The Return of Mrs. Jones
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Jonas Jones. His face grey with tiredness, his hair ruffled, but so handsome, so alive, so close that her heart nearly flooded. And he was grinning as he opened the box, the corners of his eyes creased—grinning that same wicked grin she had been banishing from her thoughts, from her dreams, over and over again.
‘It’s a scarf,’ Lawrie said shyly.
‘I can see that. You really bought it for me?’
‘It reminded me of you. Do you like it?’
His heart was in his eyes, so blue, so warm, so full she couldn’t meet them, looking down at the dark, uneven flagstones instead.
‘I love it. Is this what we do now?’
‘What do you mean?’
‘Buy each other scarves?’
She looked up, startled, laughed. ‘Looks like it.’
‘I like traditions. I think we should have one.’
‘We should?’
He nodded, his eyes fixed on hers. ‘A long-standing tradition. The kind grandkids find amusing and cute.’
‘Grandkids?’
‘I’m in favour, are you?’
Her palms were clammy, her stomach tense. Surely he didn’t mean what it sounded as if he meant?
‘I’ve never really thought about it,’ she lied. Because the alternative life she could have had with him was something she liked to torture herself with on long, sleepless nights.
‘Of course to have grandkids you need to have kids,’ he continued, still in that calm, conversational voice whilst his eyes burned with passion. ‘Shall we have kids, Lawrie?’
‘We?’
Damn it, why was she croaking?
He stepped forward, took her trembling hands in his, looked down at her, and his face was filled with so much tenderness, so much hope, so much love, that she was bathed in it, suddenly calmer, suddenly braver, suddenly ready to hear whatever it was he had to say.
‘I love you, Lawrie. I have loved you since you were sixteen and I have never stopped—not for a day, for a second. I was a fool to let you go once, but to let it happen twice...? If you will just let me I promise to spend every second of our future making it up to you.’
The lump in her throat had doubled in size and her chest tightened even more. She could hardly see his face through the tears in her eyes.
‘I...’
His grip tightened. ‘I’m too hands-on. I know that. I don’t need to interview every damn gardener, every cook, source every piece of fabric, every spoon. I pay people to do that. Obviously I would need to travel back and forth, but I could be based anywhere, really. I could be based in New York. Or Sydney, Kuala Lumpur. I can be based wherever you are—if you want me to be, that is.’
The tears were spilling, falling down her face as her hands returned his grip. ‘You’d move for me?’
‘Anywhere. I should have it done nine years ago, but if it’s not too late I will now. Please tell me I’m not too late.’
The crack in his voice nearly undid her. She was crying openly now, but laughter mingled with the tears, breaking out into a smile as she stepped into him, pressed herself against his glorious, solid strength.
‘Okay.’
He put his hands on her shoulders, pushing her back to look into her eyes. ‘Okay?’
‘Okay, kids, grandkids, traditional scarves. I’m in,’ she said. ‘I’m in for the whole crazy ride. I love you, Jonas. I missed you too. There I was in this amazing place, doing my dream job, and I was so empty I couldn’t bear it. When you didn’t email, didn’t call, I thought I’d missed my chance with you again. And I didn’t know where to go. I thought I’d go crazy. I missed you so much. I had to come home.’
His smile, his kiss, his arms were tender as he pulled her in. ‘You came home.’ He grinned at her, boyish and unafraid. ‘Seems only fair—after all, I see a lot of flying in my future.’
Lawrie raised her head, pressing close, lips trailing sweet, teasing kisses across his jaw, towards the corner of his mouth. ‘It might not be necessary,’ she whispered in between kisses.
His hand tightened possessively around her waist, drawing her closer, loosening her belt, undoing her coat buttons with his capable hands.
‘Hmmm?’ he breathed as he slid his hands inside her coat and under her cardigan, one hand sliding underneath her top to draw circles on her bare tummy.
She shivered.
She arched back to allow his mouth access to her throat, to the pulse beating so insistently, desperate for his attention. ‘I spoke to my firm.’
