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Reflected in You

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by Sylvia Day


  Wait. For him? For him to come back to me? Why? I couldn’t understand why he’d cut me off the way he had, then expected me to take him back. Especially with Corinne in the picture.

  I spent the rest of the afternoon going over the last few weeks in my mind, recalling conversations I’d had with Gideon, things he’d said or done, searching for answers. When I left the Crossfire at the end of the day, I saw the Bentley waiting out front and waved at Angus, who smiled back. I had issues with his boss, but Angus wasn’t to blame for them.

  It was hot and muggy outside. Miserable. I went to the Duane Reade around the corner for a bottle of cold water to drink on the walk home and a bag of mini chocolates to enjoy once I got through my Krav Maga class. When I left the drugstore, Angus was waiting just outside the door at the curb, shadowing me. As I turned the corner back toward the Crossfire to start the trip home, I saw Gideon step out to the street with Corinne. His hand was at the small of her back, leading her toward a sleek black Mercedes sedan I recognized as one of his. She was smiling. His expression was inscrutable.

  Horrified, I couldn’t move or look away. I stood there in the middle of the crowded sidewalk, my stomach twisting with grief and anger and a terrible, awful feeling of betrayal.

  He looked up and saw me, freezing in place just as I had. The Latino driver I’d met the day my father arrived opened the back door and Corinne disappeared into the car. Gideon remained where he was, his gaze locked with mine.

  There was no way he missed me lifting my hand and flipping him the bird.

  Abruptly, I was struck by a thought.

  I turned my back to Gideon and moved off to the side, digging into my purse for my phone. When I found it, I speed-dialed my mom, and when she answered, I said, “That day we went out to lunch with Megumi, you freaked out on the walk back to the Crossfire. You saw him, didn’t you? Nathan. You saw Nathan at the Crossfire.”

  “Yes,” she admitted. “That’s why Richard decided it would be best to just pay him what he wanted. Nathan said he’d stay away from you as long as he had the money to leave the country. Why do you ask?”

  “It didn’t hit me until just now that Nathan was the reason why you reacted the way you did.” I faced forward again and started walking quickly toward home. The Mercedes was gone, but my temper was rising. “I have to go, Mom. I’ll call you later.”

  “Is everything all right?” she asked anxiously.

  “Not yet, but I’m working on it.”

  “I’m here for you, if you need me.”

  I sighed. “I know. I’m okay. I love you.”

  When I got home, Cary was sitting on the couch with his laptop on his thighs and his bare feet on the coffee table.

  “Hey,” he called, his gaze still on his screen.

  I dumped my stuff and kicked off my shoes. “You know what?”

  He looked up at me from beneath a lock of hair that had fallen over his eyes. “What?”

  “I thought Gideon took a hike because of Nathan. Everything was fine and then it wasn’t, and shortly after that the police were telling us about Nathan. I figured one thing was linked to the other.”

  “Makes sense.” He frowned. “I guess.”

  “But Nathan was at the Crossfire the Monday before you were attacked. I know he was there to see Gideon. I know it. Nathan wouldn’t go there to see me. Not a place like that with all the security and people I know around.”

  He sat back. “Okay. So what does that mean?”

  “It means Gideon was fine after Nathan.” I threw up my hands. “He was fine that whole week. He was more than fine that weekend we took off together. He was fine Monday morning after we got back. Then—bam—he lost his fucking mind and went crazy on me Monday night.”

  “I’m following.”

  “So what happened on Monday?”

  Cary’s brows rose. “You’re asking me?”

  “Grr.” I grabbed my hair in my hands. “I’m asking the fucking universe. God. Anyone. What the hell happened to my boyfriend?”

  “I thought we agreed you need to ask him.”

  “I get two answers from him: Trust me and wait. He gave my ring back today.” I showed him my hand. “And he’s still wearing the one I gave him. Do you have any idea how confusing that is? They’re not just rings, they’re promises. They’re symbols of ownership and commitment. Why would he still wear his? Why is it so important to him that I wear mine? Does he seriously expect me to wait while he screws Corinne out of his system?”

