Bound by the Unborn Baby

by Bella Bucannon

  In truth, she’d triggered something inside him from the moment they’d met—something incomprehensible. She didn’t fit his long-term plan in any way. Grieving and haunted, she was determined not to stay in Australia. He wouldn’t stop her leaving, though he’d give her support for as long as she wished. He wasn’t perfect, but the child she carried needed a parent as hang-up-free as possible. And right now he needed her to answer her damn phone.

  Grabbing a printed report on his Gold Coast hotel, he sprawled on the long sofa, his mug and mobile on the low table by his side. Normally he’d have been elated that the renovations were on schedule and under budget.

  Startled by his ringtone, he almost knocked over his coffee in his haste to grab his phone. His adrenaline spiked when he saw the caller ID. He sucked in air, tried to project a calm he definitely didn’t feel.

  ‘Alina.’

  ‘Ethan, I’m sorry.’

  Her distressed voice chilled his heart. Feigned calm flew out of the window. He was on his feet, striding to grab his jacket as he spoke.

  ‘What’s wrong? Where are you? I’ll come for you.’ Hell, he felt as desperate as he sounded.

  ‘No! It’s nothing. I’m an idiot, that’s all.’ Breathless. Anxious.

  He stilled. Wished he was there so he could see her face, read how upset she really was. ‘Tell me.’

  ‘I went to visit my husband’s aunt. We sat in the garden and my bag was inside, on her sofa. I missed all your calls.’

  Spontaneous laughter surged up his throat and burst out at the simple explanation. She was all right. She was safe. He perched on his desk, torn between pure relief and self-reproach for worrying so much.

  ‘It’s not funny. I’ve got six messages from you.’

  Her slightly miffed tone was endearing.

  ‘I’m just glad you’re okay. Where are you now?’

  ‘Sitting on a bus.’

  He wanted her here, wanted to hold her. Wanted to shake her for scaring him. Kiss her until she melted in his arms.

  ‘Why were you calling?’ she added.

  ‘My father rang, asking if we could arrive half an hour earlier tonight.’

  She was always ready on time—he could have called when he left the office. Then he wouldn’t have had two hours of angst. Or heard her sweet, apologetic voice.

  ‘No last-minute reprieve, huh?’

  ‘I’m afraid not. You’re sure you’re okay?’ He sure as hell hadn’t been, two minutes ago.

  ‘I’m fine. I’m truly sorry for worrying you, Ethan.’

  ‘Worrying me? You, my sweet, are putting me through emotions I can’t even name.’

  He ended the call, huffing the air from his lungs as he tossed his phone onto his desk. He wasn’t normally prone to panic. If there was a problem he coolly and methodically searched for a solution.

  Was this new apprehension going to be part of his future? A normality of being a parent? He’d probably be overloaded with advice and disaster stories once his friends found out about his impending fatherhood. Knowing they’d be there for him and his child, he’d take it all in the spirit it would be given.

  Alina had said she had no family, and yet there was this aunt—her husband’s aunt. And maybe other relatives? How close was she to them? Close enough to want to re-establish contact. Why deny them before? Why turn to them now?

  Hell, he’d hardly learnt anything about her; she kept her guard up tight. That hadn’t been an issue when they’d met and agreed to marry for the child’s sake. Now she was real to him, she was special in a way he’d never felt before. He wanted to be the one she reached out to for support.

  * * *

  Alina wriggled uneasily on the bus seat. Unflappable, down-to-earth Ethan had been rattled until she’d explained. If that teenager texting with his head bent hadn’t bumped into her, she wouldn’t have thought to check her phone. An incident she’d skip mentioning. She accepted his reasons for being over-protective, preferred not to give him cause to be more so.

  She replayed his words in her mind. He’d seemed genuinely concerned for her. The tenderness in his voice during that last remark had almost had her saying, Ditto.

  Once he’d recovered from the initial shock of her pregnancy he’d been very supportive. He hadn’t pressured her for the details of her life she’d rather keep private. And, while his physical attraction to her was obvious, his manner had been conciliatory, letting her set the boundaries.

