The Sin Trilogy Bundle: A Necessary Sin, the Next Sin, One Last Sin

by Georgia Cates

  He’s laughing. Again. “Bleu. We met because you were trying to kill my father. I’m sorry but that completely calls your principles into question.”

  Okay. I can see where he might find that concern laughable. “I know. I’m the pot calling the kettle black.”

  “You should never worry about being asked to go against any morals you may have. As my wife, you’d never be expected to dirty your hands.”

  “But that could be a problem as well. I don’t want to do nothing. I would need to be productive. I’d go mad as a stay-at-home wife.”

  “All right. That part is negotiable. What other things have you given thought?”

  This one could be a deal-breaker for him. “I’m not sure I want to bring children into a world where lying, stealing, and murder is acceptable. I want them to understand right from wrong.”

  “You act as though we have no scruples, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. We have strict codes and beliefs in place. Family and honor mean everything to us. Our children would be taught the value of life. I don’t think you can say that about a lot of kids in the world.”

  Let’s see what he has to say about this. “Men in leadership roles tend to have mistresses. I won’t put up with that.”

  “You’re the only woman for me, Bonny. Ever.”

  “What about my sister’s safety?”

  “The blanket of protection over you would extend to her. She won’t be hurt.”

  I don’t agree. Even if no one physically harms her, she’s going to be hurt if I leave her. “If I become one of you, she—nor my father—can know.”

  “Bleu. You’re failing to understand something. Even if you don’t agree to be my wife, you’re already one of us. Your initiation is long-standing. It will never be undone.”

  “I hadn’t thought of it that way.” He’s right. I’m bound to The Fellowship. They aren’t going to let me go.

  “Back to your concerns about your family. Your sister will never know anything about The Fellowship. It’s safer that way. But that also means she’ll never visit us in Edinburgh. We can’t risk her being caught in the middle of Fellowship business and learning who and what we are. We’ll always come to the US to see her. And that could be few and far between after I become leader. I won’t be able to leave often.”

  I’ll gain Sin but lose Ellison. “I can’t leave my sister.”

  “You will. Because you love her and want to keep her safe.”

  This isn’t fair. “I want her shielded from danger but I don’t want to give up seeing her.”

  “You’ll still see her—just not frequently. But you can talk to her as often as you want. Every day, if you like.”

  “It won’t be the same. How would you feel if you couldn’t see Mitch?” That’s probably not the greatest example since Sin and Mitch don’t have a close relationship like Ellison and I do. “Scratch that. How would you feel if you couldn’t see Jamie and Leith?”

  “I wouldn’t like it but I’d do it if that’s what ensured their safety.”

  I’m suddenly wrecked by the realization of what has to happen. And it’s all my fault. I brought this upon myself.

  My wrists remain imprisoned above my head so I turn my face into my upper arm. I don’t want Sin to see my ugly cry.

  “Don’t, Bleu. You know I can’t stand to see you cry.”

  I can’t stop myself. I’m destroyed.

  As I heave to catch my breath, I feel the mattress dip. Sin releases the cuffs and pulls me onto his lap. His arms are wrapped tightly around me. “Ellison’s the only family I’ll have after my dad is gone.”

  He strokes my hair as I cling to him. “That’s not true. You have a huge family waiting for you in Edinburgh.”

  “Then I’m all my sister will have and I’ll be leaving her.”

  He sighs. “I’ll make sure you see Ellison as often as possible.”

  “If I decide to marry you, I can’t go to Edinburgh with you right now. I have to be here for my dad until the end.”

  “I know.” Sin kisses the top of my head. “I’ll wait for you, Bonny. Always.”

  Chapter Four

  Sinclair Breckenridge

  As promised, I’ve given Bleu three days to consider my proposal. I’ve continued to watch over her from afar just as I’ve done for the past three weeks. She’s gone about her life, spending her days with Harry at the hospice and her nights at home.

