Yuletide Enchantment
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No, Daegan’s kiss was not like the earl’s. The way her body seemed to come alive in his arms was nothing short of magical.
“Isobel,” Daegan murmured as he nuzzled the space beneath her ear. “How can I make you see that this is not a dream? That I am really here with you?”
“Kiss me again,” she whispered. Her body ached for more, more than a kiss, she knew. She might be a virgin, but at one and twenty, she knew of matters between men and women. She knew what she wanted from Daegan. “Please,” she begged, clutching at his shoulders. “I know what I want, and that is you.”
His violet eyes seemed to darken as he once more lowered his head and captured her mouth. This time, though, the carefulness was gone, replaced by a thrilling hunger that fueled her blood.
Daegan was ravenous in his kiss, his lips commanding hers, his tongue dueling with her own. And his hands . . . Good lord, he left no place on her untouched. The edges of her breasts, her hips, her buttocks. She moaned into his mouth when he cupped her bottom in his hands and deepened his kiss, plunging his tongue into her mouth.
She mewled against him, accepting whatever he would give her. When he broke the kiss and pressed his lips against her bounding pulse, she sighed and closed her eyes, allowing herself to indulge in the forbidden pleasure.
“You know not how long I have waited for you,” he groaned as his lips brushed her throat. “In Annwyn time moves much slower than in your world. An hour spent here is but a minute in your world. Imagine the torture I have endured waiting.”
She heard what he was saying, but could not focus on the words or make sense of them. She only wanted more, more kisses, more touches. And she wanted those caresses to be on her bare skin.
“Please,” she whispered into his silky hair. “You know what I want, Daegan.”
“Yes. I know what you want, muirnín. And I will give it to you.”
Daegan’s lips and tongue tasted the sweet skin of Isobel’s throat and the swells of her breasts. Her hands were fisted in his hair, clutching and tugging, begging him without words for more. The way she said his name did strange things to his brain, making him think of nothing other than hearing her shout it as he slid inside her. She whimpered when he pulled at the satin tie of her wrapper. He pulled the garment from her and let it fall to the ground. Then he reached for the sleeve of her night rail, tugging until he revealed one perfect coral-tipped breast.
“You are so beautiful, Isobel,” he said with reverence ringing in his voice. “You were made to be savored in the moonlight.”
Her passion-glazed eyes met his and she smiled. “Will you savor me, then, Daegan?”
“Aye. Forever.”
He circled her erect nipple with his tongue, making her moan. Her body was warm, flaring to life beneath his hands. In the circle of the grove, his magic spell hovered, keeping out the winter chill and wind. She would be warm in this grove. Protected. She would be his.
Pulling away, he met her gaze. “I must have you, Isobel.” He didn’t wait for her reply, but took her lips hungrily, kissing her with all the need and desire that was swimming in his veins. She felt so soft against him, so right. Her breasts were full and high, and made for his mouth and hands. And her thighs hugged and molded his erection as if she had been designed for him. Everything about her was perfect.
Isobel felt her legs weaken as Daegan started to slide her nightgown down over her hips. His mouth followed the trail of the silk, his lips grazing her skin as he slowly exposed her. With shaking hands she clasped his head in her hands while he kneaded her belly with his mouth, the masculine scent of him wafting up to heighten her senses. Instinctively her fingers curled in his hair, clenching tightly as he nuzzled her curls through her chemise.
His mouth made her crazed. The lust she felt made her dizzy. She wanted him, whatever he would do to her. Even though she was betrothed to St. Clair, she wanted this night with Daegan.
On his knees, he kissed her sex. Hungrily, she clutched at his shoulders. When he lifted her leg and placed it over his shoulder, exposing her, she moaned and raked her fingers through his silky hair. His tongue was hot, wet, scorching her. She should be ashamed of what she was doing, but the pleasure was so great that she shoved the guilt away and enjoyed Daegan’s tongue.
