The Fiery Cross

by Diana Gabaldon

  "Whether you've seen Tryon's face or not, reckon you've seen his troops, haven't you?"

  "I have." Roger's heart was beating fast, and the blood sang in his temples, but oddly enough, he wasn't afraid. The crowd was hostile, but not bloodthirsty-not yet.

  "So how many men does Tryon have?" The man was watching him closely, with a glint in his eye. Best to answer honestly; the odds were good that the answer was already known; there was nothing whatever to hinder men of

  ossing the Alamance and assessing the situation for the Regulation from cr

  themselves.

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  "A few more than a thousand," Roger said,,watching the man's face carefully. No surprise; he had known. "But they are trained militia," Roger added pointedly, with a glance at a number of the Regulators, who, having lost interest in Roger, had resumed a wrestling match nearby. "And they have artillery. I think you have none, sir?"

  The man's face closed like a fist.

  "Think what you like," he said shortly. "But you can tell Tryon that we boast twice his number. And be we trained or not-" his mouth twisted ironically, "we are all armed, each man with his musket." He tilted back his head, squinting against the light.

  "An hour, is it?" he asked, more softly. "Sooner than that, I think." He lowered his gaze, looking Roger in the eye.

  it to Go you back across the creek, then, sir. Tell Governor Tryon that we mean have our say, and have our way of it. If he will listen and do as we demand,

  well and good. If not. . ." He touched the hilt of the pistol in his belt, and nodded once, his face settling into grim lines.

  Roger glanced around at the circle of silent faces. Some bore looks of uncertainty, but most were sullen or openly defiant. He turned without a word and walked away, the Reverend's words whispering among the spring leaves as he passed beneath the trees.

  Blessed are the peacemakers. f0

  r they shall be called the children of God. He hoped one got credit for trying.

  THIE SURGEON'S BOOK I

  Item #28 - The Surgeons to keep a Book and enter each Man that comes under his care, Vixt. the Mans Name, the Company he belongs to, the Day he comes under his Hands, and the day he discharges him.

  Camp Duties and Regulations"

  I FELT A COOL BREEZE touch my cheek, and shivered, though the day was very warm. I had the sudden absurd thought that it was the glancing touch of a wing-feather, as though the Angel of Death had silently passed by me, intent on his dark business.

  "Nonsense," I said aloud. Evan Lindsay heard me; I saw his head turn momentarily, but then turn back. Like all the others, he kept glancing toward the east.

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  People who don't believe in telepathy have never set foot on a battlefield, nor served with an army. Something passes unseen from man to man when an army is about to move- the air itself is live with feeling. Half dread, half eager ness, it dances over the skin and bores the length of the spine with an urgency like sudden lust.

  No messenger had come yet, but one would, I knew it. Something had hap pened, somewhere.I Everyone stood rooted, waiting. I felt an overwhelming urge to move, to break that spell, and turned abruptly, my hands flexing with the need to stir, to do something. The kettle had boiled, the water sat ready, covered with a piece of clean linen. I had set up my medicine chest on a stump; I put back the lid

  t, and began to go mindlessly through its contents yet again, though I knew all b,

  was in order.

  I touched the gleaming bottles one by one, their names a soothing litany. Atropine, Belladonna, Laudanum, Paregoric, Oil of Lavender, Oil of Juniper, Permyroyal, Lady's-vetch, . . . and the squat brown-glass bottle of alcohol. Always alcohol. I had a keg of it, still on the wagon.

  i", Movement caught my eye; it was Jamie, the sun sparking through the leaves gn his hair as he moved quietly under the trees, bending here to speak a word in someone's ear, touching there a shoulder, like a magician bringing statues e.

  to lif

  I stood still, hands twisted in the folds of my apron, not wanting to distract him, yet wanting very much to attract his attention. He moved easily, joking, touching casually-and yet I could see the tension in him. When had he last stood with an army, waiting the order to charge?

  At Culloden, I thought, and the hairs rippled erect on my forearms, pale in the spring sun.

  Hoofsteps sounded nearby, and the crashing sound of horses moving through brush. Everyone swung round in expectation, muskets held loose in their hands. There was a general gasp and murmur as the first rider came into view, ducking her bright red head beneath the maple boughs.

  I "Holy Christ," Jamie said, loudly enough to be heard across the clearing. "What in hell is she doing here?" There was a ripple of laughter from the men who knew her, fracturing the tension like cracks in ice. Jamie's shoulders relaxed, very slightly, but his face was rather grim as he strode to meet her.

