The Factory Girl

by Maggie Ford

  She noticed that he always closed his shop a little earlier than most on Saturdays. Perhaps he could afford to. He did seem to take more satisfaction from making jewellery than selling it. Even coming up to Christmas, a busy time, he’d never been in the shop when she’d gone there, the tinkle of the doorbell bringing him hurrying from the back, dragging off a heat-soiled blue apron as he came. And he sold only jewellery made by himself. That wasn’t any way to make a living unless he was well off. Perhaps he’d find out soon enough and close up and go away and she would never see him again. Geraldine’s heart sank at the thought.

  Not all that many people appeared to go into his shop despite what he sold being cheap. Not cheap and nasty – cheap and nice, attractive, different. The stones were only semi-precious – garnets, tiger eye, moonstones, that sort of thing – and the metal was silver rather than gold, but his workmanship was wonderful, delicate and unusual, attractive to those with little money to spend on expensive stuff. It was still early days of course. Surely in time he would make a real living and stay on. Life would be bleak if he were to pack up and go.

  She spent as much time as she could gazing through the tiny window at rings, pendants and brooches, always hoping for a glimpse of him. Not earning enough to keep forking out on jewellery, she couldn’t keep on going in on the pretext of buying, but next week she’d have a legitimate excuse to be there, wouldn’t she?

  The Glover family always used the back door of the house. The passage from the front door was an assault course, with bicycles, tools, household bits and pieces not immediately needed, and what her younger brother Fred called his stuff – old toys mostly, toys he’d grown out of as he was now thirteen and due to leave school soon, but was still loath to part with. So with no access by the front door everyone went round to the back to get in.

  Every house in Bow, like everywhere in the East End, was identical to the next – row upon row of two-up two-downs in an unbroken terrace, back to back but for a small backyard; every street was the same, in a grid pattern without a tree or one touch of greenery, not even a bend in any of them to break the monotony.

  The streets were playgrounds for the kids – cobbles, broken kerbs, bucked pavements, scuffed doorways and the peeling paintwork of windows bravely cleaned of East London’s incessant smoke and grime were witness to every game a child could devise.

  Of course there was always Victoria Park, that huge expanse of open space that was the nearest East London dwellers got to accessible countryside. But that was quite a traipse up Grove Road. It was easier playing in the street where a kid could be home in a second if hurt or upset, or wanting a wee or a skipping rope, or whatever. Victoria Park was for Sundays. Take sandwiches, a bottle of drink and spend a whole afternoon there feeling as though it was miles away from London.

  Geraldine’s house being an end terrace on the corner of Burgoyne Road and Conyer Street had an opening dividing it from the backyard of the end house in the adjoining street. But to come in by the back way had its unsavoury moments. As she came in, Geraldine wrinkled her nose in distaste at the smell of pee that wasn’t coming from the outside lavatory. Each house had its outside lav. Mum kept hers scrupulously clean; some didn’t. Brick-built, it was stuck on the back of the house, had a concrete floor and a wooden door, was dark, cold, uninviting and noisy when the chain was pulled, enough for all to know every time someone went, so that their next-door neighbours were starkly aware of Dad’s weak bladder.

  ‘Mum, it stinks out there!’

  In the kitchen Mum was unwrapping newspaper containing fish and chips bought on the way home from the flicks. She, Dad and Fred went off regularly on Saturday afternoons no matter what films were being shown. Mum, not being much of a reader, had young Fred read the words out loud to her while the pianist gave it his all as drama or comedy unfolded.

  Young Fred was hovering with his mouth watering but the walk from the fish shop on a cold evening had taken the heat out of the food and it needed to be rewarmed for a few minutes while Dad was upstairs taking off his suit and getting into something more comfortable.

  ‘Mum, has Dad been peeing outside the door again?’

  Her mother looked up from inserting plates into the warm gas oven, her face registering defence of her husband. ‘Yer dad was busting and Fred was in the lav, taking ’is time as usual.’

  ‘It weren’t me,’ protested Fred. ‘It was ’im in there and me what was bustin’. I ’ad ter go.’

  ‘Then you’re a dirty little sod!’ his mother rounded on him.