Soon she was scratching her nails down his shoulders, biting her lip to keep from crying out as she began to shake. When the trembling was over, he looked up at her, his eyes dark and unreadable.
“Be with me, muirnín.” He lifted her into his arms as if she weighed nothing more than a feather. “Let me show you what it can be like for us.”
Their gazes met and held, and Isobel saw the hope and hesitation in his eyes before he set her down on a bed that was cushioned with furs. How had it suddenly appeared in the middle of the grove?
A dream, she reminded herself. A lovely, passionate, vivid dream.
“Say that tonight you’ll give yourself to me, Isobel.”
“Yes.” And she would savor the memories of this dream for many, many nights. She wanted this, and she wanted to experience it with Daegan. No man had ever made her feel this way, so conscious of her femininity, of her own desires and needs. She felt beautiful and sensual, and tonight she was going to give in to temptation.
Kneeling, Daegan placed her legs over each of his muscled thighs. His hands, a stark contrast against her pale flesh continued to slide up her sides to cup and squeeze her breasts. “You won’t ever regret this, Isobel,” he vowed, trailing his tongue up her belly. His silky hair tickled the undersides of her breasts, making her skin erupt in gooseflesh.
“I could never regret anything I do with you.” She sighed deeply. How could she regret something that felt this wonderful? Good lord, if she didn’t know better, she would say she loved him. But he was only a dream, no matter how handsome, how powerful. A dream of a lover who was as ensnared by her as she was by him.
His head was atop her breasts, his eyes searching hers through the pale shaft of moonlight. He looked boyish and vulnerable, and infinitely lovable. “Tonight, I will show you why you were made for me.”
She watched him unfasten the pewter clasp to his cloak, tossing it to the foot of the bed. Then he removed his shirt with short, vicious movements, flinging it onto the ground along with his trousers and boots before turning to rest lightly atop her. The instant his naked body made contact with hers, Isobel felt a jolt of awareness. He felt heavy and warm and very male.
“No other man shall ever have you. You’re mine, Isobel. You have been since the first time I saw you.”
His possessive words thrilled her and she moaned, angling her hips so that his fingers would dip lower and part her. “Please.”
“Please what?” he teased, his tongue laving her nipple before he captured it between his teeth and bit gently. “Please stop?”
“No.”
“Tell me, Isobel.”
His mouth was pure magic, and just when she thought she couldn’t stand it any longer, he turned his attention to her other breast, all the while his fingers continuing to tease the flesh of her sex.
“Make love to me,” she panted, her hips arching fiercely in order to feel more of his touch.
And then his mouth was on hers, his lips and tongue demanding as his fingers parted her and stroked her. She cried out when she felt him insert one, then another finger. “Please,” she gasped.
Daegan had never had a woman beg for his touch before. Never had a female made him so aware of his virility. Everything about Isobel pulled and tugged at the primitive urges buried deep inside him. The desire to take her was strong, almost impossible to resist. All his senses cried out to sink himself inside her tight welcoming body and claim her for himself.
She rocked against his hand. He watched as she learned and responded to the rhythm of his touch, her hips moving seductively in time to his fingers as they pleasured her.
She was built so perfectly and lush, with full breasts and hips. The Sidhe females were tall and le
an, small breasted and narrow hipped. The males of his race had to challenge each other for them, and the male who won spent the rest of the night proving his worthiness to be her mate. It was as much a battle of wills as it was pleasure. But this, with Isobel, was true magic. She was soft and feminine, yielding to his skills. Her desire and acceptance made him feel more virile and masculine than his hardest-won conquest—a conquest he could no longer remember.
As he looked down at Isobel lying beneath him, he realized that this would forever be his, this pleasure, this lazy and perfect loving. And this woman. Mortal or not, she was the only female he wanted.
Daegan reached for her hands and pinned them in his, holding them above her head. Her breasts brushed his mouth, teasing him with taut, coral nipples. His erection was riding hard between her soft thighs, driving him forward, urging him to part her. To take her in an act of raw possession.
