The Sin Trilogy Bundle: A Necessary Sin, the Next Sin, One Last Sin

by Georgia Cates

  My men scour the building. Three are fallen. I go to each and confirm all are dead.

  I assign men to collect the bodies. I never leave my brothers behind.

  “Over here, Sinclair. You need to take a look at this.” One of the brothers is standing inside the opened doors of a transport truck.

  It’s not our artilleries but these members of The Order were here protecting something special. “Open them.”

  Using crowbars, two men pry the tops off the wooden boxes. I push the straw away. “Well, well. It looks as though our good friends are looking to build bombs. Quite a few, judging by this.”

  I’m not educated about bombs and bomb-making but I’m aware we’re damn lucky all that gunfire didn’t detonate these explosives. We could’ve been blown to smithereens.

  There’s no way we’re leaving this kind of weaponry in our enemy’s hands. “Replace the tops. We’re taking the trucks and everything inside.”

  I look at my watch. I need to be at the airport in two hours to assure I make my flight. “Let’s move fast but take great care in the handling and transport of these crates.”

  My men do as I say but caution requires time. We can’t rush moving explosives that could be unstable.

  It’s seven thirty by the time we make it to our new warehouse. We’re the last group to arrive.

  “What took so damn long?” Abram grumbles.

  “You’ll see.”

  The truck is backed into the warehouse and the tops of the crates are lifted. “We hit the jackpot.”

  “What is that?” my father asks.

  “Bomb components. A lot of them.” My gut tells me this discovery probably just saved a lot of Fellowship members. I’m guessing we would have been the targets.

  My father slaps my shoulder. “This is an excellent find, son. Good job.”

  I look at my watch. It’s seven forty-five.

  “My flight boards in an hour and a half.” I gesture toward my blood-soaked clothes. “I doubt I’ll be allowed on like this.”

  “Hurry, son. Go be with your wife.”

  * * *

  Dammit to hell. I cannot believe this shit. I busted my ass to make my flight on time—which I did—and now I’m going to miss being with Bleu during the embryo transfer because of a fucking delay.

  My driver is holding a sign bearing my name when I come off the escalator. “There’s five hundred pounds in it for you if you can get me to my destination in twenty minutes.”

  The race is on. It’s impossible to make it on time but I’m hoping her admission and paperwork will take a while. I don’t have to be there for that part. All I really need is to arrive before Bleu’s taken back for the procedure.

  I’m slung from one side of the car to the other as we make our way from Heathrow to the fertility clinic. I watch the time with a nervous lump in my stomach. It’s hopeless unless we make up time somewhere, which is unlikely in London traffic.

  Time ticks away. Traffic is horrid. Eleven o’clock comes and goes. Eleven ten. Eleven twenty. Eleven thirty.

  “Can you help me find my wife? Bleu Breckenridge. She has an appointment for an embryo transfer.”

  “Mrs. Breckenridge is in room six. Down the hall on the right.”

  I knock and Bleu calls out for me to come in.

  She’s lying on an exam table, her head slightly elevated, with my mum sitting at her side. “I’ll step out so you can talk.”

  I go to Bleu and take her hand. “I’m so sorry I’m late. My flight was delayed.”

  “Isobel told me.”

  Her eyes are swollen and red, her mascara smeared. “You missed it. You swore you’d be with me but you weren’t.”

  I bring her hand to my mouth and kiss it. “I’m so damn sorry. It was a string of unfortunate events keeping me from you. I tried my damnedest to get here. I swear.”

  She stares at the ceiling without a reply.

  “Please forgive me.”

  She closes her eyes and tears roll from the corners of her lids into her hairline.

  “Are you in pain?”

  “No.”

  That’s all the reply I get.

  “I’m such an arse. I should’ve moved heaven and earth to be with you. I know I let you down but please try not to be upset.”

  I rub my free hand atop her lower abdomen. “It can’t be good for you or what’s happening inside you right now.”

  “I’m angry with you but I’m going to put it aside for now.”

  “Don’t worry. You’ll get your chance to be pissed off at me—just not right now while our babies are trying to do their thing.”

  That brings a smile to her face.

  “Dr. Paschall thinks everything went well?” I wouldn’t have to ask if I’d been here.

  “Yes.”

  “What’s next?”

  “They want me to lie still until they come back to release me. I’m to be on modified bed rest for the next twenty-four hours and then take it easy for a couple of days. No travels for a few days. No sex—not that you’d be getting any anyway. I’m too pissed off to even consider it.”

  She enjoyed telling me that. I suppose I can’t blame her.

  “I’m going to make this up to you.” I don’t know how but I won’t stop until I find a way.

  Chapter Seventeen

  Bleu Breckenridge

  I’ve spent the last two days in our London hotel’s presidential suite. We’ve spent a lot of time here in the recent weeks. It sort of feels like a second home.

  My husband has pampered me and seen to my every whim. But he owes me that much after being MIA for the transfer. I’m not over that—and won’t be any time soon—but at least the urge to choke him has passed.

  I’m lying on the sofa reading while Sin sits in the chair next to me flipping through a file. He’s reviewing a case going to court in a few days. I should let him work but I don’t want to. I feel like talking.

