The Fiery Cross

by Diana Gabaldon

  "I havena said a word, have

  Ipl marriage." "It's a perfectly respectable Christian

  "Did I say

  it was noW' mn youl" I hissed. He exhaled once more, and as"Then look happy, da outright imbecility. surned an expression of benevolence one degree short of

  "Better?" he asked, teeth clenched in a genial smile. I saw Duncan Innes turn casually toward us, start, and turn hastily away, murmuring something to Id over her Jocasta, who stood near the fire, white hair shining, and a blindfo

  . Ulysses, standing behind her, had damaged eyes to shield them from the light

  n his wig in honor of the ceremony; it was all I could see of him in in fact put 0

  the darkness, hanging apparently disembodied in the air above her shoulder. As rht the faint shine of eyes I watched, it turned sideways, toward us, and I caug

  benea it.

  "Who that, Grand-mrel" ped up near my feet, al from parental custody, POP

  Germain, escaped as usu

  pointing curiously at the Reverend Caldwell, tting marAuntie Bree and Uncle Roger are ge

  "That's a minister, darling. tied."

  c4ou quon va minster>" e to it. a deep breath, but Jamie beat rn t

  I drew

  "It's a sort of priest, but not a proper pries

  "Bad priest?" Germain viewed the Reverend Caldwell with substantially more interest. est at all. it's only that ... well, You "No, no," I said. "He's not a bad pri

  priests, but Uncle Roger is a Presby-

  1 see, we're Catholics, and Catholics have

  terian-" ie put in helpfully.

  "That's a heretic," Jam ny-or thinks he is. Pres"it is not a heretic, darling, Grand-pre is being fim

  byterians are . .

  Germain was paying no attention to my explanation, but instead had tilted his head back, viewing Jamie with fascination-

  -why Grand-pre is making faces?"

  still fixed in a rictus of "We're verra happy," Jamie explained, expression

  amiability. -0h." Germain at once stretched his own extraordinarily mobile face into a crude facsimile of the same expression-a jack-o'-lantern grin, teeth clenched and eyes popping. "Like this?" ne. "Just like that.,,

  "Yes, darling," I said, in a marked to He turned, Marsali looked at us, blinked, and tugged at Fergus's sleeve.

  squinting at us.

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  "Look happy, Papa!" Germain pointed to his gigantic smile. "See?" Fergus's mouth twitched, as he glanced from his offspring to Jamie. His face went blank for a moment, then adjusted itself into an enormous saffle of whitetoothed insincerity. Marsali kicked him in the ankle. He winced, but the smile didn't waver.

  Brianna and Roger were having a last-minute conference with Reverend Caldwell, on the other side of the fire. Brianna turned from this, brushing back her loose hair, saw the phalanx of grinning faces, and stared, her mouth slightly open. Her eyes went to me; I shrugged helplessly.

  Her lips pressed tight together, but curved upward irrepressibly. Her shoulders shook with suppressed laughter. I felt Jamie quiver next to me.

  Reverend Caldwell stepped forward, a finger in his book at the proper place, put his spectacles on his nose, and smiled genially at the assemblage, blinking only slightly when he encountered the row of leering countenances.

  He coughed, and opened his Book of Common Worship.

  "Dearly beloved, we are assembled here in the presence of God . .

  I felt Jamie relax slightly, as the words went on, evidencing unfamiliarity, perhaps, but no great peculiarities. I supposed that he had in fact never taken part in a Protestant ceremony before-unless one counted the impromptu baptism Roger himself had conducted among the Mohawk. I closed my eyes and sent a brief prayer upward for Young Ian, as I did whenever I thought of him.

  "Let us therefore reverently remember that God has established and sanctified marriage, for the welfare and happiness of mankind . . ."

  Opening them, I saw that all eyes now were focused on Roger and Brianna, who stood facing each other, hands entwined. They were a handsome pair, nearly of a height, she bright and he dark, like a photograph and its negative. Their faces were nothing alike, and yet both had the bold bones and clean curves that were their joint legacy from the clan MacKenzie.

  I glanced across the fire to see the same echo of bone and flesh in Jocasta, tall and handsome, her blind face turned in absorption toward the sound of the minister's voice. As I watched, I saw her hand reach out and rest on Duncan's arm, the long white fingers gently squeeze. The Reverend Caldwell had kindly offered to perform their marriage as well, but Jocasta had refused, wishing to wait instead for a Catholic ceremony.

  "We are in no great hurry, after all, are we, my dear?" she had asked Duncan, turning toward him with an outward exhibition of deference that fooled no one. Still, I thought that Duncan had seemed relieved, rather than disappointed, by the postponement of his own wedding.

