Passions of War

by Hilary Green

  On 3 August the news came that Germany had declared war on France and invaded Belgium.

  On 4 August Leo received a note from Mabel Stobart, asking her to attend a meeting in the Kingsway Hall which was billed as ‘Women’s Protest Against War’. Arriving with Victoria, she discovered that the hall was packed and a number of the women she had met at Stobart’s house were on the platform, together with representatives from Finland, Hungary and Switzerland. Stobart was one of the speakers, forcefully putting forward the point of view that the two younger women had often heard her express in Bulgaria – that war was a barbarity and an expression of the double standards of morality which prevailed for men and women; that while women were expected to nurture and protect, men were allowed to kill and destroy. A resolution, passed unanimously, declared that ‘Whatever its results, the conflict will leave mankind the poorer, will set back civilization, and will be a powerful check to the amelioration of the conditions of the masses of people on which the real welfare of nations depends’.

  As the meeting broke up news arrived from the Palace of Westminster that the government had decided to declare war on Germany and her allies. Leo and Victoria were standing with Mrs Stobart when it arrived and they were immediately approached by a woman they knew as Lady Muir McKenzie, a prominent peace activist.

  ‘What will your plans be now?’ she asked Mrs Stobart.

  ‘I have always believed,’ was the reply, ‘that women can and should take an active part in national defence, but in the relief of suffering and care for the wounded.’

  ‘Then I will support any efforts you make in setting up women’s units for that purpose,’ Lady Muir McKenzie responded.

  ‘And you can count on us to join you,’ Leo added.

  As they drove away, Victoria said, ‘I don’t think you should have promised to join Stobart. We’re FANYs first and foremost. I know we went off to join Stobart’s lot two years ago, but that was because the FANY weren’t involved.’

  ‘And what makes you think this time will be any different?’ Leo asked.

  ‘It has to be!’ Victoria exclaimed. ‘Otherwise, what is the point of all the training we’ve done?’

  ‘Ashley-Smith isn’t even around to take charge,’ Leo pointed out. ‘She has gone off to South Africa to see her sister.’

  ‘Never mind. Franklin will do what’s necessary. After all, we’ve got Sir Arthur Sloggett, the Chief Commissioner of the Red Cross, on our side now. You remember how impressed the surgeon general was when he inspected us last summer camp. He got Ash an interview with Sir Arthur and she said she felt convinced he would find a use for us if the time ever came.’

  ‘Well, it’s come now,’ Leo said, ‘but I’m not so sure that attitudes have changed that much.’

  Leo found more urgent concerns waiting for her when she reached home. Beavis handed her a note. All leave cancelled. We are to hold ourselves ready to embark for France at a moment’s notice. Will try to get home to say goodbye if possible. Don’t worry about me. It will all be over in a few weeks. Take care of yourself. Love, Ralph.

  Leo could imagine her brother making his preparations, excited, nervous perhaps but eager to find himself doing what he had trained for all these years, and the image made her choke with distress. Although at twenty-three he was two years older he seemed such an innocent with his bright self-confidence, and she knew he was destined to be horribly disillusioned. She could not share his belief that the war would be over so soon and now it seemed to her that everyone she cared for was about to be swept up in its chaos.

  Her breakfast next morning was disturbed by the sound of music and cheering. She rang for Millie, newly promoted to parlour maid, and asked her what was going on.

  ‘It’s the soldiers, miss!’ the girl told her, her face flushed with excitement. ‘The streets are full of people cheering them as they march off to the war.’

  Leo was scanning the newspapers in the morning room when Beavis announced, ‘Mr Devenish, madam.’

  Glancing up, she had a momentary illusion that Beavis had gone mad and announced the wrong man, as she saw khaki breeches ending in polished boots with spurs. Raising her eyes she realized that she was the one who was mistaken.

  ‘Tom?’ She got up quickly, unable for a moment to find words. ‘What have you done?’

  ‘I’ve joined up,’ he said. It was a statement of fact, without emotion.

  ‘But why? You hate the idea of war, as much as I do. What ever possessed you?’

