My True Love Gave To Me: Twelve Holiday Stories

by Perkins, Stephanie

  “You should see the inside,” Marigold joked. Because no one saw the inside of her apartment.

  “I guess I’ll have to.”

  “What?” Marigold was alarmed. “Why?”

  “You wouldn’t even make it halfway. This tree is heavy. Unwieldy.” To demonstrate, he shifted the tree in his grip and grunted. The whole tree shook. But Marigold was enthralled by the way he said the word unwieldy. A fantasy flashed through her mind in which he dictated an endless list of juicy-sounding words.

  Innocuous. Sousaphone. Crepuscular.

  Marigold snapped back into the present. She hated feeling helpless, but she did need this boy’s help—and now she needed it in two ways. She dug her arms between the branches and grabbed the trunk, wrestling it toward herself. Hoping he’d wrestle it back. “It’s okay,” she said. “I’ve got it.”

  “Let go.”

  “Seriously, I’m stronger than I look.”

  “Let!” He tugged it, hard. “Go!”

  Marigold let go. She pretended to look put out.

  “Sorry,” he said, after a moment. He actually did look sorry. “But it’ll go faster without you dragging it down.”

  Marigold kept her hands surrendered in the air. “If you say so.”

  “I’m a lot taller than you. The balance, it’d be uneven,” he explained. She shrugged as he called out to his mother, “I’ll be back in fifteen!”

  His mother’s eyes narrowed with suspicion. “You’re taking your break?”

  “I’m helping a customer.”

  “You’re taking your break?” she asked again.

  He sighed. “Yeah, Mom.”

  Marigold trotted behind him as he struggled out of the lot. She felt like an idiot. She also felt a strong surge of guilt. “You shouldn’t be doing this.”

  “You’re right. I shouldn’t.”

  There was a gust of freezing wind, and Marigold pushed up her knitted scarf with one hand and held down her woolen skirt with the other. She was glad she was wearing her thickest tights. “Thank you,” she said. “I really appreciate it.”

  The boy grunted.

  But it was a nice enough grunt, so she asked, “What’s your name?”

  “North.”

  “Huh.” This was surprising. “So … your mom’s a hippie, too. I wouldn’t have guessed it.”

  “Why?” He stopped to look at her, and needles showered to the pavement. “What’s your name?”

  “Marigold. Marigold Moon.”

  North smiled. “That’s very Asheville.”

  “Born and raised.”

  “My parents aren’t hippies,” he said, resuming walking. “I’m North as in the North Pole. Unfortunately. My brother is Nicholas, and my sister is Noelle.”

  “Wow. God. That’s…”

  “About a hundred times worse than your name.”

  “I was going to say devoted. Festively devoted.”

  He laugh-snorted.

  Marigold smiled, pleased to have earned a laugh. “So where’s the family farm?”

  “Sugar Cove.” He glanced back at her, and she shrugged. “Near Spruce Pine?”

  “Ah, okay,” she said. “Got it.” That made sense. There were tons of tree farms up there, just north of the city.

  “You know how small Spruce Pine is?” he asked.

  “It’s barely recognized by GPS.”

  “Well, it’s Shanghai compared to Sugar Cove.”

  Once again, Marigold was startled out of their conversation by his word choice. Her mother’s parents were immigrants from Shanghai. He couldn’t know that, but was this his way of saying that he guessed she was Chinese? Most non-Asian-Americans were terrible guessers. They’d say Japanese, Korean, or Vietnamese before Chinese. As if they were afraid “Chinese” was a stereotype, and they’d get in trouble for suggesting it. As if China weren’t the most populous country in the world.

  But Marigold didn’t have time to dwell. He’d finally given her an entrance. “You don’t talk like you’re from the boonies,” she said.

  “You mean I don’t talk like my mother.”

  She flinched. She’d walked right into that one. “I’m sorry.”

  His voice flattened. “I used to. It took a concentrated effort to stop.”

  They crossed into her apartment complex, and she re-pointed out her building. North groaned. “Right,” he said. “Of course it’s the one in the back.”

