind.

  “Okay then.” I laughed as I teased him with my ass.

  His thrusts were slow at first, and I enjoyed the softness. But then he reached down and grabbed my hair with one hand and my shoulder with the other.

  The pulse of his cock inside me hit my g-spot just right, and I felt a pleasure like I had not felt in years. Even the sex we’d had two weeks ago did not give me the pleasure that this one position was giving me.

  I pressed my body back against him and urged him to go deeper and deeper. I wanted more of him. I wanted all of him.

  Marcus leaned down and let his lips touch my back, and I could feel his breath. It was heavy and full of lust. His body heaved with each thrust, and his arms shook as he used every last ounce of energy he had.

  The ecstasy was close to finishing, and I could feel my body tensing up again. My legs got wobbly, and I used the couch for support. But soon even the couch couldn’t support me as my legs gave out and an orgasm took over. At the same time, Marcus let out his final thrust and a moan of delight when his body felt the sweet release.

  Before either of us collapsed onto the ground, we crawled our way onto the couch and curled up. His arms kept me warm as we drifted off to sleep. My mind was exhausted, my body equally as tired. I wanted to stay mad at Marcus, but at that moment, there was no energy left for anger.

  Chapter 10

  As morning arrived, I woke up, and Marcus was still there. He was lying behind me with his arms still wrapped around me. I felt a huge sense of relief as I realized he had actually stayed all night long this time. The power imbalance between him and I still felt like it was there, though. I wasn’t in charge like I was used to; instead, I felt Marcus was in charge.

  “So should I write my number down for you this time?” I joked.

  He just squeezed me tight and stayed sleeping. I was pretty sure Stanley was going to be stopping by my house that morning, and there was some anxiety about how an introduction between him and Marcus would go. I had alluded to my past life only slightly, but I still had to explain things to Marcus. As much as I wanted to stay awake and worry about Stanley coming over, I couldn’t help falling back asleep with him. It was comfortable being in his arms. It felt like home. That feeling when something just fits perfectly, and you don’t have to worry about it, that’s what it felt like to be in Marcus’s arms.

  We slept in until about noon and loved every minute of it. Neither of us was the type of person to normally sleep in like that, but it felt good.

  “I’m going to take a shower,” I said with a smile. “Would you like to join me?”

  It wasn’t really a question, and I didn’t wait for the response. I walked naked up the stairs and moved deliberately slow, letting my ass move from side to side with each step I took.

  His eyes burned hot on me as I walked away, and I knew with certainty that he would be joining me in the shower. His desire was palpable through the air, and I felt him moving only a few short steps behind me as I got to the top step.

  When I turned the water on in the shower, he was already right behind me.

  Sex in the shower had never really been my thing. It seemed dangerous to me, too much slippery water and too little room to move around. I strategically avoided letting things get out of control, and instead, just enjoyed having him close to me.

  He poured soap into his hands and rubbed them together. They lathered up, and Marcus brought the suds over to my body. As I washed my hair, his hands started to massage my breasts and move down my body. Soon he had one hand rubbing on my pussy, and I opened my eyes. His lips moved in quickly, and I tried to avoid them by turning my head.

  I should have known better than to try and avoid his advances. Within moments, I was wrapped up in his soapy arms and kissing him. His body reacted to mine, and I could feel his hard cock pressed up against me.

  I finished rinsing my hair and tried to rinse off the soap from my body. Marcus made it nearly impossible to get myself clean with his hands grabbing me all over the place and his lips kissing me.

  Finally, I finished washing off and made my way out of the shower. Slowly I got out of the shower and wrapped myself in a towel. I stood at the door to the bathroom.

  “Let’s go, cowboy, I want to go for a ride.”

  Marcus peeked his head out from the shower, and I opened my towel to flash him my naked body. Then I quickly made my way to the bed and got under the warm covers.

  I waited for him to come from the shower after I heard it turn off.

  I waited and waited and waited, but he didn’t seem to be coming. I pulled the covers off and was about to get out of bed when Marcus pounced on me from beside the bed.

  “Shit!” I screamed. “How the hell did you get out here?”

  He didn’t wait for me to respond and instead fell onto the bed and pulled me down on top of him. I was laughing so hard from the surprise, and Marcus was absolutely magnificent as he grabbed me and flipped me on top of him when he fell back onto the bed.

  “I believe there is a cowgirl around here who wanted to go for a ride.”

  “Mmmm, yes there is.”

  I looked down at his cock, and it was raging hard again. I needed to feel myself on top of him. Just as I was about to slide onto him and give him a good cowgirl show, his phone rang from downstairs. It was a distinct musical tone that sounded a little like something from the military.

  Marcus jumped up and flipped me over onto the bed. He seemed to be in a huge hurry and darted down the stairs totally naked. I went down after him to see what the big deal was. Even if it was an important call, was it really so important that he couldn’t call them back?

  I got to the bottom of the stairs and tried to listen in on what he was saying, but he moved into the bathroom and shut the door.

