Surviving, One Day at a Time (Demented Revengers MC: Quitman Chapter Book 2)

by Vera Quinn

  My eyes go wide open, and looking down at my Gracie. All I see is the back of her head. She’s removed the sheet that was over us and she is kissing slowly down my chest. Kissing, licking, and blowing her hot breath lightly making her way down my body. I must say it is a great way to wake up. “Babe, I’ve only had the attention of my hand for the last few months and if you keep this up it’s not going to last very long.” Gracie looks back at me.

  “I want to show you that I meant every word I said to you yesterday. I don’t want you to have a doubt in your mind that you are what I want and I am not changing my mind.” Gracie takes my hard cock in her hand and starts a slow rhythm. She works her hand to the head and gives it a tighter squeeze and then slowly moves down my shaft all the to the base. She is moving so slow from the base to the head. Moving her hand over the head and getting my precum from the head and giving it a little squeeze. I try to move to quicken her movements but she stops.

  “Babe, you need to move your hand. I am so close to coming in your hand right now. I need you. I need to fucking cum. It has been so long.” Gracie just smiles at me.

  She moves her head down and takes my cock into her hot warm mouth. She doesn’t go slow and never hesitates. I almost lose control from that one move. I grab the back of her head and pull her hair through my fingers. I want to take control and fuck the hell out of her mouth but I hold myself back. I need to let her love me her way. I can’t stop the moan of satisfaction that comes from me. She’s giving my rigid cock the attention it has wanted. Sucking and licking slow and easy and then fast and hard. Taking in as much as she can and back to the head. “Damn, babe! So, fucking good!” I want control but I fight taking it. “Take me deeper and fucking harder! Fuck yeah!” So damn good.

  She relaxes and takes me deeper. I can’t help myself. I thrust into her mouth harder. I hold her head still. I don’t want to cum down her throat the first time we are together again. “Hands and knees, babe. I need in your hot pussy.” She doesn’t hesitate. “T-shirt off, babe. I want to see your tits.” She removes the shirt and starts to take her panties off but I still her hands. “That’s my job.”

  I slide her panties off with a little help. Instead of getting behind Gracie, I lie down on my back and slide between her legs so I can lick her wet pussy. I can smell her excitement. “Hold onto the headboard if you need to balance, babe.” Gracie grabs hold of the headboard.

  “What if I fall on you?” Gracie is sounding a little shy.

  “Just hold on, Gracie. I’m going to show you how a man is supposed to make you feel.” I don’t wait for her to respond. I lay my tongue flat and lick her clit just as slowly as she was teasing me. I roll my tongue and swipe back down her slick swollen pussy. She’s so wet for me. I delve my rolled tongue inside her and taste her sweet nectar. I swipe back towards her clit and flick the tip of my tongue over her clit. Gracie’s body is beginning to move with the flicks.

  I put a finger inside Gracie’s slick pussy. I feel her muscles closing on my finger. I suck her clit into my mouth and I feel her orgasm start. I insert another finger and finger fuck her through the orgasm.

  When I feel Gracie beginning to relax, I move so I am behind her. I run my palm over Gracie’s beautiful ass. I never seen such a beautiful ass. It was made for me. I take my stiff cock in my hand and line up the head with Gracie’s pussy. I don’t hesitate. I go balls deep in one stroke. I hear Gracie grunt. “I’m sorry, babe. I’ll try to be gentle but I need you so badly. Fuck, you feel good.”

  “Fuck me, Rebel! Make me yours.” That’s all I need to hear. I begin a deep and hard rhythm. Fucking Gracie with everything I have in me. Gracie was like a drug. A drug I crave.

  Gracie was moaning and I can feel how her muscles were clamping on my steel hard cock. My grip tightens on Gracie’s ass. Holding on with everything in me. She would wear my prints tomorrow. I delve deeper, harder. I know my thrusts are savagely deep but I can’t stop. I am chasing my own release. My balls are tightening up and I feel the burn up my spine.

  “Antonio, I’m going to cum. I love you. Ah, damn. OH, GOD!” Gracie’s muscles clamp down and squeezes the cum right out of me. I feel the first stream of cum and I shoot my load inside Gracie. I think it is not ever going to stop. Too damn long.