  “So why’d you stop?” she asked, nudging a return to topic.

  “Because city folk keep a-callin’ it ‘the boonies’ and makin’ assumptions about mah intelligence.”

  This was not going well.

  North thunked down the tree at the bottom of her stairs. He let out a singular, exhausted breath. “You. Help.” He leaned the tree on its side. “Take that end.”

  She lunged forward to grab ahold of its top half. With their significant differences in height and strength, it took several uncomfortable steps to get their rhythm down. “Of course you live in the back building,” he said. “Of course you live on the top floor.”

  “Of course you’re going to make me”—Marigold grunted—“regret your help forever.”

  They navigated awkwardly around the small U-shaped landing between the first and second floors. “Can’t you move a little faster?” he asked.

  “Can’t you be a little nicer?”

  He laughed. “Seriously, you’re like a sea cucumber. Which I assume are slow, because they’re named after a vegetable. Which don’t move at all.”

  They reached the second floor, and Marigold almost dropped her end. North kept moving. “Sorry,” she said, scuttling to keep up. “It’s hard to get a good grip.”

  “It’s a tree. Trees have great grip. Their whole body is made for gripping.”

  “Well, maybe I could get a decent grip if you weren’t pulling so hard.”

  “Well, maybe I wouldn’t have to pull so hard if you could carry your fair share of the weight.”

  “That doesn’t even make sense.” Marigold slammed her elbow against the railing on the next stairway landing. “Ow.”

  North shot forward, wrenching the tree completely from her hands. “AHHHHH!” He yelled like a gladiator as he ran full throttle up the last flight of stairs. He dropped the tree on the third floor, and it skidded forward several feet.

  “What the hell was that?” Marigold shouted.

  North grinned. “Went a lot faster, didn’t it?”

  “You nearly took off my fingers.”

  “Looks like I didn’t need your help after all. Because you weren’t any. Help, that is. You weren’t any help.”

  “I didn’t even want a tree.” Marigold glared at him. Forget it, enough. The voice work was out. “You talked me into this. This is your fault.”

  “Then next time, pick someplace else to loiter.”

  She heaved the tree into a standing position and shuffled it toward her door. “I wasn’t loitering.”

  “What’s going on out here?” a sandpapery voice called from below.

  Marigold cringed. “Sorry, Ms. Agrippa!”

  “I knew it was you! I knew you were up to something!”

  North raised one eyebrow.

  Marigold leaned the tree against the wall beside her door, shaking her head. “I’m just bringing home a Christmas tree, Ms. Agrippa. Sorry for shouting.”

  “You’re not putting it on your balcony, are you? I don’t want it dropping down needles onto mine. I don’t want to have to clean up your filthy mess.”

  Both of North’s eyebrows rose.

  Marigold dug through her purse for her key. “It’s going inside, Ms. Agrippa. Like all normal Christmas trees,” she added under her breath. The door below slammed shut.

  “She’s a peach,” North said.

  Marigold was done with this whole irritating escapade. Finished. The end. “Well, thank you. I appreciate you carrying this home for me, but I’ve got it from here.” She opened her door and turned on the light. “Good
night.”

  But North wasn’t looking at her. He stared past her with widened eyes. “And how, exactly, do you plan on carrying a tree into that?”

  * * *

  Furniture and bags and boxes were stacked to the ceiling. Literally to the ceiling. Even with the overhead fixtures turned on, the apartment was still dark. The towering, shadowy objects blocked most of the light. And there was only one pathway through it, straight ahead, barely wider than a person.

  “You’re a hoarder.” North’s voice was amazed and incredulous.

  “I’m not a hoarder. And neither is my mom.”

  “Then what’s with all the hoarding, hoarder?”

  Marigold’s chest tightened like a Victorian corset. “It’s a temporary situation. We’re … between houses.”

  “Why isn’t this stuff in storage?”

  “Because storage costs money, and we’re saving it for the new house.”