  The waiting has been more brutal than I anticipated. Each night I wrestled with giving in and going to her. I somehow managed to hold it together and stay away. But now the time has come. Her seventy-two hours are up and I’m ready for an answer.

  I call her cell to forewarn her of my imminent arrival. “Time’s up, Bonny. I’m coming in.”

  “Right now?”

  She sounds as though she’s taken aback but she shouldn’t be. I told her three days. It’s been exactly seventy-two hours since I proposed. “I told you when I’d return. This shouldn’t come as a surprise.”

  “I thought I’d get some kind of forewarning.”

  “You are. This is it.”

  She huffs and I can’t help but find it amusing. It sounds so girly—not at all like my tough lass. “Sin. I’m not prepared.”

  “Then get prepared.” She huffs again to let me know she’s not pleased. “I’m giving you ten minutes and then I’m coming in.”

  “Twenty,” she counters. “I need a bath. It was a long day at the hospital.”

  If I agree to twenty, she’ll take thirty. “Fifteen.”

  “You’re killing me here, Breck.”

  “Fine. I’m coming for you in twenty minutes.” I know I’ll regret conceding.

  “Ellison’s here and she’s still awake. You can’t come to the door.”

  “What do you want me to do? Sneak in through your bedroom window?”

  “No. I’m sneaking out of it.”

  “What are you? Twelve?”

  “Shut up.”

  “Fine. I’ll be waiting at your window in twenty minutes.”

  “Where are you taking me?”

  Our options are limited. “I guess my place.”

  “Okay. See you in thirty.”

  “We agreed on twenty, Bonny.”

  Silence. She ended our call without giving me a chance to argue.

  I’m going to have my work cut out being married to this lass. She’s as good as me when it comes to getting her way. Maybe better.

  * * *

  I remove Bleu’s window screen and tap on the glass—thirty minutes later. She lifts the window and looks down at me, a mischievous grin on her face. She knows she’s been a bad girl. “Hi.”

  “Hi.”

  “You’re ready?”

  “Yeah.” She leans out and swings one leg through. “I didn’t sneak out of my bedroom when it was deemed an age-appropriate thing to do.”

  “Good. I’m the only lad you have any business sneaking off with.”

  I catch her around the waist as she jumps to the ground. “Thanks.”

  We get into the car, me in the driver’s seat. “You’re driving? This is new.”

  “Aye. I sent Sterling away.” As my driver, he’s been present during many pivotal moments of my life but his presence isn’t required during my proposal and engagement.

  At least I hope that’s what this is. My heart tells me she’s going to say yes but there’s no way to be certain with my Bonny Bleu. She can be unpredictable at times.

  I pull into the drive of the house I’m renting. “This is where you’re living?”

  “Aye.”

  “My God! I can’t believe you’ve been living two streets over from me for almost a month and I didn’t figure it out.”

  “You aren’t the only chameleon in this relationship.”

  “I see that. It’s good information for the future.” She used the word future. That sounds favorable.

  We go inside and I toss the keys onto the foyer table. “It’s not home but it serves
the purpose.”

  Bleu looks around. “I like it.”

  I wish we were in Edinburgh. I can think of at least a dozen places I could’ve taken Bleu for an unforgettable proposal.

  Bleu’s legs are bare with the exception of her tall boots. She’s bundled in a long wool jacket as though it’s freezing outside but I find the weather quite comfortable. “May I take your coat?”

  She shakes her head. “I’m still a little cold.”

  We go into the living room and sit side by side on the sofa. We both know why we’re here so I suppose there’s no sense stalling. “Have you made your decision?”

  She nods. “I have.”

  “Don’t tell me your answer yet. I need a do-over. I want the chance to properly propose, the way a man should ask the woman he loves to be his wife.”

  She’s had three days to decide; I’ve had three days to come up with how to right the wrong of my prior proposal.

  I remove the black leather box from my jacket pocket. I go to one knee on the floor in front of her—and then both. That’s what a woman like my Bonny deserves—a husband who will happily go to both knees for her.