He gave in, parting her with his shaft, allowing himself to slide along her, feeling the slickness of her desire covering him. Her tongue came out to wet her lips and he captured it with his mouth, imitating what his body would soon be doing inside her.
And then he was inside her, filling her as she continued to tremble, his strong hands fitting her thighs against his waist as he pushed farther and farther into her body.
Isobel moaned his name, unable to disguise the desire—God help her, the love in her voice.
“Say my name again, muirnín,” he whispered.
“Daegan,” she whimpered as he pushed past the last remaining barrier of her virginity.
And then he was moving atop her, the muscles of his shoulders and arms bunching and tightening with his exertion. His strokes were slow and intentional, forcing her to take all of him, and she did, took everything he had to offer and gave what she could of herself, including her budding love. She didn’t know how it could happen so fast. It was impossible. But anything was possible in dreams, she reminded herself, even making love on a bed in the middle of an enchanted forest!
Wrapping her legs around his lean waist, Isobel followed him, rising up to meet his thrusts. There was no pain, only pleasure as he loved her, held her tight and kissed her cheek.
“My God, it’s never been like this,” he groaned into her ear. “You feel so good. So right.”
Isobel felt his seed start to spill inside her. His breath came in harsh pants as he rested his head between her breasts. Isobel drank in the scent of her perfume mixed provocatively with Daegan’s spicy scent. Thinking he was finished, she hugged him tight, but he rolled with her, bringing her atop him.
He smiled as she squeaked in surprise, “You didn’t think I was done with you?”
She moaned, unable to say anything when his fingers circled the top of her sex. The strange vibration she felt when she touched him was magnified when he touched her there.
“Come for me, Isobel.” He encouraged her in a husky whisper before he captured her breast and began to suckle. The rhythm of his finger and his mouth synched, and her hips rocked. He was still hard and filling her deep as he showed her how to move.
She clutched at his shoulders and cried out, unable to bear the sensations rushing at her, and all along he brought her higher, wouldn’t let her stop or push his hand away. Then she was trembling and shaking and clutching him wildly, hoping she would never awaken from this dream.
Chapter Seven
Isobel snuggled up to Daegan and closed her eyes as he trailed his fingers along her naked shoulder. She thought her dream would have ended by now, yet here she was, still in the forest, and in bed with Daegan.
“How do you feel?” he asked, and she smiled at the concern she heard in his voice.
“Alive,” she murmured, purring like a well-f ed kitten.
“I fear I was too rough for your first time. I went too fast, took what I wanted before thinking of you, and what you desired.”
“I got what I wanted,” she said as she yawned, “you making love to me.”
He gathered her close and squeezed her tight. Her hands wrapped around his waist, and she marveled at the strength in him. “What’s this?” she asked as her fingertips brushed a ragged edge in his side. Pulling away, she saw the angry red mark below his nipple.
“Do you not remember the arrow?” he asked, puzzled.
“The arrow hit the stag,” she murmured, drawing away from him. “In the same spot.”
“Isobel,” he whispered, reaching for her. “Do not be afraid.”
“What are you?” she cried, kicking at him from beneath the fur blankets. She wanted to wake up—now.
“I am Daegan, Prince of the Sidhe. You are in Annwyn. My world.”
The breath left her lungs as she grappled with what he was saying. “No,” she cried, trying to wake up from this dream that was turning into a nightmare. “I don’t believe—”
He caught her face in his hands. “You must believe. Look around you, Isobel. You’re not at home, in your bed. You’re in my world. My bed.”
“This is just a dream. You’re not real. The Otherworld isn’t real.”
“Does this not feel real?” he asked, kissing her. “Was it not real when we were making love?”
It had certainly felt real. But how was any of this possible? It wasn’t logical.
“There are many things that mortals do not understand, Isobel. My kind is only one of the mysteries out there.”