  * * *

  It was parent confrontation time. Ethan glanced at the dashboard clock and eased his foot on the accelerator. Alina sat quietly, hadn’t said much at all since he’d arrived home. There’d only been time for him to grab a quick shower and change before leaving. He’d still had the reality of her having relatives on his mind, hadn’t wanted to talk either. Even if he could figure out how to bring up the subject, now was not the time.

  He glanced over. She was staring ahead, pale and rigid, as if being driven to the guillotine. Her left hand was hidden but he’d bet it was doing that finger dance. His heart wrenched. Sweet, brave Alina, with demons he could only imagine, was prepared to confront his ultra-judgemental parents for his benefit, and he was jealous because she’d called someone who’d be on her side.

  Jealous! No, he couldn’t be. He flicked her another look, felt a deep surge of tenderness. Accepted the reality of that emotion, new for him.

  Taking his hand from the wheel, he gently covered hers for a few seconds. ‘You are beautiful, Alina Fletcher. I’m proud to have you by my side—any time, anywhere.’

  His reward was a tentative smile. He wanted more.

  Alina toyed with her hair, smoothed her skirt over her slightly rounded belly. Was it too late to ask him to take her home? Too late. Too cowardly. They were the child’s nearest relatives, next to him. Maybe they’d mellow with age; grandparents often did. She’d be gone soon, so any adverse judgement on her shouldn’t impact on Ethan or the baby.

  The vibes she’d picked up from Ethan had exacerbated her tension, turning the butterflies in her tummy to turbulent judders. She wished she were anywhere else—like on the Manly Ferry, steaming across the heads, wind blowing her hair, spray cooling her cheeks. And Ethan surrounding her, his chest at her back, arms at her sides. Shielding her. Protective.

  Her eyes widened and she pressed back in her seat as they drove through the gates of the formidable James couple’s opulent home. It was a two-storey, luxurious mansion, like something out of a magazine, set in flawless landscaped gardens. The back area was as impressive as the front.

  They pulled up. Reluctant to leave the security of the vehicle, she sat, vaguely aware of him moving around the front of the vehicle, opening her door and hunkering down beside her. Gentle fingers stroked her arm. Empathetic eyes met hers when she looked up.

  ‘Remember, this is all for show. The house. The decor. Their attitude. Real life is you, me and our baby.’

  His hand splayed protectively over her stomach, radiating warmth with his touch, diminishing her fears. A little.

  ‘You won’t be left alone with either of them. They can insinuate all they like; they’ll only learn what we choose to tell them.’

  Unbuckling her seatbelt, he helped her out. She gripped his hand, felt his flesh dent under her nails. ‘I’m worried I’ll let you down.’

  He shook his head. ‘Impossible. You’re the bravest woman I’ve ever met. Our marriage, our lives, are exactly that. Ours. Don’t forget, it’s they who are on notice.’

  Giving her that special Ethan smile, he raised her hand and pressed his lips to her palm. Electrifying quivers sped along her veins, through her, settling in her stomach. A lovely, if slightly scary feeling. She smiled back and he led her round to the front steps. She was thankful her flowing dress hid her condition, grateful for the strength of his fingers
entwined with hers.

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  ETHAN RANG THE DOORBELL, wishing they were home...alone. Alina’s trembling vibrated through his palm and his heart twisted. Taking her into his arms, he kissed her for comfort, keeping it tender. Until he heard her contented sigh. Until she softened into him.

  ‘Try to contain yourself, Ethan. There’s no excuse for a public exhibition.’

  Alina flinched. Ethan barely stirred at the caustic remark from behind him, though his gut tightened with irritation. Then he reluctantly lifted his head, scanning the large empty garden before grinning wryly.

  ‘Hardly public, Father.’

  His chest expanded as he smiled down at Alina, seeing her sweet blush and the glow in her eyes. He’d done that—taken her from apprehension to desire. With a kiss that contained a promise for later.

  ‘Alina, this is my father—Martin James. Father, I’d like you to meet Alina Fletcher.’

