Fighting Our Forever (Panthera Security Series Book 3)

by Elisa Leigh

  “You control your life baby, but we get this. You’re ours, and we intend to show you exactly what that means.” Sucking at the juncture between her shoulder and neck, Callie trembles and cries out when Ryan bites down. “Let go, Callie. Give us this, and we’ll take you where you’ve never been before. Places only we can go together.” He whispers.

  “Yesss” she moans, giving into our needs.

  I’ve been stroking her, teasing her opening with my fingers, circling her clit slowly with my thumb. As soon as she says yes, I thrust two fingers into her greedy pussy and she’s coming. Her pussy clenches my fingers so tight, I come too, imagining how she’ll feel when she’s coming on my dick.

  I slowly pull my fingers from her depths and push them back in and out, elongating her orgasm. When she stops writhing against us, I tease her clit making her jerk in our arms.

  “What about you and Ryan?” Callie asks breathlessly.

  “That was all about you, all for you baby. Plus, I came just from watching you get off on Paul’s fingers.”

  Ryan pulls her top up and ties the strings around her neck. She turns around in my arms, her ass to my front and kisses Ryan soundly. Pulling back, she rubs his cheek. “Thank you, Ryan.”

  “For what?” He smirks.

  “For not treating what we just shared as cheap. For taking care of me. Both of you are proving that you mean everything that you’ve been telling me. I’m sorry it took so long for me to understand.”

  Chapter Twelve

  Callie

  Blinking my eyes open from an amazing nap, I smile, remembering where I am and how I got here. After spending time with Paul and Ryan, we hiked back to their truck, talking and laughing the entire way. It’s crazy how they’ve been a part of my world this entire time, but my insecurities were what was holding us back. It’s as if the dam broke and all my feelings for them came to the surface. Now that I’m done fighting this, I refuse to bottle them back up.

  They brought me back to their house for lunch, but I must have fallen asleep on the drive over, because now I’m stretched out on someone’s bed, cuddling a pillow that smells familiar.

  Eventually, I sit up and stare out the window to see the sun setting behind the mountains. I must have slept longer than I thought I did. My stomach rumbles and I realize I’ve barely had anything to eat today.

  “I just came to wake you for dinner,” Ryan says, coming to sit next to me on the side of the bed and wrapping his arm around my side.

  I lean in, resting my head on his shoulder and recognize his scent as the same from the sheets. “This is your room?”

  “It is. How’d you know?”

  “Smells like you,” I say embarrassed, shrugging my shoulder.

  “Look at me, Callie.”

  Looking up, he surprises me with a kiss. He sucks my bottom lip into his mouth, and I moan, my pussy flooding with heat. The feelings this man can pull out of me are surprising. Brave, I kiss him back wanting more. I climb onto his lap, straddling his hips and wrap my hands around his neck.

  Ryan digs his fingers into my hair and pulls so my neck is exposed, kissing and licking down toward my breasts. Growling, he rips my t-shirt down the middle and throws the scraps to the ground. Deftly, he unties my bikini top and pulls is it over my head throwing it in the same direction as my torn shirt. “Fuck baby. Do you know how beautiful you are? Perfect creamy skin and dusky pink nipples.”

  I kiss his neck leaving a mark that I know better than to give him. I rock my center against him, loving how hard he is under me.

  “If you don’t stop doing that, I won’t be able to either.” He groans, shifting us so he’s laying back and I’m riding his jean covered dick, wanting nothing between us.

  I don’t want to stop, I just want to feel. Leaning back, I undo his button and zip down his jeans. When I look at him, unsure of what I’m doing, his eyes are glued to my hands, and he’s biting his lip. More confident, I pull his briefs down and his big dick bobs in front of my face, already leaking precum. I wrap my hand around it, barely able to get my fingers all the way around and he hisses.

  “Just like that Callie baby. Squeeze a little tighter. Fuck yeah, just like that, now pull up.”

