Without A Pail

by Michelle Marra

  Now standing in the middle of the master bedroom, Jackie spun Jill around so she could allow her gaze to fall upon the bed and anticipate what was to come.

  Jackie’s hands caressed the soft skin as she slowly slid them from Jill’s breasts down to the waistband of her sweats as she began to sing into Jill’s ear…

  Hope they never end this song….this could take us all night long

  I looked at the moon and I felt blue…then I looked again and I saw you

  She choked on the next verse when her hands pushed passed the elastic waistband to only find skin and no panties. “Are you sure you weren’t expecting me?” Jackie whispered in her ear as she pushed the chestnut locks from her neck.

  “No,” Jill said in a breathy moan. Her eyes half rolled back into her head trying her best to stay upright, but her resolve was quickly fading. The mere promise of what was to come was sending her closer to the edge and the sight of her own bed where she had touched herself on so many occasions with just the sound of Jackie’s voice in her head was proving to be too much.

  “I want you,” Jackie mumbled against the hot flesh of Jill’s neck before biting into it producing a deep throated moan from the woman in her embrace. As Jackie slid her hands deeper into Jill’s sweat pants grazing light fingertips over her slender hips and thighs. “It’s time to lose these,” she said while pushing the fabric down Jill’s bottom half exposing the rest of her naked flesh. “Now go and lie on the bed.”

  Jill didn’t even look back as she quickly made her way to the edge of the bed and climbed onto the duvet. Her breath was ragged, her heart jackhammered through her ribcage, her skin vibrated, her mouth watered, and her clit throbbed to an almost uncomfortable level in anticipation of what was next. She wanted this more than she wanted air in her lungs at the moment. As she rolled onto her back stretched out over the length of the bed, she watched as Jackie began to pull her clothes off piece by piece.

  Jackie was dressed in a faded pair of Levis with holes torn in the knee, an old worn-out hoodie, a REM concert t-shirt that had seen better days, the fuzzy slippers she had on were discarded at the front door. Jackie had been in bed asleep when Jill called her with the words, “Sorry to wake you, just needed to hear your voice.” She was only in the REM t-shirt and a pair of girl-boxers when she quickly got dressed. But even in her beat-up and worn out attire she still had to make this sensual for the gorgeous woman now lying on the bed watching her every move and she could have sworn she saw Jill’s mouth water.

  She unzipped her NYU hoodie quickly pulling it off her arms and tossing it to the floor. Since she didn’t have a bra on, the jeans were the next to go. Slowly she unzipped them, pulling them down just a fraction to expose the waistband of her shorts. With a sly smile on her face Jackie pushed the denim past her hips and let them hit the floor. The lighting in the room was dim, but the moon’s glow was illuminating Jill’s face. Jackie enjoyed watching the desire wash over Jill’s features and the fire in her eyes made Jackie’s stomach clench tight.

  She was rapidly losing her ability to stay upright causing her to stagger toward the bed, which she knew wasn’t the smoothest of moves, but considering she was about to make love to the woman she loved for the first time and knowing it was Jill’s first time being with a woman was a realization which came crashing down on her like a ton of bricks. And suddenly she felt like it was her first time, but without the awkwardness and shyness; just the complete and unbridled passion.

  Jill licked her lips as she watched Jackie pull herself onto the mattress and kneel at the end of the bed while she pulled off her t-shirt to expose her breasts. She didn’t see her toss the shirt since her eyes were glued to Jackie’s exquisite chest. Jill thought she was suddenly shy when Jackie crossed her arms in front of her softly rubbing her hands on her shoulders, but that thought was quickly banished when she watched as Jackie slid her hands down the flesh of her torso, up to her breasts; fondling them right there making Jill’s throat to turn instantly dry. She wanted to touch them, feel the soft flesh on her fingertips, and feel the taut nipple on her lips. She wanted to pull Jackie on top of her and feel their naked skin touch. She wanted to push her on her back, remove those sexy-ass boxers and finally satisfy the fantasy in her head with her mouth on Jackie’s sweet nether region. Her silicon faux-pussy just wasn’t cutting it anymore, she wanted to feel the softness of Jackie on her tongue, to taste her, to pull her clit between her lips and send the woman she loved into ecstasy.