  His father inclined his head towards her. ‘Please come in, Ms Fletcher.’

  Embarrassment flooded Ethan at the stilted remark. He stiffened, quite prepared to walk away. Alina forestalled him, moving forward, hand extended. Leaving his father no choice but to accept her greeting.

  ‘Thank you, Mr James. It’s very kind of you and your wife to invite me.’ Deliciously tongue in cheek.

  The air whooshed from his lungs. He stared in admiration at this poised woman whom he’d sensed had been ready to bolt a few minutes ago. She’d been surprising him from the moment they met. Anticipation of the months ahead zipped along his veins.

  They entered together, Alina’s hand in his once more. Was she comparing the cold, immaculate decor to the welcoming, comfy atmosphere of Louise’s courtyard home in Barcelona? He did—every time he came here.

  A sharp intake of breath at his side made him aware he was crushing her fingers. He loosened his grip, gave her an apologetic glance—and was completely thrown when she winked her left eye at him. A simple act that triggered a fuzzy memory of something shared. Of concealed laughter.

  Alina noticed his startled expression, but had no time to jog his memory. Sophia James was waiting for them. She lifted her chin, quite prepared to confront the woman who would one day take great pleasure in telling her son, I told you so.

  He knew it, accepted it, and would handle it with his natural diplomacy. At least he’d have the consolation of his son or daughter.

  Why the sudden depression? She’d asked for her freedom—had to have it. Had to keep moving. No ties. No commitments. Keep the memories blocked out. She feared there was now going to be so much more she’d have to not remember.

  Sophia was standing regally, ready to be greeted. She reminded Alina of the titled women of history—so proud, so extremely conscious of their presumed status in life. With another quick squeeze of her hand Ethan led her forward, not letting go as he greeted his mother with a light kiss on her proffered cheek.

  ‘Mother, you’ve already met Alina—though I understand it was a brief encounter.’

  Alina hoped she was the only one who heard the nuances in his introduction. Felt a flush of warmth at his championship.

  ‘Yes, it was quite a surprise. Welcome, Alina.’ Sophia gave her an obligatory social air-kiss on both cheeks. ‘Shall we all sit for drinks?’ She raised a perfectly trimmed eyebrow at Alina. ‘Do you have a favourite cocktail, my dear?

  ‘Iced water, thank you. I don’t drink.’

  Spoken so woodenly she didn’t recognise her voice. She cringed inside at the pointed look exchanged between the older couple. This wasn’t a family dinner; it was a formal... She didn’t know what it was.

  She did know she had the support of the man whose firm hand now guided her to the deep-cushioned sofa. For as long as she stayed in Australia—maybe even longer. His innate integrity ensured that he’d never betray or disown her. Life would have been so much better if only this staid, society-obsessed couple had appreciated the genuine affable qualities of their children.

  Ethan kept his arm around her, even after a pointed scowl from his father when he gave them their drinks. He now fully comprehended the primitive male urge to protect a mate. It reinforced his determination to have everyone believe that he had married for love.

  ‘How is the Gold Coast hotel coming along, Ethan? Is the projected opening still viable?’

  ‘Yes, Father, but I’d rather not talk business. This is family time. Mother, I hear the charity night at the opera house you helped organise was a great success?’

  ‘Thank you, Ethan. I’d hoped to see you there.’

  ‘Not my scene. To support your cause I did buy three double tickets, as a bonus for ardent followers at work.’

  ‘Opera’s an acquired taste. You never gave it a chance,’ his father stated.

  ‘Simone attended with her parents,’ his mother chimed in. ‘She was very gracious with her condolences, and apologised for missing Louise’s funeral due to a modelling assignment in New York.’

  Her voice slowed as Ethan’s head jerked up. His brow furrowed as a powerful surge of emotion ripped through him. Louise. The wink.

  He flicked a quick glance at Alina, whose gaze was focused on his mother.