  Young Fred looked belligerent. ‘If ’e can do it, why can’t I?’

  ‘Because yer dad’s got a weak bladder. He can’t always wait, that’s why.’

  ‘But ’e does it in the night too, an’ no one’s in there.’

  Ignoring the fact that as a mum she ought not let herself be drawn into argument with a thirteen-year-old, she said, ‘I don’t like yer dad usin’ a po and it stinking the bedroom out all night. I’d sooner ’e goes downstairs. But sometimes ’e can’t hold it and ’as ter go as soon as ’e gets out the back door.’

  ‘It’s only a couple of blooming yards away,’ retorted Fred. ‘It ain’t the other end of London! It ain’t the other end of Timbuctoo, is it?’ he added, pleased with himself at the extent of his geographic knowledge.

  Now she was cross. ‘You mind your lip!’ she shot at him. ‘And wipe that grin off your face or I’ll wipe it off for yer.’

  ‘Don’t matter who did it,’ cut in Geraldine, ‘it still stinks out there.’

  Mum ignored her, her glare riveted on her son. ‘What your dad does ain’t nothink ter do with you, yer cheeky little bugger. He’s excused if he can’t make it to the lav in time with ’is waterworks. He’s got an affliction – you ain’t. An’ I won’t ’ave you piddling anywhere yer fancy. I don’t care if you are leavin’ school soon, I won’t ’ave that sort of behaviour in me own house.’

  Another slow grin spread across young Fred’s face despite her earlier warning. ‘I didn’t do it in the ’ouse,’ he sniggered, the snigger sharply cut off by an aggrieved yelp as a clout caught him across the back of his head.

  ‘Get up them stairs,’ his mother exploded, and as he made his escape she yelled after him, ‘Gettin’ backchat from you – a bloody kid! And don’t come down again till I say. I might even sling your fish and chips away.’

  ‘Aw, Mum?’ came the protest from the top of he stairs. ‘I’m starvin’.’

  ‘Then serves yer right fer being so cheeky,’ she called up then, turning to Geraldine, now taking off her jacket in the warmth of the kitchen, added angrily, ‘He’s a little sod, that Fred. I won’t ’ave him takin’ after ’is dad. Yer dad’s got trouble.’ There was apology in her tone now. ‘I’d sooner ’e do it out there than the chain going a dozen times a night and the neighbours ’earing it. He can’t ’elp leaking, there’s somethink wrong with ’im. He should see the doctor but that costs and we can’t afford ter fork out just to ’ear he’s got a weak bladder. Poor bugger, it’s rotten fer ’im at work. Them dockers can be cruel and if they noticed it they’d be the first to take the piss out of him.’

  Geraldine ignored the unwitting pun and went to hang her jacket in the passage, negotiating the four bicycles leaning one against the other to do so.

  They all used bicycles – she to get to the clothing factory, Fred to get around with his mates, and a battered, second-hand old thing it was too, Dad to go to work at the docks, and Wally her older brother also to the docks, Dad being fortunate enough to have got him a job there after coming home from the war.

  Reaching over them to get to the coat hooks on the wall, she heard Mum call to her, ‘While you’re there, Gel, call your dad down for ’is tea.’

  She hated being called Gel. Her workmates called her Gerry, which wasn’t too bad. But Gel! It was East End practice to shorten a long name. You couldn’t do much with Fred, but Mavis was Mave and young Evelyn was Evie. Dad called Mum, Hild. But why give someone a de
cent name if it was going to be shortened to something horrible or ridiculous? Saying Hilda in full wouldn’t take all that much more energy, but no, it was Hild. She called him Jack, because not even God Himself could shorten that name any more.

  Dutifully she yelled up the stairs to Dad. ‘Mum says your fish ’n chips is ready.’ His okay floated down from behind the bedroom door.

  Fred adding his plaintive voice to it called, ‘Can I come down too?’

  ‘I don’t know. Better asked Mum.’

  ‘M … u … m!’

  ‘You stay where you are, you little bugger,’ came the responding yell. ‘I don’t want no dirty little devil sittin’ at my table.’