  He came closer to her. ‘It isn’t quite what you think. I’m going to be a war artist.’

  ‘Is there such a thing?’

  ‘Apparently. I had a letter from a man called Charles Masterman, asking me to go and see him. It seems he came to my exhibition and was favourably impressed. Now he has been appointed head of the War Propaganda Bureau.’

  ‘Propaganda?’ Leo said doubtfully.

  ‘I know what you are thinking. I told him I was not prepared to be the tool of some government machine churning out pictures to glorify war. He said that isn’t what he wants. He wants pictures that show the reality of war, so that people at home will understand what the troops are going through. That seemed to me to be an honourable endeavour.’

  ‘Of course it is,’ Leo responded warmly. ‘But was it necessary to join up to do that?’

  ‘It seems I couldn’t be given access to what is happening at the front unless I’m in uniform. And I felt I had to do something, Leo. I can’t sit at home in safety while Ralph and men like him face the danger. Anyway, I suspect it won’t be long before none of us has any choice in the matter.’

  ‘Conscription, you mean?’

  ‘It’s bound to come, in my opinion.’ He smiled at her. ‘And there is a bonus to doing it this way. They are making me a second lieutenant and I was asked which regiment I wanted to be attached to. So, obviously I said Second Battalion, the Coldstream Guards.’

  ‘Ralph’s battalion!’

  ‘Exactly. So I’ll be able to keep an eye on him, at the same time as making my pictures.’

  ‘And he can keep an eye on you,’ Leo said.

  ‘Either way, we’ll be together.’

  She took his hand. ‘That’s something, at least. It’s the only bright spot I can see in all this horror.’

  He nodded and pressed her fingers. ‘There’s one more thing I want to talk to you about. This engagement of ours . . . We both know it was a matter of convenience, for both of us, and up to a point it has served its purpose. But now . . .’ he hesitated, ‘now I think it may be time to . . . well, wipe the slate clean and start afresh. God knows how long this war will last, and it’s entirely possible that I may not survive.’ She made to protest but he silenced her with a quick gesture. ‘Let’s be realistic, Leo. What I am trying to say is this: I don’t want you to be tied to a spurious engagement that was never intended to result in a marriage. You should be free.’

  ‘Free?’ she queried. ‘Free for what – for whom? You know where my heart is.’

  ‘Come and sit down a moment.’ He drew her towards a sofa and she sat beside him. ‘There’s something I haven’t told you. When I went to Belgrade I called on the Malkovics.’

  ‘You saw Sasha!’

  ‘No. He was with the army in Macedonia. But I was received by the countess.’

  ‘I always liked Sasha’s mother. How is she? Had she heard from him?’

  He shook his head slowly. ‘It wasn’t the dowager countess. It was the new one.’

  For a moment she was puzzled. ‘The new one?’ Then it hit her. ‘Sasha’s married. Of course, I should have known.’ She removed her hand from Tom’s and pressed her palms together. She knew it was foolish to feel hurt, but the news had reopened a wound she thought had begun to heal. ‘He said it couldn’t be delayed much longer, but I hadn’t realized it would happen this quickly. When did the wedding take place?’

  ‘At Easter. But, if it’s any comfort, Sasha left for the front almost immediately.’
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br />   She glanced sideways at him, wondering what the implication of that comment was. ‘What is she like, his . . . wife?’

  ‘Very young: almost a child.’

  ‘He said she was eighteen.’

  ‘She may be, but she looks and sounds much younger than that. Oh, she carried out her duties as a hostess perfectly, but it was like a schoolgirl repeating a lesson. And she is very pale and thin – not strong, I imagine.’

  Leo nodded silently, despising herself for the flicker of hope that news had ignited. She took a deep breath and forced herself to say, ‘Thank you for telling me. But it doesn’t make any difference to what we were discussing before. I have no wish to be “free”, as you put it. But at least this resolves the problem of finding excuses to delay the wedding. Let us just say that we have decided it would be better not to make any irrevocable commitments until the war is over.’

