The William Monk Mysteries

by Anne Perry

She found a book on the peninsular campaigns of the Duke of Wellington, and was deeply engrossed in it when the door opened and Cyprian Moidore came in. He seemed surprised to see her, but not unpleasantly so.

  “I am sorry to disturb you, Miss Latterly.” He glanced at her book. “I am sure you have well deserved a little time to yourself, but I wanted you to tell me candidly what you think of my mother’s health.” He looked concerned, his face marked with anxiety and his eyes unwavering.

  She closed the book and he saw the title.

  “Good heavens. Couldn’t you find anything more interesting than that? We have plenty of novels, and some poetry—farther along to the right, I think.”

  “Yes I know, thank you. I chose this intentionally.” She saw his doubt, then as he realized she was not joking, his puzzlement. “I think Lady Moidore is deeply concerned over the death of your sister,” she hurried on. “And of course having the police in the house is unpleasant. But I don’t think her health is in any danger of breakdown. Grief always takes a time to run its course. It is natural to be angry, and bewildered, especially when the loss is so unexpected. With an illness at least there is some time to prepare—”

  He looked down at the table between them.

  “Has she said anything about who she thinks to be responsible?”

  “No—but I have not discussed the subject with her—except, of course, I should listen to anything she wished to tell me, if I thought it would relieve her anxiety.”

  He looked up, a sudden smile on his face. Given another place, away from his family and the oppressive atmosphere of suspicion and defense, and away from her position as a servant, she would have liked him. There was a humor in him, and an intelligence beneath the careful manners.

  “You do not think we should call in a doctor?” he pressed.

  “I don’t believe a doctor could help,” she said frankly. She debated whether to tell him the truth of what she believed, or if it would only cause him greater concern and betray that she remembered and weighed what she overheard.

  “What is it?” He caught her indecision and knew there was something more. “Please, Miss Latterly?”

  She found herself responding from instinct rather than judgment, and a liking for him that was far from a rational decision.

  “I think she is afraid she may know who it is who killed Mrs. Haslett, and that it will bring great distress to Mrs. Kellard,” she answered. “I think she would rather retreat and keep silent than risk speaking to the police and having them somehow detect what she is thinking.” She waited, watching his face.

  “Damn Myles!” he said furiously, standing up and turning away. His voice was filled with anger, but there was remarkably little surprise in it. “Papa should have thrown him out, not Harry Haslett!” He swung back to face her. “I’m sorry, Miss Latterly. I beg your pardon for my language. I—”

  “Please, Mr. Moidore, do not feel the need to apologize,” she said quickly. “The circumstances are enough to make anyone with any feeling lose his temper. The constant presence of the police and the interminable wondering, whether it is spoken or not, would be intensely trying to anyone but a fool who had no understanding.”

  “You are very kind.” It was a simple enough word, and yet she knew he meant it as no easy compliment.

  “I imagine the newspapers are still writing about it?” she went on, more to fill the silence than because it mattered.

  He sat down on the arm of the chair near her. “Every day,” he said ruefully. “The better ones are castigating the police, which is unfair; they are no doubt doing all they can. They can hardly subject us to a Spanish Inquisition and torture us until someone confesses—” He laughed jerkily, betraying all his raw pain. “And the press would be the first to complain if they did. In fact it seems they are caught either way in a situation like this. If they are harsh with us they will be accused of forgetting their place and victimizing the gentry, and if they are lenient they will be charged with indifference and incompetence.” He drew in his breath and let it out in a sigh. “I should imagine the poor devil curses the day he was clever enough to prove it had to be someone in the house. But he doesn’t look like a man who takes the easy path—”

  “No, indeed,” Hester agreed with more memory and heart than Cyprian could know.

  “And the sensational ones are speculating on every sordid possibility they can think up,” he went on with distaste puckering his mouth and bringing a look of hurt to his eyes.