  I By the time Brianna. had pulled up her horse and swung down from her saddle next to him, I had reached them, too.

  "What-" I began, but Jamie was already nose to nose with his daughter, his hand on her arm, eyes narrowed and speaking in a rapid torrent of low-voiced Gaelic.

  "I'm that sorry, Mum, but she would come." A second horse ambled out of the trees, an apologetic-looking young black man on top. It was Joshua, Jocasta's groom. "I couldna prevent her, nor could Missus Sherston. We did try." "So I see," I said.

  Brianna's color had risen in response to whatever Jamie was saying to her, but she showed no sign of getting back on her horse and leaving. She said something to him, also in Gaelic, that I didn't catch, and he reared back as though stung on the nose by a wasp. She nodded sharply once, as though

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  satisfied with the impact of her statement, and turned on her heel. Then she saw me, and a wide smile transformed her face.

  "Mama!" She embraced me, her gown smelling faintly of fresh soap, beeswax, and turpentine. There was a small streak of cobalt-blue paint on her jaw.

  "Hallo, darling. Wherever did you come from?" I kissed her cheek and stood back, cheered by the sight of her, in spite of everything. She was dressed very plainly, in the rough brown homespun she wore on the Ridge, but the clothes were fresh and clean. Her long red hair was tied back in a plait, and a broad straw hat hung from its strings down her back.

  "Hillsborough," she said. "Someone who came to dinner at the Sherston's last night told us that the militia was camped here-so I came. I brought some food"- she waved at the bulging saddlebags on her horse-"and some herbs from the Sherston's garden I thought you might use."

  "Oh? Oh, yes. Lovely." I was uneasily aware of Jamie's glowering presence somewhere behind me, but didn't look around. "Ah ... I don't mean to sound as though I'm not pleased to see you, darling, but there is just possibly going to be a fight here before too long, and . . .

  "I know that." Her color was still high, and it deepened somewhat at this. She raised her voice slightly.

  "That's all right; I didn't come to fight. If I had, I would have worn my breeches." She darted a glance over my shoulder, and I heard a loud snort from that direction, followed by guffaws from the Lindsay brothers. She lowered her head to hide a grin, and I couldn't help smiling, too.

  "I'll stay with you," she said, lowering her voice as well, and touching my arm. "If there's nursing to be done ... afterward-I can help."

  I hesitated, but there was no question that if things did come to a fight, there would be wounded to treat, and an extra pair of hands would be useful. Brianna wasn't skilled at nursing, but she did understand about germs and antisepsis, knowledge of much more value in its way than a grasp of anatomy or physiology.

  Bree had straightened. Her glance flickered over the men who waited in the maples' shade, searching.

  "Where's Roger?" she asked, her voice low but level.

  "He's all right," I assured her, hoping it was true. "Jamie sent him across the creek this morning
, with a flag of truce, to bring back Hermon Husband to talk with the Governor."

  "He's over tbere?" Her voice rose involuntarily, and she lowered it, self-conscious . "With the enemy? If that's the right word for them."

  "He'll be back." Jamie stood by my elbow, viewing his daughter with no great favor, but obviously resigned to her presence. "Dinna fash, lassie. No one will trouble him, under a flag of truce."

  Bree raised her head, looking as far as she could into the distance toward the creek. Her face had drawn in upon itself, a pale knot of apprehension.

  "Will a flag of truce help him if he's still over there when the shooting starts?

  The answer to that-which she obviously knew-was "Probably noCl So did Jamie, who didn't bother saying it. He also didn't bother saying that per-

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  haps it wouldn't come to shooting; the air was thick with anticipation, acrid with the scent of spilled black powder and nervous sweat.

  "He'll be back," Jamie repeated, though in a gender tone. He touched her face, smoothing back a random lock of hair. "I promise, lass. He'll be all right."

  The look of apprehension faded a bit as she searched his face. She seemed to find some reassurance there, for a little of the tension left her, and she nodded, in mute acceptance. Jamie leaned forward and kissed her on the forehead, then turned away to speak to Rob Byrnes.

  Bree stood looking after him for a moment, then untied the strings of her bonnet and came to sit down beside me on a rock. Her hands were trembling slightly; she took a deep breath, and clasped her knees to still them.