  ‘What will you do, when Ralph and I have gone?’ he asked.

  ‘Oh, I shall find war work of some sort. Victoria is convinced that the FANY will be given a role of some kind. If not, I’ll go to Mabel Stobart. She is already starting to organize some kind of women’s national service unit. Don’t worry about me.’

  He sighed and shook his head. ‘That’s just it. I know you. I know what you did in the Balkans. Of course I shall worry.’ He stood up. ‘I had better go. I have to go and see my parents and put my affairs in order.’

  ‘You will come and say goodbye, before you leave for France?’

  ‘If I can, of course – and I’ll bring Ralph.’

  She reached up and kissed his cheek. ‘Dear Tom! There was a time when I thought you a very lukewarm suitor and the whole idea of an engagement between us filled me with despair. It’s ironic, isn’t it, that now I know there can never be any question of marriage I have come to regard you as one of my dearest friends?’

  ‘That is all I could ever wish for,’ he said. ‘And a far better outcome than I ever imagined.’ He kissed her in return. ‘I won’t say goodbye now. I’m sure there will be another chance.’

  When he had gone Leo sat down again at her desk but she could not concentrate on the papers. She went upstairs and put on her hat and set off for FANY headquarters.

  ‘He said what?’

  ‘When Dr Elsie Inglis offered to take a medical team to the front Sir Arthur Sloggett told her to “go home and sit still. We don’t want any petticoats here”.’ The speaker was Edith Wharton, a long-established FANY. ‘So I don’t give much for our chances of getting a different reaction.’

  ‘I don’t believe it!’ Victoria drummed her fists on the table in despair. ‘After all the work we’ve done, and after what we went through in Bulgaria. How can they treat us like that?’

  ‘All right, all right! We all know that you two have seen active service,’ someone said cuttingly. ‘There’s no need to go on about it. It doesn’t entitle you to special treatment.’

  ‘I’m not saying it does!’ Victoria exclaimed. ‘I’m angry for all of us. It’s just that I thought we’d proved something out there – and now it has just been forgotten.’

  ‘Well, there’s one comfort,’ Lilian Franklin put in. ‘Ash is on her way back.’

  ‘Already?’

  ‘As soon as she heard that war had been declared she cabled ahead to Cape Town and booked her passage home. She only spent four hours ashore.’

  ‘That’s great news!’ Victoria exclaimed. ‘If anyone can get things moving, she can.’

  Leo said nothing. It was true that Grace Ashley-Smith had made the FANY much more efficient since she took over two years earlier. But if the Corps was sent anywhere it would almost certainly be France or Belgium, and Leo’s thoughts were on another battlefield, along the Danube and the Sava where the Serbs were fighting to preserve their homeland.

  Ralph and Tom came to say goodbye on the evening of 11 August.

  ‘We can only stay a few minutes,’ Ralph told her. ‘We entrain at midnight.’

  It was an awkward half hour. Ralph was flushed with excitement, helping himself a little too liberally from the whisky decanter; Tom was grim and silent. None of them had much to say to each other and Leo had the impression that in one sense they had left already. Their minds were on what awaited them in Belgium and the only thing left to say that had any meaning was ‘goodbye and God bless you’. To her shame, she felt relieved when the door closed behind them.

  Five

  The rusty crane creaked and swayed slightly as Tom climbed and the rungs of the ladder were slick from the cold drizzle that was falling. He gritted his teeth and fixed his eyes straight ahead of him, knowing that if he looked up or down he would be lost. He had hated heights ever since the day some of the boys on the estate had dared him to climb a slender poplar in the grounds. ‘Go on! A bit higher! A bit higher! You’re not scared, are you?’ He must have been about eight at the time. The higher he climbed, the more the tree swayed and when he tried to climb down he found he was stuck and one of the game keepers had had to scramble up to fetch him. The man had told his father, thinking it a joke, and Tom had been beaten for causing a nuisance – or was it for being a coward? He forced the thought to the back of his mind and climbed further.

