Bases Loaded

by Lace, Lolah

  “You can?”

  “Yeah and you have a permanent scowl on your face. I can see that you’re trying to stop frowning but Mason you have about twenty-two thousand wrinkles on your forehead.”

  Shit! I can’t hide anything from her. I rigorously rubbed my face hoping to rub away my scowl. “Is that better?”

  “No silly.”

  “Take your clothes off.” I took a seat on the bed so I could watch her.

  Kari stepped out of her Nike running shoes, the same fluorescent green ones with the gray shoe strings that she wore the first time we fucked. We graduated to making love because I truly love her. Kari pulled her thin pink sweater over her head and put it in the chair. She was facing me when she wiggled out of her jeans. Her breasts were bouncing around in her shiny pink satin bra as she bent and jiggled out of her jeans. Fuck me. My evil twin started banging on my boxers. Let me out you stressed out assclown! My mind may be on the fritz but my cock was in tiptop condition.

  Kari stepped out of her jeans and placed then in the chair. She walked over to me as I watched her pussy all snug in her pink satin thong. Kari knelt in-between my legs. She loved it there. I loved her there. She removed my shoes and unbuttoned my pants. She reached up and pulled my Polo shirt over my head.

  Kari stood. “Stand up Coach.” I stood and let her tug my khaki Dockers and boxers down and off. My cock was hard as cement blocks. It would take a Kung Fu master to break my hard ass cock. Good thing for me Kari was a descendant of the Kung Fu master Bruce Lee. She could break my cock in two with her creamy pussy. My cock wants to enter the dragon. Oh how I long for her juicy cuntberry pie.

  Kari’s fingers brushed the ripples of my abs. I was wondering why I was standing here naked with a solid cock and she was still in her bra and thong.

  Kari was smiling up at me. “Get in bed. Lay on your stomach.”

  I wanted to pick her up, throw her on the bed and dive into her pussy but instead I did as she instructed. I got on my stomach in the center of the bed. My cock was painfully pressed into the mattress. I leaned my head on my hands and turned my face sideways.

  I felt Kari remove my socks. I felt her climb unto the bed and straddle my ass. Her hands grazed the muscles of my back and I closed my eyes. She started massaging my back, gently at first and then roughly. It felt so good. My tense mouth relaxed and slightly opened. My entire body started to loosen up.

  “You are so tight.” She said as she kneaded my shoulders. No baby girl your pussy as so tight.

  I was drifting off. Her hands were so magical, so serene, so intoxicating. I couldn’t open my eyes even if I tried but who the hell was trying. I was daydreaming that I was in a hot tub or was I really dreaming. Was I asleep? I don’t know……………

  I was fast asleep. I found out an hour later when I woke with a weight on my back. Kari’s warm body was smushed into mine. She was sound asleep on my back. Her face was on my back in the valley below my shoulders. Her pussy was pressed against my ass. I could feel her pubic hair on my ass cheek. Her fingertips were dug under my ribcage. Her legs were twisted in mine. I could hear her shallow breathing. This was cute. I wish I had a picture.

  I could be an asshole and scare the shit out of her by jumping up and knocking her off. It would be hilarious but I couldn’t do it. I thought about her nipples squashed into my back. I thought about her pussy mushed into my ass and my cock started growing to its maximum measurements.

  I was aching and on high alert. I gently tilted my shoulder up. Kari rolled off my back and landed cradled beside me on the bed. I slipped from under her and slowly flipped her over in her sleep. I looked down on her beautiful naked body. Her nipples were soft, flat, wide and yummy. As much as I wanted to suck them both to a sharpened pencil point, I couldn’t. My evil twin was throwing a temper tantrum. He needed shelter. He wanted to get inside her milky way and do his happy dance. Since he’s my twin, my brother, my lifelong playmate, I had to do as he wished.

  I huddled inside her legs. I held myself up with my forearm. I used one hand to push my cock pass her pussy lips. She was really sleeping. She was down for the count. Her pussy was dry. Who cares, I can wet it up. I poked my cockhead right inside. I stared down at her face and her mouth popped open but her eyes stayed shut.

