The Land God Gave to Cain

by Innes, Hammond;

  But his mind had leapt to something else. “And yet you know it was Lake of the Lion. How? How could you possibly know unless …” He stopped there and brushed his hand over his eyes. “The entry in the log, of course—the map, Ledder’s report. You were guessing. Just guessing.” His voice had dropped to a murmur; he looked suddenly smaller, his shoulders hunched. “Mon Dieu!” he breathed. “So it is true.” He wiped his face again, slowly, and his hands were trembling.

  “What’s true?” I asked.

  “About the transmission.” He must have answered without thinking, for he added quickly, “That that’s the reason you are here. I had to be sure,” he mumbled. And then he got quickly to his feet. “I must get some sleep,” he said. Again that movement of the hand across the eyes. “My head aches.” He seemed suddenly to want to escape from the room. But by then my mind had fastened on the implications of what he had said. “Then it was Lake of the Lion,” I said. “You told me you hadn’t noticed …”

  The sudden wild look in his eyes silenced me. He was standing at the foot of the bed, staring down at me. “What difference does it make to you whether it was Lake of the Lion or not?” he asked, his voice trembling. “You say you know nothing of what happened there before. So what difference does it make?”

  “None,” I said quickly, my skin suddenly chill. And then I added because I had to: “Except that if you knew where Briffe was transmitting from …”

  “He didn’t transmit,” he almost shouted at me. “Nobody transmitted from that place.”

  “Then how did my father manage to pick up—”

  “I tell you there was no transmission,” he cried. His face was quite white. “Your father imagined it. He was mad—obsessed with Labrador—the whole thing locked up too long inside of him. It was what he saw in his mind—nothing more.” He was breathing heavily, so wrought up that the words poured out of him. “It must be that. It must be,” he reiterated as though by repetition it would become reality. “Briffe had nothing to transmit with. And that bit about Baird.… Bill Baird was dead. I’m sure he was dead.”

  “And Briffe?” I said in a whisper. “Was Briffe dead?” His eyes focused on me slowly and I saw them dilate as he realised what he’d been saying. He opened his mouth, but no words came, and it was then that I knew for certain that he’d left Briffe alive. He couldn’t bring himself to repeat the lie he’d told so glibly in Lands’ office, and I sat there, staring at him, unable to hide the feeling of revulsion that had suddenly enveloped me.

  “Why are you staring at me like that?” he cried suddenly. And then he got a grip on himself. “That damned scar, of course. Makes me look odd.” He laughed uneasily and reached for his parka.

  He was leaving and I sat there, not daring to ask why he hadn’t reported my presence up the line or why he was so concerned about the Ferguson Expedition. I just wanted to be rid of him.

  “I must get some sleep.” He had pulled on the parka and was muttering to himself. “It’s sleep I need.” He turned blindly towards the door. But then he stopped as though jerked back by the string of some sudden thought. “What are you going to do now?” he asked, turning to face me again. “You should go home. Nobody believes you.”

  I kept still and didn’t say anything, hoping he’d go. But he came back to the foot of the bed. “You’re going on. Is that it? Into the bush? To try and find them?” It was as though he were reading my thoughts and I wondered whether that was what I was really going to do, for I hadn’t dared think beyond Darcy and Camp 263. “You’ll never get there,” he said. “Never.” He swallowed jerkily. “You don’t know what it’s like. There’s nothing. Nothing at all. Jackpine and muskeg and reindeer moss and water—lake after lake. You’re crazy to think of it. You’ll die. You don’t know what it’s like.”

  I heard the door of the hut open and footsteps sounded on the bare boards. And then Bob Perkins was there, stopped in the doorway by the sight of Laroche. “Sorry,” he said, looking uncertainly at the two of us. “Thought you’d be asleep.” He hesitated, and then said, “If you two want to talk …”

  “No,” I said quickly. “No, we’ve finished.” I was intensely relieved to see him.

