TR01 - Trial And Retribution
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TRIAL AND RETRIBUTION
Lynda La Plante
v1.1 September 26, 2012
chapter 1
THURSDAY 5 SEPTEMBER. MORNING
IT had rained in the night, just as the television said it would, and water lay around in pools and puddles, making the asphalt of the estate's roads, walkways and playground shine. It was the only time the place looked halfway clean, just after a shower. Even better when the sun was out nothing like a few rays on the wet ground to give a bit of sparkle. But even on a cloudy day, like today, the view from the sixth floor looked better in the eyes of Enid Marsh. The weeks of the summer heatwave, trapped in her flat, had seemed endless.
"Flat? Prison cell more like," she muttered to herself, wiping the kitchen surfaces down.
Had she wiped them already? Couldn't remember. Anyway, soon Mrs. Wald would be here with her meals on wheels. Got to lay the table.
She shuffled painfully into the lounge and stood for a moment in the middle of the room. The television murmured in its corner something about a by-election. Her eyes slid past the screen on which a reporter was talking earnestly in front of a polling booth. Politics. Life's too short and that's one thing the politicians will never tell you.
Enid blanked out the reporter's voice and looked towards the window. The plate glass was rattling as a plane circled somewhere near. Noisy beggars. More and more, she noticed everything:
planes, police sirens, heat and cold, close air, buzzing bluebottles in her room. There was nothing much to keep her mind off all that annoying background noise. Most people go through life hardly thinking about them, but Enid heard every crying child and barking dog, every thump the woman next door got from her chap and every swearword that they hurled at each other.
Enid was not a profane person. But she'd lived through the war, been bombed out, helped dig out her own dead sister from under the rubble even. You used to hear plenty of language and rough stuff then, just like you did living here. Had to take it in your stride.
She grasped at her zimmer frame. Stride! That was good.
An ambulance siren wailed. One day that would be for her. What was hard was not being able to put the noises into the background and forget them. It was like a pain you couldn't put away from you, a nagging tooth, or this beggar the arthritis. A little bit of deafness would be a mercy, she sometimes thought.
It was all on account of the arthritis. She could hardly move some days. It was a life sentence her and the walking frame. Next time they took her out it would be in a stretcher or a box ..
She clicked her tongue to snap out of this. It had rained now, and you had to be thankful for half a cup of anything. The damp wasn't much good for her joints, but pleasure's got to be paid for.
' Ryan! Ryan! Come on, it's half-past twelve! Ryan! "
The voice rose from the playground down below.
There'd be the usual gang of little ones down there now and a few mums having a gossip. There usually was, dinnertime.
Enid started to move towards the wide plate-glass window, her slippered feet never out of contact with the carpet. Like someone learning to skate, she always thought. She arrived at the door of her balcony, hobbled outside and leaned over her parapet. She could see half the playground from here, surrounded by its cage of wire mesh. A couple of eight-year-olds were on the round about, pushing it on the run then skipping on and off it, squealing at the danger they could create for themselves. A slightly younger boy was taking penalty kicks with a stone against the concrete wall. If he should kick too high and a bit to the left he'd smash the glass in that stairway door.
And who would care? His mum, standing with a small group of women on the far side of the playground, certainly wouldn't and Enid could understand why. Half the doors and windows in sight were boarded with plywood and most of the rest had been splintered and starred by flying missiles. Enid had seen the TV news film from Sarajevo during the fighting there. This place didn't look that much different, not to her. And they wouldn't be fixing any of it. The whole lot was coming down, so they told her.
"Julie! Don't you go in that puddle, you hear me?
That would be the mother of the little blonde-haired one in the red anorak, calling down from her balcony. Four months gone with her fourth. They lived below Enid. What a pet she was, that Julie, not like her brother on the roundabout. He was a holy terror but she was a proper little angel. Goldilocks, Enid called her in her mind. There she was, standing on the edge of a great lake of a puddle that had collected around a blocked-up drain, splashing the water with a stick.