  "By His apostles, He has instructed those who enter into this relation to cherish a mutual esteem and love . . ."

  Duncan had put a hand over Jocasta's, with a surprising air of tenderness. That marriage would not be one of love, I thought, but mutual esteem-yes, I thought there was that.

  "I charge you both, before the great God, the Searcher of all hearts, that if either of you know any reason why ye may not lawfully be joined together in marriage, ye do now confess it. For be ye well assured that if any persons are joined together otherwise than as God's Word allows, their union is not blessed by Him."

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  Reverend Caldwell paused, glancing warningly back and forth between Roger and Brianna. Roger shook his head slightly, his eyes fixed on Bree's face. She smiled faintly in response, and the Reverend cleared his throat and continued.

  The air of muted hilarity around the fire had subsided; there was no sound but the Reverend's quiet voice and the crackle of the fames.

  "Roger Jeremiah, wilt thou have this Woman to be thy wife, and wilt thou pledge thy troth to her, in all love and honor, in all duty and service, in all faith and tenderness, to live with her, and cherish her, according to the ordinance of God, in the holy bond of marriage?"

  "I will," Roger said, his voice deep and husky.

  I heard a deep sigh to my right, and saw Marsali lean her head on Fergus's shoulder, a dreamy look on her face. He turned his head and kissed her brow, then leaned his own dark head against the whiteness of her kerch.

  "I will," Brianna said clearly, lifting her chin and looking up into Roger's face, in response to the minister's question.

  Mr. Caldwell looked benevolently round the circle, firelight glinting on his spectacles.

  "Who giveth this Woman to be married to this Man?"

  There was the briefest of pauses, and I felt Jamie jerk slightly, taken by surprise. I squeezed his arm, and saw the firelight gleam on the gold ring on my hand.

  "Oh. I do, to be sure!" he said. Brianna turned her head and smiled at him, her eyes dark with love, He gave her back the smile, then blinked, clearing his throat, and squeezed my hand hard.

  I felt a slight tightening of the throat myself, as they spoke their vows, remembering both of my own weddings. And Jocasta? I wondered. She had been married three times; what echoes of the past did she hear in these words?

  "I, Roger Jeremiah, take thee, Brianna Ellen, to be my wedded wife . .

  The light of memory shone on most of the faces around the fire. The Bugs stood close together, looking at each other with identical gazes of soft devotion. Mr. Wemyss, standing by his daughter, bowed his head and closed his eyes, a look of mingled joy and sadness on his face, no doubt thinking of his own wife, dead these many years.

  "In plenty and in want "In joy and in sorrow

  "In sickness and in health efore her. Lizzie's face was rapt, eyes wide at the mystery being carried out b

  How soon might it be her turn, to stand before witnesses and make such awesome promises?

  Jami
e reached across and took my right hand in his, his fingers linking with mine, and the silver of my ring shone red in the glow of the flames. I looked up into his face and saw the promise spoken in his eyes, as it was in mine.

  "As long as we both shall live."

  THE ]FLAMES OF DECLARATION

  H E G REAT F I RE B E LOW was blazing, damp wood snapping with cracks that rang like pistol shots against the mountainside-a distant gunfire, though, and little noticed through the noise of merrymaking. T

  While she had elected not to be married by the Reverend Caldwell, Jocasta had nonetheless generously provided a lavish wedding feast in honor of Roger and Brianna's nuptials. Wine, ale, and whisky flowed like water under the aegis of Ulysses, whose white wig bobbed through the mob round our family campfire, ubiquitous as a moth round a candle flame.

  Despite the chill damp and the clouds that had regathered overhead, at least half the Gathering was here, dancing to the music of fiddle and mouth organ, descending locustlike on the groaning tables of delicacies, and drinking the health of the newlyweds-and the eventually-to-be-wed-with so much enthusiasm that if all such wishes were to take effect, Roger, Bree, Jocasta, and Duncan would each live to be a thousand, at least.

  I thought I might be good for a hundred years or so, myself. I was feeling no pain; nothing but an encompassing sense of giddy well-being, and a pleasant sense of impending dissolution.

  At one side of the fire, Roger was playing a borrowed guitar, serenading Bree before a rapt circle of listeners. Closer, Jamie sat on a log with Duncan and his aunt, talking with friends.

  "Madam?" Ulysses materialized at my elbow, tray in hand and resplendent in livery, behaving as though he were in the parlor at River Run, rather than on a soggy mountainside.

  "Thank you." I accepted a pewter cup fiill of something, and discovered it to be brandy. Fairly good brandy, too. I took a small sip and let it percolate through my sinuses. Before I could absorb much more of it, though, I became conscious of a sudden lull in the surrounding gaiety.