  His sister’s favourite ploy as a child—and sometimes in adulthood—had been winking, always with the left eye, to defuse a tense situation. It was one that had so often had them squirming in their seats, trying not to laugh. Alina had deliberately given him a reminder of happy times.

  ‘Simone is the daughter of friends, Alina. She and Ethan have been close for years. Now, tell us about yourself. Do you have a profession?’ Sophia’s words were syrup-sweet, politely phrased with a definite hint of disdain.

  Alina met her condescending brown eyes full-on, thought of how Louise had suffered because of this woman’s attitude, and remembered her happiness when the procedure had worked. In less than a heartbeat all her apprehension evaporated.

  ‘No. I’ve never needed one. I speak three languages fluently; get by in a few others. Travelling through Europe has taught me more than I’d have learnt at any university. Hands-on life is a great teacher.’

  ‘Oh, so how do you make a living?’ Slightly more acidic.

  ‘By accepting honest casual work in a variety of places and industries.’

  She felt disapproval radiate through the room. Should she continue? She hated deceit, even when it was warranted or unavoidable. This wasn’t.

  ‘Barcelona was my base. That’s where I became friends with Leon and Louise.’

  ‘So that’s where you two met? Ethan...’ Sophia stopped talking, flashed a wary look at her son.

  ‘Please continue, Mother.’ Ethan’s arm tightened around her shoulders. His flat, calm tone should have served as a warning. His mother missed it.

  ‘I realise dealing with everything was paramount, but you never mentioned meeting anyone there. It hasn’t even been two months since the accident, and she’s...’

  Another hesitation. Alina guessed it was very unusual for this very outspoken woman.

  ‘She’s what?’ Harsher. A definite signal to back off.

  ‘Oh, come on, Ethan. What do you expect?’ Martin James obviously couldn’t contain himself. ‘You chose not to tell us about her, when you met or how. She’s obviously led a nomadic life, with no ties or responsibilities. Now she’s moved in with you. I assume she’s not working?’

  Alina’s heart pounded; her stomach heaved. She heard the words, understood the implications but not the undertones. They seemed to be talking of someone or something else, using her as the target. She’d been prepared for personal questions or subtle jibes—not this blatant hostility.

  No one had ever treated her this way—as if she weren’t good enough to be in their company. Swinging her head from wife to husband, she saw only harsh dissati
sfaction. She wanted out. She turned to Ethan—and froze.

  Cold chills swept over her as she recalled his pained features after he’d read the surrogacy documents, his fury when she’d suggested his family might not want the baby. Right now he was rigidly controlled, icy. Much more intimidating.

  Ethan had never been angrier. Not when a trusted friend had betrayed his loyalty. Not when a long-time girlfriend had cheated on him. Not even when a stupid, avoidable thing like a faulty brake had taken his sister and his best friend from him.

  The rage building inside him was a culmination of years of their haranguing him to conform to their views, virulent criticism of his own choices. Their deplorable treatment of Leon and Louise. Plus a deep conviction that defending Alina was paramount—above anything he had ever done. Or ever would.

  He rose to his feet, taking her with him, acutely aware that his teeth had ground together and his free hand had balled into a fist. One glance at Alina’s face and his only thought was to get out of there, so he could beg her forgiveness for subjecting her to this poisonous atmosphere.

  ‘This charade is over.’

  ‘Ethan, we—’

  He flicked his hand, silencing his mother, dismissing both parents. Tenderly brushing a curl from Alina’s brow, he kissed her forehead. ‘Let’s go home, darling.’

  He turned his head as they reached the door, subliminally noting their gobsmacked expressions.

  ‘Stay away from our home. Any calls will not be answered or returned.’

  * * *

  The son who’d always been the mediator had finally rebelled.

  Ethan refrained from gunning his car as they left the property. The fierce urge to put distance between him and his parents was tempered by the knowledge that he had the most precious cargo.

  He had no doubt they’d blame Alina, having always previously claimed to their friends that it was business commitments that had caused his withdrawal from their social world. Damn. Idiot. He ought to have insisted their first meeting be held in a restaurant, where they’d have had no choice but to be socially polite.