Diamond Dove

by Adrian Hyland

  'You're not wrong there,' I said, although I wasn't sure what she meant. 'And you're a mummy now, are you?'

  ' Yuwayi,' she smiled. 'This little Jampin my one.'

  The little Jampin, on cue, began grizzling, groped for a breast, then launched himself into a tantrum when it wasn't forthcoming. Flora placidly reached into her bra, pulled out a tobacco tin and extracted from it a handful of boiled lollies. He snatched them from her hand and toddled off.

  'People bin tellin me old Em'ly Tempest back in town,' she said to me. 'Come home to the star country.'

  'The star country?'

  'You see em?' she asked, shifting her eyes to the heavens.

  I followed her gaze. 'The stars? Yes, I suppose so. They seem to be up there in their…usual place.'

  Kenny looked at me and raised an eyebrow.

  'But can you see what they doin?' Flora persisted. She sniffed, focused on the sky. Her gorgeous mouth fell open. 'There's a little wind. You look closely you can see em blowin about among the tracks, like a lantern.'

  'Tracks? What tracks?'

  'The birds. They leave a trail through the air.' She nodded to herself, then added, 'Not everyone can see it.'

  I remembered Hazel saying that these days Flora was a 'little bit crazy'. She'd always been slow-witted; now, it appeared, her wits had come to a crashing halt.

  'Where are you living, Flora?'

  'Westside Camp. Hard place, that one. Songs all broken, window full of screams… but we get by, my little boy an me.'

  'You didn't go back out to Moonlight with the rest of the mob.'

  She paused, shifted her gaze to the north. 'Moonlight?' she shook her head, sadly. 'I been there sometimes, but too much work in town. Important job, growin up this little boy. He gonna be important man one day.'

  'Could well be. He certainly knows what he wants.'

  She stood up. 'Better see what he's up to. Good to have you back, Emily.'

  She took my hand, gave it a gentle squeeze, and was distracted by the whistle that signalled the resumption of hostilities out on the court. She watched the game for another minute or two, but when she turned around and looked at me her eyes were completely devoid of recognition.

  Go Brother!

  Flora blinked, shook her head and wandered back to the side of the court, where she was joined by a middle-aged whitefeller.

  'So that's Flora,' I said to Kenny.

  'That's Flora.'

  'How long's she been like that?'

  'Hit the booze hard when she was still a kid. Got the DTs, then she got Jesus. Dunno which did more damage.'

  'Who's the bloke?'

  'Les Crawley.'

  I took a closer look at him: blue singlet, scrubby dark hair, every-which-way teeth. 'That where the baby gets his good looks?'

  'Nah. Creepy's been done for attempted break and entry of half the swags in town, but he isn't responsible for little Jampin. He's only been in town a year or so. Shacked up with Flora a few months ago.'

  'So who is the father? Whitefeller, I presume, and a bloody ugly one.'

  'Nobody seems to know.' He leaned forward, cracked his knuckles and smiled darkly. 'Pretty upmarket specimen, if you want my opinion.' 'Oh?'

  'As you might have noticed, getting a straight word out of Flora's not that easy, but after the birth she was wandering around telling everyone that when the little feller got a bit older he was going to get a - what was it again?-"a golden chariot with eyes like fire".'

  'Sounds almost biblical. Don't tell me there's been another bible-basher over the back fence.' During my younger days we'd had a rash of randy priests and pastors at whose hands the expression 'missionary position' took on a whole new meaning.

  'No, don't think so. Things have gone quiet on that front in recent years. All we've got now are the Little Sisters of the Poor and a couple of middle-aged Inland Mission ladies who're more interested in each other than anybody else. The way it looks to me, you've got some toff…'

  'Why a toff?' I pointed an accusatory finger at him. 'This wouldn't be your left-wing bias rearing its lovely head?'

  'Bias? Mer" He threw his head back and laughed. 'Jesus, Emily, life's going to be interesting with you around. No, I'm going for the silvertail because whoever it was, he tried to keep it quiet. Back alley job. Your tin-tails - riff-raff like Les - couldn't care who knows about what they get up to. No, some bugger's knocked her up, then fed her a line about giving the kid something - a motorcar, I suppose, if she'll keep quiet about it. God knows, there's no shortage of candidates - place is full of whitefellers who'd get all hot and sweaty over a good-lookin lass like that.'

