Complete Works of Gustave Flaubert

by Gustave Flaubert

  Martinon alone displayed anything like gravity. He refused to drink champagne, as he thought this good form, and, moreover, he assumed an air of tact and politeness, for when M. Dambreuse, who had a contracted chest, complained of an oppression, he made repeated enquiries about that gentleman's health, and then let his blue eyes wander in the direction of Madame Dambreuse.

  She questioned Frederick in order to find out which of the young ladies he liked best. He had noticed none of them in particular, and besides, he preferred the women of thirty.

  "There, perhaps, you show your sense," she returned.

  Then, as they were putting on their pelisses and paletots, M. Dambreuse said to him:

  "Come and see me one of these mornings and we'll have a chat."

  Martinon, at the foot of the stairs, was lighting a cigar, and, as he puffed it, he presented such a heavy profile that his companion allowed this remark to escape from him:

  "Upon my word, you have a fine head!"

  "It has turned a few other heads," replied the young magistrate, with an air of mingled self-complacency and annoyance.

  As soon as Frederick was in bed, he summed up the main features of the evening party. In the first place, his own toilet (he had looked at himself several times in the mirrors), from the cut of his coat to the knot of his pumps left nothing to find fault with. He had spoken to influential men, and seen wealthy ladies at close quarters. M. Dambreuse had shown himself to be an admirable type of man, and Madame Dambreuse an almost bewitching type of woman. He weighed one by one her slightest words, her looks, a thousand things incapable of being analysed. It would be a right good thing to have such a mistress. And, after all, why should he not? He would have as good a chance with her as any other man. Perhaps she was not so hard to win? Then Martinon came back to his recollection; and, as he fell asleep, he smiled with pity for this worthy fellow.

  He woke up with the thought of the Maréchale in his mind. Those words of her note, "After to-morrow evening," were in fact an appointment for the very same day.

  He waited until nine o'clock, and then hurried to her house.

  Some one who had been going up the stairs before him shut the door. He rang the bell; Delphine came out and told him that "Madame" was not there.

  Frederick persisted, begging of her to admit him. He had something of a very serious nature to communicate to her; only a word would suffice. At length, the hundred-sous-piece argument proved successful, and the maid let him into the anteroom.

  Rosanette appeared. She was in a negligée, with her hair loose, and, shaking her head, she waved her arms when she was some paces away from him to indicate that she could not receive him now.

  Frederick descended the stairs slowly. This caprice was worse than any of the others she had indulged in. He could not understand it at all.

  In front of the porter's lodge Mademoiselle Vatnaz stopped him.

  "Has she received you?"

  "No."

  "You've been put out?"

  "How do you know that?"

  "'Tis quite plain. But come on; let us go away. I am suffocating!"

  She made him accompany her along the street; she panted for breath; he could feel her thin arm trembling on his own. Suddenly, she broke out:

  "Ah! the wretch!"

  "Who, pray?"

  "Why, he — he — Delmar!"

  This revelation humiliated Frederick. He next asked:

  "Are you quite sure of it?"

  "Why, when I tell you I followed him!" exclaimed the Vatnaz. "I saw him going in! Now do you understand? I ought to have expected it for that matter — 'twas I, in my stupidity, that introduced him to her. And if you only knew all; my God! Why, I picked him up, supported him, clothed him! And then all the paragraphs I got into the newspapers about him! I loved him like a mother!"

  Then, with a sneer:

  "Ha! Monsieur wants velvet robes! You may be sure 'tis a speculation on his part. And as for her! — to think that I knew her to earn her living as a seamstress! If it were not for me, she would have fallen into the mire twenty times over! But I will plunge her into it yet! I'll see her dying in a hospital — and everything about her will be known!"

  And, like a torrent of dirty water from a vessel full of refuse, her rage poured out in a tumultuous fashion into Frederick's ear the recital of her rival's disgraceful acts.

