Abandoned Bride (Dakota Brides Book 2)

by Linda Ford

  A creek ran through a line of trees to the south and he rode that direction, pulling to a halt and dismounting as he reached the trickling stream. He squatted at the water’s edge as memories of yesterday raced through his mind. The gazes he and Elin shared that seemed full of possibility. The way she’d held his hand as they walked. How kissable he’d thought she was. She chuckled as he thought of her clutching that colored bit of glass as a reminder of the day.

  He looked at the rocks at his feet. There. One perfectly round and gray. The gray like the dress she wore. He picked up the rock and put it in his pocket. It would be his reminder of the day.

  And here he was, dreaming away the hours when he had a task to do. He studied the ground along the creek. Saw horse hoof tracks. Someone had been here, whether one of his cowboys or the intruder, he couldn’t say, but he searched the ground more thoroughly. He found no evidence of a fire. Either the man lived on cold camps or he lived nearby.

  Sam straightened. It pained him to think the rustling might be done by a neighbor.

  He gave the area another thorough search, but found nothing more and rode on to search other spots. Again, he found nothing.

  After some time, he glanced at the sun. It dipped toward the west. Time to go home for supper. He rode back to the herd to speak to Billy then turned his horse toward the ranch. When he was certain he was far enough away no one could hear him and wonder at his burst of joy, he sang.

  Sorry flicked his ears and Sam gave him a pat on the neck. “It’s just me.”

  Before he reached the outbuildings, he slowed, pushed his thoughts into submission, and then continued on at a sedate rate. He glanced toward the house as he reached the barn. Saw no one about and sighed. Had he expected to see Elin waiting on the doorstep, her hand shading her eyes as she watched for his return?

  With a grunt of disgust at his foolishness, he admitted it would be kind of nice to receive that sort of greeting. He led Sorry into the barn.

  He should change his own name to that of the horse. Sorry instead of Sam. Sorry is what he’d be when this pretend time came to an end. And it would. Sure as the sun rose in the east and set in the west. Elin would leave. Just like everyone else.

  He didn’t allow himself to say everyone else had left because they got sick and died. Except for Harry. He hardly even counted. What he felt for Harry was more loyalty to Morty than affection for the man’s son. But if he didn’t keep believing everyone left and he must guard his heart, then what would happen?

  He’d have to risk opening his heart and he wasn’t prepared to do that.

  Like Elin had so accurately pointed out—he was afraid of being hurt. His heart went out to Joey as he acknowledged how deeply hurt he’d been by his ma’s death and then just when he thought it was safe to trust his feelings, his pa died. And then Morty. And of course, Luanne.

  He did not intend to do anything foolish and invite a repeat of that pain.

  He mumbled to himself as he took care of the horse and put away the tack. He mumbled to himself as he cross the yard toward the house. Just before the door, he stopped, straightened his shirt, dusted his pants, and took in a deep breath.

  He opened the door and sucked in the aromas. It was good to be home.

  Joey ran to him. Sam lifted him high in the air then perched him on one hip. “Howdy,” he said to Gus and last—but most certainly, not least—he let his gaze go to Elin.

  She stood at the stove, tending something, and smiled. “You’re just in time for supper.”

  Her words stirred something inside him but he ignored it, pretended it wasn’t so. “Good. I’m hungry.”

  “Have a seat. I’m just about to serve up.”

  “Truth is,” Gus grumbled, “it’s been ready a good half hour now and she kept waiting for you to come.”

  Elin’s cheeks grew pink and he was certain it wasn’t from the heat of the stove. The color sure did look good on her.

  He had promised himself to treat her like a housekeeper and yet he couldn’t help but chuckle his pleasure. Pleasure at far more than the food. He meant something sweeter and more satisfying. Best he ignore those thoughts.

  He set Joey on his chair, then washed up and took his own chair. He glanced around at the little circle that had become a family and experienced a jolt of pleasure.

  “My turn to say grace,” Gus said and bowed his head.

  Sam did the same, his heart overflowing with gratitude for the good food and for the other good things in his life.

