I want to be his.
CHAPTER SIX
Landon
“I thought you said you weren’t interested in going out and mingling?” Jenny says to me as I announce I’m going to the neighbor’s barbecue with her. I’m not about to tell her that what swayed my decision was seeing Elena leave with her family to head there herself.
“You said I should make an effort, so that’s what I’m doing. Is that not enough to satisfy you?”
“I just get the feeling that you’re not telling me the truth,” Jenny says with raised eyebrows. “Look, bro, I love you and I’ll support anything you want to do. But if you’re chasing down that Elena girl, I think you’re really making a mistake. It’s a nice area, you don’t want to start a war with your neighbor after you’ve only been living here a few days. You’ll never fit in if you don’t follow the rules.”
“Since when have we cared about following the rules?” I growl. I’m surprised at her, really. She’s never had any interest in pleasing other people. She lives her life the way she wants to. She sighs and rolls her eyes.
“Look, there’s nothing wrong with the girl, she seems lovely, really. But she’s miles younger than you. I know what it’s like to be in a relationship where you think the other person is perfect for you, even if they’re completely the wrong fit. You’re blinded by your own emotions, you want her so badly that you’re not willing to admit that chasing her has consequences.” She offers me a sad smile. “Remember how much I loved my ex, even though he was a bad person and everyone but me could see it? It’s the same situation here. I’m just saying, if you listen to me now, you might save yourself later.”
I put a hand on my sister’s shoulder. “Jenny, we’re not in the same position. She’s a good person, I know it. All I want is a chance to be happy. Is that really too much to ask?”
She chews her lip. “I suppose not. Look, like I said, you’ve got my support. Just don’t expect anyone else’s.”
I never expected to have a forbidden love like this. As we head out of the house to the barbecue, I think of Elena and know that I’m not feeling something random or something that doesn’t make logical sense. This is right in every single way, no matter what other people think. I only have eyes for her. And tonight I’ll let her know how much I want her, need her...and by the end of the night, she will be mine.
When we arrive, my eyes are drawn to her straight away. She’s wearing a white sundress that hugs her curvy body in all the right places. Her dark hair cascades down her back in curly waves. When she turns to me, our eyes meet and I feel the surge of my member coming alive in my pants. I want her more now than I ever have before. With each passing second since we met, I feel the need to make her mine even more.
She glances at the other side of the garden and I know immediately that she wants to go and talk somewhere where we won’t be seen. I nod to her and she turns back to her conversation, waiting for the perfect moment to slip away unnoticed. I mingle for a while, greeting my new neighbors politely, trying each time not to look at where Elena is. But I still notice the moment when she disappears into the back of the huge garden’s foliage. I grab two drinks from a tray and drift off to find her, my heart racing and my cock throbbing.
She’s sitting on a bench in the garden grove, smiling seductively as I approach. I don’t even think she means to be seductive, but anything she does is so hot to me that I see it as a sign that she wants me. She looks me up and down and then her eyes guide to the drinks in my hands.
“Aren’t you glad that our neighbors are generous with the free booze?”
I smirk. “I can’t say I’m complaining. I thought you might need a drink.”
“I definitely do. This day has been torturous hell.”
I hand her a glass and she clinks it against mine before taking a long sip.
“I’m glad to get away from my Dad. He’s spent this whole day telling me how I have to ignore you and Jenny. As if we can ignore each other when we’re next-door neighbors.”
I smirk again. “It’s not going well so far, is it?”
She smiles back. “I can’t stay away.”
The comment is enough to get my cock throbbing again. God, this woman does things to me. I just want to rip off her pretty little sundress and fuck her right here, and right now. But I have to respect what she told me yesterday. She told me she wanted to wait, so even if it means suppressing the animal inside me, I’ll do it for her.
“It’s good to see you,” I growl. I lean in close to her. “Last night was pretty memorable.”
She’s clearly not the kind of girl to blush much, but she does now. “I’m sorry about how it went down...I wanted to carry on…”
“I know,” I growl. “Your Dad just seems determined to stand in our way.”
“I don’t want to disappoint him,” she says. She closes her eyes and sighs. “He thinks I’m too young to understand what I’m feeling, but I’m not. Just because I’ve never felt this before, it doesn’t mean it’s not the real thing this time. I hate the idea that the first person you feel something for can’t be your last...like you can’t be mature enough to make that feeling last because you’ve never done it before. I think that’s bullshit. If you want something, you fight for it. I just think most people aren’t lucky enough to get it right the first time around.”
“I agree, “ I say. “I’ve never felt this before, but it feels right.”
She glances at me with wide eyes. “You’ve never...never felt this way?”
I shake my head. “Never. And I never will again. What we have is special, Elena. Don’t let your father tell you any different. We’ve got a bond that most people can only dream of. It’s a once in a lifetime kind of thing, and it’s not going away any time soon.”
Elena
Hearing him say these things just drives me crazy. Hearing that he wants me as badly as I at him, it’s a dream come true. We don’t know each other that well yet, we haven’t been given the chance to date, or even just to have a conversation that hasn’t been rudely interrupted by my dad. But after what we did last night, I know there’s a connection between us. Something rare and incredible that I’m terrified will slip out of my grasp if I don’t take it right at this moment.
