The Fiery Cross

by Diana Gabaldon

  ROGER JERKED HARD at the rope round his wrists, but succeeded only in digging the rough hemp farther into his flesh. He could feel the burn of abraded skin and a damp feel that he thought was oozing blood, but his hands had gone so numb that he wasn't sure. His fingers felt the size of sausages, the skin stretched tight.

  He was lying where Buccleigh and his friends had thrown him, after tying his wrists and ankles, in the shade of a fallen log. Soaked through from the river, he would have been shivering with cold, had he not been struggling so desperately to get loose. Instead, sweat ran down his neck, his cheeks burned, and he felt as though his head would burst from the influx of furious blood.

  They'd gagged him with the flag of truce, stuffing the kerchief so deep into his throat that he was close to choking, and knotting his own stock round his mouth. Ancestor or no, he was going to mangle William Buccleigh MacKenzie, if it was the last thing he ever did.

  Shots were still being fired nearby; not in volleys, but a ragged popcorn rattle. The air reeked with black powder smoke, and every so often, something came whistling through the trees like a jabberwock, with a tremendous ripping and snapping of branches and leaves. Chain-shot? Cannonballs?

  A cannonball had thudded into the riverbank, earlier, burying itself in a small explosion of mud and momentarily interrupting the fight. One of Buccleigh's friends had uttered a cry and run, splashing, for the shelter of the trees, but the other had stayed, grappling and punching, heedless of the shooting and yelling, until he and Buccleigh had managed to press Roger's head beneath the water and overpower him. He could still feel the burn of the river-water in his sinuses.

  He'd managed to get to his knees now, hunched like a inch-worm, but didn't dare to raise his head above the log, for fear of having it shot off. Fury was running so strong through his veins that he hadn't really been frightened, even at the realization that the battle was going on round him, but he hadn't lost his mind entirely.

  He rubbed his face hard against the crumbling bark of the log, trying to snag the strip of linen tied round his head. It worked; the stub of a twig caught, and he jerked his head up, pulling the stock down below his chin. Grunting with the effort, he shoved the wadded kerchief out a little way, caught it on the same twig, and drew back, the soggy rag pulling out of his throat like a snakeswallower in reverse.

  He gagged with reaction, feeling bile rise up the back of his throat. He gulped air, greedy for oxygen, and his stomach settled a bit.

  Great, he could breathe, now what? The firing was still going on, and he could hear crashing off to his left, as several men plowed through the bushes, heedless of obstruction.

  Running feet were coming toward him; he ducked behind the shelter of the log, just in time to avoid being flattened as a body catapulted over it. His new in

  companion scrambledup onto hands and knees, pressing tight aga st the log, only then becoming aware of his presence.

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  "You!" It was Black-beard, from Husband's encampment. He stared at Roger, face suffusing slowly with blood. He could smell the man, a rank, penetrating reek of fear and anger.

  Black-beard grabbed him by the shirt-front, jerking him close. "This is your fault! Bastard!"

  With his hands and feet still tied, he had no means of fighting back, but jerked back, trying to free himself

  "Let go, fool!"

  Only then did the man realize that he was tied, and in his astonishment, did let go. Off-balance, Roger fell to the side, scraping his face painfully on the rough bark of the log. Black-beard's eyes bulged with amazement, then narrowed in glee.

  "By Dad, you been captured! If that ain't luck! Who's got you, fool?"

  "He's mine." A low Scottish voice behind him announced the return of William Buccleigh MacKenzie. "What d'ye mean it's his fault? What is?" "This!" Black-beard flung out an arm, indicating the field around them, and

  the dying battle. The artillery had ceased, and there were no more than scattered rifle-shots in the distance.

  "This damn smooth-talker come unto the camp this morning, asking for Hermon Husband, and took him away for a private word. I don't know what in desolation's name he said, but when he finished it, Husband come out, got straight onto his horse, told us all to go home, and rode offl "

  Black-beard glared at Roger, and drawing back his hand, slapped him hard across the face. "What did you say to him, arse-bite?"