  I could have continued to try and listen to his call, but instead decided to go to the kitchen and make some breakfast. My mind was racing, though, thinking about who he was talking to that was so important he was willing to give up on some sex for. It seemed odd, but then again, nothing about the situation with Marcus seemed normal.

  When he was off his phone call, Marcus slipped his jeans on and came into the kitchen. I stood naked and was preparing pancakes for us to eat. I had not made pancakes in many years. My health conscious mind had always thought they were too full of carbs and calories. But as we sat down, and I ate the first batch of pancakes, I was instantly transported to when I was a child, and the joy of pancakes.

  “Now this has got to be the best breakfast I have ever had,” Marcus said as he sat down at the island counter.

  “You haven’t even tasted anything yet.”

  “Hmmm, no I haven’t. I should taste something.” His eyes fixated on my pussy, and I couldn’t help feeling myself get a little embarrassed.

  I could still remember very vividly his tongue on me the night we first slept together. It was absolutely delightful.

  “Here are some pancakes, taste these for now.”

  He looked disappointed but then delved into the pancakes.

  By this time, it was well into the afternoon. I’m not sure why I had decided on making pancakes, except for my body clock was so off from the sex we had been having all night long.

  “These are some delicious pancakes,” he said as he shoveled more and more of them into his mouth.

  I couldn’t make pancakes
fast enough to fill him up, but I kept trying.

  “Do you want any more?”

  “Oh no, but there is something else I want.” His eyes looked at my wetness again. “But since I can’t have that right now, how about you give me your phone number?

  I smiled at how adorable he was. He was sweet and sexy, and I had totally forgotten I was still mad at him.

  “Well, what if you don’t have a phone again for two weeks?” I said with a wink.

  “I’ll try harder this time.”

  There was something in how he said that which made me think he actually would have to try pretty hard to get away from his work and call me, and it made me feel great.

  “So are you going to tell me what you do for work?” I asked as we ate.

  “I would tell you, but then I’d have to kill you,” Marcus said in his best James Bond voice.

  I had a sneaking feeling that he wasn’t joking, though. He was certainly built to be part of some sort of Special Forces group or elite military branch. His chiseled muscles covered every inch of his body. Even his hands looked like they had muscles on them. I had never met a man who had muscles on his hands.

  But something about Marcus struck me as not being in the military. He seemed a little too rough around the edges to work for the government. Instead, I thought he looked more like some sort of private security guy or something like that. I really had no idea.

  “Seriously, give me a clue. Are you in the military? Police? Insurance salesman?” I smiled at the last one.

  He certainly didn’t look like an insurance salesman. In fact, I would buy every kind of insurance possible if he was selling it. Maybe that would be a good job for him.

  “I really can’t talk about it. But yes, it’s something involving police and security.”

  “Thank you,” I said.

  Even though he had not given away any secrets, it helped to know a tiny bit about what he did. My mind still whirled with all the possibilities of what he really did when he was gone for weeks at a time. I also couldn’t stop thinking about why he had moved to Bain, Missouri. It wasn’t like we were on the map as a big up and coming town to live in.

  “Can I ask you something else?” I smiled and leaned my naked breasts over the counter.

  His eyes weren’t on mine; instead, he watched closely as my nipples slowly touched the cold marble of the counter. They turned hard, and it was difficult for me to not smile at the look on Marcus’s face. He was mesmerized by my nipples.

  “Marcus, can I ask you something?” I said again.

  “Yes,” he said.

  “Why did you come here?”

  “To fuck you,” he said with a smile.

  I had to laugh, but that wasn’t what I meant, and I thought he knew that. He was just avoiding answering my questions. I was pretty sure he had come to my house for exactly that reason, but I was more interested in why a man like him had decided on Bain, Missouri out of all the places in the world to settle down.

  The only thing I could think of was that he had to move to the area for his work. The work that he wouldn’t tell me about and that sometimes kept him on the road for weeks at a time. Not just away for weeks, but unable to use his cell phone. It all seemed like he was making it up, but when I looked into his eyes, he didn’t appear to be lying.

  “Seriously, why Bain?”

  “Isabella, I want to tell you all about me. I want to tell you all about my work and how I came to live here in this town, but it’s just not the right time. I know that is hard to understand, but please just believe me when I say I will tell you someday.”

  I did believe him. Despite everything that had gone on between the two of us, he seemed like a genuinely trustworthy person. At least that was what I was feeling; I could have been totally wrong. It was entirely possible that this guy was totally playing me. He could be anyone. He could be dangerous. He could be a hired killer for all I knew.

  His phone rang again, and Marcus jumped up and took the call outside. This time he had pants on so he stood on the back porch and talked to whoever needed to reach him so badly.

  I watched his face as he talked on the phone, and it seemed like he was angry. I couldn’t tell what he was saying except the occasional ‘No’ that came out of his mouth. His eyes locked on mine, and he winked at me. I melted. It was such a sweet thing coming from such a manly man.