  I place my e-reader on my stomach. “What happened Thursday night?”

  He looks over the file at me. “You shouldn’t concern yourself with it. You don’t need the stress.”

  “Not knowing stresses me more than knowing. You should probably understand that about me now rather than later.”

  He sucks in a breath. “One of our trucks was raided by The Order. They took a large supply of firearms intended for a new alliance in Ireland—one that’s instrumental in a bigger goal in Dublin. It was imperative to get the arms back. We didn’t need that kind of ammunition to be in the hands of The Order but we also needed the supply to maintain our relationship with an organization called The Guild.”

  I can’t recall anything about The Guild but I suppose I wouldn’t if they’re a new alliance.

  “Did it go well?”

  “We got the arms back and discovered a huge supply of bomb-making materials in the process. I believe they were going to target us with explosives.”

  “Was anyone hurt?”

  “I lost three good men. One of them died in my arms while speaking to his pregnant wife on the phone.”

  “Oh God. That must’ve been brutal.”

  He doesn’t reply.

  My husband isn’t an emotional man. He can’t afford to be but I’m guessing even that might have touched him. Babies have a way of doing that to people.

  “You’ll see that this man’s wife and child are taken care of?”

  “Of course. He died under my command so I’ll see to them personally.”

  He returns to studying his file. I don’t think he wants to discuss what happened, but I do. I have things to say. “I forgive you for not being here.”

  He lowers the folder again. “You’ll never know how sick I am that I missed it.”

  He’s going to miss more than this one procedure before it’s over. Of that, I’m certain. “Always do your best. That’s all I ask of you.”

  “You and our family will always be my number-one priority but please try to understand that protecting The Fellowship
means keeping you and our children safe as well.”

  I’m not fragile. I can handle the truth. “It’s easier to be understanding when you know what’s going on.”

  “I would’ve told you if the circumstances weren’t what they were. I needed you calm. That wouldn’t have been the case had you known what I was in the middle of.”

  The Order was once no concern of mine but all is different now. Everything they do impacts The Fellowship, thereby affecting my husband. That trickles down to me. I’m not okay with that. “The Order is a pest that must be squashed quickly.”

  My husband grins. “Agreed. I’m open to ideas.”

  “Debra could be very beneficial in dealing with The Order. She’s a genius when it comes to organized crime. She had eyes on The Fellowship for years and you were none the wiser. Most importantly, she’s a family friend. She can be trusted.”

  “Call her. Have her put on payroll immediately.”

  I thought he’d be interested. “She won’t be cheap but she’s worth every penny.”

  “Don’t give a damn. Her fee couldn’t possibly exceed the expenses The Order costs us.”

  “I’ll let her know.”

  “We’ll schedule a leadership meeting for early next week. She can join us. I hope she’ll have some fresh ideas.”

  I have no doubt she will.

  “Debra understands the criminal mind in ways I’ve never seen. I can’t begin to comprehend the complexity of what she knows and understands. She’s a total mind-fuck.”

  “I can’t believe we’ve never heard of her.”

  “She’s a phantom.” I’d kill to be more like her.

  “I would’ve loved nothing more than to go undercover within The Order.” It would have been incredibly satisfying to have done something like that for the brotherhood I now consider “my people.”

  “I understand and respect your need to bring something productive to the table. It’s one of the things I love so dearly about you but you’ll have to find it in something that isn’t dangerous.”

  “I can’t help it. I thrive in dangerous situations,” I say.

  “Changing diapers can be dangerous stuff. Especially if we have a boy. I’ve heard those little buggers can open fire on you without any warning.”

  I’m used to action. I fear I won’t find motherhood fulfilling. And I’m terrified to share that with Sin. “I have a lot to learn.”

  He moves to the sofa and pulls my feet onto his lap to rub them. “Being a mother to our children will be the most important mission you’ll ever have. Never doubt that.”

  * * *

  The two-week wait has been hell but it ends today. I’m at my local OB/GYN having my beta HCG test. It’s the first in a series of blood tests to confirm whether I have conceived. If so, it will also confirm if the pregnancy is growing at a healthy pace.

  They’ve drawn my blood and told me to expect the results in thirty minutes. More hell. It’s the worst kind because I know the answer is imminent.

  My name is called. My legs are weak when I stand to walk so I loop my arm through Sin’s. He probably thinks I’m being affectionate but the truth is my knees could buckle at any time.

  We’re taken to an exam room and left to wait. Again. Torturous.

  “God, I hope I don’t have to get naked for this. I feel like I’ve shown my stuff to half the world.”

  “You could show it to me if you like. I haven’t seen it in a really long time.”

  My mind isn’t clear enough to come up with a clever response.

  “Bonny. Are you okay?”

  My heart is beating so hard I can feel it pulsating in my face. I hear it like a drum in my ears. I’m quite warm. Perhaps I should take off my sweater. “I’m nervous. That’s all.”

  He looks so composed. It pisses me off he’s cool as a cucumber while I’m a total mess. “There’s no need to be.”

  “How can you be so calm?”