  “Amen.” Gus reached for the bowl of potatoes and the food was passed around the table. “How is the herd?” Gus asked.

  “No more cattle missing, though Billy says there’s someone watching them from off in the distance.”

  “Huh. Should set some kind of trap.”

  Sam’s hand paused partway to his mouth. “What sort of trap?”

  Gus shrugged. “Maybe let half a dozen cows wander away from the others and make sure there are cowboys nearby to see what happens to them.”

  “If this man has others helping him, I think we’d stand a good chance at losing those cows. But maybe we could at least follow and discover where they went.”

  “Worth a try, I say.”

  “I’ll see what I can arrange.” He enjoyed his meal in peace for a few minutes, but he felt like he had missed out on a whole bunch of activity. “What did you do today, Gus?”

  “Had myself a nice long sleep, but I did manage to take care of the milk cow and the chickens. Something’s being getting into the hen house. I suspect a weasel, so I doubled the wire on the fence, blocked the holes, and generally weasel-proofed the place.”

  “The hens are safe with you watching over them.” Sam tried not to think that he wanted to be the one to assure Elin and Joey the same thing. Though they were perfectly safe with or without him. This was Dakota Territory, not New York.

  With a rustler or rustlers nearby.

  He ignored the warning in his brain and turned to Joey. “What did you do all day, Joey?”

  “See kitties.” The boy grinned. “I hold them.”

  “You enjoyed that, didn’t you?”

  Joey nodded. “You take me see them?”

  “Maybe after supper if you don’t fall asleep.”

  “I not sleep.” Joey sat up and widened his eyes and Sam smiled. He wondered if Elin found it amusing too and allowed himself to meet her gaze. His heart stalled at the sight of her smile and the blue of her eyes. Like a drop of sky dipped down from heaven and took up residence there.

  He couldn’t look away from her. “I know you made bread.” He buttered another slice. “Good stuff. Sure was thinking of this when I ate Percy’s food, though he’s a fair cook. Just not a great cook.”

  Elin’s cheeks grew pinker. “I kept busy.”

  “I’ll say,” Gus said. “She spent most of the day doing laundry. Jeans are still drying on the line.”

  The clothesline was behind the house, so Sam hadn’t noticed.

  “It will take another day to get everything washed,” Elin said.

  Sam noticed her hands were red and chapped. “No need to do it all at once.” He didn’t like to think of her working so hard, which was plumb silly. Wasn’t that why she was there?

  Elin served a creamy rice pudding for dessert then Joey tugged at Sam’s shirt sleeve.

  “See kitties?”

  “Sure, if Elin will come.”

  She looked about the kitchen. “I need to clean up.”

  “Come with us and I’ll help you do dishes afterwards.”

  Gus made his way to the armchair. “You go on now. You deserve to relax once in a while.”

  “Very well.” Elin pushed away from the table and went outside with Sam and Joey, who scampered ahead with all the energy of a young colt.

  “I thought he’d be tired,” she murmured.

  “Gotten a second wind. It won’t last long.” Sam stayed in step with her, walking close enough that their elbows bumped.

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bsp; She could have moved aside but she didn’t. She had missed Sam’s presence throughout the day even though she had repeatedly told herself it was silly. But so many times she’d heard something and looked up, a smile on her face, as if she expected him to walk through the door. Or Joey would do something cute and she’d wish she could share the moment with Sam.

  “Joey missed you,” she said. “That’s why we came to the barn. He thought you were there.”

  “I guess he’ll get used to it.”

  “I suppose so.” They reached the barn and went to the manger that held the cats.

  Sam lifted Joey into the straw-filled manger. “Sit very still and I’ll let you hold all of them.” He lifted them to the boy’s lap.

  Mama cat followed and crowded in with her babies.

  Joey laughed. “Nice kitties.” He gently touched them.

  Elin pressed a finger to her lips. She would not cry. Not at the tender way Sam was with both the boy and the cats, nor at the pleasure of hearing Joey’s laughter. Nor at the way her heart opened to the joy of this moment. She edged closer and stroked the mama cat.

