A Texas Ranger's Family

by Mae Nunn

What she could do, however, was recuperate in record time and return to her own lifestyle so Daniel could do the same.

  That recuperation started with a private therapist who would visit each morning to focus on strengthening Erin’s back and rehabilitating her right arm. It had been nearly severed three inches above the elbow, but the military physicians in Iraq had more than their fair share of experience with the delicate microsurgery. They’d reattached bone, reconnected nerves and restored blood flow. Erin could twitch her fingers but there was no sensation in them, only numbness. If the feeling never returned, as she’d been warned may happen, how would the loss of sensitivity impact her abilities?

  There was only one way to find out and that was to handle her Nikon as soon as she got the green light to exert her arm beyond the blob of putty she was supposed to squeeze constantly.

  The cell phone trilled on the bed beside her.

  “What’s up, boss?” J.D. was the likely caller.

  “Wow! Not only a cheerful but a quick answer.” He poked fun at her reputation for being on the go with no time to talk.

  “And why does that surprise you?”

  “Because the number of times I haven’t had to leave a voice mail and wait seventy-two hours for you to return my call can be counted on three fingers.”

  “I have a few more hours on my hands these days since I’m not exactly tied up.” She glanced at the IV tube that had her tethered to an aluminum pole. “Strike that. I’m definitely tied up, just not with assignments. But I was thinking about that just a few minutes ago and—”

  “Erin,” J.D. interrupted, his voice losing its humorous note. “Give it a rest, will ya? There will be plenty of war, pestilence and famine when you’ve recovered enough to come back. Meanwhile, try to appreciate having this downtime. Read good books, watch chick flicks. Just appreciate the fact that you’re alive.”

  “I know, I know. And I’m grateful that I’m just in a bed and not a pine box. But my work is my reason to get up in the morning, J.D.”

  “Well, maybe it’s time you found a new purpose. Kid, I love the bureau, but Mary Ellen and our boys are what I live for. You’re a young woman with plenty of reasons to get out from behind the camera and focus on real life, no pun intended. You need to get to know that beautiful daughter while she still has time for you. Trust me, in a few more years, you’ll have to make an appointment to see her.”

  “Thanks for the advice, Grandpa Walton. Can I ask a favor?”

  “Anything.”

  “Will you ship me some equipment?”

  “I’ll put that on my To Do list. But the reason I called is to let you know I’m heading for the West Coast tomorrow morning. I scheduled a stopover in Houston just long enough to drop a few things off.”

  Erin felt a shiver in the sunny room. J.D. was going to fly several hours, rent a car and navigate the crazy Houston interstates for a brief visit. There had to be more to it then he was willing to say on the phone. This must be something he has to do in person.

  “I hate to see you go to so much trouble,” she tried to dissuade him.

  “The itinerary is all set, so don’t try to talk me out of it. I have the address and I’ll be there by three o’clock.”

  Yep, the man’s on a mission. She prayed it was from God and not Corporate.

  Daniel relaxed in his home office on the back side of the second floor, directly above the sun porch. He’d installed an upstairs ringer for the doorbell so he wouldn’t miss package deliveries. When the front bell chimed, he glanced up from his discipleship study to the time flashing in the corner of his computer monitor. It was Sunday afternoon and he wasn’t expecting anyone.

  Must be for Dana.

  The bell rang a second time.

  “I’ve got it,” he called. Three steps from the bottom of the staircase he saw the visitor through the arched window in the door. Candace Dickerson. The curvy blonde was beyond neighborly, she was downright available.

  But in a nice Southern girl way.

  Candace was unmarried, educated, produced cooking shows for the local cable station and attended Abundant Harvest. She was everything a red-blooded man in his late thirties would be looking for in a woman and mother for his child. But Daniel wasn’t looking. He was content to raise Dana by himself, never dating or accepting invitations to singles’ social events. His unattached status suited his daughter just fine and he preferred to keep it that way.

  But nothing stopped Candace from trying.

