“Oh, shit,” Koji said as a tremble shook him. He let out a sound that surprised even him, a half whimper as Jun’s kiss turned to a slow and steady licking up and down the length of his now rock-hard cock. His knees shook, and he had to touch Jun’s shoulder to keep himself steady.
Jun tugged gently on his balls, licked them, too, and Koji heard his own low moan echo in the quiet room. “Oh, shit, Jun, you’re going to make me come, and you haven’t done anything yet.”
“Then we’d better change that, ne?”
Koji looked down, and Jun smiled up at him.
“Lie down.”
Koji took an unsteady step back and peeled off his pants and shirt, wanting nothing to come between himself and Jun. On the bedding, Jun pulled open his yukata and eased out of his clothing as well.
Koji sank down on the comforter, and Jun moved forward to lean over him. Koji shifted in place, gasping as Jun’s hand closed around his sex in a series of firm strokes. He almost spilled out into those strong, but gentle fingers, and he whimpered for Jun to slow down.
“I want this to last as long it can.” Koji raised his neck off the floor, his mouth meeting Jun’s in one long kiss after another. Jun sighed deeply with contentment and rolled onto his back, pulling Koji on top of him and drawing one of the blankets over them.
“We’ve got as much time as you need.” Jun held both sides of Koji’s face as he dipped back in, stealing another kiss and then another, trailing his lips along Koji’s chin and throat. “We have all the time in the world, if you want it. You’ve always been special to me.”
Jun frowned then continued. “Sometimes when we used to fight, Rumiko would drag your name into the argument, but I never understood why. She knew even before I did ...” He lowered his voice to a whisper. “I love you, Koji Takasoto.”
Koji ran his fingertips along the side of Jun’s face. “And I think I’ve loved you damn near forever.” Jun smiled, and Koji leaned in to steal a single, sweet kiss, then shifted to lie on his side, tugging Jun to face him. They murmured in unison as their chests touched, and their erections jutted against each other. Stroking his hand lightly across Jun’s hard nipple, Koji smiled to himself.
“What are you thinking about?” Jun asked, brushing stray strands of red hair from Koji’s eyes.
“The old days. Do you remember when our first CD came out? The party?”
“When Toru pissed all over Miji’s record?”
“Yeah.” Koji chuckled, but then his smile wavered just a bit. “Do you remember after that?”
“With those hostesses?” Jun asked, combing his fingers through Koji’s silky hair. Koji nodded, and Jun smiled. “What I remember most about that day is you. Do you remember the photo shoot?”
“Kind of, but mostly I remember in the club when you said I’d looked hot in the costume and makeup.”
Jun nodded, letting his hand drift down to Koji’s shoulder and then under the blanket to glide down the firm muscles of his arm. “You were the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen, Koj. The way that PVC suit clung to you, the way that long, red hair of yours grabbed the eye the minute you came out of the dressing room. The way that eyeliner brought out your eyes took my breath away.”
“I looked like a chick in that get-up,” Koji joked.
Jun shook his head. “You looked like Koji to me, and I wanted you so bad. At Imai’s house I almost told those girls to get lost because I wanted you all to myself. “
“Why didn’t you?”
“I don’t know. I guess I thought you’d be pissed off. I guess I told myself I was just drunk and horny ...”
“It doesn’t matter,” Koji said, pressing closer. He arched his hips forward, slipping his hand around Jun’s hip to hold him in place. He moved with light half thrusts, rubbing their hard cocks against one another.
Jun groaned and pulled him in for a kiss. Koji’s lips parted instinctively, and he welcomed the probing of Jun’s tongue, the insistent, firm press of lips so different from a woman’s. He’d been with his share of women over the years, but never another man. He’d never wanted any other man besides Jun.
Koji pulled back from the kiss first, then shrugged off the blanket and shifted so that his head was towards Jun’s feet. He inhaled the dusky scent of Jun and brushed his fingers through the thatch of coarse curls at the base of Jun’s cock. He loved the quiet groans his caresses brought from his friend and shivered with delight when Jun’s tongue teased his cock.