  Sam did the same and their hands rested together.

  Elin swallowed hard. Tried to keep her attention on the cat, on the kittens, on Joey… on anything but Sam. But her efforts were in vain. Her gaze made its way to Sam and stayed there, held firmly by the warmth in his eyes. Invitation? Affection?

  She jerked away. She was here to take care of Sam, Gus, and Joey while she waited for Harry to show up. She was not—repeat, not—here to open her heart to disappointment.

  She jerked her gaze back to the boy and the cats. “There was a nice breeze today. Good for drying clothes.”

  “Sometimes the wind is enough to tear the clothes off the line.”

  “Glad it wasn’t like that today.” She didn’t care about the wind, only about keeping her mind from thinking too much about Sam’s nearness. His knee pressed against hers. His fingers continued their contact. If she had the sense of a fish, she would move.

  She didn’t. “I saw an antelope today. I saw some while I was with my brother and cousins in Grassy Plain. They’re curious, aren’t they? This one came close to watch me hanging clothes then jerked about and ran off. Gus says they can outrun a horse.” She was babbling but it was preferable to staring at him, with her heart, no doubt, in her eyes. Her heart must be kept firmly closed up.

  Joey yawned. “I not tired.”

  Sam removed the cats and lifted the boy from the manger. He bent over to dust the straw from Joey’s clothes.

  Elin pressed to the nearby wall, but still could barely breathe for the nearness of Sam. He’d left his hat in the house and a lock of his hair fell forward. She squeezed her fingers into a fist to still the urge to brush it back.

  He straightened and looked directly into her eyes. He must have seen her confusion…her longing, for his expression grew serious. His gaze went to her mouth. She forced herself not to lean forward. Not to invite a kiss.

  Joey trotted to the door.

  “We’re coming.” Sam strode after him, stopped at the door to wait for Elin.

  She drew in a breath that shuddered to her lungs and followed him, keeping her eyes averted. Oh, he must think her a very foolish young woman. She could not find a word to speak as they returned to the house.

  Gus slept in his chair and wakened as they entered the house. He pushed to his feet. “I meant to clean the kitchen for you but I drifted off.” He yawned. “I might as well sleep in my bed as here.” And he shuffled to his room.

  Elin reached for Joey’s hand. “Come along. It’s time for you to go to bed too.”

  Joey held back. “Sam come too.”

  Elin was so startled by the boy’s request, so confused by her eager reaction that she could not have moved if the earth shook.

  Sam smiled at the boy. “I’ll come and tuck you in when you’re ready.”

  Elin released her breath. Sam had answered as best he could. She took Joey to the bedroom he shared with her. Once he was in bed, she read to him one of the Bible stories and said his prayers.

  “Now Sam come?”

  She kissed the boy. “I’ll send him in.” She left the room. “He wants to say good night.”

  While she’d been with Joey, Sam had filled a basin with hot water and taken the soiled dishes there.

  She wiped the table and put away the other things. By then, Sam was back and plunged his hands into the water.

  “I can do the dishes by myself,” Elin protested even though the idea of spending a little longer with Sam beckoned. “You’ve put in a long day.”

  “I said I would help and I will.”

  “You always do what you say, right?”

  “If at all possible, I do.”

  If Elin needed any more warning against letting her imagination, her hopes and dreams run free, this was it. He’d made it clear he wasn’t interested in marriage. She wanted to wed in order to secure a home for herself where she would be valued. Harry had promised her that. But he turned out not to be a man of his word.

  And now she was discovering she wanted more than to be an indispensable part of a home.

  She wanted to be cherished for herself.

  How had she managed to slip so far from what she knew was safe?

  Chapter 10

  The following days fell in to a routine of sorts. Sam left after breakfast every morning and rode out to the cows. Gus’s idea of setting up a trap appealed, but Sam hadn’t figured out how to do it in a way that wouldn’t cost him more cows.