  "She lived with Jumillac, with Flacourt, with little Allard, with Bertinaux, with Saint-Valéry, the pock-marked fellow! No, 'twas the other! They are two brothers — it makes no difference. And when she was in difficulties, I settled everything. She is so avaricious! And then, you will agree with me, 'twas nice and kind of me to go to see her, for we are not persons of the same grade! Am I a fast woman — I? Do I sell myself? Without taking into account that she is as stupid as a head of cabbage. She writes 'category' with a 'th.' After all, they are well met. They make a precious couple, though he styles himself an artist and thinks himself a man of genius. But, my God! if he had only intelligence, he would not have done such an infamous thing! Men don't, as a rule, leave a superior woman for a hussy! What do I care about him after all? He is becoming ugly. I hate him! If I met him, mind you, I'd spit in his face." She spat out as she uttered the words.

  "Yes, this is what I think about him now. And Arnoux, eh? Isn't it abominable? He has forgiven her so often! You can't conceive the sacrifices he has made for her. She ought to kiss his feet! He is so generous, so good!"

  Frederick was delighted at hearing Delmar disparaged. He had taken sides with Arnoux. This perfidy on Rosanette's part seemed to him an abnormal and inexcusable thing; and, infected with this elderly spinster's emotion, he felt a sort of tenderness towards her. Suddenly he found himself in front of Arnoux's door. Mademoiselle Vatnaz, without his attention having been drawn to it, had led him down towards the Rue Poissonnière.

  "Here we are!" said she. "As for me, I can't go up; but you, surely there is nothing to prevent you?"

  "From doing what?"

  "From telling him everything, faith!"

  Frederick, as if waking up with a start, saw the baseness towards which she was urging him.

  "Well?" she said after a pause.

  He raised his eyes towards the second floor. Madame Arnoux's lamp was burning. In fact there was nothing to prevent him from going up.

  "I am going to wait for you here. Go on, then!"

  This direction had the effect of chilling him, and he said:

  "I shall be a long time up there; you would do better to return home. I will call on you to-morrow."

  "No, no!" replied the Vatnaz, stamping with her foot. "Take him with you! Bring him there! Let him catch them together!"

  "But Delmar will no longer be there."

  She hung down her head.

  "Yes; that's true, perhaps."

  And she remained without speaking in the middle of the street, with vehicles all around her; then, fixing on him her wild-cat's eyes:

  "I may rely on you, may I not? There is now a sacred bond between us. Do what you say, then; we'll talk about it to-morrow."

  Frederick, in passing through the lobby, heard two voices responding to one another.

  Madame Arnoux's voice was saying:

  "Don't lie! don't lie, pray!"

  He went in. The voices suddenly ceased.

  Arnoux was walking from one end of the apartment to the other, and Madame was seated on the little chair near the fire, extremely pale and staring straight before her. Frederick stepped back, and was about to retire, when Arnoux grasped his hand, glad that some one had come to his rescue.

  "But I am afraid — — " said Frederick.

  "Stay here, I beg of you!" he whispered in his ear.

  Madame remarked:

  "You must make some allowance for this scene, Monsieur Moreau. Such things sometimes unfortunately occur in households."

  "They do when we introduce them there ourselves," said Arnoux in a jolly tone. "Women have crotchets, I assure you. This, for inst
ance, is not a bad one — see! No; quite the contrary. Well, she has been amusing herself for the last hour by teasing me with a heap of idle stories."

  "They are true," retorted Madame Arnoux, losing patience; "for, in fact, you bought it yourself."

  "I?"

  "Yes, you yourself, at the Persian House."

  "The cashmere," thought Frederick.

  He was filled with a consciousness of guilt, and got quite alarmed.

  She quickly added:

  "It was on Saturday, the fourteenth."

  "The fourteenth," said Arnoux, looking up, as if he were searching in his mind for a date.

  "And, furthermore, the clerk who sold it to you was a fair-haired young man."

  "How could I remember what sort of man the clerk was?"

  "And yet it was at your dictation he wrote the address, 18 Rue de Laval."

  "How do you know?" said Arnoux in amazement.

  She shrugged her shoulders.

  "Oh! 'tis very simple: I went to get my cashmere altered, and the superintendent of the millinery department told me that they had just sent another of the same sort to Madame Arnoux."