  Jamie glanced around the circle, gathering eyes, then stood and held out his arm to me. I was a little surprised, but hastily replaced the cup on Ulysses's tray, smoothed back my hair, tucked in my kerchief, and went to take my place at his side.

  '7hig a seo, a bbean uasa,11 he said, smiling at me. Come, lady. He turned and raised his chin, summoning the others. Roger put down his guitar at once, covering it careffilly with a canvas, then held out a hand to Bree.

  '7hig a seo, a bbean, " he said, grinning. With a look of surprise, she got to her feet, Jemmy in her arms.

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  Jamie stood still, waiting, and little by little, the others rose, brushing away pine needles and sand from hems and seats, laughing and murmuring in puzzlement. The dancers, too, paused in their whirling, and came to see what was to do, the fiddle music dying away in the rustle of curiosity.

  Jamie led me down the dark trail toward the leaping flames of the great bonfire below, the others following in a murmur of speculation. At the end of the main clearing he stopped and waited. Dark figures flitted through the shadows; a man's shape stood in silhouette before the fire, arm raised.

  "The Menzies are here!" the man called, and flung the branch that he carried into the fire. Faint cheers went up, from those of his clan and sept within hearing.

  Another took his place-MacBean-and another-Ogilvie. Then it was our turn.

  Jamie walked forward alone, into the light of the leaping flames. The fire was built of oak and pinewood, and it burned higher than a tall man, tongues of transparent yellow so pure and ardent as almost to burn white against the blackened sky. The light of it shone on his upturned face, on his head and shoulders, and threw a long shadow that stretched halfway across the open ground behind him.

  "We are gathered here to welcome old friends," he said in Gaelic. "And meet new ones-in hopes that they may join us in forging a new life in this new country."

  His voice was deep and carrying; the last scraps of conversation ceased as the folk pushing and crowding around the fire hushed and craned to listen.

  "We have all suffered much hardship on the road here." He turned slowly, looking from face to face around the fire. Many of the men of Ardsmuir were here: I saw the Lindsay brothers, homely as a trio of toads; Ronnie Sinclair's fox-eyed face, ginger hair slicked up in horns; the Roman-coin features of Robin McGillivray. All looked out from the shadows, ridge of brow and bridge of nose shining in the glow, each face crossed by fire.

  Under the influence of brandy and emotion, I could easily see too the ranks of ghosts who stood behind them; the families and friends who remained still in Scotland, whether on the earth ... or under it.

  Jamie's own face was lined with shadow, the firelight showing the mark of time and struggle on his flesh as wind and rain mark stone.

  "Many of us died in battle," he said, his voice scarcely audible above the rustle of the fire. "Many died of burning. Many of us starved. Many died at sea, many died of wounds and illness." He paused. "Many died of sorrow."

  His eyes looked beyond the firelit circle for a moment, and I thought perhaps he was searching for the face of Abel MacLennan. He lifted his cup then, and held it high in salute for a moment.

  'Shiinte!" murmured a dozen voices, rising like the wind.

  'Stiinte!" he echoed them-then tipped the cup, so that a little of the brandy fell into the flames, where it hissed and burned blue for an instant's time.

  He lowered the cup, and paused for a moment, head bent. He lifted his head then, and raised the cup toward Archie Hayes, who stood across the fire from

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  him, round face unreadable, fire sparking from his silver gorget and his father's brooch.

  "While we mourn the loss of those who died, we must also pay tribute to you who fought and suffered with equal valor-and survived."

  "'Sainte!" came the salute, louder this time with the rumble of male voices. Jamie closed his eyes for an instant, then opened them, looking toward Brianna, who stood with Lizzie and Marsali, Jemmy in her arms. The rawness and strength of his features stood out by contrast with the round-faced innocence of the children, the gentleness of the young mothers-though even in their delicacy, I thought, the firelight showed the seams of Scottish granite in their bones.

  "We pay tribute to our women," he said, lifting the cup in turn to Brianna, to Marsali, and then, turning, to me. A brief smile touched his lips. "For they are our strength. And our revenge upon our enemies will be at the last the revenge of the cradle. Sainte!"

  Amid the shouts of the crowd, he drained the wooden cup, and threw it into the fire, where it lay dark and round for a moment, then burst all at once into brilliant flame.

  '77jig a seo!' he called, putting out his right hand to me, ccTbiq a seo, a Sborcha, ni

  ,gbean Eanruig, neart mo cbridbe. ` Come to me, he said. Come to me Claire, daughter of Henry, strength of my heart. Scarcely feeling my feet or those I stumbled over, I made my way to him, and clasped his hand, his grip cold but strong on my fingers.