  Suddenly Hester caught a glimpse of how deeply the whole intrusion was affecting him, the ugliness of it all pervading his life like a foul smell. He was keeping the pain within, as he had been taught since the nursery. Little boys are expected to be brave, never to complain, and above all never, never to cry. That was effeminate and a sign of weakness to be despised.

  “I’m so sorry,” she said gently. She reached out her hand and put it over his, closing her fingers, before she remembered she was not a nurse comforting a wounded man in hospital, she was a servant and a woman, putting her hand over her employer’s in the privacy of his own library.

  But if she withdrew it and apologized now she would only draw attention to the act and make it necessary for him to respond. They would both be embarrassed, and it would rob the moment of its understanding and create of it a lie.

  Instead she sat back slowly with a very slight smile.

  She was prevented from having to think what to say next by the library door opening and Romola coming in. She glanced at them together and instantly her face darkened.

  “Should you not be with Lady Moidore?” she said sharply.

  Her tone stung Hester, who kept her temper with an effort. Had she been free to, she would have replied with equal acerbity.

  “No, Mrs. Moidore, her ladyship said I might have the evening to do as I chose. She decided to retire early.”

  “Then she must be unwell,” Romola returned immediately. “You should be where she can call you if she needs you. Perhaps you could read in your bedroom, or write letters. Don’t you have friends or family who will be expecting to hear from you?”

  Cyprian stood up. “I’m sure Miss Latterly is quite capable of organizing her own correspondence, Romola. And she cannot read without first coming to the library to choose a book.”

  Romola’s eyebrows rose sarcastically. “Is that what you were doing, Miss Latterly? Forgive me, that was not what appearances suggested.”

  “I was answering Mr. Moidore’s questions concerning his mother’s health,” Hester said very levelly.

  “Indeed? Well if he is now satisfied you may return to your room and do whatever it is you wish.”

  Cyprian drew breath to reply, but his father came in, glanced at their faces, and looked inquiringly at his son.

  “Miss Latterly believes that Mama is not seriously ill,” Cyprian said with embarrassment, obviously fishing for a palatable excuse.

  “Did anyone imagine she was?” Basil asked dryly, coming into the middle of the room.

  “I did not,” Romola said quickly. “She is suffering, of course—but so are we all. I know I haven’t slept properly since it happened.”

  “Perhaps Miss Latterly would give you something that would help?” Cyprian suggested with a glance at Hester—and the shadow of a smile.

  “Thank you, I shall manage by myself,” Romola snapped. “And I intend to go and visit Lady Killin tomorrow afternoon.”

  “It is too soon,” Basil said before Cyprian could speak. “I think you should remain at home for another month at least. By all means receive her if she calls here.”

  “She won’t call,” Romola said angrily. “She will certainly feel uncomfortable and uncertain what to say—and one can hardly blame her for that.”

  “That is not material.” Basil had already dismissed the matter.

  “Then I shall call on her,” Romola repeated, watching her father-in-law, not her husband.

  Cyprian turned to speak to her, remonstrate with her, bu
t again Basil overrode him.

  “You are tired,” he said coldly. “You had better retire to your room—and spend a quiet day tomorrow.” There was no mistaking that it was an order. Romola stood as if undecided for a moment, but there was never any doubt in the issue. She would do as she was told, both tonight and tomorrow. Cyprian and his opinions were irrelevant.

  Hester was acutely embarrassed, not for Romola, who had behaved childishly and deserved to be reproved, but for Cyprian, who had been disregarded totally. She turned to Basil.

  “If you will excuse me, sir, I will retire also. Mrs. Moidore made the suggestion that I should be in my room, in case Lady Moidore should need me.” And with a brief nod at Cyprian, hardly meeting his eyes so she did not see his humiliation, and clutching her book, Hester went out across the hall and up the stairs.

  Sunday was quite unlike any other day in the Moidore house, as indeed was the case the length and breadth of England. The ordinary duties of cleaning grates and lighting and stoking fires had to be done, and of course breakfast was served. Prayers were briefer than usual because all those who could would be going to church at least once in the day.

