Love Only Once

by Love Only Once (lit)

“My, but you are angry,” she murmured, and then she let the subject drop. She knew why her uncle was there. He had heard that Nicholas was being seen with other women, and he was furious. Apparently he had decided his presence might help.

  The young couple at the piano ended their duet, and some of the guests began to rise from their chairs to stretch their legs before the next song began. Bright satin coats and matching knee breeches graced the more fashionable men. The married women were distinguished by bold color, because maidens wore pastels or white.

  Reggie knew everyone except their hostess, Mrs. Hargreaves. George Fowler was there with his sister and younger brother. She had recently met Lord Percival Alden, Nicholas’ good friend. She even knew Tony’s current ladylove, who was sitting next to him. And to her profound irritation, Selena Eddington was there, too, her escort an old chum of Tony’s.

  “Nicholas.” Reggie touched his arm gently. “You must introduce me to our hostess before George’s sister begins her recital.”

  She felt him stiffen under her fingers, and she smiled as she walked ahead of him toward Mrs. Hargreaves. My, but she must make a point of touching him more often, she thought.

  The evening didn’t progress as she wished. At dinner, she found herself placed well away from Nicholas at the long table. He was seated next to their hostess, an attractively voluptuous woman, and he put himself out to be charming, captivating his hostess and all the other women around him.

  She talked as graciously as she could to George, but it was hard to bubble when she felt so sad. The rakish Lord Percival, on her right, didn’t help at all, continually making comments about Nicholas that drew her eyes to him again and again, forcing her to recognize all the signs she’d witnessed before. Nicholas wasn’t just being charming to Mrs. Hargreaves, he wore the look of a man in hot pursuit.

  As the evening wore on, Reggie forgot her earlier triumph in discomfiting Nicholas. He did not look at her once during the meal. She found it difficult to summon even the briefest of smiles for her companions, and she thanked heaven that Tony was not nearby. If she’d had to endure his snide comments just then, she would have burst into tears.

  It was with profound relief that Reggie at last retired from the room with the other ladies. She had only a few minutes to compose herself, however, before the men sauntered into the drawing room. She held her breath, waiting to see if Nicholas would continue to ignore her. He made his way straight to Mrs. Hargreaves without giving Reggie a glance.

  It was the outside of enough. Her pride wouldn’t let her stay. And if her uncle said even one word to her about Nicholas, she would explode. She couldn’t do that in public.

  When she asked George Fowler to take her home, his limpid green eyes widened in delight. Then he said, “But your uncle?”

  “I’m rather annoyed with him.” She was and she wasn’t, but it served as an excuse. “And he has brought a lady with him, anyway. I hate to impose on you, though, George. You have your sister with you.”

  “My brother can see to her, never fear,” he declared, smiling.

  Well, she thought crossly, it was nice that somebody liked her.

  Chapter 15

  “WHY is it, I wonder, that you notice the minute she leaves the room with someone?”

  Nicholas swung around to meet the level gaze of Anthony Malory. “Following me, my lord?” he asked.

  “No point in staying now that the entertainment is over,” Anthony replied agreeably. “And a grand show it was too. Only ten minutes gone, and off you go too. Bad effect that.”

  Nicholas glared at him. “I’m surprised you didn’t follow her to make sure Fowler takes her right home. Isn’t that what a good watchdog would do?”

  Anthony chuckled. “Whatever for? She will do what she wants to do, no matter what I say. And I trust her more with Fowler than I do with you”—he paused and cleared his throat—“even if he was one of the chaps after her last season. If he doesn’t take her right home, well, you can’t very well blame him, can you? You’re doing your best to give these young bucks the impression she’s still available.” He waited a moment. “Aren’t you?”

  Nicholas’ eyes flared. “If you take exception to my behavior, you know what you can do about it.”

  “Indeed,” Anthony said coldly, all humor gone in an instant. “If I didn’t think Reggie would make a fuss about it, I’d see you in the ring quickly enough. When she stops defending you, we’ll make that appointment—you may depend upon it.”

  “You’re a bloody hypocrite, Malory.”

