Falling For Her

by Mia Ford

  I didn’t contact Elena for the remainder of the day. I knew that I was seeing Marie and I focused on getting some dessert to have after she cooked her amazing Chicken Alfredo. She was all smiles when she opened the door and hugged me, inviting me inside. I still saw Mom here, and my sister hadn’t changed too much since moving in, making me feel a little sad inside. I sat at the counter on a barstool sipping a beer as she cooked and we caught up a bit. Marie was a writer for the local paper as well as a few other things and I wondered for a moment if she could help Elena out with a job before I pushed the idea back. I didn’t want to admit to my sister that I was doing the unthinkable by sleeping with a student.

  We ate dinner at the table as we kept talking about our jobs, what we’d been up to and how much we missed Mom. Marie glanced at me a few times and her features so much like my own scrunched up. “Liam, what’s going on? I know that you’re here, and we’re talking, but I’ve watched you drift off several times tonight.”

  “Just school stuff. It’s been an adjustment getting back into it,” I brushed her concern off as Marie tilted her head questioningly. Marie sipped her beer and narrowed her scrutinizing eyes at me.

  “Are you certain? It looks like there’s something more going on to me. Are you seeing someone?” Marie pressed as I slowly took a long sip from my bottle.

  “You know my version of seeing women, Mar.” I said casually as she rolled her eyes.

  “Yes, I do. You like being a man whore,” she shot back as I pressed a hand to my heart and feigned being hurt. “You know that I’m right.”

  “I am not a man whore. I just don’t want anything serious,” I defended myself as she shook her head. “You sound like Mom when she used to tell me to get married and have a family after I got into college. Remember that?”

  “I do.” Marie was six years younger than I was and had been married once for a year. Once she discovered him cheating, she left, and I knew that she had a hard time trusting anybody now. I also knew that Marie wanted kids, more than I did. It made me hope that she would find someone wonderful in her life that could give her that dream. “Someone has to keep that tradition going, don’t they?”

  “Yeah, that will be you. I don’t think I am cut out for life with kids and I’m old,” I tried to joke as she looked at me. This was one of the moments that Mom’s presence was thick in the air of this house. I hated them and welcomed them with everything inside of my cold heart as I smiled at Marie. We both felt it.

  We made coffee and cut slices of Marie’s favorite chocolate cake from a nearby bakery. Marie was excited about her newest clients this week, a new family that wanted outdoor pictures taken when the sun was out. She worked a few part-time jobs that seemed to turn into far more than full-time employment, but she was happy using her creativity and getting paid for it. Marie was always the daydreamer in the family, while I worked with numbers. I heard that came from Dad, but since he left when I was seven and Marie was just a baby I didn’t remember that too well. I only felt the pain of his leaving us and making my mom work so hard to keep our little family going.

  Marie and I cleaned up before I went home to get ready for the following day. I walked into my condo with a generous amount of leftovers and popped it into my fridge, and I thought about Elena. She’d love the dinner and dessert, which meant that I could devour my second treat for the night. I was just picking up my phone when a text came through, and I tilted my head as I read it. Elena was thinking about me, and it wasn’t long before she was coming over to spend what she could of this night with me.

  I changed into some pajama bottoms and a t-shirt before answering the light knock on the door. It was my sister, and I frowned at her as she ruefully handed me my wallet. “I thought that you might need this.”

  “Thanks, Marie,” I replied with a forced smile, knowing that Elena was going to be coming over soon. I forgot that I’d taken it out of my pocket when we ate dinner.

  “I have to go. I have to get everything set up for tomorrow!” She kissed my cheek and rushed off as I watched, shaking my head. My sister was a dork, but I loved her. I watched as someone slowly stepped forward and took in the look on Elena’s face.

  “Did I interrupt something?” Her voice was soft, and I held out my hand, knowing what she thought was happening in this moment. “I assumed you were alone.”