  Without waiting for an answer, he turned back to Buccleigh, who was glancing back and forth between his captive and his visitor, a look of deep interest farrowing the thick, fair brows. "If Hermon had stuck with us, we might ha' stood," Black-beard raged. "But with him goin' off like that, it cut the ground right from under us-wasn't no one knew quite what to do, and the next thing you know, here's Tryon a-bawling surrender at us-and a course we wasn't goin' to do that, but we wasn't what you'd call prepared to fight neither. . . " He trailed off at this, catching Roger's eye on him, and uncomfortably aware that Roger had seen him fleeing in panic.

  There was nothing but silence on the far side of the log; all firing had stopped. It was dawning on Roger that the battle was not only over, but well and truly lost. Which meant in turn that the militia were likely to be swarming over this place in short order. His eyes were still watering from the slap, but he blinked them clear, glaring at Black-beard.

  "I said to Husband what I say to you," he said, with as much authority as he could muster, lying trussed on the ground like a Christmas goose. "The Governor is serious. He means to put down this rebellion, and by the looks of things, he's done just that. If you have a care for your skin-and I'd say you do-I)

  With an inarticulate growl of rage, Black-beard seized Roger by the shoulders and tried to smash his head into the log.

  Roger twisted like an eel. He reared back, breaking the man's grip, then threw himself forward, and butted the man squarely, smashing Black-beard's nose with his forehead. He felt the satisfying crunch of bone and cartilage, and

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  the spurt of blood hot and wet against his face, and fell back onto one elbow, panting.

  He'd not given anyone a Glasgow kiss before, but it seemed to come natural. The jar of it hurt his wrist badly, but he was beyond caring. Just let Buccleigh come close enough to get the same, that's all he wanted.

  Buccleigh eyed him with a mixture of arousement and wary respect.

  "Oh, a man of talent, aye? A traitor, a wif-stealer, and a bormy brawler, all in the same wee bundle, is it?"

  Black-beard threw up, choking on the blood from his crushed nose, but Roger paid no attention. His vision clear now, he kept his eyes square on Buccleigh. He knew which man of the two was the greater threat.

  "A man who's sure of his wife needn't worry that someone else might steal her," he said, anger only slightly tempered with wariness. "I'm sure of my own wife, and have no need of yours, amadain."

  Buccleigh was sunburned and deeply flushed from fighting, but at this, a darker red crept into his cheeks. Still, he kept his composure, smiling lightly. "Marrit, are ye? Your wife must be ill-favored, surely, for ye to be sniffing

  after mine. Or is it only that she's put ye out of her bed, because ye couldna serve her decently?"

  The rasp of the rope on his wrists reminded Roger that he was in no position to bandy words. With an effort, he bit back the retort that sat at the tip of his tongue, and swallowed it. It tasted foul, going down.

  "Unless ye mean your wife to be a widow, I think it's time ye were going, aye?" he said. He jerked his head toward the far side of the log, where the brief silence had been succeeded by the distant sound of voices.

  "The battle's over, your cause is lost. I don't know if they mean to take prisoners-"

  "They've taken several." Buccleigh frowned at him, clearly undecided. There weren't that many options, Roger thought; Buccleigh must let him go, leave him tied, or kill him. Either of the first two was acceptable. As for the third, surely if Buccleigh meant to kill him, he'd
be already dead.

  "You'd best go while ye can," Roger suggested. "Your wife will be worried." It was a mistake to have mentioned Morag again. Buccleigh's face grew darker, but before he could say anything, he was interrupted by the appearance of the woman herself, in company with the man who had helped Buccleigh tie him earlier.

  "Will! Oh, Willie! Thank Christ you're safe! Are ye hurt at all?" She was pale and anxious, and had a small child in her arms, clinging monkeylike to her neck. Despite the burden, she reached out a hand to touch her husband, to assure herself that he was indeed unharmed.