  "Is there anything I can do to help now?" she asked, with a nod toward my open medicine box. "Do you need me to fetch anything?"

  I shook my head.

  "No, I have everything I need. There isn't anything to do but wait." I grimaced slightly. "That's the hardest part."

  She made a small sound of reluctant agreement, and relaxed, with a visible cffort. She assessed the waiting equipment, a slight frown between her brows: the fire, the boiling water, the folding table, the large instrument box, and the smaller pack that held my emergency kit.

  "What's in there?" she asked, poking a boot-shod toe at the canvas sack. "Alcohol and bandages, a scalpel, forceps, amputation saw, tourniquets. They'll bring the wounded here, if they can, or to one of the other surgeons. But if I have to go to a man wounded on the field-someone too bad to walk or be carried-I can snatch that up and go at once."

  I heard her swallow, and when I glanced up at her, the freckles stood out on the bridge of her nose. She nodded, and drew a deep breath to speak. Her face changed suddenly, though, switching comically from seriousness to repugnance. She sniffed once, suspiciously, her long nose wrinkling like an antcater's.

  I could smell it, too; the stink of fresh feces, coming from the grove directly behind us.

  "That's rather common before a battle," I said, low-voiced, trying not to laugh at her expression. "They're caught short, poor things."

  She cleared her throat and didn't say anything, but I saw her gaze roam round the clearing, resting now on one man, then another. I knew what she was thinking. How was it possible? How could one look at such an orderly, compact bundle as a man, head bent to catch a friend's words, arm stretched to take a canteen, face moving from smile to frown, eyes lighted and muscles taut-and envision rupture, abrasion, fracture ... and death?

  It couldn't be done. It was an act of the imagination that lay beyond the capability of one who hadn't ever seen that particular obscene transformation.

  It could, however, be remembered. I coughed, and leaned forward, hoping to distract us both.

  "Whatever did you say to your father?" I asked, out of the side of my mouth. "When you came, when you were speaking Gaelic."

  "Oh, that." A slight flush of amusement momentarily relieved her paleness.

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  "He was snarling at me, wanting to know what I thought I was playing at--did I mean to leave my child an orphan, he said, risking my life along with Roger's?" She wiped a strand of red hair away from her mouth, and gave me a small, edgy smile. "So I said to him, if it was so dangerous, where did he Let off, risking making me an orphan by having you here, hm?"

  I laughed, though keeping that, too, under my breath.

  "It's not dangerous for you, is it?" she asked, surveying the militia encampment. "Back here, I mean?"

  I shook my head.

  "No. If the fighting comes anywhere close, we'll move, right away. But I don't think-"

  I was interrupted by the sound of a horse, coming fast, and was on my feet. along with the rest of the camp, by the time the messenger appeared; one of Tryon's baby-faced aides, pale with bottled-up excitement.

  "Stand ready," he said, hanging out of his saddle, half- breathless.

  "And what d'ye think we've been doing since dawn?" Jamie demanded, impatient. "What in God's name is happening, man?"

  Very little, apparently, but that little was important enough. A minister from the Regulator's side had come to parley with the Governor.

  "A minister?" Jamie interrupted. "A Quaker, do you mean?"

  "I do not know, sir," said the aide, annoyed at being interrupted. "Quakers have no clergy, anyone knows as much. No, it was a minister named Caldwell, the Reverend David Caldwell."

  Regardless of religious affiliation, Tryon had been unmoved by the ambassador's appeal. He could not, would not deal with a mob, and there was an end to it. Let the Regulators disperse, and he would promise to consider any just complaints laid before him in a proper manner. But disperse they must, within an hour.

  "Could you, would you, in a box?" I murmured under my breath, half unhinged by the waiting. "Could you, would you, with a fox?" Jamie had taken off his hat, and the sun shone bright on his ruddy hair. Bree gave a strangled giggle, as much shock as amusement.

  "He could not, would not, with a mob," she murmured back. "Could not, would not ... do the job?"

  "He can, though," I said, sotto voce. "And I'm very much afraid he will." For the hundredth time that morning, I glanced toward the scrim of willows through which Roger had disappeared on his errand.

  "An hour," Jamie repeated, in answer to the aide's message. He glanced in the same direction, toward the creek. "And how much time is left of that?" "Perhaps half an hour." The aide looked suddenly much younger even than

  his years. He swallowed, and put on his hat. "I must go, sir. Listen for the cannon, sir, and luck to you!"

