Bisexual Blues

by David O. Sullivan

  Her mom returned. “Close the door and come in.”

  “Martha, I was just talking to Dino here about God.”

  She tilted her head like a dog trying to comprehend. “And this is Amelia’s new boyfriend? Maybe he’ll help show her the way.”

  Dino felt amazingly at ease. “We both work the midnight shift. Hard to get to church, but God is still there, and we know it. But I don’t want to intrude on your family life. Please excuse me. I know you live out of the area, but maybe we’ll meet again sometime.” He escaped and drove home and cleaned house and did laundry, trying to figure out what the hell got into him.

  He called Norris and explained his day, including the sex, or lovemaking, with Amelia and then that he was so mature and polite with her parents and talked about God.

  “I have to go to church on Sunday.”

  “More power to you. Do you want or need company?” Norris asked.

  “Nooooo, I’m stable. I don’t need a babysitter.”

  “Maybe I do. I went to the library today to read about myself.”

  “Really?”

  “Yup. Checked out a few books. Can I come over?”

  Chapter 6

  Norris drove faster than he should have and walked in the unlocked door. Somehow, he knew it would be unlocked although Dino always secured it under normal circumstances. Dino walked out of the kitchen, holding two bottles of beer. He handed one to Norris, they clinked bottles and drank, then hugged and kissed.

  “So, what did you discover at the library? Is the Earth still flat?” Dino smirked.

  They sat side by side on the couch, each with a hand on the other’s leg.

  “I made a list of all the books they have on sexuality including bisexuality. I checked out a few but want to borrow all of them.” Norris drank and grinned. “Bisexuality has gone on for thousands of years. It goes back to Roman and Greek days and in so many places. One book is called Bisexuality in the Ancient World. There were a lot of old man/young boy relationships. I can’t tell you all that I read about. It is so awesome, but I know one thing, I will neither hide nor flaunt my bisexuality. I am the way God made me. Nowhere did I read that anyone made a choice to be gay or bi. If I take shit, then so be it. I’ll feel sorry for those fools who just don’t understand.” He took more beer, put the bottle down, and leaned his head into Dino’s chest.

  Dino said, “You seem at peace.”

  “I am. And I figured since I’m good at sucking dick, I can get promoted all that much faster, huh?”

  “Gee, I never thought of that, but you’re right. Soon you’ll be chief.”

  “And I’ll make you assistant chief.” He ran his hand over Dino’s chest. “I also realized how much I love you. We’ve become best friends, supported each other, work well together, and spent a lot of off-duty time together. I truly love you. Can we be boyfriends?” He looked up to see a huge grin grow on Dino’s face.

  “Yes. Absolutely. I feel the same way. Who knows how long we’ll last, but every relationship is like that.”

  They held each other. Norris’s dick throbbed, but he was comfortable being in Dino’s grasp. Time passed.

  Dino said, “Norris, I love you, too, so very, very much. I’m glad we came out to each other. I know in my heart we belong together, but I just started dating Amelia. I guess we’ll see how that goes, but I want you to move in with me here. I want you to sleep in my bed. I want to make love to you frequently and often.”

  “What about Amelia?”

  “We’ll see how that works out. If she sleeps over, maybe we can all share the bed. She said most women love the idea of seeing two men make love.” He kissed Norris. “But I’ve thought about this since our first time doing it, and I want you in my home and in my bed. Please. I love you.”

  Norris moved around so he sat on Dino’s lap, facing him. They hugged and kissed. “Yes. I’d love that. Thank you. I’d have to pay some rent.”

  “Sure. Whatever you want. When can we move you in here?”

  “I only have the studio apartment with not much stuff. We’re still on days off. How about tomorrow? Then I’ll give notice to the apartment manager.”

  They hugged some more, kissed, and moved to the bedroom, undressing along the way. Each was down to briefs, and they gazed at the other from opposite sides of the bed.

  Norris said, “Sexy red briefs. After I move in, that gives me the legal right to borrow any or all your sexy briefs.” He smirked.

  They got in and touched and fondled and kissed and rolled. Dino rested on Norris and ground his briefs-covered cock into Norris’s stiff boner. They kissed.

