Pretend I'm YoursA Single Dad Romance

by Vivian Wood

  “Uh, yeah,” he said.

  “I made pancakes,” she said. “Hungry?”

  He watched as she flipped two pancakes in the cast iron pan.

  Seeing her like that, so at home in the kitchen, King knew for sure. He had it bad for her, and it was more than just lust.

  “Always,” he said as he swooped in on her.

  Effie laughed as she dropped the spatula on the counter.

  “Stop!” she cried. “You’re going to make me burn them.”

  “Let ‘em burn,” he growled into her ear.

  King flipped her around to face him and hoisted her onto the counter. He could hear the batter sizzle as she wrapped her legs around him. As he kissed her, he let one hand travel down to her center. He grew harder as he felt that now-familiar wetness.

  “Dirty girl, I knew you weren’t wearing anything,” he said.

  She blushed. “It’s not like I exactly have a ton of—”

  “Don’t make excuses,” he said. King gripped her jaw and made her look at him. “Admit it, you do it because you’re hoping to get fucked again.”

  “Maybe,” she whispered.

  Those other-worldly blue eyes got him every time.

  He flicked at her wet opening and made her let out a small gasp.

  “If you want me to fuck you, you’re going to have to admit it.” King slid a finger partially into her and made her squirm.

  “Okay,” she breathed. “I did it because I wanted you to fuck me.”

  King grabbed her ass and pulled her to him. It was just a few steps to bring her to the massive breakfast table—the same one where he’d had eggs and toast as a child.

  He held her with just one hand while he reached down and pushed the wooden carousel filled with seasonings to the floor. Neither of them reacted to the crash.

  He set her gently on the table. Effie pressed her heels into the tabletop and spread her thighs to present herself to him.

  “Lift the shirt up,” he said. She obliged immediately. “Play with your nipples.”

  Effie bit her lip and began to circle her areolas with her fingers. King felt his erection press against his running pants. As he watched her, he ran his hand beneath the material, amazed at how hard she got him.

  “Turn around. Get on all fours,” he said.

  There was a question in her eyes, but she didn’t hesitate. Effie perched on the table, knees wide. King approached her and slapped her ass. He watched as her entire body, all the way to her breasts, responded with a delicious shake.

  King slipped his hands between her thighs and teased her clit. Effie started to pant and pressed back into him.

  “Here,” he said, taking her hand and bringing it to her clit. “And don’t you fucking come until I tell you to.”

  “What… what are you doing?” she asked.

  Effie looked over her shoulder at him. Curious, but she didn’t stop rubbing herself.

  “Exactly what you want,” he said. “You like it dirty, don’t you?”

  Before she could respond, he bent down and lightly bit one of her round cheeks. Slowly, he kissed his way to her ass. He felt her bristle at the touch, but she didn’t pull away.

  The second time he kissed it, she leaned slightly into him. When he flicked the tight opening with his tongue, she let out an audible gasp and he felt her increase the speed that she worked herself.

  “You like that?” he asked.

  “Yes,” she said quietly.

  “Has anyone ever ate your ass before?”

  “… no,” she said, quietly. Nearly embarrassed.

  “Do you want me to?”

  “King—”

  “Do you want me to?” he said, sharper.

  “Yes.”

  “Say please. Beg for it.”

  “Please,” she said, her voice high. “Please eat my ass. I want it so bad—”

  Satisfied, he grabbed a cheek in each hand and spread them wide. King probed her with the tip of his tongue between kisses and while he kneaded her round cheeks.

  Effie started to quiver. King saw her increase the speed on her clit and stopped short.

  “Not like this,” he said.

  She let out a grunt of frustration. “Why? I was almost there—”

  “I know. Stand up.” Gingerly, he stepped back and pulled her off the table with him.

  “Get on top,” he said as he sat on the straight-backed chair.

  Effie grinned as she mounted him. She started to ride him eagerly, so wet she dripped down his thighs.

  On the stove, the pancakes burned, but King and Effie were too far gone to even care.

  15

  Effie

  Effie crawled out of bed the next morning—stiff, sore, and bruised from all the mind-blowing sex of the past few days. God, how hard she came when she was on top in the kitchen.

  Staring into his eyes, watching his reactions with every move of her body, it was nearly addictive. When he growled, “Come for me,” it was like her entire body had been waiting for the command.

  In just a few short days, it was like her body had learned how to obey.

  After all those years, Effie had forgotten how intense and heady their connection was. It wasn’t just the sex.

  In fact, she really couldn’t even compare to their first time when she was in high school. She’d been nervous, there had been a pinch of pain, but even then she was surprised by how good it felt.

  But this? It was nothing compared to this.

  Effie quietly opened the drawer and pulled out one of his few remaining clean shirts and a pair of boxer shorts she rolled into what could nearly pass as plaid girly beach shorts.

  She watched the steady rise and fall of King’s chest as he slept heavy in bed. The connection was more than sex, she knew that. Sex was just the tool they used to communicate.

  What else have I been missing out on? she wondered.

