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She could wait no longer. It was not a decision to go in so much as a lack of the courage to bolt. She went after Tassie through the door, along a corridor so mean she could touch either side simply by extending her elbows, and up a steep stairway that creaked under her weight. Her uncertain way was lit not by gas but a wavering pool of candlelight carried only just ahead of her. She dared not imagine where she was going.
But the bedroom was desperately ordinary; thin curtains at the windows, sacking on the floor for carpet, a bare wooden table with a pitcher and bowl, and a large marital bed made tidy for the event. In it lay a girl of barely fourteen or fifteen, her face pale and tense with fear, her hair brushed off her forehead and lying in a damp tangle over her shoulders. She was obviously well into labor and in considerable pain.
On the far side of the bed stood a girl a year or two older and bearing so marked a resemblance they must have been sisters. Beside her, sleeves rolled up, ready to assist when the time should come but for now holding her hand, was Mr. Beamish’s curate, Mungo Hare.
A blinding realization came to Charlotte. It was all so obvious there was no question left to ask. Somehow or other Tassie had become involved in helping to deliver the babies of the poor or abandoned. Presumably it was Mungo Hare who had introduced her to this area of need. The idea of the pink and pious Mr. Beamish organizing such a thing was absurd.
And that quick, wholehearted kiss explained itself, and also explained Tassie’s compliant obedience with her grandmother’s command that she should be occupied in good works. Happiness bubbled up inside Charlotte. She was so relieved she wanted to laugh aloud.
But Tassie had no time for such emotions. The girl on the bed was going into another spasm of contractions and was racked almost as much by fear as by the pain. Tassie was busy giving orders to a white-faced youth in a cloth cap, presumably the urchin who had fetched her with the stone against the window, sending him for water and as much linen as he could find that was clean, perhaps to get him out of the room. Had it not been for the girl’s fear and the close possibility of death, Mungo Hare would also have been banished. Childbirth was women’s business.
Charlotte could remember her own two confinements, especially the first. The awe and the pride of carrying had given way to a primitive, mouth-drying fear when the pain came and her body began its relentless cycle which would end only when there was birth-or death. And she had been a grown woman, who loved her husband and wanted her child, and had a mother and sister to attend her after the doctor had done his professional work. This girl was barely more than a child herself-Charlotte had been in the schoolroom at her age-and there was no one to help her but Tassie and a young Highland curate.
She stepped forward and sat on the bed, taking the girl’s other hand.
“Hold on to me,” she said with a smile. “It will only hurt worse if you fight against it. And cry out if you want to-you are entitled to, and no one will mind in the least. It will all be worth it, I promise you.” It was a rash thing to say, and as soon as the words were out her mind half regretted them. Too many children were born dead, and even if it were perfect, how was this girl going to care for it?
“You’re very kind, miss,” the girl said between gasps. “I don’t know why you should take the trouble, I don’t.”
“I’ve had two myself,” Charlotte replied, holding the thin little hand more tightly and feeling it clench with another spasm of pain. “I know just how you feel. But wait till you hold your baby, you’ll forget all about this.” Then again she cursed her runaway tongue. What if the girl could not keep it, what if it went into adoption, or some anonymous orphanage, a charge on the parish to grow up in a workhouse, hungry and unloved?
“Me an’ me sister,” the girl answered her unspoken question, “we’re goin’ ter raise ’im-or ’er. Annie ’as a real good job cleanin’ an like. Mr. ’Are got it for ’er.” She gave Mungo Hare a look of trust so total it was frightening in its intensity.
Then more regular contractions cut out all conversation, and it was time for Tassie to begin her work with words of command and encouragement, and all the towels, and eventually, water. Without ever making the decision to, Charlotte helped. And at half past three in the narrow, shabby room the old miracle was fulfilled, and a perfect child was born. The girl, in a clean nightgown, exhausted, hair wet, but flushed with joy, held him in her arms and asked Charlotte timidly if she would mind if the baby were named Charlie, after her. She said quite honestly that she would count it a very great honor.