  She is holding all the power so I kiss the tops of her hands where they rest on her thighs. Whether she realizes it, this is my way of submitting to her. “I’ve never met anyone I wanted to put above myself until you. I want to give you everything, including my heart, if you’ll have it.”

  I open the box and take out the ring. “I love you. Stella Bleu Lawrence MacAllister. I want you to be my wife. My partner in life. The mother of my children. Will you marry me?”

  She nods and tears well in her eyes. “Yes. It would make me very happy to be your wife.”

  I close my eyes and kiss the ring before sliding it onto her finger. “Into me … you see.”

  “Into me … you see,” she repeats.

  She holds out her hand, studying the platinum and diamonds symbolizing her agreement to become my other half. “My God, Sin. It’s beautiful.”

  “Wear it always. I want the world to know you are mine to always love and protect.” I lace our fingers and kiss her hand. “I swear I’ll always do everything within my power to make you happy.”

  She releases her hold so she can cradle my face. “You can begin by not denying me when I ask you to make love to me.”

  She’s made the decision to be mine forever so I’m done holding back. “I am yours and you are mine. I’ll never deny you again. This I swear.”

  It’s been too long since I’ve had Bleu. I don’t intend on simply tasting her skin or burying myself inside her body. I need to claim my Bonny and make her mine in every way. There’s an internal force driving me to possess her like I never have before.

  I grab her hips and drag her forward. Her legs part, as does her winter coat, and I notice her thighs are bare. I lift the hem for a peek and find very little beneath. “Miss MacAllister. I believe you forgot to dress yourself.”

  She grins and shrugs. “Perhaps. Or maybe I was rushed by my fiancé and didn’t have time to put on clothes.”

  Fiancé. I like the sound of that.

  I untie the belt at her waist and push the top of her coat apart. My eyes roam over the lacy red bra and matching knickers. “You should probably expect to be rushed more often if this is the potential result.”

  I place my palm in the center of her chest and slowly drag my hand downward. “I can’t believe all of this is mine for the rest of our lives.”

  She sits up and wiggles free of her coat. She comes closer and wraps her arms around my shoulders. “I’m yours for the taking any time you’d like.”

  “No worries. I’m very good at taking what’s mine.” I kiss her quickly before standing. I place her hands in mine and pull her from the sofa. “And I’m going to start right now.”

  I lead her down the hallway to the bedroom I’ve rarely used. We’re barely inside when she glides her hands up my chest and pushes my jacket to the floor. She moves to my tie next, sliding the knot down. “Always so much to take off of you.”

  “Anxious to get me naked, huh?”

  “Maybe.”

  “Let me help.” I’m eager to feel her naked body pressed against mine.

  I reach for my top button but she stills my hand. She shakes her head and brings my fingers to her mouth, kissing them. “I want to do it. I’ve missed undressing you.”

  She’s moving at a painstaking pace. “Bonny. I’d like to bed you tonight.”

  She grins up as she unfastens the last shirt button. “In case you’ve forgotten, anticipation is one of the best forms of foreplay.”

  She removes my first cufflink. “I haven’t forgotten how much you enjoy making me wait. It’s a lesson I won’t be forgetting any time soon.”

  I hold up my wrist for the next one. She appears amused. “You make it sound as though I’m purposely torturing you.”

  “You have no idea.” I need her five minutes ago.

  She places my cufflinks on the nightstand. “It’s been months. I want to take my time with you and savor every moment.”

  She pushes my shirt from my shoulders, allowing it to fall to the floor. Her warm mouth spreads kisses while her hands explore my chest. She stops and cups her palm over my heart. “Another thing I’ve missed.”

  I place my hand over hers. “You’ve been right here inside my heart the whole time.”

  “Who taught you to say such pretty words?”

  She’s right. I’m not normally the kind of man to say such things. But losing my beloved Bleu changed my world. “You did—when you stole my heart.”