  Effie shook her head and finger-raked her hair. She didn’t want to leave the room, let alone the cabin. But she had the real world, and real-world problems, to deal with.

  You’ve been in escape-land for long enough, she chided herself.

  She’d continued to avoid her phone, and could only imagine how many angry messages from Thorne and her mom there might be.

  Renee would just be totally confused. She’d never not returned her best friend’s messages within a few hours.

  Selfish, she admonished herself. You don’t have a job, you don’t have a fiancé, what’s your problem? Locking yourself up here screwing your very freshly ex’s brother while your mom and grandma are nearly homeless.

  Damn. The end of the month crept closer. Had Thorne talked to her mom yet? Were they at the house fervently packing and ringing her phone day and night?

  “Get it together, Effie,” she said under her breath as she tiptoed into the hallway.

  Okay, first thing’s first. A job. Then a new apartment—for me and mom and Yaya.

  “Ugh.” She was ashamed. Effie couldn’t remember the last time she’d fully funded everything from her rent to her bills.

  She pressed her lips together as she approached her phone, face down, on the console table. Effie hoped for the best as she entered her passcode.

  Seventeen voicemails, over twenty-five missed calls, and over thirty texts. There was no point putting it off, it would only get worse.

  With a sigh, she dropped into the couch and thumbed quickly through the texts and missed calls. It was mostly who she suspected, but before she got down to answering them, she needed to at least see if there were any job leads out there.

  Effie went to Craigslist and Indeed to plug in “vet tech” anywhere in the greater Chicago area. If she had a monster of a commute, it didn’t matter.

  You’ve had quite the lovely vacation already, she reminded herself. There were a few open positions, and Effie shot off her resume with a chirpy cover letter. How many other people are applying for these jobs? Dozens? Hundreds?

  She’d never really
had to look for a job before. Effie had been placed as an intern with Dr. Yung, and when she completed her certification program segued seamlessly into a permanent position.

  Many of the open positions asked for advanced training that she didn’t have. Two required at least a master’s degree in animal science or a related field.

  “What the hell?” she muttered.

  She didn’t even have a bachelor’s degree. Her vet tech certificate was through vocational training at a community college.

  Most of the posts didn’t list a salary or even a range. When one did, her mouth dropped open. It was nearly half of what Dr. Yung paid her.

  All these jobs demanding years more of training and paying half the salary? There was no way she was going to make it, let along take care of her mom and Yaya.

  When she’d exhausted all the open jobs she qualified for, which were few, Effie stretched out on the couch dejected.

  “Stop wallowing,” she told herself and shot back up.

  Just because she’d been a vet tech and that’s what her certification was in, that didn’t mean it’s what she had to do immediately.

  All kinds of people take random jobs to make ends meet, she thought.

  She started surfing for receptionist jobs, and was surprised to find that quite a few offered generous pay and benefits. There was some overlap with her job as a vet tech and admin work. But most of the receptionist jobs that paid enough for her to survive also required years of administrative experience.

  By the time Effie had also applied to the general Starbucks online application and actually started clicking on ads for “models,” she called it quits.

  There’s motivation and then there’s desperation, she reminded herself.

  Effie put down her phone and looked towards the bedroom. All she wanted to go in there and wake him up.

  Maybe with a blow job, she thought.

  Their times together, he was always so dominant, and she loved it. But Effie wondered what it would be like to take control from the jump. She felt herself start to get wet just thinking about it and snapped herself out of it.

  You’re getting addicted, she told herself.

  Maybe that was true. It would be so easy to just lose herself in the act, in him. However, that was a distraction she could no longer afford. She’d indulged herself enough.

  But it would feel so good, she thought. Sure, it might make her feel a certain way, a good but strange way, but she knew it wasn’t a good idea. Scratch that, it’s a terrible idea.

  Still, the idea of leaving the cabin and their cozy little bubble to face the world out there alone made her miserable.

  You have to go, Effie. She knew she’d had it relatively easy her entire life. Straight from her mom’s house to Thorne’s, basically.

  Maybe she didn’t get on with her mom, but she’d always had Yaya. And her dad when she was very young. Then she’d had King in high school followed quickly by his brother. Easy life, she told herself.

  Is this really the first real hardship I’ve ever faced? No. Losing King had been the first. And here she was, all these years later, right back in the thick of it.

  Okay. If I hear anything coming from the bedroom in the next minute, I can go back in. Effie looked at the clock on her phone. Wake up, she urged to the other room. Wake up.

  The minute passed and she let out a huff. Emboldened by sexual frustration, Effie turned her phone back on and scrolled to MOM.

  It was the middle of the work day, a good chance that Yaya would answer. Just in case, Effie temporarily blocked her number. She could just hang up if her mom answered.

  Her heart started to flutter as she listened to the ring. Finally, the familiar voicemail message clicked on. It was her mom’s sickly fake voice, sugary sweet and promising to “get back to you just as soon as I can.” For a moment, Effie let the answering machine pick up and sat in silence before finally hanging up.