  "Dinna fash yourself, Morag," Buccleigh said gruffly. "I've taken no harm." Still, he patted her hand, and kissed her self-consciously on the forehead. Ignoring this tender reunion, Buccleigh's companion prodded Roger inter-

  estedly in the side with the toe of his boot. "What shall we do with this, then, Buck?"

  Buccleigh hesitated, his attention drawn momentarily from his wife. Morag, spotting Roger on the ground, uttered a muffled scream and clapped her hand across her mouth.

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  "What have ye done, Willie?" she cried. "Let him go, for Bride's sake!"

  "I shan't. He's a damned traitor." Buccleigh's mouth set in a grim line, obviously displeased at his wife's taking notice of Roger.

  "He's not, he can't be!" Clutching her son tightly to her, Morag stooped to peer at Roger, an anxious crease between her brows. Seeing the state of his hands, she gasped and turned indignantly to her husband.

  "Will! How can ye treat this man so, and after he's done such service to your own wife and bairn!"

  For Gods sake, Morag, back ofP Roger thought, seeing Buccleigh's fist clench suddenly. Buccleigh was plainly a jealous bastard to start with, and being on the losing side of the battle just past was doing his temper no good at all.

  "Bugger off, Morag," said Buccleigh, echoing Roger's sentiment in less-gallant language. "This is no place for you or the bairn; take him and go." Black-beard had recovered slightly by this time, and loomed up alongside

  Buccleigh. He glared down at Roger, hands pressed tenderly to his swollen nose.

  "Slit his throat, I say, and good riddance." He emphasized this opinion with a kick in the ribs that curled Roger up like a shrimp.

  Morag uttered a fierce cry and kicked Black-beard in the shin. "Let him alone!"

  Black-beard, taken off-guard, let out a yelp and hopped backward. Buccleigh's other companion appeared to find this more than funny, but stifled his hilarity when Buccleigh turned an awful glare on him.

  Morag was on her knees, her small belt-knife in her hand, trying one-handed to cut the bonds about Roger's wrists, Much as he appreciated her intent, Roger wished she wouldn't try to help him. It was all too apparent that the original green-eyed monster had firm possession of the soul of William Buccleigh MacKenzie, and was glaring out of his eye-sockets in an emerald fury.

  Buccleigh seized his wife by the arm and jerked her to her feet. The baby, startled, began to shriek.

  "Leave, Morag!" Buccleigh snarled. "Go, and go now!"

  "Yes, go!" Black- beard put in, glowering. "We've no need of your help, youinterfering little bizzom! 11

  "Don't you speak to my wife that way!" Turning on his heel, Buccleigh punched Black-beard swiftly in the stomach. The man sat down hard, his mouth opening and closing in comical astonishment. Roger could almost feel a certain sympathy for Black-beard, who appeared to be faring no better between the two MacKenzies than he was himself.

  Buccleigh's other friend, who had been observing the exchange with the fascination of someone watching a close tennis match, seized the opportunity to join the conversation, butting in as Morag tried to soothe her baby's crying.

  "Whatever ye mean to do, Buck, best we do it and be gone." He nodded toward the creek, uneasy. There were a number of men coming in their direction, judging from the rumble of voices. Not fleeing Regulators; it was a purposeful sound. Militia, coming in search of prisoners? Roger sincerely hoped so.

  "Aye." Buccleigh glanced in the direction of the noises, then turned to his wife. He took her by the shoulders, but gently.

  "Go, Morag. I'd have ye safe."

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  She heard the note of pleading in his voice, and her face softened. Still, she looked from her husband to Roger, who was now trying mental telepathy, beaming thoughts at her in increasing desperation.

  Leave, for God's sake, woman, before youget me killed!

  Morag turned back to her husband, small jaw set in determination.