  Laroche hesitated, staring at Perkins. “I must think …” he murmured. And then he turned to me. “The supply train doesn’t get in till eight to-morrow. I checked. And there are no planes. I’ll see you again in the morning … when I’ve had some sleep.” He was fumbling with the scarf which he was tying round his neck. “I’ll talk to you again then.” And he pushed past Perkins, walking slowly like a man in a daze so that his footsteps dragged on the boards, and then the outer door closed and he was gone.

  I felt the sweat damp on my face then and realised I was trembling. “That was Laroche, wasn’t it?” Perkins asked.

  I nodded, feeling suddenly limp.

  “Thought so.” He was looking at me curiously. “He hopped a northbound flight and persuaded the pilot to land him here.” I thought he was going to question me, but in the end he went over to his bed and began to undress. “By the way,” he said, “I got your message through to Goose.”

  “Thanks.”

  “I couldn’t get Ledder. But they’ll give it to him.”

  “Sorry to have been a nuisance.”

  “Oh, that’s all right.” He hesitated, unwilling to leave it at that. But when I didn’t say anything, he switched off the light and got into bed. “You’ve another hour and a half before Luigi calls you.” And then he added. “You don’t want Laroche to know where you’ve gone, do you?”

  “No,” I said.

  “Okay, I won’t tell him. And I won’t tell him about the message either.”

  “Thank you.” And I added, “You’ve been a good friend.”

  “Aye, well, I like to help anybody from the Old Country. Good night and bon voyage, as the French say.”

  A moment later he was snoring peacefully. But I couldn’t sleep, for my mind was too full of Laroche’s visit. His manner had been so strange, and the tension in him; there was something there, something I didn’t understand, some secret locked away inside him. The way he had said: I suppose you think I killed them. And that interest in the Ferguson Expedition—it was almost pathological. Or was his manner, everything, the result of his injury? All I knew was that he’d left Briffe alive and that I had to find somebody who would believe me—or else locate this Lake of the Lion myself.

  It seemed an age before the truck came. But at last I heard it draw up outside and then the light in the passage went on and the driver poked his head round the door. “If you want the ballast train, mister, you better hurry.”

  Perkins didn’t stir. He lay on his back with his mouth open, snoring. I slipped into my clothes and went out to the truck with my suitcase. The night was bitterly cold—no stars now, not a glimmer of light from the sleeping camp. We took the same road with its iron ruts, bumping and lurching out past the airstrip buildings to the ballast pit where the train stood black in the headlights on the top of an embankment.

  The driver set me down right below the caboose. It was an old-fashioned guard’s van with an iron chimney poking out through the roof, and as the truck drove off, a torch flashed above me. “Who’s that?” a voice called out of the night. And when I explained, he shouted, “Henri! Passenger for you.”

  An oil lamp flickered beside the ballast wagons and a voice answered, “Bon, bon.” He was there waiting for me when I reached the track. “Bonjour, M’sieur.” The lamp was flashed on my face. “Ah, but of course. You are Eenglish, no? I am Henri Gaspard.” As he shook my hand his face showed in the glow of the lamp he held. It was a sad, lined face with a little waxed moustache. Incredibly he wore an old C.P.R. pillbox hat complete with gold braid. The effect in this desolate place was strangely old-world, as though he had stepped out of a print illustrating the dress of a soldier of the Grande Armée. “You are only just in time, mon ami. We are leaving now.” He led me to the caboose and waved me in. “My ’ome,” he sa
id. “Entrez, M’sieur.”

  He left me then and I swung myself up into the van. Inside it was spotlessly clean and surprisingly cosy. There was a cabin with lower and upper berths on either side, and beyond that a sort of saloon with leather-cushioned seats and a table, and right at the end a wood-fired stove as big as a kitchen range. Mahogany panels and the oil lamp swung from the roof completed the Edwardian atmosphere.

  I sat down, suddenly exhausted. Lying in that dark room in the bunkhouse, thinking of Laroche, I had been afraid I should never make this next stage, and now I was here.

  For a long time nothing happened, and then suddenly there were shouts and a whistle blew. I went out on to the platform at the back. Torches flickered along the line and the black silence of the night was suddenly broken by the mournful hoot of the locomotive. Couplings clashed in a rising crescendo of sound that culminated in the caboose being jerked into motion. Henri swung himself up on to the platform beside me. “Alors, n’marchons.”