  Jackie extended her index finger curling it in a rapid in and out motion as a silent request for Jill’s presence to be closer. When Jill pushed herself to her knees, Jackie quickly closed the distance and pulled Jill against her claiming her lips with an urgent need. While their tongues slid together in heated passion, Jackie’s hands softly caressed every inch of Jill’s now goose-bumpy flesh. But when Jill’s hands came free from Jackie’s mane, Jackie broke the kiss and with a sly smile she took Jill’s hand and slowly pushed it into her boxers and down over the crest of her special place while she slid her own hand onto Jill’s area.

  With Jackie touching her so erotically, Jill found it difficult to concentrate on touching a woman like that for the very first time, her fingers finding their way through the slickened folds of Jackie’s hot, wet center until her fingertip felt the protrusion of the clit. Even though her hands had touched herself on many occasions, she never had it feel so delectable and sensual before; this was not a means to an end…this was pure heaven. She felt like a kid in a candy store with an insatiable appetite.

  Suddenly her hand stopped and her head dropped back, she was on the edge of screaming the rafters loose when Jackie retracted her hand and said, “Oh no, my love. Not yet.” And gently eased her down onto her back. There was no more time for foreplay, this was it….this would be the first orgasm Jill would receive from a woman and she wanted it to be memorable…not a quick rub-off that would surely fizzle before it ever got started.

  Jackie smiled down at the brunette whose face bore a confused expression and whose chest heaved with breath. “Don’t you worry Baby, I won’t let you down,” Jackie said as she lowered herself between Jill’s legs, pushing them apart slightly as her tongue dipped between her thighs while lightly touching the swollen bud. She had to try and keep herself from smiling too big when she heard the initial gasp come from Jill’s throat. Wanting to delay Jill’s orgasm just a bit, she slid her tongue into Jill’s center and received the same shriek as she did before.

  Jill’s legs spread wide, her head pressed back, her hands gripping into the sheets then into Jackie’s scalp and back again. Jackie didn’t mind her hair being yanked at a bit, but she knew once she zeroed in on Jill’s clit, she may lose a chunk or two. However, that didn’t stop her slow, deft strokes to the hot swollen bud.

  Jill could barely stand it, now with Jackie’s complete attention on her clit. She felt as if she was going to hyperventilate with the way her heart was beating out of her chest and the way her chest heaved for breath. “Oh baby…don’t stop,” she whimpered in between groans.

  Then it happened, she felt it come to life in her lower belly as the muscles recoiled before the unleashing the ripple of pleasure into the mind-blowing orgasm. And with the release of the orgasmic contractions which caused her toes to go numb, she bellowed into the air around them with thunderous sighs of ecstasy.

  Jackie continued to pull her through each aftershock until she felt Jill’s body go limp. She climbed onto Jill’s trembling body in search of a kiss, but when their eyes met Jackie saw the tears as Jill mouthed the words ‘I love you’.

  “Oh my God. I knew it would be you, somehow I just knew.” Jill wiped at the tears with the back of her hand. “What are you smiling at?”

  Jackie kissed her on the forehead before rolling off the woman. “Um, you’re not a virgin anymore.” She giggled as she propped herself on her elbow staring down at the brunette.

  Jill’s eyes narrowed as she sucked in her bottom lip. “That�
��s only half true,” she said with a devious grin.

  Jackie’s eyes grew wide when the woman pushed her onto her back and slid herself over the blonde’s form. She was the one taking control now and with all the books she read, the movies she watched and the ‘how to’ guides she read…suddenly none of that information seemed relevant. Now she felt as if she had just been born, the stirrings in her soul finally were soothed and the passion of her heart could finally be realized.