  “I am. That was my sister dropping off my wallet that I left at her house,” I explained as relief flooded her face. “I would have introduced you if you’d come forward. She’s great.”

  Elena walked forward and smiled as I pulled her into my door. “That's a bad idea, though. Right?”

  “Probably. The fewer people that know, the better.” I hated my words. I wanted this to be a situation where I might be able to pursue something with Elena. There were already more feelings for her inside of my head and heart to consider it, but I’d made a wrong choice with Elena.

  I closed and locked my door and asked her if she was hungry. I did have a plan inviting her here tonight. Elena told me that she skipped dinner and I walked into the kitchen to reheat a quarter of the Chicken Alfredo for Elena. There would be plenty left. I added a couple of slices of French bread to the plate before I took it into the living room, along with a glass of wine for her. “This looks great. Did you make it?” Elena asked as I raised an eyebrow at her.

  “My sister did, but I cook just fine, little lady,” I assured her as she stabbed some of the food with her fork. “I did buy an amazing chocolate cake for dessert, though. Yours, anyway. My dessert is this body.” I slipped a hand over her thigh, and she moaned for a moment as I sucked her earlobe between my teeth.

  I kissed her softly as she ate dinner, pretending to watch the show on television as she tried to ignore me. I felt the heat between her legs though and stroked her over the leggings that she wore when she took her last bite of pasta and meat. “You’re ruthless,” Elena told me, shoving the plate on the table and sliding an arm around me. She kissed me as I pressed into her wet heat and stroked a fingertip over the cotton of her pants.

  Last night seemed to be forgotten as she rocked against me, her tongue dancing with mine as our kiss deepened. I knew that it would come back to the surface again, likely being uncomfortable but I hoped that we could reign this in when it did. I wanted to control it.

  I pulled away from Elena and reached over to slip her pants off her legs, revealing bare skin underneath. God, she was sexy, and I kissed her calf as my hand traveled up her thigh. I needed to feel her wrapped around me right this second, but I traced her clit for a moment as she bit her lip. Her moan was sweet and ragged, and I pressed a finger inside of her as she spread her legs further for me, giving herself to me.

  I pumped in her tight pussy as long as I could stand it and she had come for the first time before I stood. I ripped down the pants and slipped the shirt over my head as she watched me with a dazed expression. I loved the look in Elena’s eyes when she had just come for me. The innocence was hazed with something darker, and I took great pleasure in the fact that it was me doing that to her. The possession of the words was easy to see, but I told myself that it was just at this moment.

  I lifted her, and she wrapped her body around mine as we made our way to the stairs. I needed her on my bed, completely naked and open to me fucking her. I needed her to be ready to be mine, just for tonight.

  CHAPTER 9: Elena

  I ripped off my long-sleeved shirt when we were in Liam’s room, tossing it to the floor as he unhooked my pale, pink bra. His lips were on my nipples as he pushed me to the bed on my back, leaning over me. He was taller than I was, making this look uncomfortable to me for his back but I pushed the thought aside as he sucked on my pebbled skin. I never knew how sensitive I was here until Liam and I reached into his hair to hold me close to him. God, the way his lips and tongue teased me while his teeth dragged slowly across my skin was almost too much to bear. I knew what was coming and just what Liam did to me.

  His hand wande
red down my body and found my clit again. He never seemed to stop touching me, and I didn’t want Liam to ever stop. He stroked and sucked, teased and tasted until I was begging him to fuck me. The words shocked me since I rarely cursed, but Liam brought something out on me that I couldn’t control.

  “I want you from behind.” I gulped and moved slowly to my stomach, feeling the butterflies inside of my stomach. I’d never done it this way, and I stilled, not sure what to do as I felt his lips on my back. “Get on your knees. Spread your legs for me. Show me that gorgeous ass.” Liam’s voice was just above a whisper, and I could hear how much he wanted me in the words. I complied, hoping that I was doing all of this right as I listened to the tear of a wrapper and his body behind me.