  I stayed there, watching the single lit window that marked the airstrip buildings slide past. After that there was nothing, no glimmer of light, no sign of the camp. The jackpine forest had closed round us and there was only the rattle of the wheels on the rail joints and the cold and the black night. I went back into the warmth of the caboose where the oil lamp danced on its hook and Henri stood at the stove brewing coffee.

  I had a cup of coffee and a cigarette with him, and then excused myself and went to bed in one of the upper bunks. This time I fell asleep at once and lay like a log, only dimly conscious of the stops and the sound of movement and voices. And after a long time there were shouts and the clash of couplings and I woke up, feeling cold and cramped and sweaty with sleeping in my clothes. And when I rolled over to face the grimy window, I found myself staring out into a cold grey world of Christmas trees all dusted white with snow, and I could hardly believe it.

  I clambered slowly down from the bunk and went out to the rear of the caboose. Men were walking along beside the train, winding open the double floor doors of the wagons so that they spilled ballast out on either side of the track as they trundled slowly forward. The rails ran out behind us in two black threads that were finally swallowed up in the white of the jackpine, and when I dropped to the ground so that I could look ahead, it was the same … there was nothing anywhere in that cold, harsh world but the train, a black and lonely intruder.

  I climbed back into the caboose, for I wasn’t dressed for this sort of cold. There was nobody else there now and I sat on the lower berth, shivering and looking out through the window. A board with 235 painted on it slid past and shortly afterwards the train clanked over some points and stopped. We shunted backwards then, switching on to another track, and finally came to rest. “Le fin du voyage,” Henri called to me from the rear platform. “Come. I give you to my friend Georges.”

  I followed him out of the caboose to find we were on a section of double track. Parked close behind us was a line of old coaches with smoke rising from their iron chimneys. “Bunk-’ouse train,” Henri said as we trudged through soft snow already more than an inch deep. “You get brekf’st ’ere.” He looked down at my shoes. “Pas bon,” he said, and shook his head. “You get clothes from store queek, mon ami—or you die, eh?” And he smiled at me. “C’est le mauvais temps. The snow, she come too soon this year.”

  We clambered up into the fourth coach. A bare trestle table with wooden benches on either side ran the length of it, and from the far end came the smell of coffee and the sizzle of frying. It was hot like an oven after the cold outside. “Georges!” A big man in a dirty white apron emerged. I was introduced and then Henri shook my hand and left. “Breakfast in quarter of an hour,” Georges said and disappeared into the cookhouse.

  A little later men began to pile in, a mixed, half-dressed crowd who filled the benches and sat there, still red-eyed with sleep and not talking. A boy heaped food on the table—steaks and bacon and eggs, great piles of bread, pots of coffee and tea and tin bowls full of cornflakes. It was a gargantuan breakfast eaten hurriedly, the only conversation shouted demands to pass this or that. And then they were gone as quickly as they had come, like a plague of locusts, leaving behind a table full of scraps and the swill bin at the end half full, with their plates piled and their knives and forks in a tub of hot water.

  What did I do now? I sat there, finishing my coffee, whilst the boy cleared the debris from the table. Outside the snow was thicker than ever, big wet flakes swirling softly. There was the hoot of a diesel and then the empty ballast train went clanking past the windows. And when it was gone there was nothing but the empty track and beyond that a dreary view of stunted jackpine growing reluctantly out of flat, swampy ground, and everything white with snow. I hadn’t expected the winter to be so early.

  And then Georges came in and I asked him how I could get up to Head of Steel. “Is anybody going up from here, do you think?” I asked him.

  He shook his head. “The boys ’ere are ballast gang. They’re rail lifting and packing the ballast you just brought up. They ain’t going to Head of Steel. But I guess there’ll be somebody come through with a gas car during the day.” And he added, “You want some clothes? It’s cold riding them little speeders.”