"Jason! Watch your sister! You got ten minutes ... did you hear me! Ten minutes and it's dinner."
Enid kept her eyes on little Julie, watching how the ripples she was making in the black and silver puddle twisted the scarlet reflection of her jacket this way and that. She leaned out and looked until she got tired. Then she began the long trek back inside. Where was Mrs. Wald? Hardly ever late, that woman. Set your watch by her as a rule.
And what was that TV programme last night? Enid had been dying to tell Mrs. Wald about that. She knew she'd be interested. Oh yes, the cookery thing where you had to make a meal in fifteen minutes. Must get Mrs. Wald to stay for a cup pa so she could tell her. Enid prided herself on her memory. Unlike a lot of pensioners she'd known, she was as sharp as a hat ping when it came to remembering certain things.
"Roll on next week and the start of term, that's all I'm waiting for," said Anita Harris to her boyfriend Peter who was stretched out, legs splayed, under the kitchen sink.
"Those war toys of Jason's are all over his bedroom and I specially told him to tidy them away before he went out. Sometimes I could cheerfully kill that boy."
"And he's your flesh and blood. Just think what I'd like to do to him.
He needs unblocking, that kid, like this bleedin' pipe. Got a bucket? "
Peter was struggling with a heavy wrench, tugging the locking nut on the S-bend section. Anita looked down at him from the kitchen table, where she was mashing potatoes, pumping the masher down strongly into the part of spuds. She straightened up and sighed.
"If only he was like Julie."
"He's a boy, " Nita! Can't be like Julie. "
"No, I mean, if only he was good well, better anyway. How are you doing? I want to use that sink soon."
"Don't know. Reckon I'm going to have to unscrew the whole S-bend.
Because I've tightened everything up and it's still leaking. "
He raised his head to see where the copious leak was coming from. A drip of greasy water splashed into his eye.
"Shit!"
Anita laughed.
"I told you. You want to ask what sit you know, from the news agent Got his card in the window. Plumber."
She stepped over Peter to get to the cooker, where a pound of sausages whispered and spat on the gas. By the window near the cooker little Tony sat in his high chair. He'd got a teaspoon and was busy cramming it between his toothless gums, most of his hand following it. Anita prised his mouth open and extracted the spoon.
"Tony, don't eat this."
She picked up a plastic toy of Jason's, some kind of caterpillar-wheel space buggy which had somehow got on to Tony's table. Inside was a plastic helmeted khaki figure with a backpack and automatic weapon raised in the firing position. She never looked at one of these things without thinking of Jason's dad. Not to mention the entire bloody British army.
"I wouldn't trust 'em," called Peter, his voice muffled.
"Who?"
"Those cards in the news agents They're cowboys."
"You should try putting one in there yourself then."
Peter craned his head out. He was laughing.
"Can you get the kids up for me? It's dinner."
"Yeah, in a minute. I can't do everything at once." As she stepped back across his recumbent body, Peter's hand shot out and up Anita's miniskirt, his finger and thumb cow biting the inside of her thigh. Anita laughed and flipped on the cold-water tap. The sound of water splattering over Peter's head and shoulders was covered by his howl of surprise.
"I'm sorry, Pete. Did you say you wanted a bucket?" Peter slid out, flicking the waterdrops from his hair and eyes.
"Bit bloody late for that. Look at the state of me." He clutched at Anita, mock-biting her neck and she melted into him for a proper kiss. He let her go and turned to the child.
"Here, Tony! What you laughing at? Want a tickle from your dad?"
Tony threw his head back and gurgled in ecstasy as Peter's hands found his ribcage.
Despite laying just for one, Enid took more than ten minutes to arrange the table for dinner. It may be only a meal on wheels but she insisted on everything being properly served, with the appropriate tableware neatly set out beforehand. It was hard to do it and manipulate the Zimmer but at last she had it laid out entirely to her satisfaction.