  She rises to the tips of her toes so her mouth reaches mine. She laces the fingers of both hands through my hair and pulls me closer. Her tongue is soft and wet moving against mine in perfect rhythm. Her kiss is delicious—the sweetest aphrodisiac. There hasn’t been a single moment in the last three months I haven’t longed for this.

  I guide her backward and she stops when her thighs touch the bed. “Lie back. I’m going to ruin you for all other men.”

  She sits on the edge of the bed and then does as I tell her.

  I begin my erotic journey by kissing her ankle. “May these feet never run from me again.”

  My mouth moves up her calf. I lift her leg and kiss her behind her knee. “Know now that every time you run, I’ll seek.”

  I drag my lips up her inner thighs. “I did it once but I’ll never be able to let you go again. Ever.”

  “Then don’t.”

  She’s writhing below me. She knows where I’m going next.

  She says she wants to fully appreciate our reunion so I’m going to give her something worth savoring.

  I slip my thumb inside the edge of her knickers and move it up and down, stroking the bend of her leg. She squirms, lifting her pelvis up and over in an attempt to move my finger toward her center where she wants it most. I resist the temptation of giving in to her. But it isn’t easy. I want to caress her there as badly as she wants me to. “All in good time.”

  “You’re killing me and you know it.”

  “Anticipation, Bonny. You say it’s the best form of foreplay.” I take my thumb from the bend of her leg and rub it down the center of her knickers. The fabric of her crotch is soaking. “I think it’s working.”

  I lower my mouth to her abdomen and nibble at her groin. She jerks and groans, “You’re torturing me.”

  “But what sweet agony it is.”

  I push her legs apart and move my mouth down her knickers. I do nothing but breathe, letting her feel the warmth of my breath between her legs. This is my way of giving her a moment to guess what my next move will be. When I’m satisfied she’s had time to think of at least a dozen different deeds, I lick the center of her wet knickers.

  “Oh God.” She jolts, either in surprise or ecstasy. Either is an acceptable reason to me.

  I lightly stroke my thumb up and down the saturated fabric, gradually increasing the pressure. She wiggles closer and rocks her pelv
is against my hand. “I think someone no longer wishes to play the waiting game.”

  “We can play all the games you want later.” She sits up and reaches for the buckle of my belt. She yanks it apart and goes for the button of my trousers. “It’s been too long. I can’t wait another excruciating minute.”

  I kick off my shoes while she frees me of my pants and boxer briefs. She reaches inside and grasps my cock in her hand, stroking it from tip to base. “I need to feel this inside me. Now.”

  “That can be arranged.” I hold the bed for balance as I step out of the clothes that have fallen down my legs.

  She lifts her bottom and removes her knickers before reaching behind her back to unclasp her bra. She finishes undressing before me since I’m still playing the balancing game with my artificial limb.

  She’s lying completely naked on the bed before me. “You’re beautiful. And all mine for the taking.”

  She moves to the edge of the mattress and slides off to stand. “Unless I take you first.”

  She puts her arms around my shoulders and guides me to turn. She puts her hands on my chest. “Sit.”

  I do as she says before she removes my prosthesis. When she completes the chore, she rises to climb on top of me, one knee on each side of my pelvis.

  I move my hand between her legs and glide my fingers back and forth through her slick slit. She leans forward and wraps her arms around my shoulders while rocking her pelvis against my hand and panting into my ear. Her mouth makes its way down my neck, first nibbling, and then sucking a patch of skin on my shoulder. I have no doubt it’s going to leave a mark—a big, dark one. But I don’t care. I’m hers. She can brand me any way she chooses.

  She releases my shoulder and sucks air in through her teeth. She arches her back and lifts her chin so she’s looking upward. “Ohh. Right there, Sin. Don’t stop.”

  As if.

  I pull her tight so my mouth is over her ear. “I’m never going to stop making you come. Ever.”

  She tenses tightly, squeezing me hard, our foreheads now pressed together. “Ohh. Ohh.”

  She relaxes a minute later and I notice her shaking. “You’re trembling.”