  Empowered, I listen and do what he tells me, eventually finding my rhythm and what he likes most. Watching the clear liquid fall down his shaft, coating my hand, the slick sounds fill the room turning me on. Moving off his lap, I lean over him and lick up his shaft and around his head. I’ve never done this before, but I’ve read enough books to know the basics. Sucking his head into my mouth, I suck hard and move him down my throat as far as I can go. When I look up at him, I see he’s sitting up and watching me, digging his hands into the quilt on his bed.

  “I’m trying so damn hard not to touch you because I know that when I do, it’s over love. I touch you, and I’m claiming that perfect pussy I know is waiting for me.”

  “We can’t, Ryan. It’s not right without Paul.”

  “Right here, Precious. I’ve been here since you pulled him out of his jeans.”

  I look over my shoulder to find Paul leaning against the wall with his dick out, stroking it, precum dripping on the wooden floor.

  “You’re both so big. How is this ever going to work?” I moan, picturing all the ways they’ll fill me up.

  “We’ll make it work, however you need us to. We’d never do anything to hurt you, Callie. Ryan and I will follow your lead because believe it or not, we won’t get any pleasure if you’re not enjoying what we do.” Paul says, walking toward me, losing his pants the closer he gets.

  I grab his dick with one hand and suck him into my mouth when he stands in front of me. Bobbing my head down his shaft, I use his precum and my mouth to slick the way and go as far down as I can before choking on his length. Paul pulls the hair out of my face with both hands and pulls his dick out of my mouth. I look up, sad he took it away.

  “Easy Precious, go slower. Wrap that hand around my length as best you can and slide it up. Fuck, you do that so good. Now chase your hand down my shaft, going just a little further each time. God, you listen so well. Keep doing it, just like that Precious.”

  Using my other hand, I grab his balls in my hand and massage them, unsure of what I’m doing. Paul covers my hand with his and shows me what he likes and when I’m doing it he pulls away, putting both hands back in my hair, slowly moving my head on his shaft.

  After a few minutes of desperately trying to concentrate on Paul while losing my mind with Ryan rubbing my clit and pussy under my bathing suit bottoms, Paul pulls out of my mouth.

  I’m about to protest when Ryan whispers in my ear for me to get off the bed and take my bottoms off. I follow his command and wait for them to tell me what to do next. I stand completely naked for the first time in front of the only two men I trust to be this vulnerable with.

  “Get on the bed, lay on your back and spread your thighs love.”

  When I’m on my back, I look over to see Paul walking toward me. Running his hands up my calves, he grabs my legs behind my knees and pulls me forward, so my butt is on the edge of the bed.

  “I’ve been dying to get a taste of this sweet pussy since the day I walked in that hospital room and knew you were mine. Do you know how long that is? How long you’ve made us wait?”

  I nod because that’s how long I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night to dreams of them with their hands all over me.

  “Of course, she does. That’s how long she’s been depriving herself of what she knew would be amazing.”

  Paul rubs his hands down my thighs, parting my lips with his thumbs, and blows on my already sensitive clit. I shiver in anticipation, wanting so badly for him to taste me. I lift my pussy toward his mouth, offering myself to him.

  “Uh uh sweet baby, you wait until I’m ready.”

  The bastard! I rest my ass back against the bed, and squirm against the soft quilt, impatiently waiting for what’s coming. Moving my hands that are resting on my stom
ach, I snake them up to my aching breasts and massage them, seeking to relieve some of this pent-up lust.

  I’m about to twist my nipples in my fingers when Ryan grabs my hands and brings them over my head, holding them both in one of his.

  “Why are you waiting so long? Stop teasing and touch me.” I groan, ready to combust.

  “You know that once we’re inside you, you’re ours forever. This is us claiming you.” Ryan tells me, still holding my arms back.

  Before I can answer, Paul licks up my center, and I forget what I’m about to say. Why didn’t I believe everyone who said this was like heaven? Fuck, it feels amazing. Paul doesn’t stop, he’s relentless, sucking my clit into his mouth and nibbling, causing a jolt of electricity to pulse through me.

  “Oh my god, Paul… so good.” I moan. I can’t even put complete sentences together.

  “There isn’t going to be anymore fighting us Calliope. We’re in this together, all three of us. If there’s a problem we face it together, do you understand?”