At quarter past four, as the summer dawn splashed the sky pearl above the sloping maze of roofs, gray with grime and soot, Charlotte and Tassie left the house and, with the urchin dancing a little jig, were led back to the avenue from which they could find Cardington Crescent and home. Mungo Hare did not come with them; he had said goodbye to Tassie at the corner of the alley. He had other tasks before he reported to Mr. Beamish for the ritual of the morning service.
Charlotte felt like dancing, too, except that her legs would not obey such a hectic call after the extraordinary demands that had already been made upon them. But she found herself singing some snatch of a music hall number because of its sheer joy, and after a moment Tassie joined in. Side by side they marched along the avenue in the white dawn, blood-spattered, hair wild, as the birds in the sycamores welcomed the day.
In Cardington Crescent they found the scullery door still unlocked and crept in past the piles of vegetables and the rows of pans on the wall, up the stone step into the kitchen. Another half hour and the first maids would be down to clean out the stove, renew the blacking, and get the fires going and the ovens ready for breakfast when the cook appeared. Not long after that the housemaids would be up, too, to prepare the dining room and begin the daily round.
“Haven’t you ever run into anyone?” Charlotte whispered.
“No. I have had to hide in the stillroom once or twice.” Tassie looked at her anxiously. “You won’t tell anyone about Mungo, will you? Please.”
“Of course not!” Charlotte was horrified that the possibility could have crossed Tassie’s mind. “What do you think of me that you need to ask? Are you going to marry him?”
Tassie’s chin came up. “Yes! Papa will be furious, but if he won’t give me permission I shall just have to do without. I love Mungo more than anyone else in the world-except Grandmama Vespasia, and William. But that’s different.”
“Good!” Charlotte clasped her arm in a fierce little gesture of companionship. “If I can help, I will.”
“Thank you.” Tassie meant it profoundly, but there was no time for conversation now. They could not afford to linger; they were later than was safe as it was. On tiptoe Charlotte followed her along the corridor, past the housekeeper’s sitting room and the butler’s pantry to the baize door and the main hallway.
They were as far as the foot of the great stairway when they heard the click of the morning room door and Eustace’s voice behind them.
“Mrs. Pitt, your conduct is beyond explanation. You will pack your belongings and leave my house this morning.”
For an instant Charlotte and Tassie both froze, tingling with horror. Then, slowly and in unison, they turned to face him. He stood three or four yards away, just outside the morning room door, a candle in his hand dripping hot wax into its holder. He was wearing his nightshirt with a robe over it, tied round the waist, and a nightcap on his head. It was broad sunrise outside, but in here the velvet curtains had not been drawn and the flame of the candle held high was necessary to see their faces and the dark stains of the afterbirth splashed down their skirts. In spite of the dreadfulness of the moment, Charlotte could not quench in herself the infinitely more important joy, the exultant achievement in new, unblemished life.
Eustace’s face blanched in the yellow candlelight and his eyes opened even wider. “Oh, my God!” he breathed, appalled. “What have you done?”
“Delivered a baby,” Tassie said, with the same smile Charlotte had
seen that first night on the staircase.
“You-y-you what!” Eustace was aghast.
“Delivered a baby,” Tassie repeated.
“Don’t be ridiculous! What baby? Whose baby?” he spluttered. “You’ve taken leave of your senses, girl!”
“Her name doesn’t matter,” Tassie answered.
“It matters very much!” Eustace’s voice was rising and growing louder. “She had no business sending for you at this time of night! In fact, she had no business sending for you at all-where is her sense of propriety? An unmarried woman has no … no call to know about these things. It is quite improper! How can I marry you decently now-now you have been-Who is it, Anastasia? I demand to know! I shall criticize her most severely and have a few very unpleasant words to say to her husband. It is completely irresponsible-” He broke off, as a new thought struck him. “I didn’t hear a carriage.”
“There wasn’t one,” Tassie replied. “We walked. And there isn’t a husband, and her name is Poppy Brown, if that helps.”
“I’ve never heard of her-what do you mean, you walked? — there are no Browns in Cardington Crescent!”