  “Hummmmm,” Escaped her lips and I took that as an invite. I pushed all the way inside. TIGHT! TIGHT! TIGHT! Fuck me!

  I started rolling my hips and my Kari started producing her juice. I feel it. I feel her waking up wet. Yes! Yes!

  “Masssssson.” She moaned still half sleep. That’s my name. I’m Mason.

  Wake up and take this big ass cock. I reached down and grabbed one of her legs. I raised it to my waist. I dug my knees into the mattress to get some traction. I was the master drill sergeant. This is bootcamp.

  “Massssson.” Kari whispered and I mushed my face in her shoulder. I lifted my face to nibble on her ear lobe.

  I felt her free leg, the one I wasn’t holding rise. Her feet rubbed my ass and wrapped around my torso. Fuck yes! Open it up. Now I can go deeper. Now I can hit the back wall.

  “Oh Massson!!!” She loudly sighed.

  I detached from her ear to whisper. “Shhhhhhh, enjoy the ride.” Cause I was surely enjoying Kari’s pussy. I felt like I was the mighty Norse god Thor. I was hitting Kari’s pussy with my Viking gold plated Mjolnir. Just like the Mjolnir, I am that which smashes. I will feel this pussy forever. I will smash this pussy forever.

  I was rocking my cock inside her as she dug her nails into my biceps. I raised slightly to amp up my persistent pace, to really rock and roll; give her some of my heavy metal. I looked down at her and she was straining under the beatdown I was giving her pussy. I pressed my lips together and growled. I was going to bust a nut and or bust threw her pussy. Whichever came first? Shit! Fuck! Jesus! Kari and I came first.

  I latched on to her mouth just as I pumped all my cum insides her tight tunnel of love.

  We both laid there for at least ten minutes. We both showered in the small bathroom and we got dressed. I felt like a brand new man. Sex with Kari was mind-blowing and the massage she gave me made me feel like I had worked all my stress. Whenever we were together I was problem free. I was my true self. Not who I was expected to be. Being with Kari eased my anxiety. I was a ball of nerves as of late.

  “Mason how is the divorce going?”

  Shit! Should I lie or tell the truth. “Listen sweetheart, I have to tell you something.”

  She was smiling. She was happy. “Tell me, what’s up?”

  “Kari I need more time.” I don’t know why I picked now to tell her the truth.

  “More time? What are you talking about?” I had a bad feeling about this conversation. I needed things to work out so badly. I needed the time and energy I put into this relationship to count for something.

  “I can’t leave Tess right now. It’s not a good time to start divorce proceedings.”

  Kari gasped. “Are you serious? You, you said. I can’t, I can’t. What the fuck?”

  “Listen Kari. I just can’t leave right now. I need more time.”

  “More time? No, no. You said.”

  “I know what I said but I can’t leave her now. If I leave now it’s like I kicked her when she was down. She is mentally and emotionally fucked up right now. This is the worst possible time.”

  “Do you think I give a shit? Cause if you thought that, you got me fucked up.”

  “Kari, I cannot be responsible for sending her over the edge. She’s standing on a ledge. I can’t be the one to push her off. I cannot have that on my conscience.”

  “Fuck you!”

  “Kari please don’t say that.”

  “You never had any intention of leaving her. You’re not going anywhere. We were never going to be together.”

  “Don’t say that!”

  “You got what you wanted and now it is what it is?”

  “What is it?” What was she talking about?

  “It’s
not a goddamn thing. You fucking win. I got played.”

  “No one played you. I love you. Nothing has changed. I love you. You love me.” I’m fucking quoting that purple dinosaur.

  “I hate you!”

  “Kari, don’t say that. I just need a little time to get Tess back to herself. She needs to be stable. In her present state I cannot leave her with my kids.”

  “That raggedy bitch is never going to be stable. She’s an unstable bitch with an asshole muthafucka for a husband. You two deserve each other.”

  “Kari I need you.”

  “Yeah you do. You need me to spread my legs. You need me to put my life on hold.”

  “Yes I need you to put your life on hold. I need you to stick it out with me. I promise I will come through for you.”

  “Bullshit!”

  “Kari Lynn Fenderson our love is bigger than this. It’s bigger than these obstacles. I need more time. I need you to hang in there with me. Stop being selfish!”