If I told him that I want to go all the way right here, right now, what would he say? Would he think I’m being too brazen, or would he embrace it? Last night, I saw the animalistic side to him that he’s kept so well hidden inside. Sure, he was full of masculine energy before, an intimidating presence in any room, but beneath the sheets, he was like a wild animal. I want to see that side of him again. I want to see that every night for the rest of my life. Maybe I can reach out and take it right now. Maybe I just have to say the word and he’ll give me everything I so badly want.
Who says that neighborhood barbecues can’t get a little wild? Everyone here is getting a little drunk already. Maybe no one would notice if we get a little hot and heavy, back here out of sight. I shift closer to him on the bench, wanting to be close enough to touch him.
“I don’t think it matters what we do,” I whisper to him. “If we stay apart, then we’ll make ourselves miserable, but if we don’t give this a go...then we’ll always regret it. We’ll always wonder what might’ve been and I don’t want to live that way.”
“What are you trying to say?” he growls. He’s close to my ear now, and his hot breath tickles my skin. I want him to kiss the sensitive skin there. I want his hands to roam over my body as freely as they did last night. I want him to show me the same sweet release he showed me last night, the sort that left my body trembling and wanting even more from him. I take a deep breath, trying to remember how to breathe normally.
“I’m saying...I want this to happen. I know it’s a risk, but it’s one I want to take. I know I might get into trouble, but I think this might be worth it.”
“You want to get in trouble with me?” he growls in my ear, and I shudder.
“I do. With you and
only you.”
“Even if it means your father will be angry with you?”
I’ve had a lot of time in the past few days to think about this. I’ve spent my whole life doing things his way. He was the one who pushed me into my choice of career, and even though I don’t regret it, it was my intention to make him proud. I’ve always based my life choices around whether it’ll make my dad happy, never taking my own happiness into consideration. It’s time for me to grow up. It’s time for me to make my own decisions, even if they’re selfish.
“You’re my choice, Landon, and I don’t want to wait any longer. I want you.”
He growls as he leans in to kiss me. He tastes of alcohol and desire. I wrap my arms around his neck. I’m slightly tipsy, but I know that even if I was stone-cold sober, I’d be feeling everything that I am right now. The desire, the desperation, the excitement for what’s about to happen…
I think I’m about to lose my virginity to the sexiest man I’ve ever met.
CHAPTER SEVEN
Landon
I want her so damn much. As we kiss on the bench in the neighbor’s garden, I know we’re taking a huge risk. We’re out of sight, but anyone could come walking this way, including her father. But now that she’s given me the green light, there’s no stopping me now. Unless she changes her mind again, I’m going to have her right here.
I pull her on top of me. Her dress billows out over me and my member grinds against her core through her panties. I can feel the heat from her pussy and I know she’s as aroused as I am. We’re both desperate for this, and there’s no stopping us now.
I grope at her breast, moving the fabric of her dress aside to touch her sensitive nipples. She groans in delight and my cock responds to the fact that she’s not wearing a bra. It’s so sexy to me in ways I can’t explain. Every single thing she does seems to turn me on even more.
“I want you,” I growl. She gasps as I begin to kiss her neck.
“I want you too,” she whispers. “Right now.”
She grinds against me again and I growl in pleasure. She knows exactly how to get me going. Part of me wants to throw her down and fuck her, but I also want to savor this. With her lips on mine and her legs wrapped around me, I know we’re exactly where we’re supposed to be.
“I’ve waited so long for this,” I growl in her ear, nipping her earlobe with my teeth. She moans quietly, but I can tell she’s holding back. Inside, she’s crying out my name, going wild with the way I’m touching her. But we have to be careful and she knows it. Still, she doesn’t stop. She’s still grinding against me, her hands locked in my hair.
“I’m all yours,” she murmurs. It’s almost more than I can take. I pick her up, her legs wrapped around me still. I’m about to lay her down on the grass to get things going, but she drops herself to the ground and reaches for my belt, undoing it quickly.
“I want to give you what you gave me the other day,” she whispers seductively. My cock stands to attention at the thought of her mouth wrapped around it. Suddenly, there’s nothing I want more than to see her on her knees, my cock fucking her pretty little face. She can see that she’s said the exact right thing and she smiles, tugging my pants down and getting on her knees.
As she releases my member from my underwear, she gasps in delight. I guess I’m bigger than she expected. All this time, I’ve had no one to share this with, but now, I’m more than glad that I’m going to be able to give her indescribable pleasure. When I’m buried deep inside her pussy, making her moan, I know I’m going to feel the fulfillment I’ve waited a lifetime for.
But right now, she’s tentatively taking my cock in her hand, working it gently. She picks up the pace a little, stroking it in the perfect way. I moan, never wanting her to stop. It feels like she knows exactly what she’s doing.
“You’re so big,” she groans. “I don’t know if I can take all of you in me.”
“You will,” I growl. “My body was made for yours.”