  He spent his days looking for clues about the rustlers. The only thing he found in all his searching was a bit of silver shaped like a horseshoe. “It’s Harry’s,” he said to Billy. “Off one of his bolo ties. He must have lost it one day out riding.” He made to throw it away then changed his mind and tucked it in his pocket. If Harry ever came back, he might want it.

  He rode for home late every afternoon in order to be there for supper.

  Home had developed a rhythm of sorts too. After supper, he played with Joey for a bit, waited while Elin got him into bed, then went in and kissed the boy good night. He and Elin often passed in the bedroom doorway and brushed shoulders. Sometimes her hand bumped into his.

  It grew harder and harder to remember all the reasons why he shouldn’t take her hand and pull her into his arms. Kiss her.

  He joined the cowboys early one morning, the sun already hot, warning of a scorching day.

  “Could use rain,” Billy observed, studying the sky.

  “It will come. We’ll move the cows west today.” He’d checked out the area he had in mind. The grass was good, plenty of water. “There are a lot of draws there. Could be an opportunity for more rustling. You still seeing a rider at night?”

  “We hadn’t seen him for a couple of days, but Bart was on night shift last night and said he saw a rider to the north. He rode out to talk to the man but couldn’t catch him.”

  Sam rubbed the back of his neck. “I don’t like it, but nothing has happened. We’ll move the cows and everyone will have to keep eyes open day and night.”

  Billy laughed. “We do our best, Boss, but sometimes we got to sleep.”

  “I know.” He slapped Billy on the back.

  They spent the rest of the day easing the cattle over the hills and into a narrow valley that forked off in half a dozen directions.

  Sam adjusted his hat against the sun. He didn’t like the layout of the place, but the cows needed grass and water. He sighed. Tomorrow, he would bring his bedroll and spend the night. That way he could take one of the night watches.

  Satisfied he’d done all he could for the day, he reined about and rode toward home. On the way he remembered it was Saturday. He wanted to take Elin to church and spend the afternoon with her. More and more he found he wanted to be home, not out on the range. How strange when riding after cows had been his life since he was five years old and his ma died.

  Maybe not so strange, he real
ized. That was the last time he’d known a real home and now he had one again. Of course he enjoyed it. He had seventeen years of not having a home to make up for. That’s all it was.

  He smiled as he brushed Sorry and took care of him.

  From the house came the sound of Joey calling to someone. The sound grew closer and Sam waited for Joey and Elin to join him in the barn. Coming home to their smiles was the best part of his day. Then he heard Gus and told himself he wasn’t disappointed the old man brought Joey.

  His smile was firmly in place when Gus and Joey stepped into the barn.

  Joey chattered away a mile a minute.

  Sam struggled to understand what the boy said and looked to Gus for help.

  “He’s telling you about our company.”

  “Company?” He glanced past Gus. His heart stalled. Had Harry returned? Don’t be foolish. Harry wouldn’t be considered company.

  “They’re gone now. Young Mrs. Winter and little Georgie were here.”

  “Georgie.” Joey nodded. “We play.”

  Sam swept the boy into his arms as he left the barn. “You had fun?”

  “Me did.”

  “That’s good.” Had Elin enjoyed the visit too? Of course she had. Hadn’t she said she missed having a lot of family and friends around? Life on a Dakota ranch could be mighty lonely for a woman.

  They reached the house and Sam stepped inside. His gaze sought Elin. She stood at the stove, smiling a greeting. “Hello.” Her voice offered warmth.

  “I hear you had company.” That would explain the happy note in her voice.

  “Sarie and Georgie. It was nice to see them.”

  He could think of no reply so he put Joey in his chair, washed up, and sat down. “Moved the cows today,” he said, as he helped himself to the food. “It’s not a good spot to keep rustlers away.” He told them of the layout of the place. “But I can set a trap there on Monday. Hopefully catch whoever is watching. Pretty sure the man is looking for a chance to steal some cows and I don’t intend to let him do it.”

  “I could ride out there and keep an eye on things,” Gus said.