But where was Mrs. Wald? She moved painfully back to the balcony. No sign of Mrs. Wald's white van. The parents had gone in to cook lunch in those microwave ovens they all had now.
She looked around. There was nobody, except yes, little Goldilocks, backing into view from the other half of the playground. Shouldn't she be in for her lunch? Enid saw her throw back her head, laughing. Then the child lifted her hands to her face. With fingers interlaced she covered her eyes and peeked through them. Peek-a-boo. Who was with her? Must be playing with brother Jason.
Beyond the play area, a white van rolled into sight, negotiating the estate's speed bumps with care. And about time, thought Enid. I was starting to get hungry. She gathered herself to turn turning was one of the most difficult manoeuvres for her but as she did so she saw Goldilocks drop her hands. Another hand came out from the dead ground that was blocked from her view by the side of the building. This hand took one of the child's hands. It was an adult's hand, attached to an adult's arm, and its owner was leaning down. He was wearing an adult's long dark coat. And just before Enid started back inside she saw Julie's companion straighten up and begin to walk away, skirting the roundabout and the playtrain. The little girl went too, trotting contentedly along with him.
Going to get their lunch too, thought Enid. Hungry, like me.
Carrying her meal trays stacked, Mrs. Wald pressed the circular stainless steel lift-call button and waited. A remote sound of clanking and whirring came down the lift shaft but the door did not slide open. She had five clients in this tower. Two of them were robust enough old folk, able to get down to the pub or the day centre.
But she worried about Mrs. Marsh housebound, abandoned by
her family, hardly ever saw anyone except the meals on wheels service.
The trays had begun to feel heavy as she waited. To distract herself she read the bold marker pen inscription on the steel door: skank city fe: ticket holders only. She did not understand what it meant. Again she pressed the button, on which the same pen had drawn an A in a circle. She sighed when there was still no response. She would have to take the stairs.
She swivelled and then stared in surprise as a man plunged down the flight of concrete stairs she was about to climb a youngish fellow, late twenties, shoulder- length hair and wearing a long dark coat. No doubt a perfectly nice-looking young chap, except that his dirty, greasy long hair practically hid his face. Bet it didn't get washed more than once a fortnight, if it was lucky. As is the way with chance encounters in the hallways of London's more desolate council tower blocks, their eyes didn't meet and no words were exchanged. The man simply hurried past, crashing through the swing doors that led to the outside.
When at last she reached Enid's, her final call in this block, it was almost half-past one, by which time the poor thing's meal must be practically cold.
"I'm late, love, I know. Sorry. But I can't stop."
Enid was standing there expectantly, with a small metal teapot in her hand. Mrs. Wald swept past her and into the kitchen.
"Better just pop this in the oven, warm it through, eh? Give it ten or fifteen minutes before you take it out. Don't burn yourself. Oh dear, I've been late all round today. It's way after one now in fact it's . What is it?" She looked at her watch, squinting and tilting her glasses to focus on the impractically small watch face
"Dear, dear, it's one-thirty."
Enid hovered anxiously, gripping her tea pot, attending to Mrs. Wald with all the concentration of a coarse- fisherman watching her float.
"Got to be getting along, love," said Mrs. Wald, briskly returning to the flat's front door.
"Have a cup pa tea tomorrow, shall we? OK? Don't you worry, let myself out! Enjoy your dinner. Tarra!"
The door's clunk as she shut it behind her had a very precise finality about it. Enid stood looking at it for a moment, then zimmered over and lifted the safety chain back into its groove, running it along to the end with a suddenly impatient flick of her arthritic fingers.
In her van, Mrs. Wald depressed the clutch and turned the ignition key.
The engine clicked and then gave a whirr followed by a dry whumph.
Nothing more. She did it again, with the same result.
She clicked her tongue, pulled out the choke, pumped the accelerator and the clutch pedals and even, in her frustration, heaved herself backwards and forwards in her seat, rocking the vehicle on its springs. Nothing.
