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by William Carlos Williams


  by an array of hacked corpses:

  War!

  a poverty of resource . .

  Twenty feet of

  guts on the black sands of Iwo

  “What have I done?”

  —to convince whom? the sea worm?

  They are used to death and

  jubilate at it . .

  Murder.

  —you cannot believe

  that it can begin again, again, here

  again . here

  Waken from a dream, this dream of

  the whole poem . sea-bound,

  rises, a sea of blood

  —the sea that sucks in all rivers,

  dazzled, led

  by the salmon and the shad .

  Turn back I warn you

  (October 10, 1950)

  from the shark, that snaps

  at his own trailing guts, makes a sunset

  of the green water .

  But lullaby, they say, the tame sea is

  no more than sleep is . afloat

  with weeds, bearing seeds .

  Ah!

  float wrack, float words, snaring the

  seeds .

  I warn you, the sea is not our home.

  the sea is not our home

  The sea is our home whither all rivers

  (wither) run .

  the nostalgic sea

  sopped with our cries

  Thalassa! Thalassa!

  calling us home .

  I say to you, Put wax rather in your

  ears against the hungry sea

  it is not our home!

  . draws us in to drown, of losses

  and regrets .

  Oh that the rocks of the Areopagus had

  kept their sounds, the voices of the law!

  Or that the great theatre of Dionysius

  could be aroused by some modern magic

  to release

  what is bound in it, stones!

  that music might be wakened from them to

  melt our ears .

  The sea is not our home .

  —though seeds float in with the scum

  and wrack . among brown fronds

  and limp starfish .

  Yet you will come to it, come to it! The

  song is in your ears, to Oceanus

  where the day drowns .

  No! it is not our home.

  You will come to it, the blood dark sea

  of praise. You must come to it. Seed

  of Venus, you will return . to

  a girl standing upon a tilted shell, rose

  pink .

  Listen!

  Thalassa! Thalassa!

  Drink of it, be drunk!

  Thalassa

  immaculata: our home, our nostalgic

  mother in whom the dead, enwombed again

  cry out to us to return .

  the blood dark sea!

  nicked by the light alone, diamonded

  by the light . from which the sun

  alone lifts undamped his wings

  of fire!

  . . not our home! It is NOT

  our home.

  What’s that?

  —a duck, a hell-diver? A swimming dog?

  What, a sea-dog? There it is again.

  A porpoise, of course, following

  the mackerel . No. Must be the up-

  end of something sunk. But this is moving!

  Maybe not. Flotsam of some sort.

  A large, compact bitch gets up, black,

  from where she has been lying

  under the bank, yawns and stretches with

  a half suppressed half whine, half cry .

  She looks to sea, cocking her ears and,

  restless, walks to the water’s edge where

  she sits down, half in the water .

  When he came out, lifting his knees

  through the waves she went to him frisking

  her rump awkwardly .

  Wiping his face with his hand he turned

  to look back to the waves, then

  knocking at his ears, walked up to

  stretch out flat on his back in

  the hot sand . there were some

  girls, far down the beach, playing ball.

  —must have slept. Got up again, rubbed

  the dry sand off and walking a

  few steps got into a pair of faded

  overalls, slid his shirt on overhand (the

  sleeves were still rolled up) shoes,

  hat where she had been watching them under

  the bank and turned again

  to the water’s steady roar, as of a distant

  waterfall . Climbing the

  bank, after a few tries, he picked

  some beach plums from a low bush and

  sampled one of them, spitting the seed out,

  then headed inland, followed by the dog

  John Johnson, from Liverpool, England, was convicted after 20 minutes conference by the Jury. On April 30th, 1850, he was hung in full view of thousands who had gathered on Garrett Mountain and adjacent house tops to witness the spectacle.

  This is the blast

  the eternal close

  the spiral

  the final somersault

  the end.

  BOOK FIVE

  (1958)

  To the Memory

  of

  HENRI TOULOUSE LAUTREC,

  Painter

  I.

  In old age

  the mind

  casts off

  rebelliously

  an eagle

  from its crag

  — the angle of a forehead

  or far less

  makes him remember when he thought

  he had forgot

  — remember

  confidently

  only a moment, only for a fleeting moment —

  with a smile of recognition . .

  It is early . . .

  the song of the fox sparrow

  reawakening the world

  of Paterson

  — its rocks and streams

  frail tho it is

  from their long winter sleep

  In March —

  the rocks

  the bare rocks

  speak!

  — it is a cloudy morning.

  He looks out the window

  sees the birds still there —

  Not prophecy! NOT prophecy!

  but the thing itself!