  Beatrice chose not to be well enough, and no one argued with her, but she insisted that Hester should ride with the family and attend services. It was preferable to her going in the evening with the upper servants, when Beatrice might well need her.

  Luncheon was a very sober affair with little conversation, according to Dinah’s report, and the afternoon was spent in letter writing, or in Basil’s case, he put on his smoking jacket and retired to the smoking room to think or perhaps to doze. Books and newspapers were forbidden as unfitting the sabbath, and the children were not allowed to play with their toys or to read, except Scripture, or to indulge in any games. Even musical practice was deemed inappropriate.

  Supper was to be cold, to permit Mrs. Boden and the other upper servants to attend church. Afterwards the evening would be occupied by Bible reading, presided over by Sir Basil. It was a day in which no one seemed to find pleasure.

  It brought childhood flooding back to Hester, although her father at his most pompous had never been so unrelievedly joyless. Since leaving home for the Crimea, although it was not so very long ago, she had forgotten how rigorously such rules were enforced. War did not allow such indulgences, and caring for the sick did not stop even for the darkness of night, let alone a set day of the week.

  Hester spent the afternoon in the study writing letters. She would have been permitted to use the ladies’ maids’ sitting room, had she wished, but Beatrice did not need her, having decided to sleep, and it would be easier to write away from Mary’s and Gladys’s chatter.

  She had written to Charles and Imogen, and to several of her friends from Crimean days, when Cyprian came in. He did not seem surprised to see her, and apologized only perfunctorily for the intrusion.

  “You have a large family, Miss Latterly?” he said, noticing the pile of letters.

  “Oh no, only a brother,” she said. “The rest are to friends with whom I nursed during the war.”

  “You formed such friendships?” he asked curiously, interest quickening in his face. “Do you not find it difficult to settle back into life in England after such violent and disturbing experiences?”

  She smiled, in mockery at herself rather than at him.

  “Yes I do,” she admitted candidly. “One had so much more responsibility; there was little time for artifice or standing upon ceremony. It was a time of so many things: terror, exhaustion, freedom, friendship that crossed all the normal barriers, honesty such as one cannot normally afford—”

  He sat facing her, balancing on the arm of one of the easy chairs.

  “I have read a little of the war in the newspapers,” he said with a pucker between his brows. “But one never knows how accurate the accounts are. I fear they tell us very much what they wish us to believe. I don’t suppose you have read any—no, of course not.”

  “Yes I have!” she contradicted immediately, forgetting in the heat of the discourse how improper it was for well-bred women to have access to anything but the social pages of a newspaper.

  But he was not shocked, only the more interested.

  “Indeed, one of the bravest and most admirable men I nursed was a war correspondent with one of London’s best newspapers,” she went on. “When he was too ill to write himself, he would dictate to me, and I sent his dispatches for him.”

  “Good gracious. You do impress me, Miss Latterly,” he said sincerely. “If you can spare time, I should be most interested to hear some of your opinions upon what you saw. I have heard rumors of great incompetence and a terrible number of unnecessary deaths, but then others say such stories are spread by the disaffected and the troublemakers wishing to advance their own cause at the expense of others.”

  “Oh, there is some of that too,” she agreed, setting her quill and paper aside. He seemed so genuinely concerned it gave her a distinct pleasure to recount to him both some of what she had seen and experienced and the conclusions she had drawn from it.

  He listened with total attention, and his few questions were perceptive and made with both pity and a wry humor she found most attractive. Away from the influence of his family, and for an hour forgetting his sister’s death and all the misery and suspicion it brought in its wake, he was a man of individual ideas, some quite innovative with regard to social conditions and the terms of agreement and service between the governed and the governing.

  They were deep in discussion and the shadows outside were lengthening when Romola came in, and although they were both aware of her, it was several minutes before they let go of the topic of argument and acknowledged her presence.