“Are there not?” Tassie was completely indifferent. There was nothing left to be saved by tact, and she was too euphoric, too weary, and too tired of being humiliated to plead.
“No, there are not,” he said with mounting anger. “I know everyone, at least by repute. It is my business to know. What is this woman’s name, Anastasia? And this time you had better tell me the truth, or I shall be obliged to discipline you.”
“As far as I know her name is Poppy Brown,” Tassie repeated. “And I never said she lived in the Crescent. She lives at least three miles from here, maybe more, in one of the slum areas. Her brother came for me, and I couldn’t find the way back there alone if I wanted to.”
He was stunned into silence. They stood in the guttering candlelight at the foot of the stairs like figures in a masque. Somewhere far upstairs there was movement; a junior maid had allowed a door to swing shut unattended. Everything else was so still, the sound reverberated through the vast house.
“The sooner you are married to Jack Radley, the better,” Eustace said at last. “If he’ll have you, which I imagine he will-he needs your money. Let him deal with you. Give you your own children to occupy you!”
Tassie’s face tightened and her hand on the bannister gripped hard. “You can’t do that, Papa, he may have murdered George. You wouldn’t want a murderer in the family. Think of the scandal.”
The blood darkened Eustace’s cheeks and the candle shook in his fingers. “Nonsense!” he said too quickly. “It was Emily who killed George. Any fool can see there is a streak of madness in her family.” He shot a look of loathing at Charlotte, then turned to his daughter again. “You will marry Jack Radley as soon as it can be arranged. Now go to your room!”
“If you do that, people will say I had to marry him because I was with child,” she argued. “It is indecent to marry in haste-especially a man of Jack’s reputation.”
“You deserve to lose your standing!” he said angrily. “You’d lose it a lot further if people knew where you’d been tonight!”
She would not give in. “But I’m your daughter. My reputation will rub off on yours. And anyway, if Emily killed George, Jack is certainly implicated-at least, people will say so.”
“What people?” He had a point, and he knew it. “No one knows of his flirtation except the family, and we are certainly not going to tell anyone. Now, do as I tell you and go to your room.”
But she stood perfectly still, except for a tremor in her hand where it gripped the bannister.
“He may not want to marry me. Emily has far more money, and she has it now. I’ll only get mine when my grandmothers die.”
“I shall see that you are properly provided for,” he countered. “And your husband. Emily doesn’t count. She will be put away quietly somewhere, in a private asylum for the insane, where she can’t kill anyone else.”
Her chin came up and her face was tight and frightened. “I’m going to marry Mungo Hare, whatever you say!”
For an icy moment he was speechless. Then the torrent broke.
“You are not, my girl! You are going to marry whomever I tell you! And I say you will marry Jack Radley. And if he proves unsuitable, or unwilling, then I will find someone else. But you are most certainly not going to marry that penniless young man with no family. What in heaven’s name are you thinking of, child? No daughter of mine marries a curate! An archdeacon perhaps, but not a curate! And that one hasn’t even any prospects. I forbid you to meet or speak to him again! I shall talk to Beamish and see that Hare does not call at this house in future, nor will you have occasion to speak with him in church. And if you do not give me your word on it, then I shall tell Beamish that Hare has made advances towards you, and he will be defrocked. Do you understand me, Anastasia?”
Tassie was so stunned she seemed to sway.
“Now, go to your room and remain there till I tell you you may come out!” Eustace added. He swung round to Charlotte. “And you, Mrs. Pitt, may take your leave as soon as you have packed whatever belongings you have.”
“But first I would like to speak with you, Mr. March.” Charlotte had one card to play, and the decision was made without hesitation. She met his eyes levelly. “We have something to discuss.”
“I-” He teetered on the edge of defying her, his mouth a thin line, his cheeks purple. But his nerve failed. “Go to your room, Anastasia!” he barked furiously.
Charlotte turned to her with a brief smile. “I’ll come and see you in a few minutes,” she said quietly. “Don’t worry.”