  “Is that what you think he’s doing? Really?”

  Closing my eyes, I let my head fall back. “No. And I can’t decide if that makes me naïve or willfully delusional.”

  “Does this Dr. Lucas guy have anything to do with this?”

  “No.” I straightened and joined him on the couch. “Did you find anything?”

  “Kind of hard, baby girl, when I don’t know what I’m looking for.”

  “It’s just a hunch.” I looked at his screen. “What’s that?”

  “A transcript of an interview with Brett that was done yesterday on a Florida radio station.”

  “Oh? What are you reading that for?”

  “I was listening to ‘Golden’ and decided to run a search on it, and this came up.”

  I tried reading, but my angle was bad. “What’s it say?”

  “He was asked if there’s really an Eva out there and he said yes, there is, and he recently reconnected with her and hopes to make it work out a second time.”

  “What? No way!”

  “Yes way.” Cary grinned. “So you’ve got your rebound man lined up if Cross doesn’t get his shit together.”

  I pushed to my feet. “Whatever. I’m hungry. Want something?”

  “If your appetite’s back, that’s a good sign.”

  “Everything’s coming back,” I told him. “With a vengeance.”

  * * *

  I was waiting at the curb for Angus the next morning. He pulled up and Paul, the doorman for my apartment building, opened the back door for me.

  “Good morning, Angus,” I greeted him.

  “Good morning, Miss Tramell.” His gaze met mine in the rearview mirror, and he smiled.

  As he started to pull away, I leaned forward between the two front seats. “Do you know where Corinne Giroux lives?”

  He glanced at me. “Yes.”

  I sat back. “That’s where I want to go.”

  * * *

  Corinne lived around the corner from Gideon. I was certain that wasn’t a coincidence.

  I checked in with the front desk and waited twenty minutes before I was given permission to go up to the tenth floor. I rang the bell to her apartment and the door swung open to reveal a flushed and disheveled Corinne in a floor-length black silk robe. She was seriously gorgeous, with her silky black hair and eyes like aquamarines, and she moved with a lithe grace I admired. I’d armored up in my favorite gray sleeveless dress and was very glad I had. She made me feel downright homely.

  “Eva,” she said breathlessly. “What a surprise.”

  “I’m sorry to barge in uninvited. I just need to ask you something real quick.”

  “Oh?” She kept the door partially closed and leaned into the jamb.

  “Can I come in?” I asked tightly.

  “Uh.” She glanced over her shoulder. “It’s best if you didn’t.”

  “It doesn’t bother me if you have company and I promise, this won’t take but a minute.”

  “Eva.” She licked her lips. “How do I say this . . . ?”

  My hands were shaking and my stomach was a quivering mess, my brain taunting me with images of Gideon standing naked behind her, their early-morning fuck interrupted by the ex-girlfriend who wouldn’t get a clue. I knew how well he liked sex in the morning.

  But then I knew him well, period. Knew him enough to say, “Cut the shit, Corinne.”

  Her eyes widened.

  My mouth curved derisively. “Gideon’s in love with me. He’s no
t fucking around with you.”

  She recovered quickly. “He’s not fucking around with you, either. I would know, since he’s spending all of his free time with me.”

  Fine. We’d talk about this in the hallway. “I know him. I don’t always understand him, but that’s a different story. I know he would’ve told you upfront that you and he weren’t going anywhere, because he wouldn’t want to lead you on. He hurt you before; he won’t do it again.”

  “This is all very fascinating. Does he know you’re here?”

  “No, but you’ll tell him. And that’s fine. I just want to know what you were doing at the Crossfire that day you came out looking as freshly fucked as you do now.”

  Her smile was razor sharp. “What do you think I was doing?”

  “Not Gideon,” I said decisively, even though I was silently praying that I wasn’t making a total idiot out of myself. “You saw me, didn’t you? From the lobby, you had a direct view across the street and you saw me coming. Gideon told you at the Waldorf dinner that I was the jealous type. Did you have a nooner with someone from one of the other offices? Or did you muss yourself up before you stepped outside?”