  “Papa wishes to speak to you,” she said with a frown. “He is waiting in the withdrawing room.”

  Reluctantly Cyprian rose to his feet and excused himself from Hester as if she had been a much regarded friend, not a semiservant.

  When he had gone Romola looked at Hester with perplexed concern in her smooth face. Her complexion really was very lovely and her features perfectly proportioned, all except her lower lip, which was a trifle full and drooped at the corners sometimes, giving her a discontented look in repose, especially when she was tired.

  “Really, Miss Latterly, I don’t know how to express myself without seeming critical, or how to offer advice where it may not be desired. But if you wish to obtain a husband, and surely all natural women must, then you will have to learn to master this intellectual and argumentative side of your nature. Men do not find it in the least attractive in a woman. It makes them uncomfortable. It is not restful and does not make a man feel at his ease or as if you give proper deference to his judgment. One does not wish to appear opinionated! That would be quite dreadful.”

  She moved a stray hair back into its pins with a skilled hand.

  “I can remember my mama advising me when I was a girl—it is most unbecoming in a woman to be agitated about anything. Almost all men dislike agitation and anything that detracts from a woman’s image as serene, dependable, innocent of all vulgarity or meanness, never critical of anything except slovenliness or unchastity, and above all never contradictory towards a man, even if you should think him mistaken. Learn how to run your household, how to eat elegantly, how to dress well and deport yourself with dignity and charm, the correct form of address for everyone in society, and a little painting or drawing, as much music as you can master, especially singing if you have any gift at all, some needlework, an elegant hand with a pen, and a pleasing turn of phrase for a letter—and above all how to be obedient and control your temper no matter how you may be provoked.

  “If you do all these things, Miss Latterly, you will marry as well as your comeliness and your station in life allow, and you will make your husband happy. Therefore you also will be happy.” She shook her head very slightly. “I fear you have quite a way to go.”

  Hester achieved the last of these admonitions instantly, and
kept her temper in spite of monstrous provocation.

  “Thank you, Mrs. Moidore,” she said after taking a deep breath. “I fear perhaps I am destined to remain single, but I shall not forget your advice.”

  “Oh, I hope not,” Romola said with deep sympathy. “It is a most unnatural state for a woman. Learn to bridle your tongue, Miss Latterly, and never give up hope.”

  Fortunately, upon that final piece of counsel she went back to the withdrawing room, leaving Hester boiling with words unsaid. And yet she was curiously perplexed, and her temper crippled by a sense of pity that did not yet know its object, only that there was confusion and unhappiness and she was sharply aware of it.

  Hester took the opportunity to rise early the following day and find herself small tasks around the kitchen and laundry in the hope of improving her acquaintance with some of the other servants—and whatever knowledge they might have. Even if the pieces seemed to them to be meaningless, to Monk they might fit with other scraps to form a picture.

  Annie and Maggie were chasing each other up the stairs and falling over in giggles, stuffing their aprons in their mouths to stop the sound from carrying along the landing.

  “What’s entertained you so early?” Hester asked with a smile.

  They both looked at her, wide-eyed and shaking with laughter.

  “Well?” Hester said, without criticism in her tone. “Can’t you share it? I could use a joke myself.”

  “Mrs. Sandeman,” Maggie volunteered, pushing her fair hair out of her eyes. “It’s those papers she’s got, miss. You never seen anything like it, honest, such tales as’d curdle your blood—and goings-on between men and women as’d make a street girl blush.”

  “Indeed?” Hester raised her eyebrows. “Mrs. Sandeman has some very colorful reading?”

  “Mostly purple, I’d say.” Annie grinned.

  “Scarlet,” Maggie corrected, and burst into giggles again.

  “Where did you get this?” Hester asked her, holding the paper and trying to keep a sober face.

  “Out of her room when we cleaned it,” Annie replied with transparent innocence.