  Mum, skilfully carrying cutlery, salt, vinegar, a jar of pickled onions and several large, white, somewhat chipped plates passed her on the way from the tiny kitchen where you couldn’t swing a cat, let alone feed a family, to the back room. The flap-leaf of the table had been raised to accommodate them all, a cloth spread over it, a loaf waiting to be cut into slices and spread with dollops of margarine.

  The back room was where the family ate, despite Fred and Wally’s bed in one corner. With just two bedrooms it was the only place for them, the main one being Mum and Dad’s, with the girls in the other one, it being unthinkable for them to sleep downstairs and their brothers accidentally seeing them in their nightdresses or worse, in their underclothes. Boys were different – sharing a bed downstairs, it didn’t matter them being seen in their vests.

  Even upstairs all three sisters shared one bed, it practically taking up the whole room with just enough space for the wardrobe, chest of drawers and a board they called a dressing table that housed a sewing machine belonging to Geraldine, but shared by all three. How families with even more children managed was a mystery to Geraldine, though friends had at times mentioned four or more to a bed. After evening meals, if not going out, everyone would end up in the front room, most of which were spent around the gramophone, allowing the boys to go to bed when they were ready.

  ‘Mum, let Fred come down,’ pleaded Geraldine, following her mother into the back room.

  ‘It’ll do ’im good ter stew up there for a bit,’ said Mum, laying out plates. ‘Teach ’im a lesson.’ By this, she knew Mum would relent before the meal was finished.

  Mum turned to her as Dad came creaking downstairs. Every stair creaked, as did the beds, chairs and cupboard doors. There were no secrets in this house.

  ‘I didn’t get you any fish ’n chips, Gel. Didn’t know when you’d be ’ome. I could take a bit off each of ours if you like.’

  ‘No, I’m fine, Mum. We ’ad a big dinner, remember. I’d much sooner ’ave a sandwich. Fish and chips make you fat.’

  Her mother smiled, glancing at her daughter’s slim figure, still in the best dress she’d put on for going up West, one she’d made herself in slate grey some while back. Geraldine had more dresses than most, being skilled on the sewing machine, artistic. She was proud of her.

  ‘I got some in for Evie. She’s at ’er friend’s ’ouse down the street – should be ’ome any minute now. You could ’ave a bit of ’ers.’

  ‘No thanks, Mum.’

  ‘Well if yer don’t want any there’s some cheese in the larder. Yer could ’ave that. I weren’t sure when you’d be ’ome, that’s why I didn’t get yer any.’

  She eyed the parcel Geraldine had put down on a chair on coming in. ‘Is that what yer went up the West End for? Spending yer ’ard-earned money on more stuff ter make. What yer goin’ ter make now, as if you ain’t got enough?’ This at least was a secret. No secret that she’d gone off up the West End – it was a rule of Mum’s that her family always said where they were going in case they were needed urgently at home or had an accident out. Though how they’d have contacted each other if there had been any trouble had never been explained. The police coming round, she supposed, or some messenger from a hospital.

  But the dress was a secret, at least until she had it all finished or the moment she started treadling away on the machine, the noise rumbling all over the house and Mum coming up to see what it was she was doing. She’d want to know all the ins and outs of what she was making, and in the end when it finally came out, she would inevitably say, ‘Yer’ll be wearing a bridesmaid dress, so why make somethink else? Yer’ll upset Mavis thinking yer don’t like what she got yer.’ Though Mavis knew that already. She’d told her so, that she hated rose pink.

  ‘Did yer go with a friend then?’ Mum was asking.

  Geraldine shrugged. ‘No, on me own.’

  Her mother moved past her to get the food from the oven as Dad went into the back room to seat himself at the table. ‘’Bout time you got yerself a boyfriend,’ she said.

  ‘I’ve got boyfriends.’

  ‘I mean a real boyfriend, someone steady. You’ll find yourself left on the shelf if you ain’t careful.’

  ‘Mum, I’m only eighteen. I’ve got time.’

  Not bothering to reply to that, Mum hurried off into the back room, each hand now carrying a loaded plate, a tea towel protecting her skin from the oven’s heat. ‘Fred!’ she called out as she went. ‘Yours is on the table.’

