Rumor

by Maynard, Glenna

  I park my bike and follow the black marks on the blacktop; it is getting dark and becoming hard to see. Out of the corner of my eye, I spot the sole of a boot in the brush. I start to pick it up and I am going to be sick, Blaze's foot is inside but it is no longer attached to his body. "Romeo," I shout as I lose my dinner in the bushes. Romeo and Stone come rushing over and they to get ill at the sight of the gore I hold in my hands. "Call for help, now!" I hand the boot to Stone and began searching the weeds and brush for my fallen brother. After searching frantically for what seems like hours, but in reality, it has been minutes. I find him, unconscious but he has a pulse. Thank God, he was smart enough to wear his brain bucket.

  Sirens begin wailing in the distance as I wrap my shirt around his injured leg. Jackass is beaten up bad, and losing a lot of blood. The EMTS arrive and takeover. The police are here as well and want me to give a statement. All I can think about is I hope he is going to be okay. Stone has called the Roadhouse, and we all meet up at the emergency room. Sunshine is shaken up pretty bad, she feels like it is her fault. She said she didn't realize Blaze liked her that much. Said she thinks of him as one of her normal customers.

  Wild Cherry is trying to console her to no avail. I don't know what to say or do. Why did I let my temper get the best of me? Why did I have to prove to Blaze that I could have her? Because I want her, and I feel a connection with her.

  After six hours in the waiting area, a doctor finally comes out to talk to us about Blaze. They were not able to save his foot, the angle it was torn from and the damage to the nerves is not repairable. They had to amputate his right leg from the knee down. He has a long road of surgeries and recovery ahead of him. In due time he will be able to get a prosthetic leg and with physical therapy he will walk again over time.

  Damn, if he can't ride Blaze will go off the walls. Fuck, I scrub my hands over my face. The doctors order us all to leave and say we can visit him one at a time in a few days. He is not going to be very responsive over the next few days as they continue to monitor his internal injuries, along with repairing the other damage his body has endured. If he had not been wearing his helmet we would have lost him. He is lucky to still be with us at all.

  Sunshine agrees to ride back to the Roadhouse with me, so we can talk. She snuggles up to me hugging my waist tight, shit feels so right, but wrong at the same time considering I almost lost one of my brother's over her. Haven't even had a taste of her and already ready to fucking fight over her. I drive slower than normal; I want to enjoy having her on the back of my chopper. She could decide to tell me she wants nothing to do with me, can't say I could blame her, this shit has me stressed the fuck out.

  A part of me wants to claim her as mine, but I know I like her enough to take shit slow. I just hope she likes me enough to understand why I need not to rush into shit so fast. Things with Red and me were intense and so motherfuckin passionate. Sunshine is different, I love being around her, seeing her smile, listening to her talk. There is so much more to her than just tits and ass, not that she doesn't have a fine ass, but she is just so fucking bright, no wonder her mom named her Sunshine. I find myself thinking about her all of the time, wondering what she is doing, who is she with, wishing it were me. She is like the light at the end of the tunnel, and I feel like maybe I can have something again.

  "Tonight has been intense; I don't know what to say accept I am so sorry about Blaze. I didn't mean to come between the two of you. I thought of him as a regular customer. I wasn't the only girl he would see at the Den. I like him as a friend. But that's all; I don't feel the way I do with him, like I do whenever I'm with you." Sunshine is staring at me with sex kitten eyes. I want nothing more than to lay her down right here right now and show her how much I like her, but every time I think I am ready to take that step with her, I think about her working at the whorehouse and the fact that she is sleeping with men that aren't me. Makes me feel like a chump.

  "How do you feel when you are with me?" I take a seat beside her on my bed. I search her face trying to read her emotions, I know she must feel all over the place after tonight, because I sure as fuck am messed the fuck up. I feel guilty that my brother is laid up in the hospital not knowing if he will ever ride again or even fucking live and all I can think about is making love to the woman he wants.

  "You make me feel like I matter, like you like me for me. Not because you are paying me to be with you, but you want me for my company and not just my body. You make me feel how a woman should when a man cares for her. You make me feel special Grim." Damn, she makes me feel so many emotions at once. I can't stop staring at her lips as she speaks, thinking about them wrapped around my cock. "What are you thinking right now Grim?" She directs my attention back to her eyes.

