The Fiery Cross

by Diana Gabaldon

  my feet so I could admire his prize.

  "Fine," I told him, with a cursory pat. "Don't spoil your appetite, though; there are a lot of cockroaches in the pantry that I want you to deal with." "Ecce homo," Jamie murmured thoughtfiffly, tapping a finger on the casebook. "A French homo, do you think?"

  "A what?" I stared at him.

  "Does it not occur to ye, Sassenach, that perhaps it wasna Cameron that the doctor followed outside?"

  "Not 'tit this minute, no." I leaned forward and peered at the page. "Why ought it to be anyone else, though, let alone a Frenchman?"

  Jamie pointed to the edge of the page, where there were a few small drawings; doodles, I'd thought. The one under his finger was a fleur-de-lis.

  "Ecce homo," he said again, tapping it. "The doctor wasna easy in his mind about the man he followed-that's why he didna call him by name. If Cameron were drugged, then it was someone else who lcft the house that night-yet he doesna speak of anyone else who was present."

  "But he might not mention it, unless he'd examined whoever it was," I argued. "He does put in personal notes, but most of this is strictly his case historics; his observations of his patients and the treatments he was administering. But still - - ." I frowned at the page. "A fleur-de-lis scribbled in the margin doesn't necessarily mean anything at all, let alone that there was a Frenchman there." Save Fergus, Frenchmen were not at all common in North Carolina. There were some French settlements south of Savannah, I knew-but that was hundreds of miles away.

  The fleur-de-lis could be nothing more than a random doodle-and yet, Rawlings hadn't made such scribbles anywhere else in his book that I recalled. When he added drawings, they were careful and to the point, intended as a reminder to himself, or as a guide to any physician who should come after him.

  Above the fleur-de-fis was a figure that looked rather like a triangle with a small circle at the apex and a curved base; below it was a sequence of letters. Au etAq.

  "A ... u," I said slowly, looking at that. "Aurum." "Gold?" Jamie glanced up at me, surprised. I nodded.

  "It's the scientific abbreviation for gold, yes. 'Aurum et aqua.' Gold and

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  water-I suppose he means goldwasser, bits of gold flake suspended in an aque ous solution. It's a remedy for arthritis-oddly enough, it often works, though no one knows why."

  "Expensive," Jamie observed. "Though I suppose Cameron could afford it-perhaps he saved an ounce or two of his gold bars, eh?"

  "He did say Cameron suffered from arthritis." I frowned at the page and its cryptic marginalia. "Maybe he meant to advise the use of goldwasser for the condition. But I don't know about the fleur-de-lis or that other thing-" I pointed at it. "It's not the symbol for any medical treatment I know of."

  To my surprise, Jamie laughed.

  "I shouldna think so, Sassenach. It's a Freemason's compass."

  "It is?" I blinked at it, then glanced at Jamie. "Was Cameron a Mason?"

  He shrugged, running a hand through his hair. Jamie never spoke of his own association with the Freemasons. He had been "made," as the saying went, in Ardsmuir, and beyond any secrecy imposed by membership in the society, he seldom spoke of anything that had happened between those dank stone walls.

  "Rawlings must have been one as well," he said, clearly reluctant to talk about Freemasonry, but unable to keep from making logical connections. "Else he'd not have kent what that is." One long finger tapped the sign of the compass.

  I didn't know quite what to say next, but was saved from indecision by Adso, who spit out a pair of amber wings, and sprang up onto the desk in search of more hors d'oeuvres. Jamie made a grab for the inkwell with one hand, and seized his new quill protectively in the other. Deprived of prey, Adso strolled to the edge of the desk and sat on the stack of Jamie's letters, tail waving gently as he pretended to admire the view.

  Jamie's eyes narrowed at this insolence.

  "Take your furry wee arse off of my correspondence, beast," he said, poking at Adso with the sharp end of his quill. Adso's big green eyes widened as they fixed on the tip of the moving feather, and his shoulderblades tensed in anticipation. Jamie twiddled the quill tantalizingly, and Adso made an abortive swipe at it with one paw.

  I seized the cat hastily before mayhem could ensue, lifting him off the papers with a surprised and indignant mirp! of protest.

  "No, that's bis toy," I said to the cat, and gave Jamie a reproving look. "Come along now; there are cockroaches to attend to."

  I reached for the casebook with my free hand, but to my surprise, Jamie stopped me.