  "And with you, sir." Jamie touched the aide's arm in farewell, then slapped the horse's rump with his hat, sending it off.

  As though it had been a signal, the camp sprang into a flurry of activity, even before the Governor's aide had disappeared through the trees. Weapons already primed and loaded were checked and re-checked, buckles unfastened and refastened, badges polished, hats beaten free of dust and cockades affixed, stockings

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  pulled up and tightly gartered, filled canteens shaken for reassurance that their contents had not evaporated in the last quarter-hour.

  myself running my fingers over the rows of glass it was catching. I found mind in my chest yet again, the names murmuring and blurring in my

  like the words of someone telling rosary beads, sense lost in the fervor of peti lavender, oil of cloves ...

  tion. Rosemary, atropine, g all this bustle. She sat on her rock, Bree was notable for her stillness amon

  with no movement save the stir of a random breeze in her skirts, her eyes fixed ing, under her breath, and turned. bn the distant trees. I heard her say someth

  "What did you say?"

  "It's not in the books." She didn't take her eyes off the trees, and her hands er as though she could will Roger to were knotted in her lap, squeezing togeth

  .appear through the willows. She lifted her chin, gesturing toward the field, the irees, the men around us. books. I read about the Boston Mas"This," she said. "It's not in the history

  sac
re. I saw it there, in the history books, and I saw it here, in the newspaper. But I never saw this there. I never read a word about Governor Tryon, or North Carolina, or a place called Alamance. So nothing's going to happen." She spoke fiercely, wilting it. "If there was a big battle here, someone would have written

  bout it. Nobody did-so nothing's going to happen. Nothing!" lomahing a

  t "I hope you're right," I said, and felt a small warming of the chill in the small of my back. Perhaps she was. Surely it couldn't be a major battle, at least. more than four years from the outbreak of the Revolution; even We were no

  ct were well-known. the minor skirmishes preceding that confli

  before-a The Boston Massacre had happened a little more than a year

  street-fight, a clash between a mob and a platoon of nervous soldiers. Shouted insults, a few stones thrown. An unauthorized shot, a panicked volley, and five men dead. It had been reported, with a good deal of fierce editorializing, in one of the Boston newspapers; I had seen it, in Jocasta's parlor; one of her friends had sent her a copy. rief incident was immortalized in chil-

  And two hundred years later, that b the Colonists. I glanced dren's textbooks, evidence of the rising disaffection of

  at the men who stood around us, preparing to fight. Surely, if there was to be a ally a tax major battle here, a Royal Governor putting down what was essenti

  ng! payer's rebellion, that would have been worth noti

  s uneasily aware that neither warfare nor hisstill that was theory. And I wa

  3 f what should happen.

  il tory took much account 0 He would Y by Gideon, whom he had tethered to a tree.

  Jamie was standing

  go into battle with his men, on foot. He was taking his pistols from the saddleat his belt. His head was bag, putting away the extra ammunition in the pouch

  etails of what he was doing.

  bent, absorbed in the d something. I I felt a sudden, dreadful urgency. I must touch him, must say

  tried to tell myself that Bree was right; this was nothing; likely not even a shot would be fired-and yet there were three thousand armed men here on the banks of the Alamance., and the knowledge of bloodshed hummed and buzzed among them.

  I left Brianna sitting on her rock, burning eyes fixed on the wood, and hur ried to him.

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  "Jamie," I said, and put a hand on his arm.

  It was like touching a high-voltage wire; power hummed inside the insulation of his flesh, ready to erupt in a burst of crackling light. They say one can't let go of such a line; a victim of electrocution simply freezes to the r h p-

  VA e e1 less to move or save himself, as the current burns through brain and heart. He put his hand on mine, looking down.

  "A nigbean donn, " he said, and smiled a little. "Have ye come to '%Nrish me luck,then?"

  fI smiled back as best I could, though the current sizzled through me, stif

  ening the muscles of my face as it burned.

  "I couldn't let you go without saying ... something. I suppose 'Good Luck' will do." I hesitated, words jamming in my throat with the sudden urge to say much more than there was time for. In the end, I said only the important things. "Jamie-I love you. Be careful!"

  He didn't remember Culloden, he said, I wondered suddenly whether that loss of memory extended to the hours just before the battle, when he and I had said farewell. Then I looked into his eyes and knew it did not.