  "I'll go. But you swear to me, William Buccleigh, that ye willna harm one hair of this man's head!"

  Buccleigh's eyes bulged slightly, and his hands curled into fists, but Morag stood her ground, small and fierce. I)

  "Swear it!" she said. "For by the name of Bride, Ill not share the bed of a murderer!"

  Clearly torn, Buccleigh glanced from the sullen Black-beard to his other friend, who was shuffling from one foot to the other like a man in urgent need of a privy. The party of militia was getting closer. Then he looked down into his wife's face.

  "All right, Morag," he said gruffly. He gave her a small push. "Go, now!" "No." She reached out and took her husband's hand, pulling it toward her breast. Little Jernmy had got over his alarm, and was curled into his mother's shoulder, noisily sucking his thumb. Morag placed his father's hand on the little boy's head.

  "Swear on your son's head, Will, that ye'll not hurt this man nor see him killed."

  Roger mentally applauded the gesture, but was afraid she'd gone too far; Buccleigh stiffened for a moment, and the blood rose in his face again. After a tense moment, though, he nodded, once.

  "I swear," he said quietly, and let his hand fall. Morag's face eased, and without a word, she turned then and hurried away, the baby held close to her bosom.

  Roger let out the breath he'd been holding. God, what a woman! He hoped passionately that she and her baby would be safe-though if her fat-headed husband chose to step in a gopher hole and break his neck ...

  William Buccleigh was looking down at him, green eyes narrowed in contemplation, ignoring the increasing agitation of his friend.

  "Come on, Buck!" The man glanced over his shoulder toward the creek, where loud calls to and fro indicated searchers combing the ground. "There's no time to be lost. They did say Tryon means to hang prisoners, and I've no mind to be one!"

  "Does he," Buccleigh said softly. He held Roger's eyes with his, and Roger thought for a moment that something familiar stirred in those depths. A chill of unease ran down his spine.

  "He's right," he said to Buccleigh, with a jerk of the head toward the other man. "Go. I'll not speak against you-for your wife's sake."

  Buccleigh pursed his lips slightly, thinking.

  "No," he 'said at last, "I dinna think ye will. Speak against me, that is." He stooped and picked up the sodden, dirt-smeared ex-flag of truce from the ground. "Go along with ye, Johnny. See to Morag. I'll meet ye laten"

  "But Buck. . - "

  "Go! I'm safe enough." With a faint smile, his eyes still on Roger, Buccleigh

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  put his hand in his pouch and drew out a small bit of dull silver metal. With a small shock, Roger recognized his own militia badge, the crudely lettered "FC" burned black in the pewter disc.

  Tossing the badge lightly in his palm, Buccleigh turned to Black-beard, who was taking a suddenly renewed interest in the proceedings.

  P 461've a thought, sir, regarding our mutual friend." He nodded toward ,oger. "If you're with me?"

  Black-beard looked at Roger, back at MacKenzie, and a slow smile began to grow beneath his bulbous, reddened nose. The ripple of unease down Roger's back blossomed suddenly into a full-blown jolt of fear.

  "Help!" he roared. "Help, militia! Help!" He rolled, twisting to avoid them, but Black-beard seized him by the shoulders, pulling him back. Calls came from beyond the trees, and the sound of feet, beginning to run.

  "N
o, sit," said William Buccleigh, kneeling down in front of him. He seized Roger's jaw in a grip of iron, strangling his yells and squeezing his cheeks to force open his mouth. "I do not think you'll speak, indeed." With a slight smile, he rammed the sodden cloth down Roger's throat again, and tied the tattered neckcloth fast around it.

  He stood up, then, the militia badge held tight in his hand. As the bushes opened, he turned toward them and waved an arm in hearty greeting.