  Anthony shrugged. “Yes, I am, when one of my own is involved. You know, Montieth, Jason may think highly of you, but Jason knows only the more positive aspects of your character. He doesn’t know what you’re trying to do, but I do.”

  “Do you?”

  They stopped talking as Percy came in. Anthony left the scowling Nicholas, and Percy approached his friend sympathetically. “So you’ve had another run-in with him, have you?”

  “Something like that,” Nicholas bit out.

  Percy shook his head. Nicholas’ problem was that he rarely had any opposition in his life. He was big enough and reckless enough that no one cared to match words with him, let alone fight him. Now he had Lady Ashton’s relatives forcing their collective will on him, and the frustration was doing him in.

  “You shouldn’t take it so hard, Nick. You’ve just never come up against anyone as formidable as yourself before, and now you’ve got a whole passel.” When Nicholas did not reply, he went on, “It’ll be better once you’re married.”

  “Bloody hell!” Nicholas swore. He left Percy and went to fetch his cloak.

  Nicholas took a deep breath of the night air as he stepped outside to await his carriage, which was across the street. Then he took another deep breath. It did not calm him.

  “Wait up, Nick.” Percy came down the stairs. “It might help if you talk to a friend.”

  “Not tonight, Percy, I’m on the short end of my temper.”

  “Because of Malory?” Nicholas grunted. “Oh, it’s because she left with Georgie, then, is that it?”

  “She can leave with whomever she bloody well pleases, for all I care!”

  “Gad, don’t eat me,” Percy protested, backing away a little. “Old George is really… not actually harmless, but… well, dash it all, she’s engaged to you. She—” He saw he was only making matters worse. “I don’t believe it. Can the unfeeling Montieth really and truly be jealous for a change?”

  “Of course I’m not jealous,” Nicholas snapped. “I simply hoped tonight would be the end of it.”

  Except that he had seen red, dark red, when George Fowler put his hand to Regina’s elbow. Fowler was young, he was handsome, and damn Malory for saying he had been after Regina last season!

  “What the devil are you talking about, Nick? End of what?”

  “This farce of an engagement. You didn’t really think I would marry the girl just because I was browbeaten into agreeing to it?”

  Percy whistled softly. “So that’s what you were doing, sniffing round Mrs. H. I knew she wasn’t your type.” Nicholas shook his head. “But I thought you were trying to make your lady jealous.”

  “Furious, enough to jilt me. It’s not the first time I’ve chased after another skirt with her there watching. I even gave my full attention to Selena, as disgusted as I am with her. But Regina has not spoken up about it once.”

  “Maybe the girl loves you,” Percy said simply—“

  “I don’t want her love, I want her hate,” Nicholas growled. Now, he told himself, not after he was used to her love, had come to depend on it and returned it. He couldn’t bear her hate then.

  “Well, you’re in a fine pickle. What if she doesn’t break off with you? Will you jilt her?”

  Nicholas looked skyward. “I gave my word I’d marry her.”

  “Then you might end up doing just that.”

  “I know.”

  “Would it be so bad?”

 
He was afraid it would be heaven, but he wasn’t going to say that to Percy. His carriage pulled up to the curb then and he asked, “Do me a favor, Percy? Go back in there and give my future in-law a message for me. Tell him he had better have a talk with his niece about who she lets take her home.” He chuckled. “If he thinks it matters to me, he might redouble his own efforts to get her to jilt me. If nothing else, the message will irritate him. That makes me happy.” And he did look better.

  “Thanks much, old man. He’s liable to take my head off, getting a message like that,” Percy said.

  “Depend upon it.” Nicholas smiled. “But you’ll do it for me anyway, won’t you? That’s a good fellow.”

  Nicholas laughed at the expression on Percy’s face, and waved as his carriage moved down the driveway.

  It took only a moment for his good humor to flee. Tonight was proof that he couldn’t take much more of Regina’s presence. Her touch alone had brought him to his knees. Damnation! He had tried staying away from her as much as possible, but while that was more comfortable, it didn’t change his predicament. They were still, in fact, engaged.

  “End of the road, mate,” broke into his reverie.

  Mate? From his staid driver?