The hands stopped, the mouth moved away, and she gave a little moan of loss. ‘And...?’
Damn, he wanted to talk. Talking was very overrated. ‘We talked about setting up a European office. I’d still need to travel: London a couple of times a month at least, Paris, Berlin pretty regularly. But I could be based anywhere. I could be based here.’
His face lit up, love and happiness shining out. ‘You’d be based here? You’re coming home?’
Home. The word sounded so good.
She looked away, suddenly shy. ‘If you want me to.’
‘If I want? Lawrie, without you nothing works, nothing fits. If I want? I don’t want anything else. Are you sure?’
‘All this time I thought my job defined me, was all I needed. All this time I was wrong.’ She stood on her tiptoes, nestled in close, seeking his warmth, his strength. ‘All I need is you. You were right. I needed to be strong enough to admit it.’
Jonas shook his head, his expression rueful. ‘That day at the airport I was harsh. I’m sorry.’
‘You were a little harsh,’ she conceded, allowing her mouth to find the strong lines of his jaw, to travel slowly towards his throat. ‘But you were right too. It was unfair of me to ask.’
He looked over to the harbour at the lights shining brightly in the Boat House. ‘There’s a party going on at the café,’ Jonas said, dropping a kiss onto the top of her head as his arms circled her. ‘Or—and I would just like to point out that this is my preferred option—we could go into the cottage, barricade the doors and not come out for a week.’
‘I like the idea of barricading ourselves away,’ Lawrie said, smiling up at him suggestively. ‘But I was hoping we could celebrate your birthday the old way: you, me, a sleeping bag and Barb, parked up on a headland somewhere? What do you say?’
His eyes were blazing with laughter, love and a promise so intense she could barely breathe.
‘You said her name! I guess that means you really are back.’
‘And this time it’s for good,’ she promised him. ‘I’ve come home to you.’
*
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CHAPTER ONE
OMG. LUKE MCKENZIE.
When Jess had taken the assignment from the temp agency to work as a production assistant for a film company, she’d expected it to be a low-budget affair with actors she’d never heard of. Not Luke McKenzie, who’d been named as the most beautiful man in the world for three years running. Luke McKenzie, the favourite actor of both her sister and her best friend, and whose films they dragged her to see at the cinema, even though Jess would rather watch a decent sci-fi movie than sit through a rom-com for the umpteenth time.
Luke McKenzie, who right now didn’t look very happy.
Neither did the choco
late Labrador who was sitting beside him, radiating guilt.
Well, this was none of her business. She was meant to be sorting out some paperwork, not gawking at an A-list movie star or listening in to her boss’s conversation.
‘Jess, can you come here a second, please?’ Ayesha Milan, the production manager, called.
‘Sure,’ Jess said, expecting to be sent on an errand.
‘Can you look after Mr McKenzie’s dog today?’
Jess froze.
Look after a dog.
That was precisely why she’d left the career she loved and had become a temp. So she’d never have to look after another dog again.
‘I...’
‘She doesn’t bite,’ Luke said, rolling his eyes. ‘Just steals things and chews them. She seems to have a particular taste for Louboutins.’
Expensive designer shoes. Well, that would explain why he didn’t look too happy—the owner of said shoes had probably had a mammoth hissy fit on him when she’d discovered the damage, and replacing them would be far from cheap.
‘Jess, are you scared of dogs?’ Ayesha asked.
‘No-o,’ Jess said hesitantly. She wasn’t scared of dogs. She was scared of bonding with them. Of having her heart shredded again. It had taken her more than a year to get to where she was now. The thought of having to look after a dog was bringing everything right back to her.
‘Then can you take charge of...?’ Ayesha looked at Luke to prompt him for the dog’s name.
‘Baloo.’
‘Baloo,’ Ayesha finished, looking straight at Jess.
Oh, help.
