c.) multiple orgasms
No coming!
16.) My clit needs…
a.) to be pinched and rolled
b.) to be spanked
c.) to be hummed
17.) I want to feel…
a.) the drip of wax all over me
b.) the sting of snapped elastics
c.) my breasts slapped
18.) I need…
a.) verbal abuse
b.) instruction on how to fuck myself
c.) to learn self-bondage
19.) I ache…
a.) to be used
b.) to be obedient
c.) to become a greedy fuck-slut
20.) Right now…
a.) my cunt aches
b.) I need to explode
c.) my pussy is leaking
This is just the beginning and things will only build and grow more intense from here. You will need to be a good girl and follow all the rules. If you do as you are told, I will teach you how to be a good little plaything.
MC
Heavens, it was like he had a direct line to the darkest recesses of my mind. I lived for Cosmo quizzes, and this was like an X-rated BDSM version of one. Robotically, I took my laptop into the bathroom, stripped naked, and sat down on the cool bathroom tile. I didn’t own a dildo, so I improvised with a similarly-shaped bottle of hand cream.
Taking a ragged breath, I began to type with my left hand and draw my answers on my clit with my right. The blood soon rushed to my labia, and I moaned and pitched against my own hand, trying not to come. With every answer, each stroke of my finger across my most sensitive button, my body shook, teetering on the edge, ready, so ready to fly over that edge and embrace the orgasm that lay just on the other side of the finest line. When I was done, I sent him my answers. My hair was caked to my forehead with sweat and I wanted to cry, I felt so sexually frustrated. My bottom lip quivered as I put on a pair of flannel pajamas, turned down my air conditioner, and crawled into bed.
My sleep that night was fractious; first I kicked off my covers then pulled them on again. I could have made myself climax. He would have never known, but for some reason I didn’t even consider the possibility of doing so. I wanted to please him. For some odd reason, doing right by him and following his orders mattered more to me than my own comfort. The only thing on my mind was MC and our next communication. I was like a big mouth bass that he’d hooked, only with me it was the more private parts of my body that he captured.
Whoever he was, wherever he was, he already controlled me. And even though this was what I signed on for, it frightened me how obsessed I’d already become by his “training.” I knew I had the power to stop it, but I also knew that I wouldn’t.
CHAPTER SEVEN
The next morning I didn’t allow myself to check my secret email account. I needed a break from the intense sexual relationship forming with MC, or at least with my computer. School was busy that day, and I actually thought less about my kinky new hobby. Sitting on the floor reading Sesame Street books to kindergarteners and spending hours grading papers could do that to a girl.
So when I read the next email that afternoon, I was disappointed to find that my assignment for MC had only earned about a C—my grading assessment, not his.
Sophie,
I hope you got that pussy of yours nice and wet and made that sweet hole ache inside. I trust you were a good girl and didn’t come. Did you like this task? Are you hungry for more? I know you think you followed all the rules, and I believe you tried, but as part of the instructions you were supposed to tell me your reactions as you went through the task.
Since this was your first real task, and I am aware you may have not understood all the rules, here are some questions to guide you.
What toy did you have planted in your sweet cunt? What did you use to draw on that clit? Send me back the five questions that intrigued you the most. Can you see how this will evolve into more intense training? As we move forward are you willing to play via chat? Do you see phone play in the future? Are you willing to explore on cam?
I will teach you to mix pain with pleasure. I will have you experience bondage. I will take your orgasms to new heights. I will haunt you with each task as we build. I will make you ache for more and more.
I need answers to all these questions in complete detail, with honesty. We must develop a trust that allows the training to take hold. You will only get out of this what you put in.
Do you have any questions for me?
Be a good girl, the next task awaits.
MC
As I read his note, I whimpered aloud. He already haunted me, the bastard. It was both infuriating and intoxicating.
MC,
Yes, I was a good girl and didn’t come. At first I thought that it would be easy, and I wouldn’t want to come, like on the alphabet task, but when I got to #14 & #15 it was all I could do to stop myself.
I did like this task, and I am looking forward to the next one. I’m sorry that I messed up, I thought I was doing it right. I didn’t have a dildo so I used a bottle of hand cream and my finger for the task.
The five questions that intrigued me most were:
1. I need to: My answer was a) suck cock
9. Bondage: My answer was b) Make me tremble (I love the idea of bondage)
13. Pain: My answer was b) It scares me but I know I have a need
14. Control: My answer was b) mold me, use me
17. I want to feel: My answer was a) the drip of wax all over me
I can see me playing via chat or phone, but never on a webcam. My privacy is too important to me.
That brings me to some questions for you. What is your policy for the privacy of your subs in training? Do you promise to keep the information gathered in training confidential and not to share it with others? That is important to me as I must keep this side of my life discreet.
