Eye for an Eye

by T F Muir

  The mouth. That’s what he had dreamed of. A mouth. An open mouth. But more than just an open mouth.

  He had dreamed of lips.

  And through the haze in his mind, the dream came back to him. And in the dream, he was back where it had happened.

  Glasgow. Fifteen years earlier.

  Assisting with a routine investigation in Blackhill, a ruin of a residential development on the city outskirts. How anyone could live there defied the imagination. Ground-floor windows were bricked over. Rusted hulks of stripped cars dotted derelict streets. Back gardens lay hard and bare of grass. Graffiti slashed grey walls.

  Gilchrist had been standing at the back of a tenement block when a young girl approached him. No more than twelve. Maybe eleven. Lipstick. He remembered her lipstick.

  Bright red. And smudged, as if she had been kissed.

  She told him her boyfriend had been hit over the head with an axe. He remembered feeling more surprised at hearing she had a boyfriend than by the alleged attack. And he kept looking at her lips, fascinated by this eleven-year-old woman. His peripheral vision caught movement in the brown dirt behind and to the side of her. A skulking cat. Once domesticated, now abandoned and wild and living in fear of human predators. The cat slipped under a concrete slab before Gilchrist had time to have a close look. But he had seen its lips.

  And that’s what he had dreamed about.

  The cat’s lips. And Alex Granton’s photograph.

  He remembered asking the Glasgow detective what was wrong with the cat. It was a game the kids played, he’d been told. Like scalping. They caught cats and sliced off their lips. It was something to do. The residents didn’t complain. It was better that the kids cut up cats rather than each other.

  Gilchrist picked up his mobile. After a couple of rings, a sleepy voice grumbled, ‘Hello?’

  ‘Sorry to wake you.’

  ‘Don’t tell me it’s you, Andy.’

  ‘Okay, it’s not me.’

  ‘What time is it?’

  ‘Almost seven.’ He listened to some ruffling on the line, imagined Beth shifting her body, coming to, fluffing her pillow, and an image of her naked body seared into his mind.

  ‘Did you see Terry Leighton last night?’ he asked.

  She let out a heavy breath, as if disappointed, and said, ‘Yes, Andy, I saw Terry last night, and yes, I gave him the photograph, and, yes, he said he would work on it as soon as he could. Anything else?’

  ‘Do you have his telephone number?’

  ‘Not trust me?’

  ‘Implicitly.’

  ‘Liar,’ she grumbled. ‘His mobile number. That do?’

  ‘Perfect.’ He jotted down the number as Beth read it out. ‘Thanks. Try to catch another hour.’

  ‘Oh, great. You wake me up to tell me to sleep?’

  ‘Wish I was there.’

  The words were out before he could stop himself. For several seconds the line remained silent, then Beth said, ‘I enjoyed last night,’ her voice soft. ‘It was nice.’

  ‘Me too.’

  ‘Let’s not rush anything, Andy. You hurt me. I don’t want to be hurt again.’ A pause, then, ‘Why don’t you call later and let me know how you got on with Terry?’

  ‘I’ll do that.’

  ‘Talk to you later.’

  He replayed their conversation in his mind and felt almost afraid that he could have resurrected their relationship. He had fallen for Beth hard, taken their break-up even harder. So how had he hurt her? Had it not been the other way round? And what had become of Tom Armstrong, the man with whom she had appeared to replace him so easily? He could ask these questions later. First, he had some facts to uncover. But Leighton’s number rang out, connecting to voicemail, and he left a message.

  Back in the bathroom, Gilchrist turned the shower up to hot. He flexed his muscles for a full five minutes under a roasting stream, feeling the heat work its magic.

  By 7:30 the skies hung dull and dark with banks of rain cloud. Outside, Gilchrist almost shivered. Cold enough for snow, he thought. Or was it too cold for snow? Was that not what his father used to say on days like this? And Old Willie. He could come up with the most peculiar phrase from time to time. Priceless information, too. Which had Gilchrist puzzling over his comment in Lafferty’s. If I was you I’d watch Sam MacMillan.

  Why MacMillan? What did Old Willie know about him?

  Gilchrist’s hunch about MacMillan had been proven wrong by Fats. Fucking plonker. That the best you can do?