Koji shifted, spreading his knees so he was kneeling over Jun, his dick and balls hanging heavily between his legs. He lowered his hips and felt the warmth of Jun’s breath blow across the tip of his erection. He shivered again, another groan of pleasure vibrating in his chest.
Jun’s strong but gentle hands supported his hips, encouraging Koji to lower his hips a little more. Soft, firm lips enclosed the head of his swollen organ, and Koji sucked in his breath. The velvety touch of Jun’s mouth suckling at his cock felt so damn good. He rocked back, sinking deeper into Jun’s warmth. Jun used slow, practiced motions as his lips caressed the sensitive foreskin, his tongue lapping at the first droplets of pre-come trickling from the slit.
“Oh, God,” Koji gasped and arched his back in sheer pleasure. Jun’s fingers massaged the base of his rigid cock, then slid down to fondle each of Koji’s taut, aching balls.
“You’re going to make me come before you do,” Koji groaned.
“Better get started, then.” Jun’s voice was husky and thick, his breath hot and heavy on Koji’s dick.
Koji dipped down on his elbows. Covering his friend’s cock with tender kisses, he traced his lips from the tip to the base of the entire organ. Jun’s taste filled his mouth with the thick saltiness of semen and the dusky, sweet flavor of Jun’s bare skin. Returning to the head, he sucked harder, eager to draw out more of the oozing come.
Underneath Koji, Jun writhed. The sucking motion of his lips and tongue on Koji’s sex became more urgent, while his own cock swelled inside of Koji’s mouth. His hands slipped on the sweat glazing Koji’s trembling hips, and his mouth dropped away from Koji’s dick long enough for him to make a throaty cry.
A burst of come gushed inside of Koji’s mouth, and he drank in the feverish spurts, gasping for breath in between mouthfuls of Jun’s thick, hot come. Koji barely managed to keep himself up on his elbows as he felt the blood rush straight to his groin. He slammed into his peak, driven beyond the point of ecstasy knowing that it was his beloved Jun sucking him to release. Koji erupted inside of Jun’s mouth, while his hips rocked back and forth in a pounding rhythm.
Koji groaned as Jun sucked him completely dry, gently squeezing his balls as if to milk out the very last drop. And when he caught his breath, Koji moved again to lay beside Jun, pulling him close and kissing him deeply, their tongues meeting, mingling their fluids, bringing them closer than Koji had ever dreamed. He shivered, and Jun reached down to tug the blanket over them.
Koji pressed his forehead to Jun’s chest, and Jun wrapped his arms around Koji’s waist, drawing him close to snuggle under the warm cloth. Instead of slowing, Koji’s pulse started to pound again. Wet and half-erect, his cock rubbed against Jun’s waist, and another rush of blood went straight to his groin. He moved to try and ease the pressure, squirming a bit so Jun’s hands dropped down to his hips.
“Are you all right?” Jun asked.
Koji nodded, pressing his lips together to hold back a moan. He shifted and felt Jun’s dick ‑‑ just as firm and getting harder still ‑‑ press up against his hip. “No,” Koji admitted in a shaky voice. “I want you to take me so bad.”
Jun sat up, lifting Koji along with him. He didn’t say anything; his hungry kisses said more than enough. Jun trailed more kisses down his throat, and he sucked one of Koji’s protruding nipples. He cupped Koji’s ass, trying to encourage him to kneel again.
“No ‑‑ not with your mouth,” Koji whimpered. Not that he didn’t want to feel those full lips sucking on his bal
ls and mouthing the swollen, needy head again. “I want your dick in my ass. God, I want to feel you deep, deep inside of me.”
Jun groaned. The fingers on one hand moved from cupping Koji’s ass to pressing lightly into the opening between the cheeks. Koji squirmed, and Jun immediately pulled away.
“Sorry,” Jun gasped.