  Liam had squeezed my ass before he pressed forward, entering me as I moaned. His fingers were spread over me as I felt fingers slide inside of my cheeks, stroking the skin there. Holy shit. What did this man do to me? He pulled back and fucked me harder this time, surprising me with the sensations from this angle. It felt dirty and so fulfilling as I cried out and started to rock with him.

  We found a careless, harsh rhythm as we moved together. Our bodies slapped together as I felt myself get wetter, even closer to my orgasm. It was going to be different, but I wasn’t sure how as I gathered the comforter into my fist and steeled myself for what was happening next.

  I came around him like always, but there was something harder about this one. I felt my body jerk back as something washed over Liam’s cock and then down my legs. Huh. That was new. He groaned and fucked me harder a few times before he jerked and came with a cry of my name. It was intense, and I felt him grip my hip with one hand as he supported himself on the other, breathing against my skin as he rested gently on my back.

  I couldn’t stay up any longer and slumped to my stomach as he followed. The bed was soaked underneath us and heat washed over me as I frowned. What happened? Was I bleeding?

  I started to move before he spoke. “I have never felt a woman squirt like that before. It was so fucking hot, Elena. I need to take you bare this way and feel it again.” His voice was rough as he stroked my skin, still turned on and hard as I felt his lips on my skin.

  “Squirt?” I asked as he chuckled.

  “It’s a difficult thing to reach for some, but it is a great bonus to an orgasm, for all parties involved. I will try to make it happen again, trust me.” I thought for a moment and remembered the mess under us.

  “Your sheets, Liam,” I murmured as he reached his hands around my waist and rested more weight against me.

  “They can be washed. It didn’t get through to the mattress. I’ll wash them right now if you want, but I don’t mind it. I think it’s hot,” Liam assured me as I laughed.

  “Really? I feel like I wet the bed!!” I said as I blushed.

  “It’s similar, but I don’t mind at all. Hold on,” Liam told me as he pushed off the bed and left the room for a moment. “I can put a towel down, so you’re not right in it.”

  I moved so he could arrange it, not wanting to change the bed sheets right now. I used the bathroom and cleaned up a bit before making my way back to the bed. It was covered with a thick, soft towel and I snuggled against Liam. “Have you seen that a lot?” I asked him, a little scared about talking about his past. I knew from the way he fucked me and his age that he had a lot more experience than I did.

  “Squirting?” Liam asked as I nodded. “I have seen it a few times but it isn’t common with women. I’ve never liked it as much as I did with you.”

  “How many women have you been with?” I asked as he sighed softly.

  “Do you really want to have this conversation, Elena?” He asked me as he brushed his lips against my hair.

  “Yes. I know that you’re older with more experience, Liam.” Did I?

  “Yes, baby. You are just starting out, and you are one of the hottest women I’ve ever been with. I need you to know that,” he said as I nodded and closed my eyes, ready for the blow that was about to come. I focused on his warm skin and the way that Liam made me feel so safe. “I don’t tally since I am not as an asshole, but there have been a few. I do mostly casual things with women, and it doesn’t last with them. So, there has probably been fifty or maybe a little more. Like I said, I don’t do it to brag. It just happens.”

  “Never with a student?” I asked as he kissed my skin.

  “No. I slept with another teacher once and realized that I should keep it away from work pretty quickly.” I hated the idea of him with an older, better woman as I felt the jealousy flood me. “That was a long time ago, Elena. A few years. I haven’t wanted anyone on campus until I saw you.”

  “What happens when this goes wrong?” I asked him painfully as he pulled me closer to him.

  “I thought about that a lot before ever doing this. I don’t know. I suppose we just wait for the class to end if it happens before that,” he replied, breaking my heart as I imagined being without him. “Let’s not talk about that, Elena. We’re still fine. I still want this with you.”