  “Because I’ve made up my mind that we’ll be fine no matter the result. You and I are always going to be okay. We don’t need a baby for that.” His mouth spreads into that lopsided grin I adore and it steadies my heart.

  “God, I love you.”

  He doesn’t get to reply because the door opens and a woman comes into the room. “Mrs. Bleu Breckenridge?”

  “Yes.”

  She passes a folder to me. It looks like a list of dos and don’ts during early pregnancy. “Your HCG came back at one hundred and ten. Anything above one hundred is considered a good start.”

  I understand the lab value. I know what it means but I need to hear the words in English. “I’m pregnant?”

  “Aye. Congratulations.”

  Sin leans over and puts his arm around me. He kisses the top of my head without saying a word.

  The nurse smiles as she pecks away on a computer. “Have you been trying for a long time?”

  “No. This was our first attempt.”

  “Way to go.” She continues typing. “We’ll need to see you back in three days to repeat the HCG and confirm it’s climbing. They’ll make your next appointment when you check out.”

  We’re barely out of the clinic when Sin puts his arms around me. “I told myself it was fine if it didn’t happen but that was because I didn’t know I would be this happy if it did.” He lifts me and spins around. “You are so precious to me and now the life you carry is too.”

  He returns my feet to the ground and kisses me hard, not caring who sees. “I love you.”

  “I love you too.”

  Sterling pulls into the circle drive in front of the clinic. We get in. “Put your seat belt on.”

  I do but I would’ve worn it anyway. “Unlike you, I always wear my seat belt.”

  I can see where this is headed. He’s going to become ultra protective. Oddly, I don’t mind. I know it’s because he loves us.

  Us. I can’t contain the outward sign of the happiness that brings me.

  “What are you smiling about?”

  I shrug. “I have a lot to be happy about.”

  “Aye, we do.”

  I place my head against Sin’s shoulder as Sterling drives us home. The previous weeks have been mentally draining. I haven’t physically felt like my normal self. I guess I know why now.

  It’s raining. The cloud cover has robbed the day of what little sunlight it would’ve gotten. The dark skies make it too easy to doze off somewhere between the clinic and home.

  I’m wakened by Sin’s nudge and kiss to my cheek. “We’re home.”

  “Sorry I fell asleep.”

  “Don’t be. Your body is experiencing a lot of changes. It needs more rest than ever.”

  “How would you know?”

  “Looking for a fertility clinic isn’t the only research I’ve done.”

  If he’s been researching pregnancy, then he’s already ahead of me. “Perhaps I should check the history on your computer so I can catch up.”

  “You should do some reading on it. It’s fascinating stuff.”

  We’re barely in the door when he announces he has a present for me. “My birthday is months away.”

  He takes my hand. “No, not for your birthday.”

  He leads me to our bedroom and tells me to sit on our bed. “Close your eyes.” He places something on my lap. “Okay. You can open them.”

  A gift-wrapped box is on my lap and a file sits next to me on the bed. “Open the wrapped one first.”

  I tear the pretty paper and lift the top from the box. “A baby book?”

  “Yes, but it’s also a journal. One section teaches you about the growth and development of the baby for each week. The other is blank for you to record what’s happening with you.”

  “I’ve never been one to journal.” My thoughts were always too dark to write down, but I like the idea of being inspired by this innocent life inside me.

  “I thought we might read the growth section together each week so we both know what’s going on with the baby’s development.”


  “I’d like that very much.”

  I open the front cover and see he’s already inscribed it to me.

  Bleu—my bonny wife,

  If you’re reading this, then we were successful. I love and adore you with all my heart. You’ll be a superb mum.

  Love always, S

  “I mean every word.”

  For the life of me, I can’t figure out how a Fellowship-raised man can come up with such pretty words. They’re to be cherished. He says it’s all inspired by me but I can’t see it. I don’t feel like much of a muse.

  He leans down to kiss me.

  “I love it. Thank you.”

  “As I said before, the flat isn’t where I want to raise the baby. I’d like to have a house before he or she arrives.” He takes the file and flips it open. “This is a listing of all the houses on the market that fit the needs for our growing family. Pick your favorite and I’ll buy it. If it’s not in this folder, tell me what you want and I’ll have it built for you.”

  I reach up to hold his face. “You are an amazing man. So loving. So giving. You’re going to be a wonderful father.”

  Sin’s mouth seizes mine with a new kind of passion. And possession.

  His hand laces through my hair, holding me close so I can’t escape. Not that I want to. I’ve missed this kind of closeness with my husband.

  “You haven’t touched me in weeks. It’s been torment,” I say.

  “Not because I haven’t wanted to. It’s all I’ve been able to think about every other second.” He kisses the side of my neck.

  “I know.” The doctor said no sex. He warned that uterine contractions could inhibit the implantation process.

  “And I still can’t have you for another week,” he growls. “My palm is going to have calluses.”

  He’s treated me so well the last two weeks, seeing to my every whim. I should do something to express my appreciation. “If I was a good wife, I’d find a way to help you with that little problem.”

  I move my hand to his belt to unfasten it. He puts his hand over mine. “We still can’t.”

  “I know we can’t.” I touch my mouth. “But this can.”