  Dino said, “This feels so right. I want to be out, too. I didn’t because of fear, but fuck anyone who objects.”

  Norris added, “The books say a lot of people hide their sexuality and sometimes those who object most to gays and bisexuals are also gay or bi but can’t admit it. I bet there are a lot of closet cases in the department. Several of the books said that some experts feel up to fifty percent of the population is bi to some degree or another, but simply hide it. We need to talk to Sean Patton and see how he handles it.”

  “I agree. May I suck you until you come in my mouth? Will you make me swallow your load?”

  “Yes, Officer, anything you want, Officer.”

  Dino lowered and removed Norris’s briefs and licked the leaking cock like an ice cream cone. “Yum.” He nibbled the head and licked the underside.

  “That drives me wild. Love it.”

  Dino put the head in his mouth and slowly took more in, inch by inch. Norris grabbed Dino’s head and shoved it down as he arched up. Dino gagged but kept working it. He sucked deep, and Norris’s cock hit his throat. He felt cum leaking. He moaned. Dino pulled back and went down again and worked the dick with his fist as he sucked. After a bit, Norris held Dino’s head and face fucked him. After a while more, he grunted and came.

  “Swallow it, bitch. Swallow all of it.” He kept his cock in Dino’s mouth.

  Dino pulled off, smirked, and made a scene of swallowing. Then he kissed Norris, who went down on Dino and pulled the briefs down just enough to expose the dick. He gagged a lot trying to take it all.

  “Go easy, man. It’ll come after you get more practice.”

  Norris shoved a finger up Dino’s ass and massaged his prostate. Dino moaned, arched, and came.

  Norris spit the cum out on Dino’s abs and then licked it all off. Again, they kissed and rested side by side, holding the other. Then a knock at the door startled them.

  Dino asked, “Who the hell is that?”

  “Don’t know, dude. I’m gay, not psychic.”

  Dino pulled his briefs up and went to the side window to spy out. It was Amelia. He opened the door.

  Amelia kissed him. “Dude, you have cum on your breath. Where’s Norris? I see his car outside.”

  “He’s in bed.” He turned his face away.

  “Baby, are you still embarrassed that you do it with a guy?”

  “Sort of. What’s up?”

  She smirked. “Booty call. I’m horny. Did you come already? Can I join you two in bed?” She didn’t wait for an answer and waltzed toward the bedroom.

  Norris stepped out naked. He pointed to her. “Damn, there’s a girl here. Dino, why do you allow girls here? You know girls got cooties.” He laughed.

  Amelia said, “I see Dino’s wise-ass is rubbing off on you.” She hugged him and fondled his nuts.

  Dino said, “Hey, those are mine. Leave them alone.”

  Amelia called back, “So what? Like I can’t play with your toys?” She pushed into the bedroom. “Who wants to fuck me?” She began to undress. “Dino, is it okay with you, seriously, if Norris beds me?”

  He shed his briefs, standing with his boner sticking out. “Okay with me if he wants to.”

  She asked, “Are you sure or being polite?”

  “He’s my best bud. Of course, he can screw my girlfriend if he wants.”

  Norris pouted. �
��Why doesn’t someone ask me? I’m right here, you know.”

  Amelia finished striping and kissed one of Norris’s cheeks.

  Dino kissed the other and asked, “Do you want to screw her?”

  “Yeah, she’s very sexy and one of the girls I’d do, but we can’t make a habit of it or it’ll endanger my gay status.” Norris smiled. “It’s easier and easier to say it. I need to talk to Sean Patton.”

  Amelia said, “Let’s call him and have him bring his girlfriend over. We can have an orgy.” She put the guys in bed on their backs and knelt between them, taking turns kissing them. “This is totally awesome. Would be nice if Kerri were here.” She kissed them and licked nipples and giggled as they got hard. “I’ve read about double entry. You guys wanna try?”

  Norris tilted his head like a dog trying to understand something. “Double entry?”

  She said, “Yup. Two cocks in my pussy at the same time. Or one in the pussy and one in the ass, but I don’t want that just yet.”