  North didn’t have a comeback for that one. An abashed expression crossed his face, but it disappeared quickly. Purposefully. Maybe he understood. “So … where am I supposed to put the tree?”

  “I told you. I’ve got it from here.”

  “Clearly you don’t. It can’t even fit through there.” He gestured at the narrow pathway. “And where’s your end game? Where do you plan on putting it?”

  Marigold was overwhelmed by a familiar sense of fear and humiliation. How could she have let him up here? How could she have spent money on something that they’d have to throw out next week? Something that couldn’t even fit into their apartment? Her mother would be furious. Marigold’s heart raced. “I—I don’t know. I was going to put it in front of the sliding-glass door. Like all the others in the building.”

  North craned his neck across the threshold. “The balcony door? The one straight ahead? The one behind that china cabinet?”

  “Yeah. Maybe?”

  “You’re insane. Why would you buy a Christmas tree?”

  “Because you’re extremely persuasive!”

  North whipped around to stare at her. For a moment, his expression was unreadable. And then … he smiled. It was warm—unexpectedly warm—and it made Marigold feel the teensiest bit calmer.

  “So what are you gonna do?” he asked.

  “I guess … shift some of this around?” Her expression was as doubtful as her question. After all, she and her mother hadn’t touched anything since they’d moved in.

  North took a tentative step inside the apartment. As he scratched the back of his head, Marigold’s chest sunk. She shouldn’t be embarrassed—They had a reason for this, damn it. This was all temporary, damn it—but she was.

  “This is madness,” he said. “There’s no way it’s safe.”

  “We’ve been here for a year, and nothing has fallen on us yet.”

  “You’ve lived in this pit of death for a year?” He slunk into its depths. The pathway led to the most basic and primal living areas—kitchen, bathroom, bedrooms. “I’m sorry, I can’t let you bring my tree in here,” he called out from around the corner. “It would die before Christmas. And that’s only five days away.”

  “Doesn’t matter. My tree only has to live until tomorrow.”

  “What’s tomorrow? The day the demolition crew arrives?”

  “It’s Yule. The winter solstice.”

  North’s head popped out from behind a wobbly stack of dining room chairs. “Are you a witch?”

  Marigold burst into a surprised laugh.

  “Wiccan, I mean? A Wiccan witch?” he asked.

  “No.”

  “Pagan? Some kind of … neopagan?”

  Marigold shook her head.

  “A druid? I don’t know, who celebrates the solstice?”

  “Anyone can celebrate it.” She followed him farther inside. “It’s an astronomical phenomenon. Science. The winter solstice is the shortest day of the year.”

  “So you and your mother are … scientists.”

  Marigold grinned. “No. My mom’s definitely a pagan.”

  “And here I am, asking again: why, exactly, did you buy a Christmas tree?”

  “Because I like them. My dad”—Marigold stopped herself before continuing uneasily—“He celebrated Christmas. My mom didn’t, but she agreed to make them a part of our tradition, because they’re nice. And nature-y. And, besides, the Christians probably wouldn’t even have them if it weren’t for the pagans who celebrated Yule. Evergreens were their thing first.”

  She expected him to call her out on being so defensive—Marigold was always getting defensive—but the lines in his forehead softened. “And where’s your dad now?” he asked.

  Dead. He was expecting her to say dead.

  “In Charlotte,” she said.

  “Oh.” North looked relieved, but only momentarily. “Divorce?”

  “They were never married.”

  “Siblings?”

  “I’m an only child.”

  “And where’s your mom?”

  Marigold had thought she’d made this clear. “She lives here, of course.”

  “I meant, where is she now?”

  She felt embarrassed again, which was followed quickly by frustration. “Work. She works a night shift.” But as soon as the words left her mouth, Marigold was horrified. She’d just told a stranger that they were alone. How could she be so stupid?

  But North only seemed irritated. “So there’s no one here to help us. Fantastic.”

  “Excuse me?”

  He slid out a turquoise Moroccan end table from the top of a furniture tower as carefully as if he were playing a game of Jenga. “You’ll have to back up now.”