  — the first phase,

  Lorca’s The Love of Don Perlimplin,

  the young girl

  no more than a child

  leads her aged bridegroom

  innocently enough

  to his downfall —

  —at the end of the play, (she was a hot little bitch but nothing unusual—today we marry women who are past their prime, Juliet was 13 and Beatrice 9 when Dante first saw her).

  Love’s whole gamut, the wedding night’s promiscuity in the girl’s mind, her determination not to be left out of the party, as a moral gesture, if ever there was one

  The moral

  proclaimed by the whorehouse

  could not be better proclaimed

  by the virgin, a price on her head,

  her maidenhead!

  sharp practice

  to hold on to that

  cheapening it:

  Throw it away! (as she did)

  The Unicorn

  the white one-horned beast

  thrashes about

  root toot a toot!

  faceless among the stars

  calling

  for its own murder

  Paterson, from the air

  above the low range of its hills

  across the river

  on a rock-ridge

  has returned to the old scenes

  to witness

  What has happened

  since Soupault gave him the novel

  the Dadaist novel

  to tra
nslate —

  The Last Nights of Paris.

  “What has happened to Paris

  since that time?

  and to myself”?

  A WORLD OF ART

  THAT THROUGH THE YEARS HAS

  SURVIVED!

  — the museum became real

  The Cloisters —

  on its rock

  casting its shadow —

  “laréa lité! la réalité!

  la réa, la réa, la réalité!”

  Dear Bill:

  I wish you and F. could have come. It was a grand day and we missed you two, one and all missed you. Forgetmenot, Wild columbine, white and purple violets, white narcissus, wild anemones and yards and yards of delicate wild windflowers along the brook showed up at their best. We didn’t have hard cider or applejack this time but wine and vodka and lots of victuals. The farm buildings are not “long gone” but exactly as you saw them. The erstwhile chicken house has been a studio for years, one D.E. envied when he saw it and it has been occupied by one person or another writing every summer when I am here which has been pretty continuously for some time. The barn too has a big roomy floor which anyone who finds a table and a chair in space enlivening is welcome to. E’s even fondled the idea of “doing something” about the barn and I wish they would. Their kids went in bathing in the brook, painted pictures and explored. If you ever feel like coming and get transportation please come. E’s will be up again before leaving Princeton in June. They will be in H. next year. J.G. is occupying the “Guest House” now.

  How lovely to read your memories of the place; a place is made of memories as well as the world around it. Most of the flowers were put in many years ago and thrive each spring, the wild ones in some new spot that is exciting to see. Hepatica and bloodroot are now all over the place, and trees that were infants are now tall creatures filled this season with orioles, some rare warblers like the Myrtle and magnolia warbler and a wren has the best nest in the garage (not to be confused with any uptodate shelter) where I had a coat lined with sheepskin hanging and the wren simply used it to back her nest against where she is sitting warm and pretty on five eggs.

  Best wishes and love from everyone who was here

  Josie

  The whore and the virgin, an identity:

  — through its disguises

  thrash about — but will not succeed in breaking free .

  an identity

  Audubon (Au-du-bon), (the lost Dauphin)

  left the boat

  downstream

  below the falls of the Ohio at Louisville

  to follow

  a trail through the woods

  across three states

  northward of Kentucky . .

  He saw buffalo

  and more

  a horned beast among the trees

  in the moonlight

  following small birds

  the chicadee

  in a field crowded with small flowers

  . . its neck

  circled by a crown!

  from a regal tapestry of stars!

  lying wounded wounded on his belly

  legs folded under him

  the bearded head held

  regally aloft .

  What but indirection

  will get to the end of the sphere?

  Here

  is not there,

  and will never be.

  The Unicorn

  has no match

  or mate . the artist

  has no peer .

  Death

  has no peer:

  wandering in the woods,

  a field crowded with small flowers

  in which the wounded beast lies down to rest

  We shall not get to the bottom:

  death is a hole

  in which we are all buried

  Gentile and Jew

  The flower dies down

  and rots away .

  But there is a hole

  in the bottom of the bag.

  It is the imagination

  which cannot be fathomed.

  It is through this hole

  we escape . .

  So through art alone, male and female, a field of

  flowers, a tapestry, spring flowers unequaled

  in loveliness,

  through this hole

  at the bottom of the cavern

  of death, the imagination

  escapes intact

  . he bears a collar round his neck

  hid in the bristling hair.

  Dear Dr. Williams:

  Thanks for your introduction. The book is over in England being printed, and will be out in July sometime. Your foreword is personal and compassionate and you got the point of what has happened. You should see what strength & gaiety there is beyond that though. The book will contain . . . I have never been interested in writing except for the splendor of actual experience etc. bullshit, I mean I’ve never been really crazy, confused at times.

