Rage (Alien Breed 1 - English Edition)

by Melody Adams

  “Steel is too unstable. He would break your heart”, Rage growled.

  I laughed in disbelief.

  “I was just having a drink with him”, I said angrily. “Damn it, Rage! Leave me alone! You made it clear that you didn’t want me, so stay out of my life!”

  Without warning, Rage grabbed by my arms again and pushed me against the wall. His hard body pressed me against the unforgiving brick. Then his mouth found mine, and a growl emerged from his insides as he forced his tongue between my lips. My heart pounded hard against my suddenly too tight chest. Rage’s hands wandered up and grabbed my hair, so I was forced to pull my head back a little. He kissed me deeper and I moaned softly. My legs trembled and my lap was tingling hot and wet. I let my hands slide up his chest, enjoying the feel of his muscles. His heart was beating as intensely as mine. He moaned and pushed his hard erection against me. I forgot what was going on around me. I had waited so long for him to finally kiss me again. I wanted him so badly it hurt. I felt empty, and I knew that he alone could fill this void. I returned his kiss, feeling his pointy canines with my tongue. It turned me on even more. He was so wild. So different. I wanted to know what it was like to have sex with him. I realized that it would probably be hard and wild, but I didn’t care. I wanted it. Wanted him!

  Suddenly he let go of me and stepped back so abruptly that I stumbled and had to brace myself against the wall so I wouldn’t fall. His wild look penetrated me. Dark. Animalistic.

  “You won’t see Steel again”, he growled. “You won’t meet another male! Is that clear?”

  “So you’re backing down again, huh?” I shouted, beside myself. “You don’t want me, but you don’t want me to have anyone else! Why?”

  He grabbed me by the arms and shook me violently.

  “I don’t want you? Did that look like I didn’t want you?” he shouted back. He took my hand and put it on his erection. “Do you really think that?”

  “Why, Rage?” I wailed. “Why won’t you sleep with me?”

  “Because I can’t! Because I would hurt you, Jessie. I don’t trust myself. I am not the kind of man that can offer you romance, candlelight and beautiful words. I can’t love you slow and tenderly. I cannot sleep with you. I can only fuck you. Hard. Deep. And I am bigger than your men. You wouldn’t be able to withstand me. And if I hurt you, you won’t be able to hold still. You would fight back and that would be fatal. My instincts would tell me to drive my teeth into you to keep you still. I would hurt you, Jessie. So get that out of your head!”

  “I would try, Rage!” I said desperately.

  “No!”

  I ripped myself from his grip.

  “If you can’t be with me, then you can’t keep me from looking for a man who is willing to”, I said, fully knowing that this would piss him off.

  He grabbed me again, and sheer rage distorted his beautiful face.

  “I. Will. Kill. Every damn male. That. Touches you! Is. That clear?” he hissed threateningly, pushed me away and disappeared. Trembling and near tears, I stood there watching after him.

  “So much about me not being alone here”, I grumbled and suddenly felt a bit uncomfortable.

  “You’re not alone, Doc”, Happy's voice resounded and I noticed him and Pain stepping out of the darkness.

  “What?” I asked bewildered and stared at them. “What are you doing here?”

  “We came with Rage. He asked us to take you home because he didn’t dare to be near you”, Happy explained.

  “And you just do what he tells you?” I asked. “When he ...”

  “He’s my friend, Doc”, Happy explained. “I may disagree with him about who is good for you, but I fully agree that you’re not safe here and that you need someone to take you home.”

  I shook my head because suddenly I understood the Alien Breeds even less. Why did Rage want Happy to take me home when I wasn’t even allowed to have a drink with Steel?

  “I just don’t understand”, I said.

  “Rage knows that I won’t touch you. He staked his claim to you. He’s defeated Steel and I know I couldn’t beat him”, Happy answered my unspoken question.

  “His ... his claim?”, I gasped. “His claim?!” I repeated louder and put my hands on my hips.