  Nicholas glanced out the window and saw, not his house, but trees close at hand. Nothing but dismal black lay beyond. How had he been so preoccupied as not to know he was being taken outside London to the countryside? Or was he in one of London’s huge parks? If so, it might as well be the bloody countryside for all the traffic that might pass at night.

  What the devil had Malory done, hired a thug to deal with him so Anthony could swear to Regina that he had not touched Nicholas? He could just see her uncle laughing about it with his friends.

  Nicholas smiled grimly. This was one way to let off steam. Why hadn’t he thought of it himself?

  Chapter 16

  EARLIER in the evening, just after Nicholas and Regina arrived at Mrs. Hargreaves’ in the West End, a short, stocky fellow named Timothy Pye hailed a passing hack and gave the driver the address of a tavern near the waterfront.

  Timothy did odd jobs, from an honest day’s work on the docks to slitting a man’s throat. He admitted to a partiality for easy jobs, and this one was about as easy as they got. His friend Neddy was working with him. All they had to do was follow this nabob wherever he went and every so often report the lord’s whereabouts to their employer.

  It was Timothy’s turn to report, and it didn’t take long to reach the better-class tavern where the bloke was staying. Upstairs, he pounded on the door. It took only a moment to open.

  Two men were in the room. One was a tall, thin fellow with a huge, bushy red beard. The other was a young man of medium height, a boy really, pretty in a girlish sort of way, with black hair and darkest blue eyes. Timothy had seen the younger fellow only once before in the half-dozen times he had reported to the older man. Their names had never been given, nor did Timothy care to know who they were. He simply did as he was paid to do, no questions asked.

  “ ‘E’s settled in fer the evenin’, so it ‘pears,” Timothy began, speaking to the red-bearded one. “Some party o’er the West End. Lots o’ fancy hacks linin‘ the street both sides.”

  “Alone?”

  Timothy grinned here. “Brought the fancy piece wi‘ ’im in his carriage, same as before. Took her inside. I saw ‘em.”

  “Are you certain it’s the same lady, Mr. Pye, the one who left without him last time?”

  Timothy nodded. “Can’t rightly ferget that’n, sir. She’s a bleedin‘ beauty, she is.”

  The younger man spoke. “Must be his mistress, don’t you think? Me father said he’s not the type to waste his time on anyone he’s not beddin‘.”

  “Blast it, boy!” Red beard growled. “My father. My, not me. Why is it you never make these slips when your old man is around? It’s only my ears that are cursed.”

  The young man flushed red all the way down his chest, a fact revealed by his loose shirt. His dark blue eyes averted in embarrassment, he moved over to a table where a deck of cards was spread out next to a bottle of wine and two glasses. He sat down there and shuffled the cards, intending to ignore the rest of the report after being humiliated.

  “You were saying, Mr. Pye.”

  “Right, sir.” The “sir” came naturally, for the bloke might not look exactly like a gentleman with that bushy red beard, but he talked like one. “I know’d ye want ter be ‘earin’ ‘bout the fancy, ’case she leaves wi’out ‘im agin’t’night.”

  “How is the lighting on the street?”

  “Fair. But not so bright me and Neddy can’t take down the driver nice an‘ quiet-like.”

  “Then perhaps tonight is the night.” Red beard smiled for the first time. “You know what to do if the opportunity presents itself, Mr. Pye.”

  “Right, sir. You don’t want the fancy involved, I know, sir. If ‘e comes out alone, we ’ave ‘im.”

  The door closed behind Pye and Conrad Sharpe laughed. It was a deep resounding laugh for such a thin man. “Oh, don’t sulk, lad. If all goes well, we may be on our way home tomorrow.”

  “You didn’t have to go correcting me in front of the likes of him, Connie. My father don’t correct me in front of others.”

  “Doesn’t,” Conrad corrected again. “Your father is a fairly new father and, so being, he takes pains to spare your feelings, Jeremy.”

  “And you don’t?”

  “Why should I, brat?”

  There was genuine affection in the older man’s manners, and young Jeremy grinned at last. “If they get him tonight, will I get to go along?”