  “Fuck! You are mine!” I yell. It has been too damn long. I pull out and roll Gracie with me. When I get my breath so I can talk, I finally ask. “Are you okay, babe? That was intense.” Gracie is trying to get her breath too. She’s moving her long hair out of her face.

  “I want to do that again. It was epic.” I laugh.

  “Epic, huh? We can definitely do it as many times as you want but this old man needs to catch his breath first.” Gracie smiles.

  “You are not an old man. You’re only thirty-seven. That’s not old.” We are on our sides and I pull Gracie as close as she can get to me.

  “You’re not even twenty-five yet, so compared to you, I am old.” Maybe only twelve years but many thousands of miles apart.

  “Does it bother you?” Gracie hesitates. “I mean, our age difference, does it bother you? Age doesn’t matter to me. I love you for you not what year you were born in.” I look closer at Gracie.

  “No babe, it doesn’t bother me. I would love to stay here in this bed with you all day but there is shit that needs to be done. I need to get showered and ready to talk to Kaden this morning.” Gracie looks disappointed. I bend closer to her and kiss the tip of her nose. “Some things were taken care of yesterday but this isn’t finished.”

  A thought comes to me. I get up out of my bed and walk to the closet and take the box out of the top of the closet and then I go over to the top drawer of my dresser and open it and take the small box out. I turn back to the bed and set them beside Gracie. She reaches for the big box and I slap her hand lightly. “Patience, babe.”

  “Are these both for me? I haven’t done anything to deserve one present let alone two.” Gracie just doesn’t see herself the way I do. I could lay the world at her feet and it would never be enough.

  “These are special. This one.” I hand her the big box. “In my world, this makes you mine.” Gracie opens the box to a rag with my property patch. Her eyes get as big as half dollars but it puts a bigger smile on her face. “You are mine now and this shows everyone exactly that.” Gracie sits up and puts it on. It barely goes around her breasts. Her tits have gotten so big since she has been pregnant. She closes the front up. Leaving a big view of her cleavage. My cock goes rock hard. Damn.

  “Thank you. I love it.” Gracie grabs my hand and pulls me to her and kisses me. I deepen the kiss but I know I don’t have the time right now. I pull back and try to get control of myself.

  “You’ve never looked more beautiful.” I give her a quick peck of a kiss. I pick the small box up and hand it to her. She opens it and she sees the little velvet box inside and she looks back at me. “Open it.” She does.

  “It’s beautiful, Rebel. You’re going to need to give me some words here because I am not just going to guess.” She wants the words.

  “Gracie, I am not a man with a bunch of sweet words. I want to marry you. I want you to be my mine, not only in my world, but in the eyes of everyone. I want to adopt Shelby and be her poppy. I don’t deserve it, but I want it all. Give me a chance and I will make sure you don’t regret a single day for the rest of my life.” I take the ring from her and put it on her finger. “I’m saying this like you have a choice but you don’t. I love you.”

  “And you said you don’t have a bunch of sweet words. That was perfect and I say yes to it all. Even if I don’t have a choice because I love you. When do you want this to happen? The marriage thing, because I am in no hurry.” Finally. It’s settled and she wants to know the when.

  “I’m going to be an ass sometimes and I will probably screw up a few times but—” She brings her single pointed finger to my lips to quiet me.

  “If you always love me, are honest with me, never hit me or cheat on me and yo
u love our children then we will work it out one day at a time.” Gracie is perfect for me.

  “I can’t discuss—” Gracie finishes it for me.

  “—club business and I get that. If I love you then I have to love the Demented Revengers and I do.” Gracie pulls me into a long, heated kiss but I pull back. I have responsibilities to get to.

  “We are getting married before our son decides to make his way into this world. For the rest of our discussion, hold that thought until tonight. I need to meet with Kaden and then meet with the brothers. Lingo should be getting out of the hospital this morning.” I look at my alarm clock for the time. I need to hurry. “I’ve got to get a shower. Go nowhere except in the clubhouse. Don’t even walk outside and keep Shelby close. Stay close to Ma. Can you do that for me? We brought all the families in for protection. Wear my patch. We’re going to have nomads and other clubs coming in and they need to know you are mine.”