  Dino said, “Not to be naïve, but how is that done, two cocks in a pussy?”

  “I ride one while the other guy comes behind me and sticks it in.”

  Norris asked, “Do we both pump?”

  “I don’t know. The article didn’t mention it. I suppose we’ll find out if we do it? Can you guys get off again since you both obviously came before my arrival?”

  Norris asked Dino, “Do you want to try that double thing?”

  “I don’t know. Do you?”

  Amelia threw her hands to her face and mocked them. “Oh, do you? I don’t know. Do you? Maybe, I’m not sure. Oh, shit. Just fuck me. Both of you at the same time, simultaneously, with each other.” She smirked.

  The guys donned rubbers. Dino went to his back with his boner standing tall. Amelia faced him and climbed on, holding his cock while she slipped it into her pussy. She settled down.

  “Okay, Norris, come on now, be a big boy.” Again, she smirked.

  Norris slipped in behind her with his lubed dick. “This feels so weird.”

  She took his member and guided it. “Push in.” He did, and his prick made entry. “Oh, this is stretching my pussy. Feels awesome.”

  Dino moaned. “I can feel Norris’s dick rubbing against mine.”

  Amelia tried to ride Dino up and down while Norris pumped, but they couldn’t get it to work right and one then the other prick slipped out. “Okay, let’s do it again, but I’ll stay still and let Norris pump.”

  Dino giggled. “I’m so hard. I don’t know how long I can last.”

  They tried it again, and only Norris moved. He wrapped arms around Amelia and felt her tits.

  Dino said, “This is far out. I love it, I love Norris fucking both of us.”

  Time passed. It was a bit awkward, but it worked. Norris came.

  She crowed, “Stay in me. Dino, fuck me.” He did.

  Norris said, “Yeah, that feels so good, but I think I’m losing my boner. I came twice.” It deflated, and he pulled out.

  Dino kept fucking her, and she played with her clit button. Dino came but stayed in her. She wiggled and twirled on it and kept up her finger play before she fell off, moaning and groaning. She kissed them.

  “Thanks, guys. That was so totally and marvelously fabulous.” She yawned. “I’m tired. Can we sleep just a bit?”

  The guys agreed, and Dino pulled the covers over them with Amelia between them, holding their hands.

  Chapter 7

  Rookie sergeant Sean Patton walked around the tiny Alviso marina at three A.M., trying to stay awake. He loved the outdoors, water, and boats, and the cool breeze kept him awake. Alviso used to be an independent city but was sucked up in the sixties by San Jose in its growth efforts. Many promises were made to the struggling poor city about improved infrastructure and roads and so on to convince the citizens to vote for annexation. Few were carried out, and Alviso was left as a bastard step-child. San Jose promised more police, but that promise soon was forgotten, and the city didn’t want to pay anymore to periodically dredge the harbor.

  The dispatcher called him, and he answered on his portable radio.

  “Two off-duty officers want to meet with you. They’re asking that you name a location. They’re holding on landline now.”

  “I’m patrolling the Alviso Marina. Ask if they can come out here.”

  The dispatcher was quiet and then said, “Their ETA is fifteen minutes.”

  Sean wondered who they were and what they wanted and why were they awake at that hour.

  Fifteen minutes later, a car pulled up to the marina’s parking area next to Sean’s patrol car. Out popped two young officers. He recognized them but had trouble with their names. They walked up.

  One officer extended his hand. “Sarge, thanks for meeting with us. This is a great place.” He looked around. “Sure is run-down. My great grandfather used to have a boat here and took me out a lot. I’m Dino Parelli. This is my partner, Norris Bander.”

  “Sure, I recognize you guys. I wondered who would be awake at this hour, but you’re midnighters, right?” He shook Norris’s hand.

  Norris said, “Sure are. The best shift there is.”

  Sean smiled. “Being a rookie sergeant, I have no seniority and thus no choice, but I do enjoy mids. So, what’s up?”

  The guys stared at each other.

  Norris said, “You tell him.”

  Sean motioned for them to walk down the dock area. “What’s up?”

  Dino seemed to lose his voice, and his mouth moved but nothing came out. It peaked Sean’s curiosity. He waited.