  I hope Yaya’s okay, she thought suddenly. Yet she didn’t have it in her to listen to any of the messages.

  Finally, Effie pulled herself up and went to the bedroom door. She poked her head in and saw King unmoved, spread out on his back and breathing deep.

  You should never have left, she thought to him. Never made that ultimatum. What did you expect me to do?

  But King and ultimatum aside, she was the one who really put an end to it. For all she knew, their little tiff would have blown over. King would have realized how unreasonable the proposal was and they could have worked out the distance for a year.

  Who knows, maybe when she’d graduated she would have moved to Los Angeles to be with him. Maybe she would have gone all the way in school there, become a full-fledged veterinarian.

  But that’s not what happened. You ran right into Thorne’s arms.

  All she’d had to do was say no. She knew it in her heart at the time, too. However, she’d just been so hurt by King she wanted to hurt him back.

  Effie didn’t think she would have sought out a means on her own, but Thorne presented it so cleanly. At the time, they hadn’t talked about details like length. It had just seemed like an easy, fast, and very effective way to get back at King.

  If I’d just said no, maybe I would have had a real shot with King.

  Even if they had broken up then, so what? That was normal. All her friends, especially Renee, always talked about how important it was to sow those wild oats before settling down.

  Maybe she would have reconnected with King now, organically, someplace much less complicated. And they could fall in love for real, with no obstacles, just like it was supposed to be.

  Supposed to be. There’s no such thing as kismet, she scoffed to herself. Even after all of this, I still think there are such things as fairytales?

  Worse, here she was hiding out in his cabin and pretending like he was in her corner. Of course he protected her from Thorne! Any semi-decent person would defend someone about to get their ass kicked if they could.

  A man stopping another man from hitting a woman doesn’t make him a white knight. It just makes him not a monster.

  There’s nobody in your corner. You’re all alone, just like always. Just like you were with Thorne, and just like you are with your mom. Tears welled at her eyes, but she pushed them back. All you do is cry and victimize yourself.

  She couldn’t tell if those words were her own or her mother’s. In her head, the voice blended into a hybrid of both.

  But it was like there was a dam that couldn’t be contained. Silently, she let the tears run down her face while she watched King sleep. It felt like it did years ago when he’d first left. She’d cried for a month straight.

  It had been easy then. It was in the early stages of her and Thorne faking it, and they rarely saw each other. Thorne hadn’t even seemed to notice she was sad.

  That, or he didn’t care. Or he liked it.

  She shuddered. Effie had always known that Thorne wasn’t exactly the greatest guy, but the person he’d unveiled to her in the past week was horrific. She couldn’t believe she’d been so stupid to be with him. To get engaged to him.

  What does that say about me?

  Throughout her childhood, her mother lobbed clichés at her so precisely they rang like truth. “Birds of a feather,” her mother used to admonish when she didn’t like the friends Effie brought home.

  “You are the company you keep,” her mother noted when Effie proudly showed her a picture of her best friend from summer camp—a chubby girl with early acne her mother immediately judged as sub-standard.

  Suddenly, King stirred. Effie quickly wiped at her face.

  “Eff?” King called out, his eyes still half-closed.

  “I’m here,” she said. “Just went to the kitchen for water.”

  How easily the lie fell out of her lips.

  “C’mere,” he murmured, still partially in sleep.

  Effie walked quickly towards the bed, though she knew she was just setting herself up for heartbreak all over again. She
just couldn’t resist him.

  As she crawled into bed, he opened his arm to her. Effie curled into her space and kissed his chest. She sensed his response and inched her way up his neck to his jaw and finally his lips.

  “Don’t you know the definition of insanity?” she could hear her mother ask as King pulled her close, invading her mouth with his tongue.

  She did, of course. Maybe I just don’t care enough if I keep getting the same result, she thought.

  16

  King

  King stretched his arms overhead and Effie let out a small sigh. “Did I wake you?” he asked.

  “No, I’m up,” she said. “What time is it?”

  He saw her roll off his chest and onto her back. They’d both been too exhausted last night to dress again. King watched her bare chest rise and fall in the morning light.

  Damn, it’s like I can’t get enough of her.

  “Time for a shower,” he said.

  “Okay, you go first,” she said with a yawn.

  “We go together,” he said. “Come on.”

  King grabbed her hand and pulled her out of bed. Effie smiled and laughed.

  “You’re insatiable,” she said.

  “Only for you.”

  He thought he saw her blush, but couldn’t be certain.

  “Come on, remember we talked about this once? The first time we were here in high school—”

  “That was just talk,” she said, but she bit her lip and slid out of bed.

  King felt himself grow rock hard at the vision of her in the pink light of dawn. She was flawless, every inch of her. The hickies that peppered her neck and breasts didn’t hurt, either.

  “It doesn’t have to be just talk anymore.”

  King turned on the double rainfall shower heads while Effie reached for the exhaust fan.

  “Leave it,” he said.

  “But it’ll get too steamy!” she protested.

  He raised a brow at her. “Since when do you complain about that?”