  "Let me keep it a bit longer, Sassenach," he said. "There's something verra odd about the notion of a French Freemason wandering River Run by night. I should like to see what else Dr. Rawlings might have to say when he's speaking Latin."

  "All right." I hoisted Adso, who had begun to purr loudly in anticipation of cockroaches, to my shoulder, and glanced out the window. The sun had set to a burning glow beyond the chestnut trees, and I could hear the noise of women and children in the kitchen; Mrs. Bug was starting to lay the supper, helped by Brianna and Marsali.

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  "Dinner soon," I said, and bent to kiss the top of Jamie's head, where the last of the light touched his crown with fire. He smiled and touched his fingers to his lips and then to me, but he had already gone back to a perusal of the close-written pages by the time I reached the door. The single sheet with its three black words lay at the edge of the desk, forgotten

  moment. -for the

  CONDITIONS Of THE BLOOD

  CAUGHT A FLASH OF BROWN outside the door,

  and Adso shot off the counter as though someone had shouted "Fish!" The next best thing, evidently; it was Lizzie, on her way back from the dairy shed, a bowl

  of clotted cream in one hand, a butter dish in the other, and a large jug of milk pressed to her bosom, precariously held in place by her crossed Wrists. Adso was twining round her ankles like a furry rope, in obvious hopes of tripping her up and making her drop the booty

  "Think again, cat," I told him, reaching to rescue the milk jug.

  Oh, thank ye, ma'am." Lizzie relaxed, easing her shoulders with a little sigh. "It's only as I didna want to be making two trips

  - " She sniffed and tried to wipe her nosewrith a forearm, imperiling the butter.

  I snatched a handkerchief f

  rom my pocket and applied it, repressing the maternal impulse to say, "Now, blow."

  "Thank ye, ma'am," she repeated, bobbing.

  "Are you quite well, Lizzie?)' Without waiting for an an

  the arm and towed her into my surgery, where the large Ain swer, I took her by enough to see by. dows gave me light "I'm well enough, maam. Truly, I'm fine!" she protested,

  cream and butter to her as though for protection. clutching the She was pale-but Lizzie was always pale, looking as though she had not a corpuscle to spare. There was an odd pallid look to her skin, though, that gave me an uneasy feeling. It had been nearly a year since her last attack of malarial fever, and she did seem generally well, but ...

  "Come here," I said, drawing her toward a pair of high stools.

  just for a moment. 'I "Have a seat, Clearly unwilling, but not daring to protest,

  she sat down, balancing the dishes on her knees. I took them from her and-after a glance at Adsols un-put them in the cupboard for safekeeping. blinkingly predatory green gaze

  Pulse normal-normal for Lizzie, that is; she tended always to be a trifle fast and shallow. Breathing, , . all right, no catch or wheezing. The lymph glands

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  under the jaw were palpable, but that was not unusual; the malaria had left them permanently enlarged, like the curve of a quail's egg, under the tender skin. Those in the neck were enlarged now, too, though-and those I generally could not feel.

  I thumbed an eyelid up, peering closely at the pale gray orb that looked anxiously back. superficially fine, though slightly bloodshot. A
gain, though-there was something not quite ... right ... about her eyes, though I couldn't put my finger on what that something might be. Could there possibly be a tinge of yellow to the white? I ftowned, turning, her head to the side with a hand under her unresisting chin.

  , "Hutto, there. Everything all righ0" Roger paused in the doorway, a very large, very dead bird held nonchalantly in one hand.

  "A turkey!" I exclaimed, summoning a warm note of admiration. I liked turkeys, all right, but Jamie and Bree had killed five of the enormous birds the week before, introducing a certain note of monotony into dinner of late. Three of the things were hanging in the smoking shed at the moment. On the other hand, wild turkeys were wily and difficult to kill, and so far as I knew, Roger had never managed to bag one before.

  "Did you shoot it yourseIP" I asked, coming dutifully to admire the thing. He held it by the feet, and the big cupped wings flapped halfway open, the breast-feathers catching sunlight in iridescent patterns of blackish green.

  "No." Roger's face was flushed, from sun, excitement or both, a warm hue. spreading under the tanned skin. "I ran it down," he said proudly. "Hit it in the wing,%vith a stone, then chased it and broke its neck."

  "Wonderful," I said, with somewhat more genuine enthusiasm. We wouldn't have to pick buckshot out of the flesh while cleaning it, or risk breaking a tooth in the eating.