  “Hey, Daniel!” She gave his waist a squeeze with one arm and kissed the air near his face as only a proper Texas gal can. “Your sweet mama said you’d be bringin’ company home and I thought I’d drop off a fresh batch of my homemade pecan pralines.”

  “Did I hear ‘pralines’?” Dana called as she hurried down the stairs. The two women hugged and his daughter helped herself to the tin of gooey confections.

  “Interesting you heard the mention of candy but you didn’t hear the doorbell.” Daniel was actually grateful for Dana’s arrival. His daughter’s presence would keep everything family-friendly.

  “Come on out to the porch and meet Erin.” Dana led the way.

  “Why sure,” Candace agreed, looking to Daniel who offered no explanation. She fell into step behind Dana.

  Trepidation gripped Daniel anew each time he remembered Erin was in his home, in their lives. She’d gotten comfortable in the rattan chaise near the windows. Her hair was backlit by the setting summer sun casting a rosy halo around her tanned face. She wore some of the loose-fitting gray scrubs Walter Reed tailored to accommodate the physical limitations of their soldiers. They were functional but ugly.

  LaVerne relaxed on the matching love seat and something the two just shared had them smiling. Since his mama was prone to telling stories from his days as a boy on the ranch, Daniel had good reason to suspect their amusement was at his expense.

  His neighbor passed through the French doors to the sun porch as Dana made the introductions. “Grandma Verne, you already know Candace, right?”

  “Yes, hello again,” LaVerne greeted the newcomer.

  “Nice to see you, Mrs. Stabler.” Candace addressed his mama but her eyes immediately settled on the stranger in the room.

  Dana offered her grandmother the open tin, then perched on the edge of the chaise. “And Candace, this is my mother, Erin Gray. You’ve probably heard of her, because she’s a famous photographer.”

  Erin lowered her chin and closed her eyes for a brief moment. Then she turned a smile of embarrassment toward Candace. “It’s nice to meet you, and please excuse Dana’s exaggeration. She will be less inclined to brag on me once she figures out most people have no idea who I am.”

  “They may not know you by name, but you’re fooling yourself if you think people don’t recognize your work,” Daniel insisted.

  He reached toward a stack of National Geographic magazines, took one from the top and flipped it to a dog-eared page.

  “I read where they receive over a million submissions every year. This one made the editor’s top pick and then went on to be selected for a global refugee campaign.” He was proud of Erin’s accomplishments but couldn’t help wondering if her accolades could ever make up for their losses. The personal cost of her success had been high for all of them, especially Dana. Daniel’s years of praying for the grace to forgive Erin had never been fully fruitful. Constant reminders of their splintered family made it impossible not to know moments of anger, days of regret.

  He pushed aside his selfish thoughts and handed the magazine to Candace. Her gaze softened as it brushed the face of an orphan in Darfur. The toddler stood amid the horrifying evidence of genocide.

  “Of course I’ve seen this. How could anyone forget those eyes and that tiny child clinging to her family?” Candace placed the pages in Dana’s waiting hand, and then it was her turn to duck her head. “That sure shines a light on the triviality of my cookin’ shows.”

  “Please don’t take it that way,”
Erin insisted. “Your reaction is exactly why I don’t like a personal fuss over what I do. People start making comparisons and end up feeling bad instead of being moved to act, which is the point of my work. That picture is just one example of the tragedies I’ve witnessed in this world. Most folks can never understand loss and abandonment unless they’re confronted with it face-to-face.”

  Dana stood, tossed the magazine to the bed and moved toward the door. “You’d be surprised how much some of us can get our heads around loss and abandonment.”

  Chapter Four

  Dana stomped from the room as Erin’s stomach plunged like a runaway roller coaster topping the first hill.

  What a tragic choice of words!

  From the looks on the faces of Daniel, LaVerne and Candace, they not only read Erin’s thoughts, they echoed them.