Koji covered Jun’s mouth with a deep, probing kiss before pulling away and standing. Although he shivered at the lack of warmth as he crossed the room, his erect cock bobbed up with each step. The air away from the fireplace had already dropped a good ten degrees below comfortable room temperature, another reason to rush back to Jun’s side. He went straight to his bag and found the lube he’d packed on a whim.
When he returned to the fireplace, Jun wrapped him back up in the blanket and took the tube from his hands. Jun coaxed him onto his side, teasing Koji’s neck with his tongue and lips as he coated his fingers with the slick gel and eased them into Koji’s tight opening.
“If it hurts, I’ll stop,” Jun murmured.
Koji squirmed back against the gentle probing. “It’s good. Real good.” He whimpered at the feel of Jun behind him, coating his erection and positioning the head right up against the slick, stretched opening. Wanting ‑‑ no, needing ‑‑ to see Jun’s face, Koji asked his friend to lie on his back. Jun obliged, and Koji moved atop him, the blankets slipping into a pool at the top of Jun’s thighs.
The heat from the fire behind Koji was nothing compared to the heat spiraling through his body. He’d fantasized of this moment so many times that he was afraid it was another dream. Reaching between them, Koji held the base of Jun’s dick and slowly settled back. The thick, hard shaft pressed into him with excruciating slowness. The initial discomfort of being filled by Jun’s rigid cock quickly turned to a more pleasant stroking sensation within his passageway. A low moan slipped past Koji’s lips.
“Jun,” Koji said his friend’s name in a throaty gasp. It felt so good, more wonderful than he’d ever imagined, and he tried to say so. “Jun ...” Another shiver of pleasure worked its way down his spine as Jun pushed in deeper, stealing the words from Koji’s mouth. He closed his eyes, threw his head back, and another soft cry escaped him.
Jun brushed his fingers along Koji’s face. “You’re so beautiful,” he gasped, his voice low and throaty. He trailed his fingers along Koji’s neck, over his shoulder, and down Koji’s side. “I can’t wait to see you come for me.”
Koji whimpered, torn between which sensations he loved more ‑‑ Jun's hand gliding along his hip, or Jun’s cock pushing in his ass and stroking the tender gland within. “But I don’t want to make you wait,” Koji panted.
He began moving slowly, his hands on Jun’s chest, Jun’s hands planted firmly on his hips. The tight ring of muscle stretched as he rocked back and forth, the pain only a memory. Koji rode Jun harder, Jun’s upward thrusts and his downward ones falling into a perfect rhythm that soon grew quicker. All of Jun’s cock had penetrated him completely. The entire organ filled him to the hilt, so Koji felt only Jun’s soft pubic hairs pressed against the rim of his opening as he writhed on top of him.
“Oh, shit,” Jun breathed. “I’m almost there.”
“I know,” Koji sighed, his gazed locked onto Jun’s, his hand reaching to jerk himself off. Jun moved his hand away and did it for him, wrapping his fingers around Koji’s cock.
Jun came first; his come spurting hard, the sudden heat of the fluid spreading through Koji’s passage. Koji cried out, his contracting muscles gripping Jun tight, keeping him hard. Koji shuddered as his orgasm wracked his senses. Come burst out of his cock in time with Jun’s firm strokes, splattering through Jun’s fingers and trickling down to his taut belly.
Koji collapsed forward, his head on Jun’s chest, Jun’s hand still clasping his wet dick. Low, husky moans passed over his lips as the last shivers of pleasure traveled through his body. Drained, spent, and completely satisfied for the first time in his life, Koji pulled back once his heartbeat returned to its normal pace. Jun’s cock softened and slid free when Koji shifted. Some of the wetness trickled out of his stretched opening, and Koji reached down to rub himself, his satisfied murmur muffled as he kissed Jun’s neck.
“That was fucking incredible, Koji,” Jun whispered as he ran his fingers through his friend’s tousled red hair.
“It was,” Koji replied, trying to stifle a yawn.
Jun laughed and reached down to squeeze Koji’s ass. “I wore you out, huh?”
“Oh, yeah.”
Smiling, Jun studied Koji’s beautiful face in the glow of the fireplace. “I’m happy, Koj. Really happy for the first time in I don’t know how long.”