Tassie waited a moment, her eyes wide; then, seeing something in Charlotte’s face, she let go of the bannister, turned slowly, and climbed up the stairs and disappeared onto the landing.
“Well?” Eustace demanded, but his voice had a tremor, and the belligerence in his face was artificial.
Charlotte debated for an instant whether to try subtlety or to be so direct he could not possibly mistake her. She knew her limitations, and chose the latter.
“I think you should allow Tassie to continue with her work to help the poor,” she said, as calmly as she could, “and marry Mr. Hare as soon as it can be arranged without seeming hasty and causing unkind remarks.”
“Out of the question.” He shook his head. “Quite out of the question. He has no money, no family, and no prospects.”
She did not bother to argue Mungo Hare’s virtues; they would weigh little with Eustace. She struck at him where he was vulnerable.
“If you do not,” she said slowly and clearly, meeting his eyes, “I shall see that your affair with your son’s wife becomes public property. So far it is only with the police, and although it is disgusting, it is not a crime. But if Society were aware of it, your position would be untenable. Nearly everyone will turn a blind eye to a little discreet philandering, but seducing your son’s wife in your own house-over Christmas! And then continuing to force yourself on her-”
“Stop it!” The cry was dragged out of him. “Stop it!”
“The queen would not approve,” she went on mercilessly. “She is rather a prudish old lady, with an obsession about virtue, especially marital virtue and family life. There would be no peerage for you if she knew this. In fact, you would be wiped off every guest list in London.”
“All right!” The surrender was strangled in his throat, his eyes beseeching. “All right! She can marry the bloody curate! For God’s sake don’t tell anyone about Sybilla! I didn’t kill her-or George. I swear it!”
“Possibly.” She would give him nothing. “The police have the diary, and as long as you are guilty of no crime against the law, there is no reason why they should ever make it known. I shall ask my husband to destroy it-after the murder is solved. For William’s sake, not yours.”
He swallowed hard and spoke with difficulty, hating every word. “Do you give me your word?”
> “I just did. Now, if you’ll excuse me I would like to go to bed; it has been a very long and arduous night. And I would like to tell Tassie the good news. She will be very happy. I think she loves Mr. Hare very much. An excellent choice. I shall not see you at breakfast-I think I will have it in bed, if you will be so kind as to order it for me. But I’ll see you at luncheon, and dinner.”
He made a stifled sound that she took for assent.
“Good night, Mr. March.”
“Ah-aaah!” he groaned.
11
While Charlotte was enjoying breakfast in bed and telling Emily about the night’s events, Pitt was reexamining the address book found in Sybilla’s vanity case. By late morning he and Stripe had accounted for all entries but one. They were addresses he would expect to find any Society woman making note of: relatives, mostly elderly; a number of cousins; friends-some of whom had married and moved to other parts of the country, particularly in the winter, out of the Season, others who were merely social acquaintances with whom it was advantageous to keep up some relationship; and the usual tradesmen-two dressmakers, an herbalist, a milliner, a corsetiere, a florist, a perfumer, and others in similar occupations.
The one he could not place was a Clarabelle Mapes, at 3 Tortoise Lane. The only Tortoise Lane he knew of was a grubby little street in St. Giles, hardly an area where Sybilla March would have occasion to call. Possibly it was a charity of some sort to which she gave her support, an orphanage or workhouse. It was a matter of diligence, overly fussy and probably a waste of time-his superior was certainly of that opinion and said so witheringly-but Pitt decided to call at 3 Tortoise Lane. It was just possible Mrs. Clarabelle Mapes might know something which would add to the close but still indistinguishable picture he had of the Marches.
Much of St. Giles was too narrow to ride through and he left his cab some half mile from Tortoise Lane and walked. The buildings were mean and gray, jettied stories overhung the streets, and there was a fetor of hot air and old sewage. Spindly clerks with stovepipe hats and shiny trousers hurried by clutching papers. A screever, wire-rimmed spectacles on his nose, shuffled aside to allow Pitt to pass. The sun was beating down from a flat, windless sky, and there was smoke strong in the air.