  “Sorry, lad. It will be a messy business that your father won’t want you to see.”

  “I’m sixteen!” Jeremy protested. “I’ve lived through a sea battle.”

  “Just barely.”

  “Regardless—”

  “No,” Conrad said adamantly. “Even if your father agreed, I wouldn’t let you. You don’t need to see your father at his worst.”

  “He’s only going to teach him a lesson, Connie.”

  “Yes, but because you were hurt, the lesson will be harsh. And his pride is involved, too. You didn’t hear the slurs and taunts the young lord rubbed into the open wound. You were flat on your back with a near-mortal wound.”

  “Thanks to him! Which is why—”

  “I said no!” Conrad cut him short again.

  “Oh, all right,” Jeremy grumbled. “But I still don’t see why we’ve gone to all this fuss and bother, having him trailed in Southampton to no luck, then wasting two weeks here in London doing the same thing. It would have been much more fun just to sink one of his ships.”

  Conrad chuckled. “Your father should hear your idea of fun. But as for that, this lord may have only six ships to his merchant line, but losing one wouldn’t tickle his pocket. Your father is determined to even the score on a more personal level.”

  “And then can we go home?”

  “Yes, lad. And you can get back to your proper schooling.”

  Jeremy made a face and Conrad Sharpe laughed. Then they heard a female giggle coming from the room next door, where Jeremy’s father was, and Jeremy’s grimace turned to a hot blush, making Conrad laugh all the harder.

  Chapter 17

  STILL baked from the day’s heat, the ground was warm beneath his cheek. Or perhaps he had lain in that spot for hours and his own body heat had warmed the ground, he didn’t know. These thoughts went through Nicholas’ mind when he came to and opened his eyes.

  He next called himself a fool, ten kinds of a fool. Gentleman that he was, he had simply stepped out of his carriage, never dreaming he would be attacked even before his foot touched the ground.

  He spat dirt out of his mouth. They had apparently left him lying where he’d fallen. Careful movement told him his hands were tied behind his back, and nearly numb besides. Famous. With sharp stabs shooting though his head, he would be lucky if he could get to his knee
s, let alone his feet. If they had left him his carriage, he wouldn’t be able to drive it without the use of his hands. Had they left the carriage?

  Twisting his head agonizingly to the side, Nicholas saw one of the carriage wheels—and a pair of boots beside it.

  “You’re still here?” he asked incredulously.

  “An‘ where would I be goin’, mate?”

  “Back to your den of thieves, I assume,” Nicholas answered.

  The fellow laughed. What the devil did this mean? Wasn’t this just a common robbery, then? He thought of Malory again, but try as he might, he couldn’t conceive of the fellow hiring someone to rough him up.

  “Have I been unconscious long?” Nicholas asked. His head throbbed.

  “A good hour, mate, ter be sure.”

  “Then would you mind telling me what the bloody hell you’re waiting for?” Nicholas growled. “Rob me and be about your business!”

  Again the fellow laughed. “Did that, mate, right off. Wasn’t told I couldn’t, so I did. But me business is right ‘ere, seein’ ye stay put.”

  Nicholas tried to sit up, but a wave of dizziness toppled him. He cursed, trying again.

  “Steady, mate. Don’t be tryin‘ no tricks now, or I’ll ’ave ter let yer ‘ave another taste o’ me cudgel.”

  Nicholas sat up, his knees bent to support his chest. Deep breathing helped. He finally got a look at the slovenly creature. He wasn’t impressed. If he could just get to his feet, he would make short work of the fellow even with his hands tied.

  “Be a good fellow and help me up, will you?”

  “That’s funny, mate. Yer twice the size o‘ me. I weren’t born yesterdy.”

  So much for that, Nicholas thought. “What have you done with my driver?”

  “Dumped ‘im in an alley. Ye needn’t worry. ’E’ll wake up wi‘ a ’eadache, same as ye ‘ave, but he’ll be a’right.”

  “Where are we?”

  “I liked ye better when ye were asleep,” the footpad answered. “Too many questions.”

  “You can at least tell me what we are doing here,” Nicholas asked impatiently.