  I let it slide. Not much I could do about it, and such liaisons had been going on for generations. I returned my attention to the basketball, where things were hotting up. The second half looked like being even more fiery than the first; little skirmishes broke out behind the play, and the referee struggled to keep a lid on things.

  The circuit-breaker came from an unexpected source. A dusty four wheel drive rolled up and a young bloke climbed out of the cab and spent a few minutes checking out the game. He was wearing what would have looked like a police uniform - khaki shorts and shirt - were it not for the addition of a little red beanie. When yet another skirmish broke out, he wandered over and spoke to the Schooners bench, pulled on a purple singlet and joined the game. The boost to the coppers' fortunes was immediate. It didn't come from his speed - when he dribbled the ball he seemed to go wandering down the court with all the urgency of a cow coming home at sunset. Nor did it come from his height - no more than average. But he did have a knack of quietly appearing in the right spot when the ball was coming down, and casually lobbing baskets from the three-point line.

  Even more important than his contribution to the scorecard, though, was his contribution to the atmosphere. Whenever Jar performed one of his magic steals, the newcomer would throw up his hands in mock despair and watch with wry pleasure as the boy flew down the court. When his own long bombs landed he seemed surprised, and it was only the fact that they landed as often as they did that made you realise there was more class than arse about them.

  His team-mates sparked up when he joined them, but what really surprised me was that the crowd seemed to appreciate him almost as much as their own players; Freddy acknowledged his plays with a roaring 'Go brother!' and the Callaghan sisters looked like they were positively tonguing for him.

  'Bloke seems popular,' I said to Kenny, 'for a cop.'

  'Jojo? Aye, they appreciate a character when they see one, this mob. But he's not a cop.'

  I took a closer look at the insignia on his vehicle. Parks and Wildlife Commission.

  A sudden scream from the crowd distracted us. Flora's little Jampin had wandered out onto the court and was standing there, wobbling on his feet and watching in fascination as the crush of players bore down upon him. The men attempted a scrambled halt, but it wasn't going to be quick enough.

  Moments before the stampede struck, the bloke in the red beanie, who until then had been loping along behind the pack, somehow appeared at its front. He scooped Jampin up and cradled him in his arms as the flying squad fell in a heap around them.

  Kenny whistled. 'That was close.'

  The game finished soon afterwards, but the cheers were drowned out by a heavy crane truck that came rumbling in through the front gate. It had the words Jalyukurru Resource Centre emblazoned on the door.

  'Bloody hell,' muttered Kenny as two young blackfellers in blue singlets and baseball caps climbed down from the cab and sheepishly made their way to where we sat.

  'Who's this?' I asked.

  'Clive James.'

  'The writer?'

  'The water works team.' He called out to the two men as they approached. 'Why'd you bring the truck, fellers? Taxi didn't arrive on time?'

  'I'm Clive,' said the feller in the red cap, ignoring Kenny and accepting my proffered hand.

  'And I'm…' said Yellow Cap.

  'Le
t me guess. James?'

  'Yuwayi. How'd you know?'

  'Boys have been down Kupulyu, checking out the new long- drop dunnies,' said Kenny. 'We just put em in a few weeks ago - Tuesday I get a call from Johnny Friday telling me they're blocked. Told him they don't get blocked - they're just a hole in the ground.' He turned to James. 'What was in them?'

  'Everything said Clive. 'Bottles, cans, kangaroo bones, car parts. Mob out there been usin em as a rubbish hole. One of em even had an old pram stuffed down it.'

  A voice from over my shoulder cut into the conversation: 'Did you check for a baby?'

  I looked around. The speaker was the latecoming Schooner, the feller with the red beanie. What was it they'd called him? Jojo. He was standing at a bench near ours, towelling his torso - and, I couldn't help but notice, a pleasant torso it was - mulga brown, muscular, with a smattering of chest hair and the fluidity of movement that seems to speak more of the bush than the gym.

  'Jojo!' exclaimed Clive. 'When'd you get back in?'

  'Half-time.'

  'You musta put the foot down.'