  “I can’t believe you can say this shit to me.”

  “I said it. Stop thinking about yourself all the fucking time. I have a lot of shit to deal with over here.”

  “Fuck you!”

  “I’m not breaking up with you. I just need more time.”

  “Why Mason? Why do you need more time?”

  “I told you. I can’t leave my kids alone with her right now.”

  “I don’t believe anything you say.”

  I stormed over to Kari and grabbed her up by her forearms. “You have to believe me. I’m not bullshitting you. I love you.”

  “No you don’t. If you loved me you would leave her. You would have divorced her. You would have left her a long time ago.”

  I started shaking her. “I do love you!” I don’t know why I was shouting.

  “So why do you keep doing this to me?”

  I physically let her go. She would never leave my heart. “I’m not trying to hurt you.”

  “But you are.” Kari started crying. I was shocked and I didn’t expect it so her tears scared the shit out of me. She was wailing. She was having trouble breathing. I didn’t know what to do. I was frozen in my spot.

  “Kari, stop!” I don’t know why I said that. My heart started beating fast but I couldn’t move. Kari could move. She started backing away from me. Her right fist was balled and clutched to her chest. She loosened her fist and snatched both her hands up to cover her face. “Kari!” She was so far away.

  My feet started working and I sprung forth and removed her hands from her face. I held her wrists and she collapsed to the floor. Oh God! Her eyes were slammed shut. Her crying moans were stabbing at my heart. I was trying to keep her on her feet but she refused. Her legs were like jelly. She wanted to hit the floor and I couldn’t stop her. I held on to her and followed her down to the carpet.

  “Kari, no, no no. Stop it. Stop now, stop it.” I grabbed her by her shoulders and started trying to shake her eyes open. “Look at me!” I moved as close as I could and I wrapped my arms around her. I embraced her hard. I was crushing her but she wasn’t moving. She wasn’t protesting. I soon realized she stopped crying. “Please Kari baby, look at me.”

  Her red and glossy eyes opened. She was looking into my eyes. I was looking back into hers but her stare was blank, empty, and vacant of emotion. She wiped the wetness from her face and just glared at me.

  “Kari.”

  “I’m done.”

  “What?”

  “I’m done with you.”

  I chuckled. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “No you’re not.” I tried to smile but my chest was pounding and aching like I had been punched in the heart.

  “Mason, I am done with you. It is over.”

  “Why would you say that?”

  “The list is too long.”

  “You know I would never let that happen.”

  “You don’t have a choice.”

  “I will never let you go.”

  “I don’t want you anymore.”

  What? No. “You’re lying.”

  “I’m not. I can’t do this anymore.”

  “You love me.”

  “Fine, I just don’t want you anymore. I’m done. Look me in my eyes and see that I mean what I say.”

  I did just that. I looked and I saw the same thing that I saw before…nothing. “Fuck you!” I felt a tear form in the corner of my eye. “Fuck you!” I roared and she shuddered. I startled her with the bass in my voice. I was yelling in her face. “Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you!”

  Kari tried to stand up. I wretched her back down. She rolled her eyes at me, sort of.

  “You’re not going anywhere!” I meant that. She can’t leave me.

  “I’m leaving here on my feet or in a body bag. I don’t want you anymore. Get that in your head. Let me go or kill me. Either way I’m done with you.”

  I felt my face frown as I glared at her. “Fuck you! If you leave, I will never take you back. You will be dead to me.”

  “Okay.” She stood up on her feet. She went from erratic crying to devoid of any and all emotion.

  Okay? What the fuck? Are you serious right now? I stood up and towered over her. “You are…making a mistake.”

  Kari ignored my words and grabbed her purse off the table. She slowly went to the door. Her hand touched the doorknob and my knees went wobbly. No!

  “Kari Lynn, don’t do this.” I felt the tears erupting in my chest.

  “It’s done.” The door was open and she was out of it. I couldn’t believe she was gone until the door closed behind her. Just like that, just like we meant nothing to each other. I don’t, I don’t... I couldn’t go after her. I just stood there in my spot, broken to pieces. Her words were final. They had an expiration date. I thought she loved me as deeply as I loved her. I scampered over to the closed door. I touched it I leaned my head on it. Why is this happening to me? I lose everyone I love.

