The Demon Stone
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Liz paused. “I ask myself that a lot, Beth. I don’t want to believe there is, and yet how else do we explain it all? Every element of what happened to us and to your father has a rational account, yet taken together, it’s hard to deny. But ‘is Agbado real?’ may not be the important question. The important question might be, what is Agbado? How much of him is us? Is he the dark place in our hearts that rages at what hurts us or threatens us or that we cannot control or understand? Vengeance, fear, hate and the urge to control are the opposite of love, which embraces risk and forgiveness and even death; sacrifice for the sake of another, the helping hand that asks for nothing in return. I think the world is full of Agbados, the people who open our hearts and minds to hatred. We are constantly invited to indulge our worst demons by the merchants of terror, who live off of, and profit from, the dark pleasure it gives us to indulge our fiercest and most destructive impulses.
“Agbado was a choice, I think. Remember what your father said about Bill and how he died because he refused to amputate the arm of that child?”
Beth nodded. “But Bill died, and the child lost the arm anyway.”
“Yes, Beth, but Bill made a choice. He said no to madness, and yes to freedom. We all die. If Agbado showed me anything, it was the stark terror of immortality. Trapped forever and horrifyingly isolated because he cannot grow or change. As Bill said, it’s not that we die, but how we die that makes the difference.
“And your father said no to Agbado. He said no to anger. And I said no to Agbado when I threw the stone into the lake. We can say no.
“But was he real?” Liz nodded, her fingers tapping her chin and frowning. “Yes, I think he was. Is. Sometimes I still hear him. Or it. Late at night in the dark. I think that was one of the reasons I adopted Gem. She sleeps with me and when I hear that voice in the dark, I draw her close.”
Liz reached down and scratched the dog behind the ears. “She knows, somehow, and lets me put my arms around her and the voice weakens until it’s quiet again. It’s the power of love, I think.”
Liz smiled. “Sounds corny, I know, but it’s not. I always think of the boy your father told us about, Muctar, and his pigeon. As wounded as that child was, he had a connection to that bird. It was love in the only place where he could still find it, and it was his only hope for emerging from that dark journey his life had been up until that time. No one understood better than him the importance of that love, which is why he was so fierce in defending it.”
They were silent again, thinking and watching people walk by on the sidewalk, each one an unknown universe of hopes, desires, dreams and, thought Liz, fears and hates. Just like them.
“Do you think you might see Dad again?”
Liz smiled. “I thought he’d come out the last week you’re here and join us. What happened was difficult, Beth, for him and for me. But I’d like to see him. What do you think?”
“I think he’d like that.”
“We’ll just take things one step at a time, sweetheart.”
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