“Me, too.”
Jun felt a pleasant drowsiness tug at him as well. He gathered his friend ‑‑ his lover ‑‑ closer, rested his cheek atop Koji’s head, and let the tiredness relax him.
“I love you,” Koji murmured sleepily. He kissed Jun on the chest, just above his heart.
“I’ve always loved you, Koji,” Jun whispered, his eyes closed. “Just took me a long time to realize it.”
Epilogue
Happy New Year, Annie-chan!!!!! This is the best year of my life, and I hope it’s the same for you! I can’t chat because I have to get to work, and my boss is the king of punctuality! @_@ *Laughs* He’s such a pain in the ass, but I love him to death! Yeah, I did it. I told my special one I loved him and found out he felt the same. *Hugs to you, Annie-chan.* If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t have taken the chance! Must go now. Bye!
Love,
Kimi :~}
“The kids are ready to be tucked in,” Tyler Barker called.
Rumiko Doi typed a quick reply to the private message and shut down the laptop. She went to kiss her children goodnight and bask in the love of them and the new man in her life.
“Did you give outousan his present?” four-year-old Kaoru asked.
Rumiko smiled. “Uncle Koji gave it to him, and it made him very happy.”
Kaoru pouted. “I miss outousan.”
“I miss outousan,” two-year-old Yuuka repeated.
“He’s working now with Uncle Koji and the others, and as soon as their tour is over, I’ll have him come and visit, okay?”
“Hai!”
“Hai!”
Rumiko’s mother came into the room and told her and Tyler that the limo was waiting to take them to their New Year’s Eve party.
“So what did you give Jun?” Tyler asked as they left the children’s room.
“Something he’s needed for a very long time.”
* * * * *
The following month
“I can stay at a hotel, Jun. I should stay at a hotel.”
Jun punched Koji in the arm as they got out of the taxi in front of Rumiko’s condo. “Don’t be stupid.”
Koji was on edge, certain that Rumiko would sense exactly how things had changed between him and Jun, but the greeting she gave him was the same warm one that she always had. They made small talk in the kitchen while Jun spent time alone with the kids and spoiled them with the lavish toys he’d brought from home. “If you don’t like that sweater I sent, you can take it back to the Dolce & Gabana store here.”
“I love the sweater. I’m wearing it, aren’t I?” Rumiko smiled at him, then poured them each a cup of coffee and brought the cups over to the counter along with a thin, wrapped package. “What’s this?”
“A late gift. I’ve been working on it awhile, but I had to wait for the right time to finish it.”
Koji unwrapped the gift and could swear he felt the color drain from his face. “Oh shit,” he muttered as he held the slim doujinshi in his hands. Before marrying Jun, Rumiko had been a graphic artist at their record company, and in her spare time she wrote and illustrated yaoi doujinshi, unofficial comic books, mostly smutty and mostly consisting of gay romance between popular male anime characters or rock stars. This one showed him and Jun on the cover. “Um ...”
“J
ust look through it.”
Koji did, unable to believe that this story damn near followed her marriage to and breakup with Jun, and ended with him and Jun together and making love ‑‑ in a bedroom that looked exactly like the one here in her condo.
“I don’t know what to say.”
Rumiko took his hand. “Just promise that you’ll continue to love him just as you always have. And that you’ll keep him happy and smiling the way he is today.”
“I promise.”
Barbara Sheridan and Anne Cain
Barb and Anne started writing yaoi (m/m) fiction together in fall of 2005, and have been having a blast ever since. Both authors have a soft spot for history, vampire lore, and Japanese rock groups. Barb and Anne are also fascinated with Asian culture and mythology, from Chinese legends about chiang shih to Japanese samurai movies, anime and pop culture. They love their stories and characters and are always thrilled to know others enjoy them as well.
You can learn more at their website http://www.dragonsdisciple.com and look into their individual endeavors at Anne's DeviantArt Portfolio http://annecain.deviantart.com/ and Barb's website. http://www.barbarasheridan.net
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