I’m not sure I have what I need to do these tasks. For example, I didn’t have a dildo. Do you think you could make a list of things I might need to obtain for training?
How do you know when it’s time for training to end?
Best,
~Sophie
To my surprise I received an answer back quite quickly, and as I read it I felt the intimacy between us build. It was as if I were hearing back from a lover, and in a way, I guess I was.
Sophie,
First of all I would never ever share any information with anyone else. When it comes to training, trust is the most important ingredient. Both parties need reassurance and the right comfort level to keep moving forward while increasing intensity.
I need you to thoroughly understand that this is all about you and your growth as a good plaything. I need to know that this is something you want and feel you absolutely need.
We can definitely do chat and phone as well as emailing tasks, but not knowing your time restraints yet is cumbersome. We will develop a better understanding of when the play times are best for both of us as we go deeper.
My best work is done over cam and by limiting the forums we use it will also stunt your growth as a sub. We can always work around it, and as we progress you will get a much better feel for how play sessions evolve.
My goal is to make you ache every single day and have your training at the top of your mind at all times. You will see as we advance, the thought of our play will creep into your life and keep you on edge, looking forward to the next task or play time.
Training never really ends, although you will always take experiences away from what you’re learning now. You will build a hunger like you would never experience in a vanilla lifestyle.
I will be sending a new task with a set of instructions sometime later for you to play tomorrow. This task is a little more intense and the expectations to do it right are greater. I will also work on putting together a list for you so that you will have the materials you need for our play. The supplies will not be very expensive, as I like to use ordinary household objects t
o construct toys for the most part.
Tonight when you go to bed you will lie on your stomach, legs spread, hand underneath you where you can work your little clit with your finger. I want you to keep drawing letters to build words relating to BDSM. ie: b-o-n-d-a-g-e, w-h-i-p-s, c-u-m-s-l-u-t, and any other words of your desires and fetishes.
While you toy with your fuck bud you will suck, bite, and nibble on the thumb of the other hand as you would a hard cock.
Tonight you can make that sweet cunt come but make sure you pleasure that clit for as long as you can hold out.
Understood?
You will write me tomorrow morning and detail your bedtime play. Understood?
Be a good girl.
MC
MC,
I understand your instructions. I have one more question. What does MC stand for?
Being good,
~Sophie
Sophie,
It stands for Master Commander.
Will you be working that hot little clit and sucking cock tonight?
Be a good girl.
MC
I giggled as I wrote:
MC,
Now I’m going to be picturing you as Russell Crowe in that movie, Master and Commander.
Oh yes, I will be.
Do your cyber-subs get attached to you?
~Sophie
Sophie,
You may picture me however you like. It is your fantasy.
I have been cyber-training for about the last five years and had as many as fifteen sub-sluts over that time. Of all those, only one became very attached and sadly we had to part ways for that reason.
Make sure you work that clit good. Tease it and don’t give in to the desire to come. Make it last, make it swell, and make that fuckhole come hard. Find many, many words to spell before you allow that sweet, needed release.
Be a good girl.
MC
His words thrilled me, but they scared me too. What if I became attached to him? Having recently been rejected by my husband, I must be needy. What if I was the next sub he had to cut loose—the next one who lost her head over him and his addicting control? Here I was escaping into this fantasy world of the internet… The entire experience smelled of danger, but I continued on like I’d fallen down a dark, slippery slide, even though I wasn’t sure if I’d wind up in heaven or hell.
CHAPTER EIGHT
That night I did exactly as he asked. With one thumb in my mouth, sucking on it, I drew words on my clit while lying on my stomach, legs spread wide. I wrote lots of words, starting with the ones he suggested. I added: rope, whore, fucking, licking, handcuffs, pain, and more. Sometimes I would run out of words and just run my finger over it until I could think of another one. Concentrating on spelling and remembering to suck on my thumb at the same time proved a challenge, but I did my best. My breathing grew heavier and I wanted to play with my breasts, but I wasn’t sure if it was allowed so I refrained.
After the first time I tried to stop myself from coming, I tried to draw it out instead but then I lost some of the excitement I’d built up. Suddenly I felt so tired I wanted to fall asleep, but I knew that would disappoint him so I stayed with it and finally came a couple of times.
The next morning I filed my report with MC and went to work. School would be out in a couple of days, and I couldn’t wait to have my days all to myself, free to use my laptop. When I came home I opened his email:
Sophie,
Good girl… That session was designed to include distractions and to keep you focusing and refocusing on your fuck bud. You will find some sessions will be filled with distractions, some pain, and others purely focused on orgasm.