  It seemed to make no sense, but somehow a painter and decorator was mixed up in all of this. How? And why?

  Gilchrist knew of only one way to find out.

  The Merc started with a healthy growl. He cut through the miles to St Andrews in short order, parked by the harbour front and walked to where MacMillan had watched Granton being murdered. He was struck with the sudden thought that perhaps MacMillan was not homosexual but rather hiding behind that misconception. Why would he do that? Because if the police believed he had an overt homosexual relationship with Granton, they would not ask the question he dreaded: why had he extorted money from him? Was that it?

  Gilchrist removed his mobile from his leather jacket.

  Directory Enquiries gave him the number.

  MacMillan answered on the second ring.

  ‘Morning, Sam. Andy Gilchrist here.’

  ‘What do you want now, Mr Gilchrist?’

  ‘Honest answers to some honest questions, Sam.’

  ‘I’ve told you the truth.’

  ‘That’s today’s first lie.’

  ‘No it’s not.’

  ‘That’s the second.’

  ‘You really are an aggressive bugger.’

  ‘I’ve been called worse.’

  ‘Aye, son, I’m sure you have.’

  ‘Ready to talk?’

  ‘About what?’

  ‘Honesty being the best policy.’

  Silence.

  ‘What did you do with all the money?’

  ‘What money?’

  ‘The money Bill gave you for flashing his cock at you.’

  Silence.

  ‘That’s all it was, Sam, wasn’t it? There never was a homosexual relationship between you and Bill, was there? Bill had a fetish. He needed to expose himself in public. He got his thrill from knowing someone was looking. But he couldn’t afford to be found out. He couldn’t walk up to just anyone and open his coat and flash his cock. Not in a town the size of St Andrews. He’d lose his position at the bank before he had time to zip up.’

  Gilchrist paused to let MacMillan confirm his theory or deny it, but he heard only silence.

  ‘Every once in a while Bill would flash his cock at you, Sam,’ he went on. ‘Maybe even shoot a load or two in your direction. That way, his perversion was safe. You were friends from way back. He knew you would keep your mouth shut. As long as he gave you money. Make you both guilty in a manner of speaking. And you took the money, Sam. And kept quiet.’

  Silence.

  ‘I’ve checked the marriage register, Sam. You were married—’

  ‘So was Bill.’

  ‘But his wife didn’t desert him.’

  Silence.

  ‘She left you for a reason—’

  ‘She buggered off, is what she did.’

  ‘And left you holding the baby, so to speak.’

  ‘Fuck you, you wee shite.’

  ‘She left you with Louise,’ Gilchrist said. ‘Louise Samantha MacMillan. Your daughter.’ From the fumbling on the other end, he sensed MacMillan was struggling with his emotions. After several seconds, Gilchrist said, ‘I’m sorry, Sam. I’m truly sorry.’

  ‘So,’ MacMillan said with a defeated sigh, ‘you know all about her, what happened to her. To Louise, I mean.’

  ‘Yes,’ said Gilchrist. ‘I do.’

  ‘So, tell me, Mr Gilchrist. What would you have done in my situation?’

  What indeed? But it was not Gilchrist who had broken the law. �
�I think we should talk, Sam. Face to face.’

  ‘When?’

  Gilchrist was about to press for a meeting later that morning, but instead said, ‘At your convenience.’

  ‘Let me think about it.’

  Gilchrist was not sure he liked where this was going. MacMillan was in his sixties. Facing the consequences of the law catching up with him might be more than he could bear. Before he could stop himself, he said, ‘Don’t do anything silly now, Sam.’

  ‘Like what?’

  ‘Like running away.’

  Sam growled, long and low, which Gilchrist thought was a stirring of anger. Then he realized with a smile of his own that he had never heard the old man laugh before.

  ‘You crack me up, Mr Gilchrist, so you do. Aye, son, you crack me up.’

  ‘Get back to me soon. All right?’

  ‘Aye, son, I will.’

  Gilchrist stared off to the Eden Estuary and beyond across the Firth of Tay to the distant shores of Buddon Ness and Carnoustie. Sunlight burst through the clouds at that moment and painted the grey landscape with greens and yellows. He listened to the echo of MacMillan’s voice ask him what he would have done in his situation. But he had no ready answer for that. He wouldn’t have liked to have been there in the first place. But it had not been MacMillan’s choice either. He had been dealt a bad hand. And life seemed to have a habit of dealing bad hands.