  “Good. Me, too,” I told Liam as I pressed back against him and smiled. I wanted to ask what would happen if it didn’t end but I remained quiet. We stayed in bed until he went to get some cake and bring it to bed, where he smeared some of the sweet frosting over my nipple and sucked it off. That led to another session of hard sex with me on my back and my feet pressed against his shoulders as he took me fast and hard.

  I came with a scream, relieved that I didn’t make a mess this time. Liam lowered my legs and dropped over me to kiss me, tasting of chocolate as our tongues moved together. We kissed and kept nibbling on the cake, sipping water in between everything. Liam told me to stay with him before he kissed me sweetly, making me realize that this was an ongoing thing for us. Did he have feelings for me or was it still just sex?

  I hated being young, sometimes. I wanted to be sure of what I was doing here and just in life, not wanting any horrible regrets later. I always focused on success and what others termed as happiness, but I felt that now. This was messy and so flawed, but I felt safe and content here in his arms.

  We fell asleep without setting the alarm that night, but I woke up with a jerk and looked around to see that it was four o clock. Liam breathed evenly beside me as I sucked in my breath and considered what to do. I could go to sleep for another hour and a half, cuddled in his arms or just go home in the cold darkness. I didn’t have class until noon and he just had office time so we could be here together for longer.

  Fucking rules. I couldn’t leave his place in the daylight in case someone recognized us. I wanted to make breakfast and walk around the city with Liam, talking about anything and everything. He lived in such a great part of the city.

  Liam moved behind me, and I felt him harden against my ass. The man was always ready, and he murmured something as he pulled me against him. His hands were roaming over me, and I held my breath as Liam found all my favorite places with his fingertips. I took the next step and reached around to grip him in my hand, stroking him as he moaned. “Need you, Elena.”

  I rolled to my stomach as he slid his fingers over me, finding me wet and ready. I drew my knees underneath me, and he pushed a thick digit inside of me as I cried out his name. Oh, God. He removed his finger and replaced the void with his cock, making me realize that he didn’t have a condom on. We’d talked about how safe he was before, and I was clean with my lack of partners. I slid back against him, claiming him as Liam rocked with me. Was he half asleep or did he just not care? I didn’t care as Liam took me with slow, hungry thrusts. I knew that he was feeling all of me and my wetness, loving the idea. Liam slipped hands over me, one on my hip and one on my breast, tugging a nipple as he moaned my name.

  We came together, our heat mingling together as we moaned and rocked through the mutual release. Liam dropped over me, covering me with his heat as his cock kept him inside of me. I heard him sigh and smiled as I accepted that I was going to be here a while. I fell
back asleep as Liam moved to his side, still holding me in his arms as I smiled happily.

  We woke up to the sun shining through the window, and I felt Liam’s arms tighten around me. I swallowed as he took a slow breath before asking me when my first class was. “It’s at noon,” I replied as I kept my voice calm. “I have time. I’ll make sure that nobody sees me leave.”

  Liam reached around to cup my breast as I smiled, remembered what happened a few hours earlier. He stroked my nipple as I breathed in and his hand found my core. “You’re so wet, Elena.” His voice was filled with wonder as I tried to remember if he was sleeping or not. “Shit. Earlier…I took you bare, didn’t I? I was dreaming, and it seemed like it all blended all together.”

  “You did,” I replied as he slipped his fingers in me to feel our release blended together.

  “Did you mind?” He asked as he stroked my walls, making me close my eyes and sigh. I shook my head. “You’re on the pill, and we know that we’re both clean.” I nodded again, unable to speak as he parted my legs and teased me. I always seemed to wake up on my back, but I didn’t mind that today at all. “I want to be inside of you again. Nothing between us. Can I?”

  “Of course,” I replied as he moved over me, his lips at my neck as he pressed himself between my legs. He slipped inside, his voice rough as he said my name and I gripped his shoulders.

  “Shit. This feels so good, Elena. So fucking good.” He rocked a few times slowly, seeming to memorize it before I wrapped my legs around him and kissed his lips.