  I lick my lips because I really just want to kiss her right now and forget about all the bad shit that went down earlier. Nibbling her ear, and kissing down her throat as she giggles I tell her, "I am thinking I'd like to kiss you all over, to taste every fucking inch of you. To make you shiver and shake, to feel your lips wrapped around my cock, but I don't want to rush it. I have a daughter and she is getting ready to move in with me for the first time. I hate your fucking job. I can't stand the thought of others touching, tasting and pleasing what I wish could be mine. But at the same time I am not ready to claim you, I need to be a dad." I am rambling off every thought that is running through my mind, probably not makin' a damn bit of sense, but fuck she asked...

  "I would be willing to look for a new job, if you can do one thing for me..." She bites her lip and looks away from me.

  "What's that?" I turn her face so that she is facing me.

  She bats her lashes at me, "Always be honest with me. I'd rather get smacked in the face than be lied to." She is so motherfuckin' sweet. I am so afraid I am going to let her down or hurt her in the end. But I am tired of living in fear of the past. I am ready to live for right now, tonight proved to me that you never know what is going to happen next in life. Nothing is guaranteed and I have to know if this could happen with Sunshine and me. I have to know if she could be what I have been looking for.

  "Can do. Right now, I want to lay you down on this motherfuckin' bed and fuck you until the sun comes up. Is that enough honesty for you?" Her mouth crashes into mine, weeks of sexual frustration ignites, and she has my skin on fire with the slightest touch.

  We tear at each other's clothing viciously, like rabid animals. I want nothing more to drive my rigid cock into that sweet little cunt. "Going to fuck you so hard."

  "It's about damn time," she laughs against my chest as she places kisses over the teardrop tattoos that represent all of the lives I have taken. Her lips are soft and sweet. Sunshine pushes me down on the bed. "Tonight is about you and me, no one else. I'm going to take you for the ride of your life, ain't nobody ever fucked you like I am about to." Fuck, when she talks like that my dick jerks, ready to spring into action.

  Sunshine lies down on top of me pressing her body tight against mine. Her skin feels so smooth like silk. My hands roam over body, caressing her bottom—her butt is so firm. Smacking the globes of her ass playfully with my rough hands, she cries out in shock from the harshness of my touch. My hands are not smooth like hers. I have hard skin and a roughness from all my years on the road. Her diamond hard nipples are poking me in the chest; she rises up off me a little resting on her elbows. Palming her ass again, my fingers work their way to her sensitive clit to give her a little pinch. Already wet for me, I slide my fingers into her tight channel. I kiss her stomach, and tug on her belly piercing with my teeth. "Fuck, can't wait to be inside you." With my free hand, I reach inside of the nightstand to get a condom and there isn't any. She lies to the side of me so I can reach down to my pants to get one from my wallet. Motherfucker is empty too. "You got protection?"

  She shakes her head no. How in the hell does she work at the Fox's Den and not have any condoms. I get a sick feeling knotting in my stomach. "Do you use protection? At work?" I give her
a pointed look; I don't play around when it comes to the health of my dick.

  "Always, and we get tested monthly, I'm clean Grim. I promise, but if it makes you uncomfortable we can wait." I want to trust her, my dick is saying yes, but my mind is telling me no. "There are other things we can do." She crosses the room holding a pillow over her bare pussy. Dropping the pillow on the floor at my feet, she goes down on her knees. Licking the palm of her hand, she takes hold of my cock, and strokes me before capping her mouth over the head of my dick. Her tongue glides over my dick causing me to tingle and shake. Thought I was supposed to be doing that to her, but fuck I am not complaining. My hands thread through her short blonde hair as she continues to worship my dick.

  She looks up at me through hooded eyes, moaning as my length reaches the back of her throat. One of her hands is playing with my balls while the other is digging her nails into the meaty flesh of my rear. "Fuck, just like that." I don't think I can go much longer, I've been wanting this for so long. I throw all reason out the window when I jerk back from her and take her back to bed. Been dying to fuck her for weeks, and tonight I am gonna'. "Gonna' be hard and fast, you've got me so fucking hard and horny can't go for long." I slam into her pussy and she takes me fully, she is playing with her tits and biting her bottom lip as my dick slides home. So motherfuckin' sexy, her legs are wrapped around my waist holding me firmly against her. My rigid length slides in and out of her tight hole. The friction I feel when her muscles clamp around my dick feels so damn good. Nothing else like it in this world.