  “I understand. Stay inside and stick close to Shelby and your Ma. I promise to wear your patch. I love you.” Gracie agree to everything. Now my head can stay in the game.

  “I love you too, babe.” I get my clean clothes and head in for my morning ritual. The sooner I get out of here the sooner I can return and get back inside my woman.

  Chapter 19

  Gracie

  I dozed back off after Rebel left for a few minutes but then it hit me, I’m engaged, again. Then I realize, I ‘ve been engaged before. Kendall and I lived together. At one time or another we would talk about marriage and I am sure if Shelby had been born a boy that he would have put a ring on my finger.

  Then with Brody, we had just got married. It was just Brody, Shelby, the judge, and me. The two women in the judge’s office were our witnesses. This time we get to have family with us. I don’t want anything elaborate just our club family, Ms. Audie, and Shelby.

  I was still feeling darn good when I finally dragged myself out of bed and took a shower and went to find Ms. Audie and Shelby. My body is deliciously sore from the love that Rebel and I shared. I don’t know why I feel the way I do. It makes no sense, even to me. Yesterday when I woke up I was still confused about what I wanted, if I could be happy with Rebel. Then when the explosion went off at the doctor’s office all I wanted to do is get home to Shelby, protect my son, and to tell Rebel I loved him. I choose him and the life we can have together.

  Shelby crawls up in my lap and puts her head on my shoulder. Ms. Audie is in her room taking a nap. She didn’t sleep well last night after all the excitement. She is excited about the idea of planning a wedding. She noticed my ring as soon as I entered her room this morning. She couldn’t quit crying. She said she knew we would work our situation out.

  I have spent the rest of the morning playing with Shelby and making sure she wasn’t traumatized by the happenings yesterday. We sheltered her as much as possible but I know she felt something was off yesterday. Shelby doesn’t just have me anymore, she has a family that will love her, fight for her, and protect her just as hard as I do.

  “Bite mama. Bite.” Shelby looks up at me. I look at the clock and I see that it is time to get some lunch.

  “How about we go to the kitchen and see if we can find something to eat?” Shelby is nodding her head yes.

  “Bite, bite.” I pick Shelby up and walk over to the door and turn the knob to open the door and Ms. Audie is standing there.

  “I thought you were going to nap. You want to come to the kitchen with us to find some food?” I ramble on.

  “I was just coming to see if you were ready to eat?” I notice that Ms. Audie looks a little uncomfortable, like something is a little off.

  “Something wrong?” I ask her.

  “I was just going to warn you that Kaden and Brody are here talking to Rebel.” Rebel told me that Kaden would be here but I don’t understand Brody being here.

  “Why? I mean, I knew Kaden was coming to interview Rebel about everything yesterday but why is Brody here with him? Rebel told him to stay away.” I ask Ms. Audie straight out.

  “Brody sometimes gets sworn in as a deputy. He’s a member of the civilian patrol. They help the sheriff’s office or police department when they need some extra people. I forget what they call themselves but they are required to take a training course and put in some hours in ride alongs on patrols. Brody has been a member since he was a teenager.” Ms. Audie looks like she is thinking. “Concerned Citizens Association is their name.” I hope Rebel keeps his cool with Brody.

  “So, what are we eating?”

  “I thought we would check for some chicken nuggets and some steamed veggies.” Sounds good to me. We walk out of the door and up the hall. We are almost to the common room when Rebel’s office door opens. I see that Kaden, Brody, and Rebel are walking into the hall also. Kaden walks up to me.

  “Are you doing alright, Gracie? I worried about you and Shelby last night, we all did.” Kaden looks back at Brody.

  “I’m fine, Kaden. Rebel takes good care of me.” I realize that may sound catty towards Brody but I didn’t mean it that way. I just want Rebel to know that I have full confidence in him to take care of not only me but Shelby also.