  I nod, and Paul dips two fingers into my soaked pussy, pulling them in and out of me, his knuckles dragging against my sensitive walls.

  “Tell us Calliope, promise us.”

  “I promise… Oh god, Ryan, Paul this isn’t fair, you’re using your sexy powers on me to get what you want.”

  Paul immediately stops sucking my clit and pulls his fingers out of me, deliciously slow. Standing up, he looks down at me. “This isn’t what you want?” He asks, pumping his hand up and down his thick shaft.

  “You want me to promise you that I’ll be yours, both of yours, forever?” I ask, half in frustration, half out of need.

  Ryan helps pull me up to the middle of the bed, so my head is resting against the pillows. Cupping my face in his palm, he looks me in the eyes when he speaks. “Promise that you’ll give us the chance to be your everything. You do that Callie, and we’ll never give you a reason to give us up. We’ll prove we’re the only men who deserve to keep you forever.”

  “I promise Paul and Ryan. No more fighting this, never again. I couldn’t anymore even if I tried. You two have broken through every defense I had. You’ve got my heart, don’t break it.”

  “Never sweet love, we’ll never break you. All we want to do is love you.” Paul tells me, standing between my legs.

  “Then love me.”

  Chapter Thirteen

  Paul

  She’s given me the words I need. I’ve been half in love with this woman for so long, and I finally have her. Taking her body without having her heart isn’t something I could do, not after all this time. Crawling up between her thighs, I rest my knees on each side of her ass, leaning over her, my dick rubbing through her slick folds, I kiss her deep. “I’m going to love you so good, Precious.”

  My hips shift, placing my dick at her entrance ready to claim her cherry, but I hesitate. I need to know, want to be sure.

  “You’re not on birth control, are you Callie?”

  With wide eyes, she shakes her head no, and I smile wickedly at Ryan, who looks equally satisfied. “Knew you were the one that first night Precious. I’m clean, and it’s been over a year since I’ve been with anyone. When I slide into your pussy, I’m doing it bare. You okay with that?”

  She doesn’t even hesitate, she fucking smiles wide. “I’m good with it if you two are.”

  “I’m clean. It’s been over a year for me too baby, and I’m not using a fucking condom, never using them with you.”

  “Make love to me Paul, please. I ache with need to have you inside me, loving me.”

  I grab her hips and slide into her, just a few inches, repeatedly until her juices are coating my dick and dripping down my balls. “You ready for me Precious?”

  “Mmm, yes, Paul.”

  I push through her innocence until I’ve bottomed out inside her and she’s crying out my name. Looking up expecting to see pain, I’m surprised when the only thing staring back at me is love. With eyes locked on the only woman who has ever truly mattered, I lift her thigh and hammer into her all the emotions flowing through me. Ryan is right there with us, sucking and massaging her tits. He snakes his hand down her soft belly to her pussy and rubs her clit until she’s about to come and I’m on the verge of going over myself.

  “Callie, god damn baby. This is everything, so fucking good.”

  Her pussy floods and she’s convulsing around my dick, coming and making me come faster than I wanted to. I fill her full with every drop I have, hoping after tonight she’s bred with our baby.

  “Come here, Paul.” She pleads, and I go to her immediately, Ryan moving to the side for us to have a moment.

  Cupping her cheek, I kiss her deeply and pull back. “Precious, thank you for trusting me, for giving me such a special gift. Ryan needs your gift too.” When she nods, I kiss her a few more times before pulling out of her.

  ∞∞∞

  Ryan

  Watching my best friend take my woman’s innocence was beyond what I could ever imagine. I had hoped I wouldn’t have any jealousy seeing him with her, but I figured it was inevitable, he was taking something I also wanted. The thing about it was, this was her first time, and while I wanted it to be me, my feelings aren’t what mattered. I wanted her first time to be something she’d remember fondly, and I worried I’d lose control, unable to keep a leash on the strong emotions I feel for her. Not that Paul feels any less for our woman, but the way we react to our feelings for her is different. We decided my intensity might be too much for her at first. Now that it’s time for me to make her mine I’m still unsure if it’s a good idea.