  "It's a lovely bird, Mr. Mac." Lizzie had slid off her stool and come to ad. I

  mire it, too. "Such a fat one as it is! Will I take it and clean it for ve then?" "What? Oh, thanks, Lizzie, no-I'll, um, take care of it." The color rose a little higher under his skin, and I suppressed a smile. He meant he wanted to show off his catch to Brianna, in all its glory. He shifted the bird to his left hand, and held out the right to me, wrapped in a bloodstained cloth.

  "I had a bit of an accident, wrestling the bird. Do you think perhaps ... ?"

  I unwrapped the cloth, pursing my lips at what lay underneath. The turkey, fighting for its life, had ripped three jagged gashes across the back of his hand ,Arith its claws. The blood had mostly clotted, but fresh drops welled up from the deepest puncture, rolling down his finger to drip on the floor.

  "Oh, just a bit," I said, glancing up at him with eyebrows raised. "Yes, I do think perhaps. Come over here and sit down. I'll clean it, and-Lizzie! Wait a moment!"

  Lizzie, seizing the distraction as an opportunity to escape, was sidling toward the door. She stopped as though shot in the back.

  "Really, ma'am, I'm quite all right," she pleaded. "Nothing's wrong, really there isn't."

  In fact, I had stopped her only to remind her to retrieve the butter and cream from the cupboard. Too late for the milk; Adso stood on his hind

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  legs, head and shoulders stuck completely into the mouth of the jug from The sound Of it echoed the small splat which came small lapping noises.

  of Roger's blood dripping on the floor, though, and gave me a sudden thought.

  "I've had an idea," I said.

  your blood." "Sit down again, Lizzie-I want just a tiny bit of Lizzie looked like a field mouse that has suddenly looked up from its crumb 't the sort to discover itself in the midst of a meeting of barn owls, but she wasn

  ery reluctantly, she climbed back onto the stool to defy an order from anyone. V

  beside Roger, who had laid his turkey on the floor beside him. "Why do you want blood?" he asked, interested,

  of mine, for f "You can have all ye want ree." Grinning, he lifted the injured hand.

  "A generous offer," I said, laying out a linen cloth and a hand I of clean fu glass rectangles- "But you haven't had malaria, have you?" I plucked Adso out

  ore of the milk jug by the scruff of the neck and dropped him on the floor, bef

  reaching into the cupboard above,

  "Not so far as I know." Roger was watching my preparations, deeply interested.

  Lizzie gave a small, forlorn sound of mirth. "Ye'd ken it well enough if ye had, sir."

  "I suppose I would." He gave her a look of sympathy. "Very nasty, from all I hear."

  "It is that. Your bones ache so ye think they've all broken inside ye, and your eyes flame like a demon's. Then the sweat pours off your skin in rivers, and the fit to crack your teeth with the chatterin' . She bunched chills come on,

  into herself, shuddering at the memory. "I did think it was gone, though,,, she s

  aid, glancing uneasily at the lancent I was sterilizing in the flame of my alcohol lamp.

  "I hope it is," I said, frowning at the tiny blade. I picked up a small cloth and the blue glass bottle that held my distilled alcohol, and thoroughly cleaned the tip of her middle finger. "Some people never have another attack after the first, and I do hope you're One Of them, Lizzie. But for most people, it does come back now and then. I'm trying to find out whether yours might be com ing back. Ready?"

  Without waiting for her nod, I jabbed the lancet swift

  then set it down and snatched up a glass slide. I squeezed ly through the skin, the fingertip, dotting generous blood drops on each Of three slides, then wrapped the cloth round her finger and let go.

  Working swiffly, I took up a clean slide and laid it over a blood-drop, then drew it quickly away, smearing the blood thinly across the original slide. Again, and a third, and I laid them down to dry.

  "Thaes all, then, Lizzie," I told her with a smile.

  ration before these are ready to look at. Whc "It will take a bit of prepa"Oh . -n they are, I'll call you, shall P" no, that's quite all right, ma'am," she murmured, sliding off the

  high stool with a fearful look at the blood-smeared slides.

  see." She set down the discarded cloth, brushed at her apro "I dinna need to out of the room-forgetting the butter and cream, n, and scampered "Sorry to keep you waiting," I apologized to R after all.

  oger. "I just thought .

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  reached into the cupboard, withdrew three small earthenware pots and uncorked them.

  He watched with fascination as I checked "Not a problem," he assured me.

  each slide to be sure the blood-smear was dry, then slid a bit of glass into each of the pots.