  AFTERMATH

  It being now balfpast two 0-'Clock the Enemy entirely dispersed, and the Armyfive Milesfrom Camp, it was thought adviseable to lose no Time, but to return immediately tothe Camp atAlamance. Empty Wa onswere

  gg orderedftom Camp which took both the killed and wounded of the Loyalists, and even several of the wounded Rebels, who acknowledged had theygained the day no Quarters would have beengiven but to such as would have

  turned Regulators, these were nevertheless, taken good Care of, and bad their wounds dressed.

  - A Journal of the Expedition against the Insurgents, Win. Tryon

  A MUSKET-BALL had shattered David Wingate's elbow. Bad luck; had it struck an inch higher, it would have broken the bone, but healed cleanly. I'd opened the joint with a semicircular incision across the outer aspect, and dug

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  out both the flattened ball and several bone chips, but the cartilage was badly damaged, and the biceps tendon had been sheared through completely; I could see the silvery gleam of one end, hiding deep in the dark-red meat of the muscle.

  I gnawed my lower lip, considering. if I lcft matters as they were, the arm would be permanentlyand badly-crippled. if I could reattach the severed tendon and

  might just pobring the bone-ends in the joint capsule into good alignment, he ssibly regain some use of it.

  I glanced round the campsite, which now resembled an ambulance depot, littered with bodies, equipment, and blood-staincd bandages. Most of the bodies were moving, thank God, if only to curse or moan. One man had been dead when his friends brought him in; he lay quiet'in the shade of a tree, wrapped in his blanket.

  Most of the injuries I saw had been slight, though there were two men shot through the body; I could do nothing for them but keep them warm and hope for the best. Brianna was checking them every few minutes for signs of shock and fever, in between rounds of administering honeyed water to those suffering more superficial wounds. Best she kept busy, I thought, and she did keep moving, though her face looked like one of the wild morning glories on the vine that climbed the bush behind me-white and puckered, pinched tight closed against the terrors of the day.

  I had had to amputate a leg, soon after the battle ended. It was a man from Mercer's Company-camped near to us, and lacking a surgeon of their ownstruck by a rebounding chunk of a mortar round that had torn off most of his foot and left the flesh of the lower leg hanging in ribbons from the shattered bone. I'd thought she would faint when the heavy limb thumped into the dirt at her feet, and she'd thought so, too, but had by some miracle stayed upright, supporting the patient-who really had fainted, thank the Lord for small metcies-while I cauterized the bleeding vessels and bound the stump with brutal speed.

  Jamie was gone; he had brought back his men, hugged me hard and kissed me once, fiercely, then left with the Lindsays to take the prisoners to the Governor-and inquire along the way for any news of Roger.

  Relief at Jamie's return buoyed my heart, but fear for Roger was a small heavy counterweight below my breastbone. I could ignore it while I worked, though. No news was good news for a short time yet, and I welcomed the immediate realities of triage and treatment as a refuge from imagination.

  Nothing else looked exigent. Men were still straggling in, but Bree looked up at each one, her heart in her eyes. If any of them needed me, she would call. All right, I decided. There was time; I'd try it. There was little to lose, bar a bit more suffering for Mr. Wingate, and I would ask if he were willing,

  He was wax-pale and sweating, but still upright. He nodded his permission and I gave him the whisky bottle again; he applied it to his mouth with his sound hand as though it contained the elixir of life. I called one of the other men to hold his arm steady while I worked, and swiftly incised the skin just above the bend of the elbow in an inverted 'IT." exposing the lower head of the biceps and making the site more accessible. I began to probe with my longest forceps, teasing out the tough silver strand of the sheared tendon, pulling it

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  down as far as I could, until I had a sound spot where I could Pierce it with a suture, and set about the delicate work of rejoining the severed ends,

  ocused on I lost touch then with everything around me, all my attention f

  the problem before me. I was dimly conscious of the pit! pit! pit! of drops striking the ground at my feet, but didn't know whether it was the sweat that ran down my arms and face, the patient's oozing blood, or both. I could have used the