As a production assistant, Jess was basically meant to do anything she was asked to do. Saying no would be tantamount to cancelling her contract. Even though she’d worked for the temp agency for nearly a year now, it would still make her look unreliable if she walked out of this job less than an hour after she’d started it, leaving the client in a mess. Which meant they’d be less likely to give her any more assignments, and she couldn’t afford to lose her job.
But saying yes meant putting herself back in a vulnerable position. Something she really didn’t want to do.
‘I’ve got to get back to the set. I don’t have time for this. Here,’ Luke said, and handed her the dog’s lead.
Before Jess could process what was happening, he’d stomped off.
Leaving her with the dog.
‘I—look, don’t I have other stuff to do for you?’ she asked Ayesha, inwardly panicking. Please let her not have to do this. Please.
Ayesha spread her hands. ‘The big thing is to keep the stars happy. We have to tiptoe round them.’ She sighed. ‘I expected Mimi to be the difficult one, not him.’
‘Why did he bring the dog on set? Especially if he knows that she chews things?’
Ayesha shrugged. ‘I have no idea.’
‘He could’ve brought a crate with him. Where the dog would’ve felt safe instead of worried by all the people round her, and—’ Jess stopped, aware that Ayesha was looking curious.
‘You sound as if you know about dogs.’
A degree in animal behaviour and working as a police dog trainer for most of her career had taught Jess a lot. ‘A bit,’ Jess mumbled.
‘Then you’ll be the perfect person to look after Baloo,’ Ayesha said brightly.
No, she wasn’t. She was the last person to look after the dog. Why hadn’t she lied and said that she was scared of dogs, or allergic to them? And she was furious at the way the actor had behaved. This was as bad as the socialites who carried a little dog around with them as an accessory. ‘If you haven’t got time to look after a dog properly, you shouldn’t have one,’ Jess said. ‘I don’t care if he’s the star of the film. This isn’t how you treat dogs.’ She frowned. ‘My sister and my best friend think he’s wonderful. I didn’t think he’d be like—well, like that, in real life.’ Grouchy. Demanding. Whatever the male equivalent of a diva was.
‘He never used to be,’ Ayesha said. ‘I worked on a film with him a couple of years ago, and he was a total sweetheart—he remembered everyone’s name, thanked anyone who ran an errand for him, and I think every female member of the crew and cast fell in love with him. Including me, and I’m used to actors being charming. With him, it wasn’t acting. He meant it.’ She shrugged. ‘But he’s had a pretty hard time the last year. I think it’s changed him.’
Jess remembered seeing the stories about the break-up of Luke McKenzie’s marriage in the press. A divorce must be hard enough to deal with, but having the press zooming in on every detail must make it so much worse. And even Carly and Shannon—her sister and her best friend—had admitted that Luke’s last film hadn’t been quite as good as the previous ones. Not surprising, really: when your life imploded, it was pretty hard to concentrate on your job and do your best. Which was why Jess was focusing on doing something completely different from her old life. ‘Even so, you don’t just dump your dog on the nearest stranger.’
The dog licked her hand, as if glad that someone was batting her corner, and Jess felt something crack in the region of her heart.
No.
She couldn’t do this. She couldn’t make herself that vulnerable and open again.
‘Wouldn’t it be better if she went to the animal handling department?’ Jess asked, hoping she didn’t sound quite as desperate as she felt.
‘They work part-time and they’re only on set when we actually need them.’ Ayesha looked at her schedule. ‘Which isn’t today.’
So she had no choice?
‘Jess, if you could look after the dog, I’d be really grateful,’ Ayesha said. ‘I need to keep everything running as smoothly as possible. And if we say we can’t do it and give the dog back to him, it’s going to affect rehearsals. We start filming this week, so we can’t afford any setbacks. The dog chewed Mimi’s shoes. I’ve already had a message from the director to get another pair delivered here by lunchtime. I get the impression that if we refuse to look after her and the dog goes back with Luke, then Mimi’s going to walk off set. And it’ll take an awful lot to unruffle her feathers and persuade her to come back.’