  “Can I get some here?” I asked. “I had to leave in a hurry.…”

  He nodded. “Guess I can fix you up. The boys are always leaving stuff behind. But they’ll be cast-offs mind.”

  He went out and a few minutes later came back with a sordid looking bundle. “Sort those over an’ take anything you fancy.” He dumped them on the table. “There’s a parka there ain’t at all bad, an’ there’s a pair of boots look all right.” He nodded and left me.

  The parka was a padded waterproof jacket, black with grease and dirt, and its hood was torn. There was an old fur cap with ear flaps and a pair of gloves with the fingers worn through and waterproof trousers stiff with grease. The trousers were tight and the parka too big, but there was a pair of boots that were a reasonable fit. I went into the kitchen and tried to buy them off him with the twenty dollars Lands had given me, but he said they weren’t worth anything anyway; and after that I went back to the diner and sat there, staring out of the window, watching the track.

  But the track remained empty. Nothing came. And now that I was equipped to withstand the weather, the snow stopped and the sun came out.

  I was still there when the ballast gang returned for lunch. Halfway through a large steak I thought I heard the hoot of a locomotive. It was a faint, far-away sound, scarcely audible above the noise of fifty men shovelling energy back into their bodies, but I jumped to my feet and went to the door, peering out along the line of the through track.

  At first I thought I must have been mistaken. North and south the track was empty, the black lines running out into the nothingness of Labrador. Then it came again, a sad sound carried by the wind, and far down the track to the south my eyes became focused on a small blob that didn’t seem to move, but yet grew steadily larger.

  I jumped down and stood beside the track, watching it grow until I could see the yellow of the diesel’s paintwork against the drab white background of melting snow. It passed the points into the double track and as it came thundering down on me, I could feel the weight of it beating at the ground under my feet.

  The track in front of me was leaping under the vibration, and then it was on me with a rush of air, pressing me back against the dining coach. There was a smell of hot oil, a glimpse of huge driving wheels, and behind it clattered a long line of steel transporters, their specially-constructed bogies beating a rapid tattoo. Wagons full of sleepers followed and, behind them, two coaches, and finally the caboose.

  I clambered back into the diner and sat down again at the table. “Was that the supply train?” I asked the man next to me.

  He nodded, his mouth full, and I finished my steak, wondering whether Laroche had been in one of the coaches.

  The men were beginning to drift back
to work and I went with them. Their transport, parked at the tail-end of the bunkhouse train, consisted of small rail cars, hitched together in trains of three. With their upright coachwork, they looked like the rolling stock of an old-fashioned mountain railway. “Are you going up towards Head of Steel?” I asked the foreman. But he shook his head. He had a small, open speeder with a Perspex windshield and I stood and watched him as he put it in gear, eased forward the belt drive clutch and went trundling down the track behind his gang. He paused just clear of the points to switch them back to the through-track position and then ran on down the line, the fussy putter of the engine dwindling rapidly.

  The brief interlude of sun was over. The world was cold and grey and I went back to the warmth of the diner, wishing now that I’d come up on the supply train. The tables had been cleared, the benches pushed back against the sides of the coach. It was nearly one-thirty. Farrow would be headed for home now. But it was difficult to believe in England up here in this wild country. I sat down by one of the windows, staring out across the empty main track to the solid wall of jackpine beyond. I’d give it until three. If I didn’t get a lift by three I’d start walking. Ten miles … say, four hours. I’d be at Head of Steel about dusk. Nobody would see me then and I could slip past the supply train and head north.

  Time passed slowly and nobody came up the line. And then, when it was almost three and I was getting ready to leave, voices sounded below the window, and a moment later the door at the end slid back with a crash, and two men entered, shouting for Georges and demanding coffee and doughnuts. “Mr. Lands been through here yet?” the elder of the two asked.

  “Sorry, Mr. Steel, I don’t see him for two weeks or more,” Georges answered. Steel came on into the diner, pulling off his fur-lined gloves and throwing them on to the table. He was dressed entirely in olive green with a peaked ski cap, and his thin, lined face looked pinched with cold. “You here about this esker that’s been located?” he asked, looking straight at me.