“You’re an animal,” she gasped, her gaze dropping to the scar left by the arrow.
“I am a Sidhe who can, by birth and magic, shift into the shape of a white hart.”
“You’re . . . you’re not a man.”
“No. But I feel as a man feels. I hurt as a man does when the woman he desires, the woman he has loved for so long, rejects him.”
Some of her fear and disbelief left her. If his words were untrue, would she have seen the sincerity, the hurt shining in his violet eyes?
“You don’t have pointy ears,” she blurted out as she stared at him. “And you’re not small.”
He smiled and brushed her hair over her shoulder. “Pixies are small, as are brownies. They’re mischief makers. I am of the Sidhe, a fairy race that looks mortal. I do not have pointy ears, or wings. But I can weave magic.” He waved his hand to encompass the grove. “I used magic tonight to make it warm for you. I placed an enchantment spell on your clan pin so that you will return to me and these woods night after night.”
“Why?” she asked in a breathless whisper, her heart beating madly in her chest.
“Because I have loved you for many years, Isobel, and have only been waiting until the right moment to reveal myself.”
“And why is this the right time?”
“I could not bear to see you married to another. Not when I want you as my wife.”
Isobel swallowed hard. He was everything she had dreamed of in a husband. He loved her, he was considerate and passionate. There would be pleasure with him. But even if she could bring herself to believe his story, what future could there be for them? He was magical. And she was a mortal without any special powers. She could never have him for her husband, not really.
He must have known what she was thinking, because he reached for her and brought her into his arms. “I have taken your virginity, Isobel. That makes you mine. That is the way of mortals, isn’t it?”
“No, it is not. I am the Earl of St. Clair’s. The contract is already drawn up. There is nothing that can stop it.”
With a growl, he pulled away from her, his eyes black. “Do you think a mere mortal can stop me from having you? I am stronger and smarter than any human. My magic knows no bounds. Nothing could stop me from keeping you here, with me.”
“No,” she cried. She was well afraid now, afraid of being trapped in something she did not understand.
“You’re mine,” he raged, reaching for her hands. “And a Sidhe never gives up what is rightfully his.”
“I am no pawn, Daegan, for either man or Sidhe.”
“You’re b
ound to me, not by magic, Isobel, but by love. Only allow yourself to admit the truth.”
“It can never be, Daegan. I’m sorry!”
“Isobel!” he cried, reaching for her but clutching only thin air. She seemed to be floating away, and the last thing she saw was Daegan on his knees calling for her to come back.
With a jolt, she awakened in her own bed. The dawn was breaking, the sun an orange disc rising slowly above the white clouds.
She was awake. Alone. Dressed, she realized, in her nightgown and wrapper. The remnants of her dream came back to her, and she realized that her breasts felt swollen and her thighs were stiff, as if she had been in the saddle too long. And then she saw it. The small, circular red stain on her nightgown, and knew her night with Daegan was no dream. It had been real. She had given her virginity to an immortal who could never be hers.
She cried then, her feelings finally unguarded. What was she to do now? How would she explain her loss of virginity to St. Clair?
Even as she thought it, she knew she could not marry the earl. As strange and as impossible as it sounded, she loved Daegan. How had it happened? She barely knew him—no, that wasn’t the truth. Somehow she had felt him as a presence in her life these past years.
Lying down, she snuggled her cheek into the pillow and sniffled away the last of her tears. Sunlight crept in through her bed curtains, illuminating the clan pin that lay on the empty pillow beside her. Daegan had enchanted her pin. He’d told her that the spell would bring her back to the forest—to Annwyn—night after night. The pin was the link to him, the spell that drew her.
Jumping up, Isobel snatched the pin from the pillow and shoved it to the back of a drawer in her wardrobe. She would forget about the pin. Would never touch it again. Putting it out of mind would free her from the spell, and Daegan’s hold. For she needed to break the hold he had over her. They could never really be together. A mortal and a Sidhe? No, it would never work.