She doesn’t seem to need any further encouragement. Still working the base of my cock, she takes the tip into her mouth for the first time, her tongue running over my length. I groan and have to stop myself from thrusting in her mouth. I want her to take her time and be comfortable. This first time for us is going to be perfect.
Slowly, she gains a little more confidence. She slips me deep inside her mouth, but not all the way. Moving her head back and forth, she creates a rhythm that makes me feel fucking incredible. Moaning, I shift closer to her. I want her to take all of me in her mouth. I want to feel my cock right at the back of her throat. I want her gagging on me. As she looks up at me, wide-eyed and innocent in her white dress, she manages to turn me on even more. She’s this perfect angel, and yet she’s down on her knees, sucking me off like a pro. She might be seemingly innocent, but knowing she knows exactly how to work my cock is hot as fuck.
She moans and her lips vibrate against my length as she continues to suck me off. I glance up, making sure no one is around, but we’re alone. This garden party is going better than I ever imagined. The girl of my dreams is showing me pleasure I’ve never known before and it’s like we’re the only two people in the world.
I don’t even have to tell her to take me deeper. Her mouth feels deliciously wet and warm around my cock, and she slurps as she pleasures me. It’s almost too much for me to take. I know I won’t last much longer with her doing this so I pull away, to her utter surprise. She looks shocked.
“Did I do something wrong?”
“You did everything right,” I growl. “But you’re driving me crazy. I don’t want to come until I’ve taken you long and hard.”
I take her hand and pull her to her feet, kissing her hard. She moans against my lips, but after a moment, as I try to slide my hand up her dress, she pulls away. I stop in my tracks. Surely she’s not having cold feet.
“I just want you to know something before we do this,” she says. I move closer, towering over her as I back her up against a tree. The animal inside me is desperate to have her. I’m sure whatever she has to say can wait, but I want to hear her out if she thinks it’s important.
“Tell me,” I growl. She swallows.
“It’s just...this is my first time. You’re...you’re going to be taking my virginity.”
Elena
I hold my breath as I wait for him to respond. I’m nervous for reasons I can’t put my finger on. I wanted him to know that he was taking my virginity because this night is going to be so special to me, but now I’m almost regretting saying it out loud. What if he thinks I’m too immature for him because I’m inexperienced? What if this puts him off for one reason or another.
He’s got me pressed up against a tree and the sexual tension between us is almost too much to bear, but he hasn’t said a word. My heart is racing in my chest.
“Say something, Landon,” I say desperately. I just want everything to be okay. I don’t want him to give up on me and him. He leans in closer, his dominating presence both sexy and intimidating.
“You’re a virgin?”
I nod nervously. He lets out a low growl.
“Damn, that’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever heard.”
I let out a sigh of relief. “It is?”
He growls as he hitches up my dress, his fingers teasing me through my panties. I let out an involuntary gasp. He must be able to feel how wet I am for him right now, but I wasn’t expecting him to be so calm about this.
“It’s so damn sexy, knowing you’re going to be mine and all mine,” he growls. His finger nudges my clit and I gasp again.
“Landon.”
“You’re all mine,” he growls in my ear. “No man is ever going to touch you again, understood? You belong to me. I’m going to fuck you hard and come inside your tight little pussy. I’m going to make you cry out my name. I’m going to make sure you know who you belong to.”
“I belong to you,” I gasp out loud, grinding my pussy against his exploring fingers. He slips my panties
aside and pushes two fingers inside of me. When my panties get in the way too much, he tugs them so hard that they tear and he tosses them aside. He’s like a man possessed now, driven wild by lust. It’s so damn sexy that I feel like I’m going to collapse with all the emotions coursing through me.
“Are you ready for me?” he asks, his hand stroking his cock a few times. I nod, breathless and unable to form a full sentence.
“Take me,” I breathe.
He doesn’t need any further persuasion. Pressing me hard against the tree, he takes me in his strong arms and guides me onto his hard cock. I gasp as he enters me for the first time, going deep inside my pussy. He’s so big that I feel him filling me up entirely. I let out a long, pleasured moan. I never knew I could feel so much just from a man entering me, but it feels so good that my legs begin to tremble as I wrap them tightly around his waist. My back is against the tree and his arms support my body as he begins to thrust up inside me.
“God you’re so tight,” he groans in pleasure. It’s so hot to me that he likes the way my body feels to him. He’s breathing hard as he kisses me, his tongue exploring my mouth. I can’t stop the moans that escape me as he fucks me, going deeper with each thrust. My back keeps banging against the tree and my legs ache a little from being suspended with my body against his, but I don’t care. It feels too good to notice.
“You’re mine,” he growls as he fucks me. “Mine.”
“Landon,” I cry out quietly. I don’t want to get caught, but I can’t help being unsubtle about the way he’s making me feel. It’s like our bodies were made for each other. It feels so perfect now that were joined together and I can’t stop myself from wanting to let the world know that he’s taking me to the ultimate ecstasy.
“You’re driving me wild,” he tells me, breathing hard. “I’m not going to last long.”
“I want you to come inside me,” I whisper. “Please, please do it for me.”
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