  “You won’t understand”, Happy said, a bit uneasy. “Us Alien Breeds function on a different level than you do. We are very strongly influenced by our instincts and certain behaviors. It may sound a bit animalistic and in a way, it is. When Rage attacked me, we were interrupted; otherwise Rage would have proved his claim to you right then and there. But now ... That was a rivalry fight, Doc. Just like animals, the stronger one gets the female. Primitive, but effective.”

  “Only that this female is still alone,” I said somberly. “He doesn’t want me for himself. How does the son of a bitch think that is going to work? Am I supposed to live my life alone just because he can’t get his shit together?”

  “I don't know what to tell you”, Happy said with doubts. “If I was sure that he was good for you, I would advise you to confront him. But ...”

  “Good advice!” I said resolutely. “I’m not going home! Take me to him!”

  “Maybe that’s not a good idea right this second”, Happy objected.

  “I'll take you”, Pain said unexpectedly, and I was amazed to hear him talk for the first time ever.

  “Don’t get involved, Pain”, said Happy. “He could hurt her and then ...”

  “Bullshit”, Pain said. “Come on!” he said to me and I followed him. Happy marched behind us, quietly swearing.

  When I stood alone outside Rage’s door, I was suddenly terribly nervous. What if Rage and Happy were right? Was Rage truly able to hurt me? Pain didn’t seem to think so, and he was a third-generation Alien Breed, like Rage. If I didn’t try, this awkward situation would never change. Rage would never allow me to choose another man, and I didn’t want to end up an old maid. I wanted to have a family. As long as I was here on Eden, I could never have another man but Rage. After all, he was the only on that I wanted.

  So, what are you standing around for, stupid? my inner voice asked.

  Before I could change my mind, I quickly knocked on the door. I listened with my heart pounding. Footsteps sounded and the door was opened. Rage must have been in the shower. He was only wearing a towel hanging low on his narrow hips.

  Water was dripping from his hair and running down his muscular chest to his six-pack stomach. I swallowed as I imagined what it would be like to lick the drops of water off his skin.

  “What?” he asked, bewildered, and shook his head. “What are you doing here? Happy and Pain were supposed to take you home.”

  “I told them to take me here. We have to talk!” I managed to answer and mentally patted myself on the back for ensuring that my voice didn't tremble.

  “Jessie. This ... Damn it, I’ll put on some clothes and then I’ll take you home. Wait here ...”

  I quickly squeezed past him and heard him curse quietly behind me. Knowing where the bedroom was in these houses, I immediately went there. I didn’t want to give him an opportunity to get out of this.

  “Jessie! Damn it! What are you doing?”

  Rage stood on the threshold to the bedroom and stared at me as if I had two heads.

  “I’ve had enough!” I said. “We are going to settle this. Tonight, Rage!”

  I plucked up courage. I quickly pulled my shirt over my head and heard Rage take a sharp breath.

  “Jessie!” His voice sounded slightly distressed and I grinned.

  Oh no, my dear. This time I will have you!

  Fortunately, I was wearing a knee-length skirt today, and didn’t have to struggle with a tight pair of jeans. Without looking away from Rage, I pulled down my skirt and dropped it on the ground. I stepped out of it and was now standing in front of him wearing nothing but black lace underwear and red heels. His fiery look gave me a sweet tingling sensation in my stomach and I felt my nipples getting hard. Rage stood in t
he door, frozen.

  “Don’t you want what I’m offering you?” I asked quietly. I slipped the heels off my feet and kicked them aside.

  “Jessie.” His voice was only a hoarse whisper. “You don’t know what you ...”

  He fell silent when I unclipped my bra and threw it towards him. Out of reflex he caught the garment. Without looking away from me, he lifted the bra to his nose and took a breath. A growl came over his lips, from deep within his chest. He tossed his bra aside and started to approach me. His movements were smooth, like those of an apex predator, his gaze lurking, hungry. My heart bounced excitedly. I knew there was no turning back this time. This was what I had wanted. Rage stood directly in front of me, his fiery gaze holding mine captive. I held my breath as he reached out and grabbed my hair to pull my head back. Then his mouth found mine. Moaning, I opened my lips to his demanding tongue. His kiss was wild, possessive. He branded me his. I belonged to him. Body, heart and soul. My naked breasts pressed against his hard upper body. I felt his erection pushing against me, but the towel was still between us. Rage pushed me back until I felt the edge of the bed in the back of my knees. He let go of me and his wild stare was frightening and exciting at the same time. His mouth turned to a lecherous grin.