  “Let me see you to the door.” LaVerne pushed herself up from the love seat and guided the visitor from the solarium. The pretty blonde knitted together beauty queen brows to show Daniel her concern and then turned her attention to the real power behind the man. His mama.

  Daniel closed the French doors after the two women so he could speak privately. While he settled in a nearby armchair, Erin braced herself for the lecture that was sure to come. He arched his back, rubbed both hands through his short-cropped hair, and then leaned toward her with his elbows resting on the knees of his dark-wash jeans.

  “Erin, I don’t know where to start.” His voice was heavy with exasperation.

  She held out her left palm and lowered her eyes in defeat. “Daniel, I’ll understand if you want to start by packing me off to a local rehab center. Or maybe it would be easier on you if I leave with J.D. when he shows up tomorrow. He can arrange to get me back to New York.”

  Daniel thrust his chin forward and squinted, angled one ear toward her like he hadn’t heard clearly. “You just got here. Why would you want to leave already? And what’s this about J.D. coming to Houston?”

  “You heard what a stupid thing I just said in front of Dana and you saw how she reacted. It’s bad enough that I’m disrupting your lives and keeping your mother away from her ranch. Upsetting Dana like that was never my intention and I don’t want everybody walking on egg shells thinking I’ll choke on my foot again at any moment.”

  Daniel slumped back into the chair. He looked more relaxed now.

  “Erin, listen to me.” A note of understanding mingled with the frustration in his voice. “Dana’s a sixteen-year-old girl. She looks for reasons to be upset. That’s what girls her age do for entertainment. So, don’t be too tough on yourself.”

  “You mean you’re not angry with me?”

  His forehead wrinkled as if he were pondering the simple question.

  “I’m tryin’ real hard to keep angry from being the right word. Look, I’m a daddy raising a daughter on my own with no help and no game plan other than God’s. That’s not a complaint, just a statement of fact,” he insisted. “Occasionally, I hit a home run but lots of days with that kid are strikeouts. You’re gonna have to figure her out for yourself but I’ll advise where I can.”

  “I’m listening,” Erin encouraged him to continue.

  “For starters, you need to choose your words more carefully when Dana’s around. Mostly ’cause she’s got a memory like a bear trap and she’ll snare you with your own comments when you least expect it. What you just said was insensitive, that’s for sure. But it doesn’t justify puttin’ you out on the street, if that’s what you expected. Not tonight, anyway.”

  The last words were tacked on with humor but there was warning in them just the same.

  “Got it.” Erin made a mental note. “What else?”

  “Oh, there’s plenty more but we’ll take it as it comes. Mostly be prepared that even though she’s agreed not to press you, she has about as much self-restraint as a wolf in a butcher shop. She won’t lay back and wait on your lead for long.”

  “I know.” Erin fixed her eyes on the putty in her hand, grateful for the valuable guidance he was giving. “Thank you, Daniel.”

  “You don’t have to keep sayin’ that. I know you’re out of your element, and for Dana’s sake I’ll support you whenever I can ’cause it’s the right thing to do.”

  Relief wrapped Erin like the warm blanket LaVerne put over the bed each time she turned down the thermostat. The certainty of Daniel’s help was unexpected and comforting, but Erin felt sure his good graces had limits, as well.

  “So, what do I do now? I don’t have any experience making amends with a teenager.”

  “Trust me, you’re gonna get plenty of practice. I’ll go talk to her and I wager you dollars to doughnuts she makes some excuse to come back down. You pray about it in the meanwhile and you’ll know what to say when the time comes.”

  She nodded. The man was kind, supportive and as handsome as any country western star. It was no wonder the pretty neighbor lady was hot on the heels of his fancy boots.

  “All right, then.” Daniel slapped his palms on the tops of his thighs and leaned forward as if preparing to stand.

  “If I could just say one more thing.” Erin interrupted his effort to leave. “I owe you for so many reasons, not the least of which is raising Dana in a Christian home. That means a lot.”

  “I always hoped you’d feel that way. There were times during our few months together when you gave me the impression you had a foundation of faith.”