‘Artistic temperament?’ Jess asked.
‘Let’s just say she lives up to her name.’
Mimi—me, me, me, me. Jess got it instantly.
Ayesha blew out a breath. ‘Though I’d appreciate it if you didn’t repeat any of that.’
Jess remembered what the production manager had told her right from the start: set rules were non-negotiable. What happened on set, stayed on set. No photographs, no social media, no mobile phones, no leaks. Everything within the bounds of the set was to remain a completely separate world. ‘Of course not.’
‘And if you can get those call sheets for tomorrow sorted while you’re looking after the dog, that’d be good.’ Ayesha smiled at her.
Dismissed, but nicely so. It looked as if she didn’t have a choice in the matter, then. ‘OK,’ Jess said, and took the dog over to her own desk.
Luke McKenzie hadn’t bothered to bring a water bowl with him, or give any information about the dog’s feeding schedule. And she had no idea when the movie star planned to come and collect the dog. He hadn’t bothered to tell them that, either.
Jess wasn’t sure what made her angriest: the fact that Luke had dumped his dog, or the fact that he’d put her in an impossible position. She didn’t want to look after his dog, but she had no way to refuse. Not without explanations she didn’t want to make, because she’d had enough of people pitying her.
‘He needs a lesson in manners,’ she said to the dog. ‘And a lot of lessons in how to look after you. You haven’t even got any toys to keep you busy.’
The dog shifted closer to Jess and put her head on Jess’s knee.
Jess had to fight back the tears. It’d been so long since she’d worked at a desk with a dog cuddled up close to her. And the spaniel-shaped hole in her life felt as if it had just opened up again.
She dragged in a breath. ‘Let’s s
ee what we can sort out for you, sweetie.’ A word with the catering department netted her a plastic bowl for water, and a word with the props department gained her a tennis ball. ‘It’s a bit sketchy, but it’s better than nothing,’ she said. ‘We’ll work round this.’
And she wouldn’t bond with the dog in just one day.
Would she?
*
That, Luke thought as he headed for the temporary building of the production office, was possibly one of the worst days he’d ever spent in his entire career as a film actor. A co-star who wanted to be treated as if she were the empress of the entire universe, a ridiculous bill for replacing a pair of shoes that said co-star could barely walk in, and now he had to go back and collect the dog that had been dumped on him. The dog he didn’t want. The dog who’d wrecked both his house and his sleep over the last two days.
The icing on the misery cake now would be another of those snide little articles asking if Luke McKenzie was in the process of making another box office flop. He was pretty sure that the last couple had been written by one of his ex-wife’s cronies, but calling them both on it would just result in yet more bad publicity for him. Say nothing, and he was a wimp. Protest, and he was a spiteful bastard who was trying to get revenge on his ex. Whatever he did, he lost.
‘Just grin and bear it,’ he told himself. Fleur would get over the guilt eventually, and she’d stop trying to paint him as the bad guy in an attempt to make herself feel better about what she’d done.
He hoped.
There was one way Luke could turn the tables on her and get all the sympathy, but he wasn’t prepared to do that. Particularly as he knew how quickly the press could put the opposite spin on a story to get more mileage from it. That part of his life was private, and it was staying that way.
OK. He only had to put up with the dog until Thursday. Just another three days. Then his aunt would be back in London to find the dog a permanent home; and he could get back to concentrating on his career. And on making damn sure that this movie was a huge success so Fleur and her cronies wouldn’t be able to say another word.
Luke walked into the office, expecting to see Ayesha Milan, but the only person he saw was the new assistant. He hadn’t actually caught her name this morning. He really regretted that; he’d always sworn that he wouldn’t be one of the stuck-up stars who forgot what it was like to be at the bottom of the heap. He usually made a point of making sure that anyone who worked with him knew that he appreciated what they did and he didn’t take them for granted. Today, he’d slipped up. Badly.