  “You wanted me, Jessie?” he asked, and his voice sounded hoarse and threatening. “I hope you are ready to face the consequences!”

  With a push I landed on the bed. My legs were hanging over the edge. Rage tore the towel from his hips, and I gasped as his cock literally jumped towards me. He wasn’t exaggerating when he said that he was bigger than normal men. I nervously bit my lip. Hopefully I hadn’t taken on too much. After all, this was my first time.

  “I warned you, but you wouldn’t listen to me”, Rage growled and got on his knees in front of me.

  He pushed my thighs apart, and I allowed him, trembling. Only the black lace of my thong was protecting my female secrets from his gaze. I heard him growl, then I felt his mouth on my knee. His tongue slowly wandered up along the inside of my thigh. His lips and tongue on my skin let tingling shivers run across my body. My lap twitched and I felt the delicate lace of my panties get wet. Rage growled again and pushed my thighs even further apart. His lips came closer and closer to my most feminine part and I wavered between the need to squeeze my thighs together and the impulse to get closer to him. I moaned as his mouth finally pressed against the lace that covered my vulva.

  “Mine”, he growled, then I felt his teeth through the fabric.

  My heart was pounding in fear. He wouldn’t want to bite me down there, would he? A sound of ripped fabric was heard and I realized that he had just shredded my panties with his teeth. His hand finished what his teeth had started and tore the shred of fabric aside, then I felt his tongue on my pussy. He divided my vulva and immersed himself in my wet hole. Another growl was vibrating on my lap, and I rose towards it instinctively. The feelings he triggered in me were so exquisite. I never thought it would be like this.

  “You taste so good. I can’t get enough of you”, he whispered as his tongue withdrew from me.

  He now let a finger slide into me. His tongue found my clitoris and played with it. Lust twitched through my pelvis and I moaned. I curved my body towards him, wanting more of those sensual feelings. The blood rushed loudly in my ears, and I felt like I was in a trance. It carried me higher and higher with every lick of Rages tongue on my clit.

  “Oh my God”, I gasped.

  “Come for me, Jessie,” Rage whispered pressingly, and began to attack my clit mercilessly with his tongue, while his finger found a spot inside of me, stimulating it, until I felt I could burst at any moment.

  “Rage”, I said in a slight panic. “It’s too much. That is ... too much. I can’t ...”

  “Let it come, Jessie!” he whispered. “Let go!”

  He took my love button between his lips and was sucking on it. I was striving for something greater than anything I had ever experienced. I had done it myself from time to time, but it had never felt this way before. It was almost unbearable. I was lost in a vortex that threatened to devour me. Then a volcano exploded inside of me and I felt like I was shattering into a million little pieces. A sob came over my lips as my body shook with ecstatic waves. Rage did not let go of me, and delayed my climax until I lay there, exhausted and shaking. With closed eyes, and completely detached from this world, I was lying there.

  “Look at me, Jessie”, Rage’s voice ripped me from my lethargy.

  I obeyed and my gaze found his.

  “You belong to me, Jessie”, he said harshly. “I will now take you completely, and there is no going back. Do you understand?”

  I nodded.

  “Turn around, knees on the floor, upper body on the bed!”

  I was exhausted, but I obeyed. It bothered me that I couldn’t see Rage, but I was also excited by the degrading position. I was completely at his mercy. His hands embraced my hips, then I felt his hardness at my hole. Slowly he pushed himself inside of me. My inexperienced body resisted at first, he was too big, too thick, but Rage kept pressing on and I felt my flesh slowly give way. But then Rage suddenly stopped.

  “Jessie”, he said pressed. “Is this your first time?”

  “Yes.”

  “Damn it, Jessie”, he growled and withdrew from me.

  “No!” I protested.

  “Lay down on the bed. On your back. Your first time shouldn’t be like this!”