  I saw the answer on her face. It was lightning quick, there and gone, but I saw it.

  “Both of those suggestions are absurd,” she said.

  I nodded, savoring a moment of profound relief and satisfaction. “Listen. You’re never going to have him the way you want. And I know how that hurts. I’ve been living it the past two weeks. I’m sorry for you, I really am.”

  “Fuck you and your pity,” she snapped. “Save it for yourself. I’m the one he’s spending time with.”

  “And there’s your saving grace, Corinne. If you’re paying attention, you know he’s hurting right now. Be his friend.” I headed back to the elevators and called over my shoulder, “Have a nice day.”

  She slammed her door shut behind me.

  When I got back to the Bentley, I told Angus to take me to Dr. Terrence Lucas’s office. He paused in the act of closing the door and stared down at me. “Gideon will be very angry, Eva.”

  I nodded, understanding the warning. “I’ll deal with it when the time comes.”

  The building that housed Dr. Lucas’s private practice was unassuming, but his offices were warm and inviting. The waiting room was paneled in dark wood and the walls covered in a mixture of pictures of infants and children. Parenting magazines covered the tables and were neatly stored in racks, while the dedicated play area was tidy and supervised.

  I signed in and took a seat, but I’d barely sat when I was called back by the nurse. I was taken to Dr. Lucas’s office, not an exam room, and he rose from his chair when I entered, rounding the desk quickly.

  “Eva.” He held out his hand and I shook it. “You didn’t have to make an appointment.”

  I managed a smile. “I didn’t know how else to reach you.”

  “Have a seat.”

  I sat, but he remained standing, choosing to lean back against the desk and grip the edges with both hands. It was a power position, and I wondered why he felt the need to use it with me.

  “What can I do for you?” he asked. He had a calm, confident air and a wide, open smile. With his good looks and affable manner, I was sure any mother would have confidence in his skill and integrity.

  “Gideon Cross was a patient of yours, wasn’t he?”

  His face closed instantly and he straightened. “I’m not at liberty to discuss my patients.”

  “When you gave me that ‘not at liberty to discuss’ line at the hospital, I didn’t put it together, and I should have.” My fingertips drummed into the armrest. “You lied to his mother. Why?”

  He returned to the other side of his desk, putting the furniture between us. “Did he tell you that?”

  “No. I’m figuring this out as I go. Hypothetically speaking, why would you lie about the results of an exam?”

  “I wouldn’t. You need to leave.”

  “Oh, come on.” I sat back and crossed my legs. “I expect more from you. Where are the assertions that Gideon is a soulless monster bent on corrupting the women of the world?”

  “I’ve done my due diligence and warned you.” His gaze was hard, his lip curled in a sneer. He wasn’t quite so handsome anymore. “If you continue to throw your life away, there’s nothing I can do about it.”

  “I’m going to figure it out. I just needed to see your face. I had to know if I was right.”

  “You’re not. Cross was never a patient of mine.”

  “Semantics—his mother consulted you. And while you go about your days seething over the fact that your wife fell in love with him, think about what you did to a small child who needed help.” My voice took on an edge as anger surged. I couldn’t think about what had happened to Gideon without wanting to do serious violence to anyone who contributed to his pain.

  I uncrossed my legs and stood. “What happened between him and your wife happened between two consenting adults. What happened to him as a child was a crime and how you contributed to that is a travesty.”

  “Get out.”

  “My pleasure.” I yanked the door open and nearly ran into Gideon, who’d been leaning against the wall just outside the office. His hand encircled my upper arm, but his gaze was on Dr. Lucas, icy with fury and hatred.

  “Stay away from her,” he said harshly.

  Lucas’s smile was filled with malice. “She came to me.”

  Gideon’s returning smile made me shiver. “You see her coming, I suggest you run in the opposite direction.”

  “Funny. That’s the advice I gave her in regard to you.”

  I flipped the good doctor the bird.

  Snorting, Gideon caught my hand and pulled me back down the hall. “What is it with you and giving people the finger?”

  “What? It’s a classic.”

  “You can’t just barge in here!” the receptionist snapped as we passed the counter.