  She would be no pillow princess, she wanted to know, explore and savor every inch of the woman she was head over heels for. She felt the soft flesh touching hers, the way Jackie’s hands moved along her back and how her surrender was so sweet when Jill fell between her legs. No, mimicked movements, no thinking of what to do…it felt natural and the passion in Jill’s touch began to intensify as the need to unravel the woman beneath her was a desire unlike any she’d ever felt before. And when their lips parted and their eyes met, what she saw in Jackie’s blue eyes was such raw and intense emotion which proceeded to pull the breath from Jill’s lungs and nearly derailing her completely. But there was a task at hand and the love shown through Jackie’s eyes at that moment was revealing her heart as well.

  Not wanting to rush through and definitely wanting to make her squirm a bit, Jill let her lips and tongue trail onto the creamy tone skin as she slid downward stopping at her lover’s breasts. Small, supple with a tiny taut nipple, Jill smiled when she covered it with her lips raking her teeth over the bud gently. With the other nipple grasped between her fingers, pinching ever so slightly, Jill bit down a little harder creating a gasp while Jackie’s hands tangled themselves into Jill’s chestnut locks. Now sliding further down, leaving a trail of soft kisses on her belly, Jill’s mouth watered for what was to come next as she slid herself between Jackie’s legs. She was well groomed and Jill silently thanked God that she read the article about pubic hair grooming and how much of a turn off an unruly bush was, but what was staring her in the face was one of the most beautiful sights she’d ever laid eyes on. And when she pushed Jackie’s legs apart and pressed her tongue through tasting the sweetness of her lover, feeling the silkiness of her flesh, and hearing the favorable responses; Jill’s eyes closed while wrapping her arms around Jackie’s legs and she let it all go.

  Chapter 27

  Jill’s eyes opened promptly at 7:00 a.m. when Molly’s cold, wet nose pressed against her bare back shaking her from a sound sleep, Jill jerked her head with a start. “Oh shit! Molly, you scared me.” Molly’s soft whimper indicated she was in need of a walk.

  “It’s too early Sweetie,” Jill whispered when she glanced at the clock. She had only been asleep a couple of hours and she felt almost like she was drunk, eyes burning and half dizzy. As she patted the dog on the head in hopes that Molly would just lay back down, she glanced over at the woman sleeping next to her and a smile crept across her face as the memory danced inside her head. She had barely had her fill of the woman when Jackie begged her to stop, she was exhausted and sated beyond any other sexual experience she had encountered. Jill had been reluctant to concede until Jackie whispered, ‘we have the rest of our lives to make love, and we don’t need to discover everything about each other in one night.’

  It wasn’t that Jill wanted to leave no stone unturned, she was just making up for lost time and she thought the best place to do that was between Jackie’s legs. Her smile grew wider as she pressed her nose to her top lip to smell the essence of her lover and knew an addiction was born. She couldn’t believe what she was missing, just the sweetness, the softness and the complete and utter hotness of it…she never wanted it to stop. She wanted to gently awaken Jackie; caress her soft naked skin until she stirred enough for Jill to push her lover’s legs apart and wake her up properly with a scream. But when Molly let out her insistent bark, she gave up the idea and pulled herself off the mattress in search of her clothes. She hoped it would be a quick walk so she could get back to bed and make her desire a reality.

  However, thirty minutes later when she darted back into her apartment she found Jackie awake, dressed and standing in her living room with car keys in hand. Instantly she felt a sadness rip through her chest, “Oh no; you’re not leaving now are you?”

  “I’m sorry Jill, I have a meeting. I gotta run home and get dressed.”

  “What time is your meeting?”

  “Um…11:00 a.m., why?”

  Jill smiled as she unhooked the leash on Molly who instantly ran in search of her bone. “I was hoping we could enjoy a little….” with a seductive stare, she closed the distance and pulled the blonde into her arms. “of this.” Then she bit into Jackie’s neck. “Oh Baby, I want you.”

  As Jackie pulled her hands through Jill’s hair, the familiar throb returned between her legs. She had never experienced sex so raw, passionate, exciting, and earth shattering as she did the prior evening. They not only shared their bodies, they also shared their souls. But now there wasn’t time for this, not and be on time for her client and there was no way she could call and cancel, it just wouldn’t look good for the firm. So as much as she hated to do it, she would have to cool down this hungry sexual beast that was just about tearing the clothes from her body.