  'Wasn't driving a semi-trailer, mate. And Kenny,' he added, 'don't go knocking Clive and James for being late - they've been working their arses off.'

  'We had to dig new holes,' explained Clive. 'Move the toilets. Jojo give us a hand. Drove the backhoe.'

  'Very multi-skilled,' I said. 'Was that parks or wildlife?'

  'Wildlife,' he grinned. 'Definitely.' He dragged a singlet down his chest and walked over to join us, still drying his hair.

  'Jojo,' Kenny said with unusual formality, 'like you to meet Emily Tempest.'

  'Not Motor Jack's daughter?' His face lit up: he was dark eyed, dark haired, with a day or two's beard and lines around his eyes that suggested either a lot of sun or a lot of laughter. 'Heard there was a daughter somewhere, but I never believed she wasn't another one of his tall tales.'

  'Dunno if I ever quite believed it myself.'

  'Jojo Kelly,' he said, shaking my hand.

  'Jojo? What sort of a name is that?'

  'Wasn't my idea - blame my mother.'

  'She stuttered?'

  'She was a Beatles fan.'

  'Jojo was a man who thought he was a woman!'

  'Loner,' he said sternly.

  The water works team were looking restless. 'We better take the truck round to the yard, Kenny,' said Clive.

  'Yuwayi,' added James. 'We wanner get back in time to see the fight.'

  Clive frowned, and Jojo looked up with interest.

  'Do they issue a timetable for that sort of thing around here?' I asked.

  'Just about,' said James. 'Last night, Billy Winter got beaten up by a couple of meatworkers out back of the Black Dog. Tonight he's bringin his brothers back for a rematch.'

  Jojo frowned. 'Danny be there too?'

  'Yuwayi.'

  'Shit. Danny's supposed to be going out bush with me tomorrow. Better go and fish him out.'

  'Better hurry,' said James. 'There they go now.' A huge yellow panel van came cruising low and loud down the street outside the sports ground, headed towards the centre of town.

  Jojo followed the car with his eyes. 'See you guys later,' he said. 'Nice to meet you, Emily.' He shambled off towards his car, feet bare, hands in pockets, a towel draped over his shoulder. As I watched he gave a little hip-swerve and shuffle, as if there was a tune playing in his head and he just couldn't resist the beat.

  'Jesus Kenny, don't tell me he's really going down to the Black to stick his beak into a fight,' I said as Jojo hopped into the cab, snapping his fingers. 'He seemed like such a nice boy.'

  'Yeah,' Kenny drawled. He threw me a speculative glance. 'He did, didn't he?'

  A Dirty Green Cardigan Caught in the Windbreak

  The next afternoon I went back down to the Jalyukurru Resource Centre for the usual bemusing conversation with Kenny Trigger and the usual depressing conversation with the ether in my attempts to raise Moonlight Downs on the radio.

  I was climbing despondently to my feet when a single word came whispering back through the static.

  'Emily…?'

  I sat back down, my heart galloping. The voice was Hazel's.

  'Victor Sierra Nine Delta Bravo Jalyukurru to Moonlight Downs. That you, Hazel? over.'

  ' Yuwayi,' she replied. 'Over,' she added, belatedly remembering her radio etiquette.

  'Oh Hazel,' I cried, ignoring the etiquette myself, 'it's so good to hear you. Are you okay?'

  'Oh, you know…' I could picture her standing beside the radio, her shoulders shrugging. 'It's wintertime…'

  'So who have you got there with you? When'd you get back to camp?'

  'We come in last night. Just me an the family here now. Others have gone on into Bluebush.'

  'You got a workin motorcar?'

  'We had one.'

  'Had?'

  'Only got as far as the camp. Jangala got it up on blocks already.'

  'Hazel, I'm dying to see you. When can I come?'

  I lost her reply in a wave of static, then my heart lifted as she repeated it. 'How bout now?'

  'Can't come right now, Haze. Gimme a bit of time to get me shit together. Tomorrow morning okay?'

  'Lookin forward to tomorrow, Emmy.'

  'So am I, Hazel.'

  I spent the rest of the day in a state of restless anticipation, picking up supplies and loading the ute, but when I reached Moonlight Downs the next morning the heavy-duty desolation of the place smacked me in the face. I pulled up at a deserted humpy and took in the signs and symptoms of its sudden abandonment: the blistered frypan on the dead fire, the armless doll, the dirty green cardigan caught in the windbreak. Little mounds of grey sand were piling up against the walls.