  I stood up, a bit wobbly, and crawled onto the bed.

  “Wait”, Rage said, and disappeared into the bathroom. He came back with a bandage and attached it to the bed behind my head.

  “Put your hands over your head!”

  I obeyed and he tied my hands with the bandage.

  “I have no control over you in this position”, he explained. “I have to immobilize you so that you can’t fight back. I warned you, Jessie. It would be fatal if you resist. My instincts are too strong. I don’t want to hurt you. I told you that there is no going back, and I mean that. I can’t muster the strength to stop again. I have to make sure that you won’t make me hurt you. Okay?”

  I nodded.

  “Open yourself to me!”

  Without looking away from him, I spread my thighs. Rage got on top of me and I felt him sliding inside of me again. Once again it took some time for my body to submit to his thrust. Sweat formed on Rage’s forehead and his mouth was pressed tightly together, leaving his lips in a thin line. I knew he was utilizing all of his willpower to go slow for me. My heart grew warm as I realized how much it took for him to control himself. His whole body was tensed. But he maintained a slow pace as he slid ever further, ever deeper inside of me. Then he suddenly pushed deeper and a sharp pain told me that he had punctured my hymen.

  “You okay?” he gasped, and I nodded silently.

  His gaze did not leave mine as he continued to advance until I felt him so deeply that I could no longer tell where he ended and I began.

  “I am completely inside of you”, he said, almost in disbelief. “I can’t hold back any longer, Jessie”, he said pressed.

  “I’m okay”, I whispered.

  He began to move inside of me. At first, cautiously, but I noticed the exact moment when he finally lost control and his instincts took over. His teeth flashed in the dim light and his face was twisted into a mask of ecstasy. More and more savagely he pushed into me and I cursed the shackles that prevented me from touching him. I felt a new excitement building up in my body. I rose up beneath him, and I knew it was about to happen. In just a moment I would come.

  “Yes!” I shouted, and threw my head back and forth restlessly. “Raaage, yes!”

  Then the climax came over me. My vaginal muscles rhythmically tightened around Rage’s cock. He growled, and his pace accelerated once again.

  “Fuck!” he said pressed, and then I felt him pulsating inside of me. “Jessie! Oh, fuck!”

  He lingered on top of me. His eyes were closed and I waited wit
h a pounding heart, still overwhelmed by my own climax. I did it! We did it. And it was incredible. He opened his eyes and his gaze searched and found mine.

  “Are you okay?”

  “Yes.”

  “Jessie”, he gasped and bent down to kiss me like a person drowning.

  “Untie me. Please.”

  He fiddled with the fabric with one hand, without letting go of my mouth. Finally my hands were free and I wrapped my arms around the man I loved, that I belonged to. Rage detached his lips from mine and looked down at me. A plethora of emotions appeared in his cat eyes.

  “You belong to me, Jessie”, he said harshly. “I will kill anyone who dares to touch you, and I mean every word of it.”

  “It’s only you I want, Rage”, I said quietly.

  Rage closed his eyes and rolled away from me. We lay next to each other for a while. I listened to his heavy breath, felt his heat where our bodies touched.

  “I’m not used to a female sleeping in my bed”, he said after a while. “Whenever I wanted to have sex, I used to go to the females. And afterwards, I went back home. I have never had a woman here, in my bed.”

  “Do you ... want me to leave?” I asked with my heart beating.

  He rolled on his side and looked at me.

  “No, Jessie”, he said quietly. “I don’t want you to go. I'm just trying to explain to you that ... It is strange for me. I have no idea what a woman like you expects. This is the point where I normally get up and walk away. I ... I have no idea what I ...”

  I smiled. I found his confession sweet and surprising. He was insecure. Something I had not expected. I reached out one hand and placed it on his cheek.

  “Would you mind holding me in your arms?” I asked.

  “Ummm, okay, how ... how should I ...?”

  “Lie on your back”, I said, and he followed my direction, looking at me a little unsure. I snuggled up to his side and put my hand on his chest. He wrapped his arm around me tighter.

  “Like this?” he asked.