  “Okay, here’s the deal,” Jackie said as she dropped her keys on the table in the foyer and took Jill by the hand. “I have thirty minutes, then if I shower here I can run home to change and get to the office in time for the meeting.”

  Jill hit the bed with a bounce and when she tried to pull Jackie down with her she was met with a sly grin, “Oh no Love, this isn’t about me right now.”

  Jackie had only minutes to get her insatiable woman screaming. She pulled Jill’s sneakers and sweats off in seconds and silently said a prayer of thanks when there were no panties to discard. She discarded her own clothes before diving onto the bed and right between Jill’s legs.

  “Don’t I even get a kiss?” Jill’s voice trailed off as her eyes rolled back to the first touch of Jackie’s tongue to her clit.

  “I am kissing you,” Jackie said as she wasted no time.

  Jackie already knew this woman’s body and she knew exactly how to get Jill screaming in a matter of minutes. And sure enough not ten minutes into it, Jill was bellowing out orgasmic cries.

  Pleased with Jill’s response to her effort, she hoisted herself off the bed ready to make her way toward the bathroom when she felt arms wrap around her waist, “You have a few more minutes. I want to send you to work with a smile on your face,” Jill said as she spun Jackie around and pushed her against the wall.

  “Jill, I need to get a shower. I can’t be late.”

  “Shhhh…this won’t take long.” Jill’s eyes darkened with desire as her mouth bore a cunning smile.

  Jackie gasped as her head dropped back against the wall when Jill urgently pressed two fingers into her hot and wet center and bit down on her left nipple. And just as she had suspected, Jackie was ripe for the pickings. Jill’s thoughts were barren at the moment while she delved her fingers deeper and harder with each thrust feeling Jackie’s release cover her skin and thinking it was one of the hottest things she had ever experienced. Not only to bring her girlfriend to a frenzied orgasm, but also to fuck her against the wall. But she was not done, and knew there were only a few minutes to spare, she dropped to her knees pressing her tongue into Jackie’s pussy and feeling the enlargement of her clit she smiled inwardly knowing this too would not take long.

  While Jackie panted, she nearly collapsed against the wall until she felt Jill’s tongue between her legs, intensely stroking her clit. She was all in now, not a chance to stop this encounter. She thought about moving her leg to the side, maybe to give Jill a little more room, but the amazing feeling that was growing in her lower belly and the sweet burn that was developing caused her to rethink it and just go with digging her hands through the brown tresses of Jill’s hair.

  “Oh dear God….don’t stop.” Her legs wobbling, her hands trembling, her heart racing
and her breath nearly vacant as the white light enveloped her like a lightning strike. She couldn’t even hear the loudness of her own cries let alone feel the deluge of passion flow from her and streak down her legs. “Holy fucking shit…what did you just do to me?”

  Jackie was amazed, in all of her lesbian practicing life, she never had anyone make her come as hard as this fresh on-the-lesbian-trail woman. “That was the best fucking orgasm, I ever had.” She giggled in amazement when Jill stood up and their eyes met. “I don’t think I can walk.”

  As she pulled Jill close, she looked at the clock on the nightstand, “I really need to get a shower Love. If I don’t get home in thirty minutes and change, I’ll never get to my appointment on time.”

  Jill smiled as she pulled out of the embrace, “Well, why don’t you just move in here? Your office is really close and we would have more time for this. She said as she pressed her lips to Jackie’s, not noticing the wide-eyed look of terror.

  While engaged in the kiss a new fear was born in Jackie and she thought, oh shit.

  A month later Jackie was fit to be tied, she was too busy to be engaged in a text argument with Jill. She was trying to juggle her client load, their demands, the firm’s expectations, Joni’s wedding planning and Jill’s fucking hurt feelings. It wasn’t fair that Jill was doing this to her now. The argument started two days ago when she was asked again about moving in. Her response was ‘what’s the rush?’ which in turn brought on a lecture…one she didn’t feel like listening to and unconsciously she rolled her eyes, which promptly stopped the lecture and silence took its place for the rest of the evening.