Did you like drawing all the letters on your tiny clit? Did any of the words you chose have more effect than others? Did you feel any loss of control? Do you see the potential of these simple play sessions? Are you ready for more intensity?
I’m sure you’ll find your next task delicious. Make sure you have the time and privacy to enjoy it to the utmost.
When will it be done?
Be a good girl.
MC
He’d sent me my next task in a separate email. It involved watching several videos and masturbating to them. I was to report my reactions to him, and what do you know? I wasn’t supposed to come. All this orgasm denial was a slight pain in the vagina. I sighed, knowing I’d do his task anyway.
MC,
I did like writing the letters on my clit. Some words were better than others. I liked writing cumslut and the bondage words the best. I did feel a loss of control, especially because if it had been only up to me, I would have just fallen asleep. I do see the potential for sure and yes, I am looking forward to more intensity. I will have much more time coming up this weekend and over the rest of the summer. The rest of the week I may not be around as much because I have many things to do to prepare for the end of school.
~Sophie
I closed the computer and promptly fell asleep.
The school year ended with the fanfare of a sun-drenched field day, complete with water slides and snow cones. Our class also had a fun-filled end-of-the-year party at one student’s family’s farm, featuring hayrides, and the kids got to feed a baby piglet and new calf with a bottle. That last Friday I hugged my kids goodbye and wished them a great summer. The only thing that made it okay to bid farewell to all my darling pupils was how long the year had been, and how much I needed a break. Those last few days were so action packed that I almost forgot about MC and the way he’d invaded my entire and complete life with his kinky emails.
Almost.
When I collapsed on the couch late Friday night, a slice of pizza on a plate in front of me, glass of wine in hand, I read his latest missive:
Sophie,
I’m pleased you felt the loss of control, and I believe you have the potential to be trained and become a good plaything. I am looking forward to a phone session where your training will really begin to take hold.
I will be sending you on a shopping trip very soon to get some items you will need.
I also need a list of the hours you will be available to play.
NEW RULES:
1.) From now on you will address me as Sir.
2.) Every time you sit down at the computer to communicate with me I want a cock buried inside that cunt for as long as you’re online. Understood?
3.) Starting tomorrow, you will stroke your clit for thirty strokes each hour.
Be a good girl.
MC
Sir,
I want to ask permission for waiting to fill my cunt with a cock each time I sit down at the computer to talk with you until I have something that I can actually SIT down with in there. I only have one vibrator that has one of those clit rubbing attachments on it, and it won’t really work for that. However, I ordered something the other day that should work, and I’m expecting it to arrive by the end of next week. Is that okay?
I have been stroking my clit for thirty strokes each hour since I read your note this afternoon, even though you didn’t say to start until tomorrow. I have to admit I crave your control, your instructions, and I look forward to more time for training this summer. I finished my teaching job today so for the next few months I am free to play most any time that works for you. I live in the Central Time Zone if that helps.
~Sophie
It gave me a thrill to admit how much I looked forward to our time, and how much I craved his training. A part of me worried he might reject my enthusiasm, but I countered that by telling myself that everything he’d said up until now indicated that he wanted—expected—me to desire his training.
Sophie,
You are a good girl, and you’re starting to understand the process. Each task I send builds control and compliance, which I need to see because right now we are only building the necessary foundation.
I notice you addressed me as Sir, which is a good start.
Your seeking my permission also shows me your complia
nce and your desire to be trained.
I’m pleased you have been stroking that wet clit and hopefully it’s getting nice and tender, keeping you on edge and your cunt wet. I do, however, need more detail about the rooms you are playing in, how it makes you feel, how your body reacts, etc.
Remember, the more you give, the more you’ll receive.
You should know we have only scratched the surface, and there are many more challenges and tasks ahead.
Make sure you give me a graphic and detailed description of your video task.
You are becoming a good girl.
MC
The next day I emailed him.
Dear Sir,
I am staying wet and aroused the way you like. It is hard not to come when I want to play with myself in the shower. But I have held off and have been trying to focus on the business of getting clean rather than touching myself. Such a challenge. I bought pink and leopard print tape. Did you know it came in dozens of colors and patterns? I had no idea.
Thank you for spending your time training me.
~Sophie
Sophie,
The training is sinking in and I can feel you gaining trust and lust at the same time. The momentum will continue to build as long as you remain committed. I want you to stay wet all day, your tasks at the top of your mind. You must remain disciplined and not go outside the tasks like a greedy slut.
Yes I knew the tape came in many colors and I prefer red mostly, because in live sessions I like when my sub’s skin starts matching the tape. It sounds like the kind you bought will work well, and you will be using it sooner than you think.
I appreciate the thanks, but know you are earning my time by your sincere involvement and energy to the training.
Stay wet.
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