  As Fred came thumping down the stairs, all forgiven, the back door burst open to admit Evie. ‘Blimey!’ exploded the twelve-year-old. ‘It don’t ’alf stink out there!’

  Her mother gave her a warning look as she returned to the kitchen to get two more plates from the oven. ‘That’s your sweet brother!’ she said, her tone sharp. ‘’Cos he’s leaving school this summer, he’s feeling ’is feet and thinks he can get away with murder. I wish you lot wouldn’t keep blaming yer dad for everything.’

  ‘I never even mentioned Dad,’ protested Evie hotly, dropping her coat on a kitchen chair and following her mother into the back room.

  Left alone in the kitchen, Geraldine heard her mother call out one more request. ‘You sure yer don’t want some of ours divided up for yer?’

  ‘No, Mum,’ she called back. ‘I’m getting meself a sandwich. I’m going out again in a little while.’

  In fact she was seeing Eileen Moss, who she worked with. They were going to see the films her parents had seen this afternoon. They’d sit eating peanuts as fast as they could shell them and stare at the silent drama of Gloria Swanson’s Male and Female and laugh at Charlie Chaplin’s slapstick comedy, Sunnyside, both of which Mum had said were very good.

  Though it was nice going to the pictures, she’d have rather stayed at home this evening to start on her dress, itching to see how it would turn out, but she’d promised to go with Eileen, and anyway, there were too many at home tonight no doubt wanting to know what she was doing, what she was making, and what for.

  Sunday was quieter. Dad was down the Working Men’s Club with his mates this morning and Fred was off somewhere – God knows where – with mates his own age. Wally, mad keen on football, his team Tottenham Hotspur, was on the other side of the fence this morning coaching a local boys’ club team. He’d got involved with them because having stepped in as a temporary coach a couple of months back when the previous one left, he’d noticed that the girl helping with refreshments was very attractive. He was now thinking seriously about asking her out and that meant staying on as coach until she accepted.

  Evie was at her friend’s house again down the road. Mavis was out somewhere with her Tom, probably enjoying getting all lovey-dovey. Mum was next door having a cup of tea, a biscuit and a chat with Louis Golding, a woman her own age, whose husband always seemed to be away somewhere.

  Geraldine had the house to herself. By the time they all came trooping back she’d have had the pattern she’d retained in her head cut out of newspaper, the material shaped and pinned and much of it tacked together ready for stitching.

  The garment needed lots of concentration. She started on the dress first. The panels would come later but she was skilled and quick and accurate – a girl on piecework needed to be – and the design was clear enough in her head. She reckoned
on two hours for cutting out and tacking and just hoped Mum wouldn’t come back to start putting her nose in before she’d got a good way through it.

  The two hours slipped by so quickly she hardly noticed the time going; the sleeves fitted in wonderfully and hung well, the back and front panels draping just like the real silk creation in that boutique. She couldn’t help smiling every time she recalled that woman’s face, all prim and proper and stuck up and suspicious – she ought to know what was going on. She ought to know how that exclusive gown displayed in her shop was being copied in cheap material and looking every bit as expensive as the original. The only thing Geraldine had conceded was to reverse the shades, making the dress in dark blue and the panels in a lighter blue instead of the other way around as she had seen it on the manikin. If anything it was an improvement and she grinned again at the woman’s mortification if only she could see it looking even better.

  The seams were setting perfectly, pressed under a damp ironing cloth at various stages, being tried on frequently to see how it hung. The loose long sleeves had set into the cuffs a treat. Tomorrow she would start on the panels of the removable tabard-like overbodice and the front and back panels that would fall from the waist to finish off the fashionable barrel line.

  Mum came in as she was draping the almost complete gown on a hanger, hooking the hanger on the bedroom picture rail, pleased with the way it had gone together and how quickly it was shaping up.

  Mum was in the room before she knew it. ‘Sorry I was a bit delayed, leaving you ’ere all on yer own. Hope you weren’t bored. Mrs Golding was telling me about …’ She stopped, her eyes on the lovely garment hanging from the rail.