  I watched the muscles on his chest as he walked back and forth on the back porch. They moved slowly and with deliberate motion. I could see where they attached to his body because he had hardly any fat on his body at all. His defined muscles were just draped in tan skin with only the slightest amount of tissue under it. He certainly was the most fit guy I had every met in person.

  As his call wrapped up, I tried not to look like I had been staring at him the whole time, although I’m pretty sure he knew I was. I went to the sink and started to do some dishes.

  When Marcus came in, he wrapped his arms around me and stood there with his face in the corner of my neck. His lips moved slightly against my skin. He seemed to be getting ready to say goodbye. But this time there was a real connection between us. This time we actually were going to talk about this trip.

  “You have to go?” I said as I continued to wash the dishes.

  “Yeah, I’m sorry,” he said as he kissed my neck.

  The knock at my front door surprised me much more than it did Marcus. I’d expected Stanley to stop by much earlier and had almost entirely forgotten about him. I found my small black silk robe to wrap myself in and made my way to the door. This was going to be interesting.

  “It’s alright. I wrote my number down on the paper over there; let me grab the door really quick. It’s probably Stanley; you should meet him.”

  He released me and picked up the paper. As he placed it into his pocket, he walked into the living room to gather the rest of his clothing. Only a minute passed before he was back in the kitchen fully dressed and ready to leave while I stood at the front door preparing Stanley for this meeting.

  Stanley had met guys before. He had lived with me before. He knew the routine and just how uncomfortable the situation could get. Stanley was an old pro at it all, though, and I was happy I had him around to ease this meeting.

  “Marcus, this is Stanley,” I said as I motioned for the two men to meet one another.

  “Hi,” Stanley said without his usual playful introduction.

  Typically, he made some crack about how he loved me and shared me. He broke the ice for me normally, but on this day, he just stared at Marcus while Marcus stared back at him. Neither man seemed all that impressed with the other.

  “It’s getting late. You are leaving tonight?” I asked Marcus.

  It seemed really weird that he would be leaving on whatever his work trip was already. He had just gotten off the phone with them. What kind of job called a guy at night to tell them they needed to come to work right away? It didn’t seem right, but I decided it wasn’t my place to say anything else.

  “Yep, I’m going to pack up and head out. It was nice meeting you, Stanley. Take care of my girl while I’m gone,” Marcus said with a wink in my direction.

  My heart was beating so fast that I didn’t know what to do or say. Did Marcus know that Stanley and I slept together? I had just had Rob over before Marcus, and now Stanley was there. Certainly, Marcus wasn’t going to be okay with this. He was going to make some sort of rude comment or say something about my lifestyle; I just knew it.

  I turned around and stood there, my black silk robe barely covering me up at all. I watched him walk toward me with sincerity in his eyes that I had not seen before.

  “Be safe,” I said as his lips met mine.

  “I will. You be safe too.” He winked at me. “Stanley, my man, it really was nice meeting you.”

  He gave me one more quick kiss and then turned to leave the house, not fazed at all by the fact that Stanley was standing next to me as Marcus walked out the door. I had never met a man as
confident in himself as Marcus was. He didn’t question me or care in the least what I’d be doing when he left.

  Chapter 11

  “Who the hell was that?” Stanley asked as I shut the door and then ran to the stairs.

  “It’s the new neighbor. Isn’t he hot?”

  I went up to my bedroom so I could watch what Marcus was doing. I didn’t know Marcus very well at all, but he certainly liked his secrets. There was a way where he told me just a little bit of information to make me think I had it all, but in reality, I had no real information.

  Stanley joined me in my bedroom, got naked, sat on my bed, and waited for me to finish watching Marcus. Unfortunately for Stanley, I was much more interested in Marcus and what was going on over at his house than I was in naked Stanley on my bed.

  Marcus stayed in his house for about an hour before I saw him coming out the back door with two black duffel bags. They looked like the bags he had before when he had carried them all into the house.

  My heart sank as I remembered touching the cold metal guns that were in those bags. He certainly was doing some sort of dangerous job if he was carrying around that many guns.

  “What’s he doing?” Stanley asked as he came up behind me and tried to tease me with his hard-on.

  “Shhh, I don’t know,” I said and pushed him back toward the bed.

  I watched as he loaded all six of the bags again and then went back into his house. I wanted to get a closer look to make sure the bags were the same as before, but I decided not to push my luck.

  “Come lay down,” Stanley finally said when it was dark out, and I’d been watching Marcus’s house for over an hour.

  I fell asleep in Stanley’s arms while watching Marcus’s house, but when I woke up, his Jeep was still there. I decided to hop in the shower and then maybe I would stop by his house again to see what was going on. He had thought he needed to leave pretty quickly when he was on the phone, but apparently, he was able to spend the night.

  “I’m sorry I wasn’t much company last night,” I said to Stanley as he stood in my bathroom watching me shower. “You know how I get when there’s a new guy.”