  I saw him turn his head; was he looking for Bree? But no-he stretched out his other hand toward Roger.

  'Seas ri mo himb, Roger an tWanaiche, macJeremiab MacCboinnicb!" Stand by my band, Roger the singer, son ofJeremiah MacKenzie. Roger stood stock-still for a moment, eyes dark on Jamie, then moved toward him, like one sleepwalking. The crowd was still excited, but the shouting had died down, and people craned to hear what was said.

  "Stand by me in battle," he said in Gaelic, his eyes fixed on Roger, left hand extended. He spoke slowly and clearly, to be sure of understanding. "Be a shield for my familyand for yours, son of my house."

  Roger's expression seemed suddenly to dissolve, like a face seen in water when a stone is tossed into it. Then it solidified once more, and he clasped Jamie's hand, squeezing hard.

  Jamie turned to the crowd then, and began the calling. This was something I had seen him do before, many years before, in Sc
otland. A formal invitation and identification of tenants by a laird, it was a small ceremony often done on a quarter-day or after the harvest. Faces lighted here and there with recognition; many of the Highland Scots knew the custom, though they would not have seen it in this land before tonight.

  "Come to me, Geordie Chisholm, son of Walter, son of Connaught the Red! "

  "Stand with me, a Cboinneicb, Evan, Murdo, you sons of Alexander Lindsay of the Glen!"

  "Come to my side, Joseph Wemyss, son of Donald, son of Robert!" I smiled

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  to see Mr. Wemyss, flustered but terribly pleased at this public inclusion, make his way toward us, head proudly raised, fair hair flying wild in the wind of the great fire.

  "Stand by me, Josiah the hunter!"

  Was Josiah Beardsley here? Yes, he was; a slight, dark form slid out of the shadows, to take up a shy place in the group near Jamie. I caught his eye and smiled at him; he looked hastily away, but a small, embarrassed smile clung to his lips, as though he had forgotten it was there.

  it was an impressive group by the time he had finished-nearly forty men, gathered shoulder-close and flushed as much with pride as with whisky. I saw Roger exchange a long look with Brianna, who was beaming across the fire at him. She bent her head to whisper something to Jemmy, who was submerged in his blankets, half-asleep in her arms. She picked up one of his wee paws and waved it limply toward Roger, who laughed.

  ''. . Air mo mbionnan . . . " Distracted, I had missed Jamie's final statement, catching only the last few words. Whatever he had said met with approval, though; there was a low rumble of solemn assent from the men around us, and a moment's silence.

  Then he let go my hand, stooped, and picked up a branch from the ground. Lighting this, he held it aloft, then threw the blazing brand high into the air. It tumbled end over end as it fell straight down, into the heart of the fire.

  "The Frasers of the Ridge are here!" he bellowed, and the clearing erupted in a massive cheer.

  As we made our way back up the slope to resume the interrupted festivities, I found myself next to Roger, who was humming something cheerful under his breath. I put a hand on his sleeve, and he looked down at me, smiling.

  "Congratulations," I said, smiling back. "Welcome to the family-son of the house."

  He grinned enormously. "Thanks," he said. "Mum.

  We came to a level spot, and walked side by side for a moment, not speaking. Then he said, in a quite different tone, "That was ... something quite special, wasn't it?"

  I didn't know whether he meant historically special, or special in personal terms. In either case, he was right, and I nodded.

  "I didn't catch all of the last bit, though," I said. "And I don't know what earbsacbd means-do you?"

  "Oh ... aye. I know." It was quite dark here between the fires; I could see no more of him than a darker smudge against the black of shrub and tree. There was an odd note in his voice, though. He cleared his throat.

  "It's an oath--of a sort. He-Jamie-he swore an oath to us, to his family and tenants. Support, protection, that kind of thing."

  "Oh, yes?" I said, mildly puzzled. "What do you mean, 'of a sort'?"

  "Ah, well." He was silent for a moment, evidently marshaling his words. "It means a word of honor, rather than just an oath," he said carefully. "Earbsacbd"-he pronounced it YARB-sochk-"was once said to be the distinguishing characteristic of the MacCrimmons of Skye, and meant basically that their

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  word once given must unfailingly be acted upon at no matter what cost. If a MacCrimmon said he would do something"-he paused and drew breath-"he would do it, though he should burn to death in the doing."

  His hand came up under my elbow, surprisingly firm.

  "Here," he said quietly. "Let me help; it's slippery underfoot,"

  ON THE NIGHT THAT OUR WEDDING IS ON US