  As Gilchrist strode back to his car, he passed the spot where Granton had been murdered, and his mind conjured up an image of Sa standing back from the body. Why had she not told him she had known Granton? Why had she not said she knew his son, Alex? And why was she so defensive about her past?

  Maybe the answer lay in her childhood.

  Or in the photograph of a wounded cat.

  Sebbie opened the American-sized fridge.

  Its shelves were stuffed with food, not like the tiny model in his own kitchen. He found a six-pack of Miller Genuine Draft and twisted the top off a bottle, took a swig, and strolled back into the living room.

  Alice’s skin had discoloured in shades of yellow and blue. Dieter’s face had fixed in a stiffened grimace of pain and surprise. Sebbie tipped beer into Dieter’s opened eyes. ‘Up yours,’ he said, then laughed, a crazed cackle that seemed to crack through the room.

  He looked up at the ceiling.

  Who lived upstairs? Had they heard him?

  He stepped over Dieter’s body and leaned into the window. The glass felt cold against his skin. Through the windows of the flat opposite he saw someone walking around the room. He pulled back, pressed himself against the wall. Had he been seen?

  Without daring another glance, he closed the curtains.

  The room fell into darkness. If he was going to live in Alice’s flat, he would have to stay quiet, creep around in his stockinged soles, keep the television low, maybe even on mute.

  In the dimmed light, the bodies on the floor looked out of place, like nameless corpses waiting to be carted off by the undertaker. He caught a whiff of something foul, fetid, like rotting eggs.

  He pressed a foot onto Dieter’s stomach. The whisper of flatulence was followed by a stench so powerful he had to press a hand to his mouth. He cursed and rushed from the room.

  A few minutes later, he returned, face wrapped in a dish towel, hands covered with a pair of yellow rubber gloves he had found beneath the sink. Under his arm, he held two cotton sheets stripped from a double bed.

  Dieter’s body was less bloodied. Sebbie had stabbed him as he kneeled over Alice. He rolled the body onto the sheet then dragged it from the living room, down and across the hall, and into a back bedroom.

  Alice presented more of a problem. He had stabbed her in the chest and she had bled like a slaughtered pig. He smiled as he looked down at her. The irony had not struck him until that moment. Alice stabbed through her heart, the same way she had stabbed him through his. Dieter stabbed in the back, the same way he had stabbed Sebbie by screwing Alice while they were still dating.

  He grabbed Alice’s bare legs and twisted her body so that it rolled over onto the sheet, face down. Thick lumps of dark red slime like bloodied slugs slipped over her ribs and dripped onto the sheet. In a rush of disgust, he grabbed the corners of the sheet and threw it over the body, then dragged it from the room to join Dieter.

  Back in the living room, he spent ten minutes scrubbing the worst of Alice’s blood off the carpet. Not perfect, but by evening it would have dried, and he would—

  The telephone rang.

  He froze.

  On the sixth ring, the answering machine kicked in, and Alice’s annoying voice told the caller to leave a message after the long beep and have a great day. Bitch.

  ‘Alice. This is Margo. You never called, and I wondered if you needed me to bring anything over this evening. If I don’t hear from you, Jim and I will be round at eight. We’re looking forward to it. See you then. Byeee.’

  Sebbie stared at the phone. This evening? At eight?

  What was she coming round for? Dinner? A party? Was that what the food in the fridge was for? Were friends expected?

  Sebbie paced the room. His perfect hideaway was about to be ruined on day one. He could not afford to lose this flat. He could not let that happen. But if he stayed, he would be discovered.

  He would need to find somewhere else. But where?

  He stared at the dried blood on the floor as the seed of an idea sprouted in his mind.

  He knew just the place.

  CHAPTER 23

  Gilchrist walked up the hill toward Kirkhill, the Cathedral ruins on his left, on his right the black craggy cliffs that separated the West Sands from the East. By the time he stood outside Garvie’s front door it was after eight.

  He pressed the bell.