  "All right, then." Now I could turn my attention to cleaning and dressing d-enough process. "Not so bad as I thought," I straightforwar

  his hand-a

  iping caked blood off his knuckles. "It bled quite a bit, which is -murmured, w

  good." "Aye, if you say so." He didn't flinch at all, but carefully kept his face turned I was doing, his attention focused out the window.

  away from what

  "Washes out the wounds," I explained, dabbing with alcohol. "I needn't swab so deeply to clean them."

  He drew in his breath with a sharp hiss, then, to distract himself, nodded at the pots where the slides were soaking. Mistress Mousie's?" "Speaking of blood, what are you doing with

  "Trying something. I don't know whether it will work or not, but I've made up some experimental stains, using extracts from some of the dyeing-plants. If in work on blood, I'll be able to see the red cells clearly under the miany of the

  croscope and what's in them." I spoke with a mixture of hope and tentative excitement.

  Trying to duplicate cellular stains with the materials I had at hand was a long shot-but not totally unfeasible. I had the ordinary solvents-alcohol, water, d I had a great range of plant pigments to try, turpentine and its distillates-an

  from indigo to rosehips, along with a good working knowledge of their dyeing properties,

  I hadn't any crystal violet or carbofuchsin, but I had been able to produce a reddish stain that made epithelial cells highly visible, if only temporarily. It reI

  mained to be seen whether the same stain would work on red blood cefls and their inclusions, or whether I should need to try differential staining.

  'What is in them?" Roger turned to look at me, interested. "Plasmodium vivax "I said. "The
protozoan that causes malaria.

  "You can see itP I thought germs were much too small to see, even under a microscope.

  64YOU're as bad as Jamie' " I said tolerantly. "Though I do love to hear a Scotsman say 'gerrrms.' Such a sinister word, spoken in a deep voice with that rolling Y, you know."

  Roger laughed. The hanging had destroyed much of the power of his voice, but the lower, harsher registers remained.

  "Nearly as good as murrrrderr," he said, rumbling like a cement mixer. "Oh, nothing's as good as 'rnurrrderr' to a Scot," I assured him. "Bloodyminded blokes that you all are."

  "What, all of us?" He grinned, plainly not minding this gross generalization in the least.

  "To a man," I assured him. "Mild enough to took at, but insult a Scot or trouble his family, and it's up wi the bonnets of bormie Dundee. All the blue bonnets are over the border, and next thing you know, it's lances and swords all over the Haughs of Cromdale."

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  "Remarkable," he murmured, eyeing me. "And you've been married to one

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  "Quite long enough." I finished my sponging and rinsing and blotted the back of his hand, small red patches soaking into the fresh gauze. "Speaking of bloody men," I added casually, "do you happen to know your own blood type? 15

  One dark brow went up at that. Well, I didn't mean to slip it by him, after

  0; I'd only wanted a way to broach the question.

  "Yes," he said slowly, "I do. It's O-positive.5'

  The dark green eyes were fixed on mine, steady with interest.

  "Very interesting," I said. I replaced the gauze square with a fresh one, and started Nivinding a bandage around it.

  "Just bow interesting is it?" he asked. I glanced at him, and met his eyes. "Moderately." I drew out the slides, dripping pink and blue dyes. One slide I p

  ropped against the milk jug to dry, the other two I exchanged, putting the pink slide into the blue stain, and vice-versa.

  "There are three main blood groups," I said, blowing gently on the propped-up slide. "More really, but those three are the ones everyone knows about. It's called the ABO grouping, and everyone is said to have type A, type B, or type 0 blood. The thing is, like all your other traits, it's determined genetically, and-human beings being heterosexual, generally speaking-you have one half your genes for any trait from one parent, the other half from the other."

  "I dimly recall that bit from school," Roger said dryly. "All those bloody charts--excuse me-about hemophilia in the Royal Family, and the like. I assume it has a certain amount of personal significance now, though?"

  "I don't know," I said. "It might have." The pink slide looked dry; I laid it gently on the stage of the microscope and bent to adjust the mirror.

  "The thing is," I said, squinting through the eyepiece as I twiddled the focusing knob, "those blood groups are to do with antibodies-little odd-shaped things on the surfaces of blood cells. That is, people who are type A have one sort of antibody on their cells, people with type B have a different sort, and people with type 0 don't have any at all,"

  The red blood cells showed up suddenly, faintly stained, like round pink ghosts. Here and there a blotch of darker pink indicated what might be a bit of cellular debris, or perhaps one of the larger white blood cells. Not much else, though.