  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

  I am leaving for the North pole this time on a ship in a few weeks. . . . I’ll see icebergs and write great white polar rhapsodies. Love to you, back in October and will pass thru Paterson to see family on my first trip to Europe. I have NOT absconded from Paterson. I have a whitmanesque mania & nostalgia for cities and detail & panorama and isolation in jungle and pole, like the image you pick up. When I’ve seen enough I’ll be back to splash in the Passaic again only with a body so naked and happy City Hall will have to call out the Riot Squad. When I come back I’ll make big political speeches in the mayoralty campaigns like I did when I was 16 only this time I’ll have W. C. Fields on my left and Jehovah on my right. Why not? Paterson is only a big sad poppa who needs compassion. . In any case Beauty is where I hang my hat. And reality. And America.

  There is no struggle to speak to the city, out of the stones etc. Truth is not hard to find . . . I’m not being clear, so I’ll shut up . . . I mean to say paterson is not a task like milton going down to hell, it’s a flower to the mind etc etc

  A magazine will be put out . . . etc.

  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

  Adios.A.G.

  IF YOU DON’T HAVE ANY TIME FOR ANYTHING ELSE PLEASE READ THE ENCLOSED

  SUNFLOWER SUTRA

  —the virgin and the whore, which

  most endures? the world

  of the imagination most endures:

  Pollock’s blobs of paint squeezed out

  with design!

  pure from the tube. Nothing else

  is real . .

  WALK in the world

  (you can’t see anything

  from a car window, still less

  from a plane, or from the moon!? Come

  off of it.)

  — a present, a “present”

  world, across three states (Ben Shahn saw it

  among its rails and wires,

  and noted it down) walked across three states

  for it . .

  a secret world,

  a sphere, a snake with its tail in

  its mouth

  rolls backward into the past

  . . . The whores grasping for your genitals, faces almost pleading—“two dolla, two dolla” till you almost go in with the sheer brute desire straining at your loins, the whisky and the fizzes and the cognac in you till a friend grabs you . . . “No . . . to a real house, this is shit.” A real house, a real house? Casa real? Casa de putas? And then the walk through the dark streets, joy of living, in being drunk and walking with other drunks, walking the streets of dust in a dusty year in a dusty century where everything is dust but you are young and you are drunk and there are women ready to love for some paper in your pocket. Through the streets with dozens of bands of other soldiers (they are soldiers even with civilian clothes, soldiers as you are but different and this band is different because you are you — and drunk and Baudelaire and Rimbaud and a soul with a book in it and drunk) A woman steps into the open door o
f a cafe and puts her hand between her legs and smiles at you . . . at you a whore smiles! And you yell back and all yell back and she yells and laughs and laughter fills . . . the . . . guitar soaked night air.

  And then the house, . . . and see a smooth faced girl against a door, all white . . . snow, the virgin, O bride . . . crook her finger and the vestal not-color of it, the clean hair of her and the beauty of her body in the orchid stench, in the vulgar assailing stench the fragility and you walk and sway across the floor, and reel against the dancers and push away the voice that embraces your ear and find her, still standing against the door and she is smooth-faced and wants four dollars but you make it three but four she says you argue and her hand on your belly and she moves it and four and you can hear the music spinning out its tropical redness the beer you gulp and touch the breast, the firmness FOUR no three and smile a girl is carried out of the room by a soldier (bride eternal) smile FOUR no three the hand! the breast, you touch grasp hold lust feel the curve of a buttock silent-smooth sliding under your palm, the dress, the hand!

  high heels clack clack laughs noise and her eyes are black and four? please and you pay four? no . three . and then yes four cuatro . . . cuatro dolares but twice, I go twice, ’andsome, come on, ’andsome. A child you follow her, the light whirling in your eyes the noise the other girls in the babel friend’s voice unintelligible, edged with laughter his face at which you smile though there is nothing to smile at but smile absurdly because making love to a whore is funny but it is not funny as her blood beneath flesh, her fingers fragile touches yours in rhythm not funny but heat and passion bright and white, brighter-white than lights of whorehouses, than the gin fizz white, white and deep as birth, deeper than death.

  G.S.

  A lady with the tail of her dress

  on her arm . her hair is

  slicked back showing the round

  head, like her cousin’s, the King,

  the royal consort’s, young as she .

  in a velvet bonnet, puce,

  slanted above the eyes, his legs

  are in striped hose, green and brown.

  The lady’s brow is serene

  to the sound of a huntsman’s horn

  — the birds and flowers, the castle showing through the leaves of the trees, a pheasant drinks at the fountain, his shadow drinks there also

  . cyclamen, columbine, if the art

  with which these flowers have been

  put down is to be trusted — and

  again oak leaves and twigs

  that brush the deer’s antlers . .

  the brutish eyes of the deer

  not to be confused

  with the eyes of the Queen

  are glazed with death .

  . a rabbit’s rump escaping

 

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