  “I did, but it wasn’t by design. It was because the foster parents dumped us kids off for vacation Bible school at every church in the area. I’m sure we went to five or six programs each summer. Every home I lived in did the same thing so it seemed like common practice. You didn’t have to be very old to figure out it had nothing to do with providing a Christian environment. They were just unloading us for the day.”

  “Did knowing that bother you?”

  “Not after a while. The church volunteers showed us kindness we wouldn’t have gotten any other way. And the food was a nice change.” She smiled at one of her few pleasant memories of those days. Hot dogs and s’mores always made her think of Jesus. “The summer I was fourteen, I got baptized in a little limestone sanctuary near San Marcos. They gave me a certificate with the date on it but I lost what few keepsakes I had in all the moves. I forgot the name of the church, but I always wondered if it was still there.”

  “It’s pretty easy for me to find out if you really want to know. There’s not much I can’t dig into.”

  She felt a razor-sharp point of pain low in her back and winced away from the sensation. Daniel noticed and without a word he was on his feet, moving her efficiently from the chaise to the bed, casually tucking a pillow beneath her knees. He lowered the headboard to shift her weight then pulled the bedclothes over her hospital garb. Lastly, he injected the evening dose of meds into her IV port.

  Erin couldn’t help but mull over all Daniel had sacrificed and continued to do for her. She knew it was because of what she meant to him as Dana’s mother and had nothing whatever to do with who she was as a woman.

  And just as well, since it would complicate a situation that was already a big honkin’ psychological mess.

  Daniel was relieved to see Erin once again comfortable now that he’d settled her on the hospital bed and positioned things as he’d been taught. Following instructions was second nature on the ranch, but his years as a city detective had put him on the giving end of orders. It was good to realize he was not such an old law enforcement dog that he couldn’t pick up tricks of a new trade if the situation required it.

  “So tell me about J.D. coming for a visit,” Daniel recalled her comment.

  “He phoned earlier, said he’d made plans to layover in Houston on his way to the West Coast and wants to stop by. He has something for me.”

  Daniel dropped back into the nearby chair. “J.D. seems like a good man, and I get the impression he doesn’t have much downtime. So whatever it is, must be important.”

  “I just hope it
’s not a pink slip that has to be delivered in person.”

  “No way.” Daniel scrunched his face at the very idea.

  “Well, think about it logically. Most businesses these days are looking for ways to cut costs, not add to them by carrying the salary of a disabled employee on the books. Especially one who may never be able to perform at peak level again.”

  “And what if you can’t, Erin? Would that be such a tragedy? Couldn’t you take your experiences and use them in speaking or teaching? You saw how eager Ken was to have you talk to our college-bound students.”

  The shake of her head was adamant. “I’m not even going to entertain a thought like that, not as a career anyway. One way or the other, I’ll get back into the field. If World View doesn’t want me, I’ll go freelance.”

  She won’t even try. She’s still so caught up in running that she can’t conceive of an alternative. For all the years that have passed, she really hasn’t grown up at all.

  A light tapping caused Daniel to turn from his thoughts. Dana was peering through one of the door’s dozen panes of glass. Her face sagged with self-pity. He waved her in to join them.

  “Hey, darlin’ girl. I was heading up to see you right after I got Erin settled and squared away with her meds.”

  Dana stepped across the threshold but remained near the door. “I’m supposed to help with all that.”

  “You can do it tomorrow after we whip up a big breakfast. It’ll be an exhausting day for Erin with her therapy starting in the morning and then J.D. coming for a visit in the afternoon.”

  “When are you going back to work, Dad? Won’t the Captain be expecting you soon?”

  “I haven’t been out of touch, just out of the office. I can get most of my stuff done from here and then go in a couple of times a week to hook up with the team.” Daniel reached out, encouraging her to come closer. “Why do you ask? You tryin’ to get rid of me?”

  “Not even,” she admitted shyly as she stepped into the curve of his arm. “Having you around all the time is not so bad.”