  “I’m sure he does but you can never be too careful. We’ll get everyone that is involved and bring them to justice. They can rot the rest of their lives away in a jail cell.” Kaden is trying to reassure me but I don’t need it. Rebel walks over beside me and kisses the top of my head.

  “Where are you headed, babe?” Rebel looks at his watch.

  “Have to feed the babies.” Ms. Audie starts walking towards the common room again and we all follow. I can feel the tension between Brody and Rebel. Brody hasn’t said anything. He just watches.

  Shelby is watching him and Kaden but she hasn’t uttered one word or tried to go to either. This is unusual for her. She loves Kaden and Brody both, she would normally try to jump in their arms. I think she feels the tension between us all. Ms. Audie goes towards the kitchen and I am following her.

  “Gracie, can I speak to you for a minute?” Brody asks me. His voice is apprehensive and I do not want to do this today or ever. I just want to let it go and get on with our lives. I stop and turn back towards the three men. I see Rebel’s face is not a happy one.

  “I’ll take Shelby on in the kitchen and get her something to eat.” Ms. Audie comes back to me and takes Shelby. She whispers where I can only hear. “Keep your chin up. You can do this.” Ms. Audie then she kisses my cheek and takes Shelby into the kitchen. I turn my attention back to Brody.

  “Brody, we are good. I don’t have anything else to say. You know where I stand on this. Let’s just let it settle.” I know we are anything but good but it is what it is.

  “Brody, listen to my woman. I didn’t let you in here to be able to talk to Gracie. You are here because Kaden asked for you to be here. Don’t push it.” Rebel talks directly to Brody.

  “Gracie, please. Just a few words, then I’ll let it go. I am not a man that pleads with anyone but this is important. I can’t deal with the idea of hurting you.” I know Brody is being sincere. “I just want to be sure that you are thinking clearly about what you are doing. You are better than accepting the club life that Rebel is going to bring you into. Just because we are not together does not mean that you must accept this kind of life.”

  My blood is boiling hot with anger. Rebel looks like he is about to lose his temper. Kaden’s face is blank. I do not want to make this situation any worse. I worry about Rebel losing his temper on Brody. I choose my words carefully and then look Brody in the eyes.

  “I am positive about what I am doing Brody. Yesterday made it crystal clear. This life that you keep trying to warn me away from is one I am embracing. Rebel shows me his love every day. He treats Shelby like his own. It’s not fake or pretentious. Rebel is there every time we need him and he shares his life with us with open arms full of love. I respect him and he respects me. The Demented Revengers are our family. I never have to worry about being alone ag
ain because we are a family.” I am trying to stay calm and not show any anger because I want Brody to understand my commitment to this.

  “I am Rebel’s woman, I am going to be the mother to his child and his wife. Make no mistake, I am one hundred percent sure and committed to Rebel.” A smile breaks out on Rebel’s face and he puts his hand on the middle of my back and rubs small circles showing me his support and how much he agrees with what I am saying.

  “What she said.” Rebel half laughs.

  “As long as you know I will always be your friend if you need me.” Brody sees I am not backing down from this.

  “Someday, we may be friends again, but not today. My loyalty is to Rebel and I will never do anything that he is not comfortable with.” I need him to understand this. Kaden finishes it.

  “Enough said. Congratulations, Gracie. I hope you and Rebel are happy. You both deserve it.” Kaden seems genuinely happy.

  “Thank you, Kaden. That’s means a lot.” I move over and give Kaden a quick hug. I feel myself being moved back.

  “No more hugs. You only touch me, woman.” I laugh at Rebel. I look back at Brody.

  “Goodbye, Brody.” I feel like this will be the last time I talk to Brody. I hope one day we can get past this but right now it seems like it is the end. “Goodbye, Kaden. Going to feed the baby.” Rebel gives me a quick kiss and I turn to leave.

  “Take care Gracie. You deserve the best and I hope this is it.” I smile back at Brody and leave.

  Chapter 20

  Rebel

  My woman is back safe and we are finally straight about our relationship. She is mine. We have Shelby to love and our son will be here in three months. Now I just need to give her my last name before he decides to make his appearance in the world.