  "Is it my fault if there is a Madame Arnoux in the same street?"

  "Yes; but not Jacques Arnoux," she returned.

  Thereupon, he began to talk in an incoherent fashion, protesting that he was innocent. It was some misapprehension, some accident, one of those things that happen in some way that is utterly unaccountable. Men should not be condemned on mere suspicion, vague probabilities; and he referred to the case of the unfortunate Lesurques.

  "In short, I say you are mistaken. Do you want me to take my oath on it?"

  "'Tis not worth while."

  "Why?"

  She looked him straight in the face without saying a word, then stretched out her hand, took down the little silver chest from the mantelpiece, and handed him a bill which was spread open.

  Arnoux coloured up to his ears, and his swollen and distorted features betrayed his confusion.

  "But," he said in faltering tones, "what does this prove?"

  "Ah!" she said, with a peculiar ring in her voice, in which sorrow and irony were blended. "Ah!"

  Arnoux held the bill in his hands, and turned it round without removing his eyes from it, as if he were going to find in it the solution of a great problem.

  "Ah! yes, yes; I remember," said he at length. "'Twas a commission. You ought to know about that matter, Frederick." Frederick remained silent. "A commission that Père Oudry entrusted to me."

  "And for whom?"

  "For his mistress."

  "For your own!" exclaimed Madame Arnoux, springing to her feet and standing erect before him.

  "I swear to you!"

  "Don't begin over again. I know everything."

  "Ha! quite right. So you're spying on me!"

  She returned coldly:

  "Perhaps that wounds your delicacy?"

  "Since you are in a passion," said Arnoux, looking for his hat, "and can't be reasoned with — — "

  Then, with a big sigh:

  "Don't marry, my poor friend, don't, if you take my advice!"

  And he took himself off, finding it absolutely necessary to get into the open air.

  Then there was a deep silence, and it seemed as if everything in the room had become more motionless than before. A luminous circle above the lamp whitened the ceiling, while at the corners stretched out bits of shade resembling pieces of black gauze placed on top of one another. The ticking of the clock and the crackling of the fire were the only sounds that disturbed the stillness.

  Madame Arnoux had just seated herself in the armchair at the opposite side of the chimney-piece. She bit her lip and shivered. She drew her hands up to her face; a sob broke from her, and she began to weep.

  He sat down on the little couch, and in the soothing tone in which one addresses a sick person:

  "You don't suspect me of having anything to do with — — ?"

  She made no reply. But, continuing presently to give utterance to her own thoughts:

  "I leave him perfectly free! There was no necessity for lying on his part!"

  "That is quite true," said Frederick. "No doubt," he added, "it was the result of Arnoux's habits; he had acted thoughtlessly, but perhaps in matters of a graver character — — "

  "What do you see, then, that can be graver?"

  "Oh, nothing!"

  Frederick bent his head with a smile of acquiescence. Nevertheless, he urged, Arnoux possessed certain good qualities; he was fond of his children.

  "Ay, and he does all he can to ruin them!"

  Frederick urged that this was due to an excessively easy-going disposition, for indeed he was a good fellow.

  She exclaimed:

  "But what is the meaning of that — a good fellow?"

  And he proceeded to defend Arnoux in the vaguest kind of language he could think of, and, while expressing his sympathy with her, he rejoiced, he was delighted, at the bottom of his heart. Through retaliation or need of affection she would fly to him for refuge. His love was intensified by the hope which had now grown immeasurably stronger in his breast.

  Never had she appeared to him so captivating, so perfectly beautiful. From time to time a deep breath made her bosom swell. Her two eyes, gazing fixedly into space, seemed dilated by a vision in the depths of her consciousness, and her lips were slightly parted, as if to let her soul escape through them. Sometimes she pressed her handkerchief over them tightly. He would have liked to be this dainty little piece of cambric moistened with her tears. In spite of himself, he cast a look at the bed at the end of the alcove, picturing to himself her head lying on the pillow, and so vividly did this present itself to his imagination that he had to restrain himself to keep from clasping her in his arms. She closed her eyelids, and now she appeared quiescent and languid. Then he drew closer to her, and, bending over her, he eagerly scanned her face. At that moment, he heard the noise of boots in the lobby outside — it was the other. They heard him shutting the door of his own room. Frederick made a sign to Madame Arnoux to ascertain from her whether he ought to go there.