  I heard a roar. It was me. I was roaring like some disturbed beast. I took two hulking steps back from the door. I raised one foot and I kicked the door with everything I had in me. I kicked the door off the hinges and knocked it out the frame. I was shaking and roaring. I wanted to hurt someone the way I was hurting.

  “Uncle! Uncle!” I heard RJ yelling at me. I opened my eyes. I didn’t know I had shut them. My fists were on their way to connect with the wall. I was stopped in the middle of my punch when my nephew lifted me off my feet and swung me around in a circle.

  “Uncle Mason, chill!” He let me go and I was on my feet but I felt dizzy. “Uncle, chill!”

  My anger turned to anguish and I was crying like I had ten vaginas. RJ reached out and grabbed my shoulders but I was too weak to truly pull away.

  “Uncle, dude let that shit out.” RJ had cupped the back of my head and pulled me in close. My chest exploded and I was sobbing into the neck and shoulder of my nephew. He was holding me so tight I couldn’t move. My arms were at my sides and I was immobile in my body, my heart and my mind.

  “Fuck her!” I whimpered into his shoulder.

  “Yeah, dude, Fuck her.”

  I don’t know how long RJ had me in his safe and secure man-hug but when he released me I was calmer. “I’m sorry.” I wasn’t sure why I was apologizing.

  “Yeah, shit happens.” He said. I always say that to him. “Let’s get white boy wasted. Let’s go straight to Bar Louie, drink until we think we can walk on friggin’ water. I will get Deja to drive us home.”

  “I don’t know.” I looked around at the unnecessary destruction I caused, the damn door that was laying flat on the floor. There were pieces of wood sticking out the wall of the door frame. “I got to fix this door.”

  “Fuck that, nail a bed sheet up there and let’s bounce.”

  “I--”

  “Damn old man, you have a reason to get wasted.”

  “Yeah I do.”

  RJ put on his caveman voice. “You smash door. I drive car. Vodka for me. Vodka for you.” RJ smiled his goofy g
rin. “Put your panties on. I’m waiting in the car. Let’s do this.”

  RJ jumped through the opened doorway like a superhero.

  There was really no reason to debate. I needed that drink and I would need many more. I had said things and heard things that I wanted to forget. Things that would haunt me for a long time. If I went to sleep sober I ran the risk of dreaming about Kari. I didn’t want to sleep. I wanted to be in an alcohol induced coma. I got wasted.

  *****

  It had been a few of days since Kari dumped me. Shit. Is that what happened? I tried to call her but she wouldn’t answer. I knew she wouldn’t. I would have been surprised if she did. This time was different. Her goodbye seemed like the real deal.

  She was a world class bitch for kicking me when I was down. She took my heart and just threw it away. She kicked the shit out of me with her fluorescent green Nikes. Fuck you Kari Lynn fucking Fenderson!

  My kids were spending a lot of time with my sister. I had unlocked the front door because Karen was on her way to my house to drop them back off at home. I appreciated all the help since Tess was away and I was mourning the loss of Kari. Plus I had started back to watching Uncle Jimmy.

  Karen entered my house and my children came running in behind her.

  “Hi dad, hi dad, hi dad.” That was all I heard.

  Karen was carrying an Elmo backpack containing Matt and Tim’s clothing. Karen walked by me and placed the backpack on the floor by the living room couch.

  “Bye kids!” Karen yelled.

  “Bye Aunt Karen!” Matt, Tim and Hannah roared in jumbled unison as the trekked up the stairs.

  Karen turned to leave without so much as a glance or word in my direction.

  “Karen.” My sister didn’t respond and I knew she heard me. “Karen.”

  This time she stopped moving long enough to look me dead on and the venom that sprayed from her eyes burned me deep.

  “What Mason? What is it?”

  “What’s your problem?”

  Karen looked up the staircase to insure my children were out of hearing distance. “You are a friggin’ asshole.”

  “What?”

  “I know what you did.”

  “What are you talking about?” I think I knew but I couldn’t see how Karen would have any clue what conspired between Kari and me. Plus why would she care?