Mrs. Wald looked around for someone to ask. She could see no one except an ice-cream van away over by the road. She remembered about flooding the carburettor and, though she had no idea what it meant, she knew you had to wait once it had happened. A man in a long dark coat he looked like the fellow she'd seen on the stairs was chatting with the ice-cream man. Then a boy came running up to stand jiggling next to the long-coated man, his face turned up imploringly. He appeared to get short
shrift and by the time Mrs. Wald turned back to her ignition to try it once more he had peeled off and was pelting towards her, his arms flapping.
Her engine hawked and spat into life at last, just as the boy, whose name (though she didn't know it) was Jason Harris, careered past her towards the tower-block entrance. She could see him in the rear-view mirror, through the puffs of smoke rising from her exhaust.
Jason was hungry now. As he took the stairs two at a time he knew his mum would nag him. And she did.
"I said ten minutes, not an hour and a half."
She had rewarmed the sausages and mash. Now she put it down in front of him with an impatient flourish.
"And where's Julie? She with Peter?"
"Gone to get a plumber, he says." Jason looked at his plate dubiously.
"Why can't we have chips?"
"Because we've got mash. Did he say how long he'd be? I wish he'd waited till after his dinner."
Jason answered with an exaggerated shrug, picked up his fork and harpooned a sausage. What did it have to do with him, anyway?
Still having her appetite, which no one could deny, Enid finished the pudding to the last crumb of apple pie and smear of custard. Out of nowhere, it occurred to her that the chink and scrape of this spoon in this bowl made exactly the same sound as spoons had made on pudding bowls when she was a baby and just learning how to hold a spoon. Funny how the world can be so different from what it used to be more like another planet, if truth be
told - and at the same time stay just the same. You can be watching a programme about microchips and there'd be some sound from outside, didn't matter what, and inside your head you'd go straight back to the days of trams and stays and ocean liners and the Crazy Gang.
It was not much use, knowing that the past never truly went away. But it was comforting anyhow.
"Julie! Julie!"
There it was, that
voice again, outside on the estate, calling and calling. Enid looked up, tuning in to it. It was a woman's voice.
First it had come from below in the playground, but now it was further away, almost distant, carried faintly on the blustering wind that had got up since morning. She remembered her own mum calling her in for her milk and a biscuit.
"Enid! Enid!"
The rattling plastic washing line on Enid's balcony half masked the voice of Julie's mother as she went on calling. Where had that little Goldilocks got to now? Enid chuckled. Hope she's not in trouble with the three bears again.
"Julie! Joo-oolie!"
Enid reached for the TV guide and carefully turned to today's page.
Call My Bluff was on at two. She looked at her mantel clock, which showed ten past. Pity. She'd missed the start, but never mind, she liked that programme. She settled in her chair and switched on. There was a burst of laughter from the studio audience and, as it died away, she could still hear the mother's voice coming and going on the wind outside.
"Joo-oolie!"
When Peter came in without Julie, Anita simply assumed she'd gone round to her friend Hillary's. She was in a world of her own sometimes, that kid. If she thought of something she just did it and she'd been prattling on about Hillary's new kitten all morning. She'd probably gone over there to see it.
Without a phone it meant walking over. The Collins didn't live in the tower, but in one of the tiny ground- floor flats at the back of the old shopping parade. So Anita took her purse and put Tony in the buggy, thinking she'd collect her daughter at the same time as picking up a few things from All's convenience store.
But, of course, when she got there and rang the bell, there was no one at home in the Collins place. Which was quite natural when Anita thought about it. Hillary's mum, Sam, worked, so she had her kids over in the school holiday play centre at the church hall during the day.
So where was Julie? For the very first time a seed of dread started to sprout inside Anita. She stood at the Collins' front door, rocking Tony in his buggy to keep him asleep, and looked up and down the curved terrace. Someone might have seen her if she did come over here.