  She replied "Yes," in the same voiceless fashion; and this mute exchange of thoughts between them was, as it were, an assent — the preliminary step in adultery.

  Arnoux was just taking off his coat to go to bed.

  "Well, how is she going on?"

  "Oh! better," said Frederick; "this will pass off."

  But Arnoux was in an anxious state of mind.

  "You don't know her; she has got hysterical now! Idiot of a clerk! This is what comes of being too good. If I had not given that cursed shawl to Rosanette!"

  "Don't regret having done so a bit. Nobody could be more grateful to you than she is."

  "Do you really think so?"

  Frederick had not a doubt of it. The best proof of it was her dismissal of Père Oudry.

  "Ah! poor little thing!"

  And in the excess of his emotion, Arnoux wanted to rush off to her forthwith.

  "'Tisn't worth while. I am calling to see her. She is unwell."

  "All the more reason for my going."

  He quickly put on his coat again, and took up his candlestick. Frederick cursed his own stupidity, and pointed out to him that for decency's sake he ought to remain this night with his wife. He could not leave her; it would be very nasty.

  "I tell you candidly you would be doing wrong. There is no hurry over there. You will go to-morrow. Come; do this for my sake."

  Arnoux put down his candlestick, and, embracing him, said:

  "You are a right good fellow!"

  CHAPTER IX.

  The Friend of the Family.

  Then began for Frederick an existence of misery. He became the parasite of the house.

  If anyone were indisposed, he called three times a day to know how the patient was, went to the piano-tuner's, contrived to do a thousand acts of kindness; and he endured with an air of contentment Mademoiselle Marthe's
poutings and the caresses of little Eugène, who was always drawing his dirty hands over the young man's face. He was present at dinners at which Monsieur and Madame, facing each other, did not exchange a word, unless it happened that Arnoux provoked his wife with the absurd remarks he made. When the meal was over, he would play about the room with his son, conceal himself behind the furniture, or carry the little boy on his back, walking about on all fours, like the Bearnais. At last, he would go out, and she would at once plunge into the eternal subject of complaint — Arnoux.

  It was not his misconduct that excited her indignation, but her pride appeared to be wounded, and she did not hide her repugnance towards this man, who showed an absence of delicacy, dignity, and honour.

  "Or rather, he is mad!" she said.

  Frederick artfully appealed to her to confide in him. Ere long he knew all the details of her life. Her parents were people in a humble rank in life at Chartres. One day, Arnoux, while sketching on the bank of the river (at this period he believed himself to be a painter), saw her leaving the church, and made her an offer of marriage. On account of his wealth, he was unhesitatingly accepted. Besides, he was desperately in love with her. She added:

  "Good heavens! he loves me still, after his fashion!"

  They spent the few months immediately after their marriage in travelling through Italy.

  Arnoux, in spite of his enthusiasm at the sight of the scenery and the masterpieces, did nothing but groan over the wine, and, to find some kind of amusement, organised picnics along with some English people. The profit which he had made by reselling some pictures tempted him to take up the fine arts as a commercial speculation. Then, he became infatuated about pottery. Just now other branches of commerce attracted him; and, as he had become more and more vulgarised, he contracted coarse and extravagant habits. It was not so much for his vices she had to reproach him as for his entire conduct. No change could be expected in him, and her unhappiness was irreparable.

  Frederick declared that his own life in the same way was a failure.

  He was still a young man, however. Why should he despair? And she gave him good advice: "Work! and marry!" He answered her with bitter smiles; for in place of giving utterance to the real cause of his grief, he pretended that it was of a different character, a sublime feeling, and he assumed the part of an Antony to some extent, the man accursed by fate — language which did not, however, change very materially the complexion of his thoughts.