  He glanced at her. “You can cancel that call to security, we’re leaving.”

  We exited out to the corridor. “Did Angus tattle on me?” I muttered, trying to pry my arm free.

  “No. Stop wriggling. All the cars have GPS tracking.”

  “You’re a nut job. You know that?”

  He stabbed the elevator button and glared at me. “I am? What about you? You’re all over the place. My mother. Corinne. Goddamned Lucas. What the fuck are you doing, Eva?”

  “It’s none of your business.” I lifted my chin. “We broke up, remember?”

  His jaw tightened. He stood there in his suit, looking so polished and urbane, while radiating a wild, feverish energy. The contrast between what I saw when I looked at him and what I felt goaded my hunger. I loved that I got to have the man inside the suit. Every delicious, untameable inch of him.

  The car arrived and we stepped inside. Excitement sizzled through me. He’d come after me. That made me so hot. He shoved an elevator key into the control panel and I groaned.

  “Is there anything you don’t own in New York?”

  He was on me in an instant, one hand in my hair and the other on my ass, his mouth on mine in a violent kiss. He wasted no time, his tongue thrusting between my lips, plunging deep and hard.

  I moaned and gripped his waist, pushing onto my tiptoes to deepen the contact.

  His teeth sank into my lower lip with enough force to hurt. “You think you can say a few words and end us? There is no end, Eva.”

  He flattened me into the side of the car. I was pinned by six feet, two inches of violently aroused male.

  “I miss you,” I whispered, grabbing his ass and urging him harder against me.

  Gideon groaned. “Angel.”

  He was kissing me: deep, shamelessly desperate kisses that made my toes curl in my pumps.

  “What are you doing?” he breathed. “You’re going around, stirring up everything.”

  “I’ve got time on my hands,” I shot back, just as breathless, “since I dumped my a
sshat boyfriend.”

  He growled, fiercely passionate, his hand in my hair pulling so tightly it pained me.

  “You can’t make this up with a kiss or a fuck, Gideon. Not this time.” It was so hard to let him go; nearly impossible after the weeks I’d been denied the right and opportunity to touch him. I needed him.

  His forehead pressed to mine. “You have to trust me.”

  I put my hands on his chest and shoved him back. He let me, his gaze searching my face.

  “Not when you don’t talk to me.” I reached over, pulled the key from the control panel, and held it out to him. The car began its descent. “You put me through hell. On purpose. Made me suffer. And there’s no end in sight. I don’t know what the fuck you’re doing, ace, but this Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde shit ain’t cutting it with me.”

  His hand went into his pocket, his movements leisurely and controlled, which was when he was at his most dangerous. “You’re completely unmanageable.”

  “When I’ve got clothes on. Get used to it.” The car doors opened and I stepped out. His hand went to the small of my back, and a shiver moved through me. That innocuous touch, through layers of material, had been inciting lust in me from the very first. “You put your hand on Corinne’s back like this again, and I’m breaking your fingers.”

  “You know I don’t want anyone else,” he murmured. “I can’t. I’m consumed with wanting you.”

  Both the Bentley and the Mercedes were waiting at the curb. The sky had darkened while I’d been inside, as if it were brooding along with the man beside me. There was a weighted expectation in the air, an early sign of a gathering summer storm.

  I stopped beneath the entrance overhang and looked at Gideon. “Make them ride together. You and I need to talk.”

  “That was the plan.”

  Angus touched the brim of his hat and slid behind the wheel. The other driver walked up to Gideon and handed him a set of keys.

  “Miss Tramell,” he said, by way of greeting.

  “Eva, this is Raúl.”

  “We meet again,” I said. “Did you pass on my message last time?”

  Gideon’s fingers flexed against my back. “He did.”

  I beamed. “Thank you, Raúl.”

  Raúl went around to the front passenger side of the Bentley, while Gideon escorted me to the Mercedes and opened the door for me. I felt a little thrill as he got behind the wheel and adjusted the seat to accommodate his long legs. He started the engine and merged into traffic, expertly and confidently navigating the powerful car through the craziness of New York city streets.

 

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