  “Ryan,” my love calls, and I can do nothing but go to her.

  “Callie, how are you feeling?”

  “Empty.”

  “Empty?”

  Leaning over me she rests her tits against my chest and cups my cheek. “I need you too, Ryan. I can see it in your eyes. You aren’t sure, but I’m telling you if you don’t get it together and make me yours, things won’t be the same after this. You and Paul do this together or not at all. You know I’m right.” She sasses, then places her full lips against mine and kisses me.

  “I don’t want to hurt you, baby. It’d kill me if I did.” I say after pulling away from her addicting taste, trying to do what I think is best for her.

  “You’d never hurt me, Ryan.” She kisses me again, and this time I have no strength to pull away from her sweetness. Wrapping my arm around her back, I pull her over me, so she’s straddling my middle.

  While I continue deepening kiss, her wet pussy glides over my shaft, and she moans into my mouth. I love that she can take her pleasure from me, that I can give this to her. Grabbing her hips, knowing tomorrow she’ll have marks there, I move her over me faster and faster until I feel her start to tremble.

  Lifting her, so my dick is positioned at her entrance, I wait for her to look at me. “Ryan, pleeease.” She moans. I slip inside her tight heat and almost come from the feel of her.

  “Dear Christ Callie, you feel so damn good sliding down my dick.”

  “You’re so deep, so deep. Show me what to do Ryan, how to make you feel as good as I am.”

  “Sit up and put your hands on my chest, that’s it love, just like that, fuck!” I groan the deeper my dick plunges into her pussy.

  My girl might be new to all of this, but the way she’s moving has me breaking a sweat trying to hold off from coming too soon.

  ∞∞∞

  Callie

  Staring down at Ryan, he’s completely focused on me. If I didn’t know him, his intensity might unnerve me, but I love it. Paul walks up behind us and lifts my hair over one shoulder, placing open mouth kisses against my neck and down my back. Rubbing my back, he gently pushes me, so I’m lying against Ryan once again.

  “I’m going to play a little, so one day when you’re ready, you can take us together.” He says, continuing to kiss down my back.

  I’m surprised when I feel his tongue in a place I never expect
ed him to, but fuck it feels good. Paul circles his tongue around my asshole before pushing it into me, pulling out, then swirling his tongue against me. He keeps up this erotic rhythm, each time pushing his tongue in further than the last. When I’m expecting to feel his tongue delve inside me, I’m surprised when I feel the pad of his thumg rub against my ass.

  “Do you want me to stop?”

  “God no, it feels incredible. Keep going…” I say breathlessly, feeling like I’ll explode any second.

  “Look at me love. I need those gorgeous greens staring at me when I fill you with my cum.”

  The combination of Ryan’s dick slamming into me and his naughty words, with Paul’s thumb pumping in and out of my ass, has me coming undone. I come harder and longer than I ever have, crying out in bliss.

  Chapter Fourteen

  Paul

  Ever since that weekend a few weeks ago, things with Callie, Ryan and I have been going great. The only complaint I have is that she refuses to stay the night with us during the week since it’s a “school night.” I’m doing my best to respect her wishes, but the nights I spend without her are the ones I spend tossing and turning, wanting nothing but to have her between Ryan and me.

  Ryan suggested moving Callie in with us after we dropped her off that first weekend. The only thing that stopped us was the fear that she’d pull away if we asked for too much too soon. We’re with her every night, either at our house or hers. Mostly though, we’re at hers since we hate when she drives at night down the curvy mountainous roads. Letting her go into that small cottage with nothing to keep her safe, no one to keep all the predators at bay, besides a deadbolt, still puts a bad taste in my mouth. Each time I have to leave her there I get a little more frustrated.

  Hopefully after today, this won’t be a problem. Most people would think that moving in after only being together for about a month is fast, and before Calliope, I would have agreed with them. The thing about us is she’s been ours far longer than that. The custom bed we ordered that will fit three people comfortably was delivered yesterday afternoon. We got the name of the guy who made it from Logan when he and Garret special ordered their furniture.