  Lex Garvie seemed not in the least surprised to see him.

  ‘Up bright and early, I see. I take it this is a personal call.’

  ‘Been expecting me?’

  ‘Rumour has it you’re suspended.’ She stepped to the side. ‘So in that case, you can come in.’

  ‘Word travels fast,’ he said.

  ‘It’s a small town. And small-town people love small-town gossip.’

  ‘Got any for me?’

  ‘Gossip?’ she said. ‘Or tea?’

  ‘A bit of both,’ he said. ‘If you’ve got it.’

  ‘I can give you tea. But no gossip.’

  Lex Garvie was showing another side to him, a side unlikely to belong to someone who had filed a complaint against him. He followed her through to the kitchen, pleased to find Pitter seated on her spot by the sink. He stroked her chin and felt the press of her neck as she searched for maximum pleasure. He looked out of the window, relieved to see his trail through the back garden was not noticeable. He stepped to the side as Garvie put on the kettle and popped two teabags into a silver teapot.

  As Garvie pottered about in silence, it struck Gilchrist that she seemed strangely unfazed by his presence. Her light-tanned skin and short blond hair shone with a healthy glow and gave off a fragrance that reminded him of his father’s hair oil. She was barefoot, in black Lycra shorts and a white t-shirt with the sleeves cut off, so he could see her firm muscle tone and smooth skin almost all the way to her bra-free nipples.

  ‘Do you mind if I ask a few questions?’ he said. ‘Off the record, of course.’

  ‘If you must.’

  ‘Force of habit, I suppose.’

  ‘I’ve already told that Inspector Whatsisname—’

  ‘DeFiore?’

  ‘That’s him. I’ve already told him all I know.’

  ‘It won’t take long.’

  ‘That’s what DeFiore said.’

  ‘Did he stay for a cuppa, too?’

  She laughed and lifted her hand to run it through her spiked hair. Her upper arms flexed with sinewed ease. ‘Care for a biscuit?’ she asked, and removed a plastic container from the cupboard above the kettle. ‘KitKat. Toffeepops. Happy Faces. Got them in for my si
ster’s kids. Or just plain old suggestive digestive?’

  ‘Whatever you’re having.’

  ‘I don’t take chocolate.’

  ‘Plain old suggestive digestive sounds fine, then.’

  She giggled, which seemed out of character. But the ring of her laugh triggered something in his brain. He had heard a giggle like that somewhere before, but could not place it.

  Garvie collected a couple of mugs and a side plate from the dishwasher, then opened the fridge and removed a crockery ramekin from the second shelf. ‘Homemade pâté?’ she asked. ‘It’s vegetarian.’

  ‘No thanks.’

  ‘Well, seeing as how you’re here, let’s have it.’

  Gilchrist waited until she spread two knife loads of pâté onto her side plate and returned the ramekin to the fridge before he said, ‘Your complaint.’

  ‘Complaint?’

  ‘Your complaint against me.’

  She hesitated, then said, ‘No idea what you’re talking about.’

  Undecided if she was telling the truth, Gilchrist chose not to press. ‘Must have picked it up wrong,’ he said.

  ‘Must have.’

  He waited while she dabbed a damp cloth over the work surface by the sink, then hung it over the stainless-steel taps. It was only then that he noticed a small ashtray in the corner of the work surface by the side of the fridge. ‘How did you sleep last night?’ he asked her.

  She lifted the teapot, and Gilchrist suspected he was about to hear the beginnings of a lie. ‘Never heard a thing,’ she said.

  ‘Sleeping pills?’

  ‘Where would I be without my pills? Sugar? Milk?’

  ‘Milk only.’

  ‘I sometimes worry about taking too many pills. But for the life of me I can’t seem to sleep any more without them.’

  ‘Guilty conscience?’

  ‘Never miss a trick, do you?’ She poured milk from an opened carton. ‘Skimmed. It’s all I’ve got.’

  ‘Perfect.’

  She split the wrapper off a packet of digestive biscuits and spilled half a dozen onto a plate. ‘With or without butter?’ she said, breaking one into several pieces and placing them on Pitter’s tea towel.

  ‘Without is fine,’ said Gilchrist, and added, ‘I’ve never seen a cat eat biscuits before.’