  At last he reached the little driver’s cabin and once he was safely seated inside it he was able to look down. Below him stretched an industrial landscape of pitheads and slag heaps, interspersed with small red-brick villages divided by cobbled streets. The pits were silent today and the sound of church bells from the town behind him reminded Tom that it was Sunday. If it had been a weekday, he wondered, would the pits be working, ignoring the fact that they were about to be the epicentre of a battle? Certainly, in the town, as he passed through, the people seemed to be going about their normal Sunday activities as if what was happening did not concern them.

  Tom raised his gaze beyond the pitheads to where the canal gleamed dully between its marshy banks. On the far side the ground was level, running back to woods about three hundred yards distant, indistinct in the morning mist. He strained his eyes, looking for any sign of movement, but if the enemy were out there he could not see them. Below him, between the mining villages and the canal, he could just make out the dark lines of shallow trenches dug into a ridge of coal spoil and the heads of men crouched in them. It seemed to him a pathetically thin line, more a series of isolated posts with nothing to back them – but apparently this was the best that could be arranged. Only yesterday, they had been marching forward, confident that they were advancing to join their French allies and roll back the German attackers. Then, suddenly, the orders had been countermanded. They were to stop where they were and dig in. No one seemed to know why. Tom took his sketch pad out of his rucksack and flexed his chilled fingers. If this was going to be the British Expeditionary Force’s first battle, he would have a bird’s-eye view of it. He headed the first page Mons, Belgium – Sunday 23 August.

  A movement away to his right caught his eye. A company of cavalry came cantering out of the mist, heading towards the trenches. At first Tom thought they were British, a reconnaissance party coming to report; then he saw that the uniforms were wrong. French, possibly? Or Belgian? Then there was a boom that made him jump and he saw smoke billowing up from an artillery position on the right flank and a gout of earth shot up just in front of the advancing horsemen. ‘Boche, by God!’ he said aloud. The rest of the guns had joined in by now and Tom saw shells falling among the horses. For a brief moment it seemed the riders intended to come on, regardless, then they wheeled away and galloped off into the trees. ‘First blood to us,’ Tom muttered, sketching busily.

  He had no time to complete the picture. As if the initial gunfire had been a starting signal, the air was shaken by a series of huge explosions and shells began to fall all along the line of the British trenches. The crane trembled under Tom with the violence of the impacts and he saw huge craters opening up to both sides of him. He strained his eyes towards the forest on the far side of the canal and saw th
at the mist was lifting and beyond the trees the ground rose to a low ridge, from where he could see the muzzle flashes of the German cannon. The noise was terrifying – a continuous roar as one gun after another spewed flame and then a sobbing whistle as the shells flew through the air and explosion after explosion as they landed. Tom had seen what artillery could do, on the road to Kumanovo, and heard it around Bitola, but he had never encountered a bombardment like this. Even with his limited experience, he could tell that these German guns were bigger and more powerful than anything the Serbs had possessed – or than anything his own country could produce, he suspected.

  The bombardment went on for hours and Tom looked down at the devastation below him and wondered if anything could possibly remain alive. His hands were shaking and his head was ringing and all he could think of was that Ralph was down there, somewhere, with his men. They had parted quite casually that morning, as if what was coming was nothing more than an exercise. Is this where it ends? Tom wondered. All our high hopes wiped out, and Ralph with them, almost without firing a shot.

  The rain had stopped and steam was rising from the marshes as the sun came out, and suddenly there they were! An ordered phalanx of troops in their grey uniforms, marching out, rank on rank, from the sheltering trees. They advanced in a solid block and Tom, staring down, thought what an unmissable target they would make, if only anyone were left alive to shoot. He visualized them pouring across the canal, through the trenches full of dead, and realized that soon his crane would be surrounded. Would they see him? If so, he could look forward to spending the rest of the war as a prisoner. Should he draw his revolver and hope to kill one or two, before they shot him down? For a moment he felt constriction in his throat, not at the prospect of captivity but at the thought that he should have been down there, with Ralph and the others, taking his chance like the rest of them. Perhaps his father had been right all along!