  Worst of all was the wind itself, a restless, unsettling spirit which skittered through the camp and lifted the odd willy-willy of rubbish into the air. Tumbleweeds rolled and spinifex crept. The desert, it appeared, was reclaiming its own.

  And Hazel looked like collateral damage.

  The delight she'd shown at the sound of my voice on the radio had evaporated now that she'd taken in the wreckage of her community. I walked over to where she sat by the fire, alone.

  'Hey sister!' she said, smiling wanly into my eyes.

  I crouched low, touched the back of her hand. Her own eyes were all that was left of the old rough beauty: they were like pools of water in a blasted quarry. For the rest, she was all battered passion and fatigue. Her hair had been hacked off, streaks of ash ran across her face and down her neck.

  'Hey sister,' I answered with all the cheer I could muster. 'How are you going?'

  She shrugged, glanced at the camp. 'You know… pluggin away. Lonely out here with everybody buggered off.'

  'Give em time, Haze. They'll be back - long as there's someone here to show the way.'

  I leaned forward, took her hands in mine. 'Hazel, I haven't had a chance to say this yet, but I did want to tell you how sorry I am for your loss.' This was the first time I'd been alone with her since the chaos that followed her father's death.

  'I know that, Em. It's your loss too.'

  She turned away, studied the ground, looked as if she'd aged ten years. It was grief. You could feel it. You could almost touch it. Not just for her old man, but for her community, her mob. Without them she was only half alive. I had a sudden vision of her as the last of her people, a lonely misfit prowling out on the edge of the powder country while the rest of the mob were living it up in town.

  When we were kids I'd sometimes found myself wondering whether Hazel didn't feel some kind of affinity with Blakie. She'd run, screaming and giggling like the rest of us, when he hove into view, but I'd catch her glancing back at him with a delicious fascination in her eyes.

  Looking at her now I could see how much the two of them had in common: they were both visionaries, both travellers in the world of dreams. The difference was that Hazel's was a more generous vision, something she tried to communicate to others;
she wanted to go places, sure, but she wanted to bring her people with her. Blakie's, on the other hand… well, I'd seen what Blakie's could do.

  But even Hazel's vision was of little use when there was nobody to share it, when the people to whom it should have meant the most were getting their dreams from a TV or a green can.

  I slung an arm across her shoulders. Don't worry, I wanted to tell her, and maybe did in some obscure way. It isn't your fault. It isn't just you and it isn't just here: I've seen it everywhere from China to Africa: the whole world's moving into town.

  I thought about the fifteen-year-old Hazel I'd left behind: quirky, eclectic, eccentric, but when something was important to her, as tough as a drop forge.

  She wasn't going anywhere, and I loved her for it. Buffeted by the wind and drained by the loneliness she might have been, but she was staying put. She was her father's daughter.

  'How long can you stay?' she asked me.

  'Just a day or two. I've got to be back at work tomorrow night. I'll be able to come out for a longer stay in a week or so.'

  A dog appeared, then another, then a pack of them, loping in from the scrub. Jimmy Lively and Maggie weren't far behind them, marching back into camp in a cloud of dust and flies and dropping a porcupine onto the fire. Winnie came out of the shack with her kids and Hazel brightened up. All of a sudden the atmosphere didn't seem so oppressive.

  The old bloke's eyes lit up like blown coal when he spotted the supplies I'd brought out - biscuits and apples, tinameat, white flour, golden syrup, milk powder - and he spent a feverish minute or two poking his way through the cardboard boxes.

  'Aaiiiyy, my little Nangali,' he crowed at me, hawking and spitting and sticking his big wet schnoz into a packet of Drum tobacco, 'you too good to this ol feller!'

  'I figured you been living on goannas and bush bananas so long you'd appreciate a bit of real tucker.'

  'You better look out, h'Emily,' chortled Maggie. 'Alius room for nother missus in the family.'

  'Aaagh!' I yelped, glaring and shaking my fingers at him in a sign of the cross, 'don't start trying to rope me into the harem, ya poddy-dodgin old bugger!'