  Marigold’s frustration was growing at a colossal rate. “Sorry?”

  “This can all be reorganized, but I’ll need a lot more space to work. Everything in these front rooms”—North gestured his head from side to side—“needs to be moved out there.” He jerked his head toward the outside hall. “You’re in my way.” And then he pushed forward, backing her out of her own apartment with her own Moroccan end table.

  Marigold was gobsmacked. “What are you doing?”

  “Helping you.” He set down the table beside her Christmas tree. “Obviously.”

  “Don’t you have to get back to work?”

  “I do. Which is why you’re going to keep doing this while I’m gone. One item at a time, okay?” He nodded, answering his own question. “Okay. I’ll be back when my shift is over.”

  * * *

  Marigold didn’t understand how he’d talked her into this. For the last two hours, she’d been carrying dusty chairs and dirty cardboard boxes and trash bags filled with linens and laundry baskets filled with tchotchkes into the outside hallway. Ms. Agrippa had yelled at her three times.

  What would her mother say when she came home—in the earliest hours of the morning—and found that their entire apartment had been rearranged? And that Marigold had let a stranger help her do it? That it was his suggestion?

  Though … this wasn’t true. Not entirely.

  Marigold did sort of know why she’d let him talk her into this, and it wasn’t just because she thought, for sure, that now she could ask for his help with the voice work. North’s company had been the most entertaining she’d had in ages, since her friends had left for college last autumn. With North, she didn’t know what would happen next. And for the last several months, Marigold had known exactly what would happen next. A broken, depressed mother and an endless schedule of work, alleviated only by the silent company of her computer—and the world and people contained within it.

  North was real. North was flesh.

  And now her own flesh was covered with a thin glaze of sweat. Great.

  It was just after ten o’clock, and she was paper-toweling her armpits, when she heard his heavy footsteps coming up the stairs. She hastily threw away the paper towel and greeted him at the door.

  “Happy solstice.” North handed her a tree stand.

  “We do have one of these. S
omewhere,” she added.

  “I believe you. I think you have one of everything in here. But I’m not betting on our chances of finding it.”

  Marigold wasn’t sure if she was amused or annoyed.

  North barged past her and into the apartment. “Thank you, North,” he said.

  Annoyed. Her jaw clenched. “Thank you, North.”

  “You’re welcome, Marigold.” He glanced around the room appreciatively. “Wow. You got more cleared out than I thought you would.”

  “Like I told you earlier: I’m stronger than I look.”

  “It’s brighter in here, too.”

  Marigold couldn’t refute that, but … everything still had to come back inside. She wished she could throw it all away instead. “You seriously think we can fit all of that back in here? And with enough room for the tree?”

  “You sound doubtful. Why do you sound doubtful? I have yet to do a single dubious thing in your presence.”

  Dubious. That was another good word. Not only did she like how he spoke, but she liked what he spoke. “You’ve done a few dubious things,” she said.

  “Name one.”

  “Helping out me, someone you don’t even know, in such an extreme manner? That’s textbook dubious.”

  “I’d like to argue that”—he grinned—“but I can’t.”

  “Why are you helping me?”

  His eyes returned to her apartment, scanning its square footage, measuring its nooks and crannies. “Because I have superior organizational skills. I sense how things can fit together. I’m, like, a human Tetris. It’s my superpower. It’s my duty to help you.”

  Marigold crossed her arms. “Your superpower.”

  “Everyone has at least one. Unfortunately, most people have dumb ones like always being the first to spot a four-leaf clover. Or always being able to guess a person’s weight to the exact pound.”

  Marigold wondered if that were true. It was nice to think that she might have a superpower, even a dumb one, hidden inside of her. What might it be?

  “Okay.” North pushed her back into the real world. “While I move the rest of this furniture”—she hadn’t been able to move the bigger items—“you’ll need to vacuum and dust. It’s like eight cats live here. Do you have eight cats?”

  “I have eighteen.”

  “Ah. But you do have a vacuum cleaner?”