  Finally, Dino said, “Well, we heard that you’re bisexual, and so are we. We just came out to each other recently and told one female officer and one dispatcher.” He looked at Norris. “We had a four-way with them, but Norris here is almost all into guys. I’m less so, but we are both bisexual. He just moved in with me, into my bedroom.” He fell silent.

  Sean smiled. “So, you want to know about being bisexual in a straight-obsessed department and see what issues I’ve faced because obviously you’ve heard rumors I play both sides.” They nodded. At the end of the dock they turned and walked back. “It’s been heaven and hell all at the same time, but would I change anything? Hell, no. I’m glad I’m out, and, yes, I chose to come out. No one forced me. My girlfriend, who I live with, is also bisexual. She’s an attorney.”

  Norris asked, “No one’s bothered you?”

  “Oh, hell, yes, other officers have fucked with me, but others supported me and some just don’t care. If you add all the ones who don’t care with the ones who supported me, they’re in a majority, which means all the others can go fuck themselves.” They got back to Sean’s car, and all leaned against it. “I went to the library several times to read about sexuality. They had one particular book about bisexuality in the ancient world or some similar title. Very interesting and informative. My girlfriend found out by accident, and we argued. Later, she confessed she was bi, too, and afraid to admit it. So, I periodically get to play with my college best friend, who was also my lover. Sometimes Debbie watches. You know a lot of women secretly want to see two guys having sex, just like a lot of guys want to see two ladies go at it.”

  They were all silent.

  Sean said, “Go ahead with all of your questions.”

  Norris fired back, “How did you come out?”

  “After the girlfriend finding out, we talked about it. It was a year after that I just got fed up with hiding and came out. I came out in briefing when others were making gay and lesbian jokes. I tell you, that was not the best way. In retrospect, I’d do it slowly and to just individuals. Be cool about it, like you’re saying your Italian or Irish or whatever. God made us all the way we are. Never, and I mean never, apologize for who or what you are. Be cool. Don’t make grandiose announcements or put up billboards. Is the female officer or dispatcher out?”

  “No.”

  Sean said, “Sometimes, I think about starting our own police office
rs’ association, you know, lesbians, gays, bisexuals. I’ll tell you this. I’ve had over a dozen officers tell me privately, not counting you two, that they are gay, lesbian, or bisexual. There are a lot of closet cases. They just lack the courage to come out or sometimes admit it even to themselves. Some of the most vocal against us are closeted.”

  All together, they talked for ninety minutes. They all shook after.

  Dino said, “Thanks, Sarge. We really, really, really appreciate the talk and advise.”

  Norris added, “Ditto.”

  Sean said, “Can I ask you a question?”

  They both chimed in. “Sure.”

  “Which one of you was known as the duck-fucker?” He grinned, and it deepened as Dino held his hand up. “I gotta tell you, that was priceless. I haven’t heard it for a while.”

  Dino sighed. “I gave it up. My sergeant suspected me, so I gave him the duck call.” Without mentioning names, Dino told Sean about the two naked officers he found that night, but they denied they were gay.

  Sean added, “Lots of stuff goes on in two-man cars, and just cuz you have sex with a guy that don’t make you gay. Sometimes, it’s just getting off.”

  The guys left. Sean didn’t feel bad that he failed to tell them he occasionally still has sex with Deputy Chief Nash Barrows. They began when he was a captain and Sean worked mids. The captain seduced Sean. Only Debbie knew, and she was trustworthy. Barrow’s career would end if his bi-ness were exposed. He appreciated the help to make sergeant, and Barrows expected him to make at least lieutenant. After talking about sex and being with the guys, Sean had a boner. They were both sexy, and he wouldn’t mind having a go with either or both of them. He smirked to himself.

  * * * *

  Norris drove his twenty-year-old black Plymouth four-door. It was a former police car with a huge engine and four-barrel carb. His grin could light the town, and he held Dino’s leg. “Dude, that was so awesome meeting with him, and he’s sexy, too. I melted when he smiled.”

  “Yeah, it was great to meet with him. He’s so open and friendly. And sexy.”