  "Goddamn Grim, you have no idea how good you feel." Wanting to last a bit longer for her, I pull out for a minute and rest my head on her chest. "Let me on top." If she gets on top of me and rides my dick, I am going to blow. Instead, I have her lie on her side and curl up against me; I enter her slowly from behind, my balls smack up against her perfectly round ass. Her ass is so fucking firm, I bet I could bounce a quarter off it. This position gives me full control. Her back arches pushing her ass closer to me. I pull out of her spilling my cum all over her ass.

  Chapter 9

  Something shifted the other night when Blaze wrecked and I finally let go and gave in to my feelings for Sunshine. For the first time since Red, I feel like I can open myself to someone and live again. Sunshine could be the woman I let have another piece of my heart.

  Baby moved in with me and things have been going smoothly between us. She still has dinner with Foxie and the boys but she sleeps here now in her room at my place. We haven't spent that much time together really with her going to school, and me trying to squeeze in time with Sunshine. The one thing we do agree on is Sunshine, her and Baby have taken right up with each other, though I worry about letting them get close. I hear that kind of shit messes with a kid. Romeo tells me to quit being a pussy and claim her ass, says that Baby is old enough that she would be happy for me, motherfucker has one kid and now he is the expert. Letting them hangout makes me feel like a hypocrite when I a jumped Foxie's ass for working in the same club as Sunshine, because I did not want that shit tainting Baby.

  Finally I have a call from Skull, been wondering what he wanted to talk to me about. He asked me to meet him at Romeo's says I may need him later. Must be serious if he can't talk to me about it here at the Roadhouse. After I meet up with him I am heading over to the hospital to check in on Blaze, he has been refusing visitors. Brother is seriously depressed, can't imagine what he must be going through. If I couldn't ride, let alone fucking walk my life would be royally fucked. The club and my motorcycle mean everything to me. If a brother can't ride, he usually loses his title but Blaze is our treasurer, not sure how Slim wants to handle it, we didn't talk about what the future is looking like for Blaze and the club. He has rode by my side for a long time now; shit seems so off without him around. If I could have kept my cool, he would be riding out with me today to talk to Skull.

  "Long time no see old man, I have missed your old cranky ass."

  Skull embraces me and kisses me on the cheek. "Missed ya too son, you'll see me more soon I hope." He looks at me with a sad expression; he is getting sentimental in his old age. He rides in the charity runs we do to keep his patch, but other than that he stays scarce these days. He is close with Baby though, been the best grandpa a biker brat could ask for, even if he isn't related by blood, he has always looked out for me.

  "Christ, what is this a fucking love fest." Romeo is standing on the porch of the cabin with a kid strapped to his chest.

  "Damn man, you wear an apron too?" Skull and I both bust out laughing; the motherfucker looks goofy as hell with a baby dangling down his chest.

  LL comes out on the porch and trades Romeo a jar of shine for the baby. Now that looks more like the Romeo, I know. LL takes the kid inside and comes back out with a jar for Skull and me. We take a seat at the picnic table in the front yard and LL goes back inside, but not before her and Romeo practically fuck in front of us. He grabs LL on the ass and pinches it hard as she walks away simply fucking glowing. The two of them are like horny teenagers; it makes me happy to see them doing so good after all the shit they had between them. "Fuck, she drives me wild." Romeo shakes his head as she gets out of view.

  "You done, I mean we can give you a minute to get your nuts off, we ain't busy or nothing." I punch him in the arm.

  "You two done dicking around. I ain't here for shits and giggles, we got serious business to discuss." Skull is getting impatient with us. I knew he wanted to talk but shit must be brewing. He scratches his grey beard in deep thought. "Got a tip on something important and I know you trust Romeo, that's why I asked to see you both. That kid you've been looking for...I found her." He takes an envelope out of his cut and produces pictures of a teenage girl with strawberry blonde hair, I know it is her when I see her eyes; she has her momma's eyes. It is really Red's daughter Sarah.

  "Where? How?" I ask in shock and surprise, because I have been looking for her for a good part of the past thirteen years.

  "Benji has her down in Alabama. Got you an address." He lays down a piece of paper in front of me, with directions. "They aren't alone. Got a woman and another man with them. Didn't get to see what they look like."

  "Thank you Skull, but how did you find her, who gave you this information?" I am grateful for the lead, every thought I had about giving up getting Sarah and bringing her and Baby together is dead. I will find her.

  He takes a drink of his shine, "My niece works in the photo department over at the office hut and said she recognized the name on the account. The pictures were sent from another store in Alabama, had Hook's name as the pick up on it. My Mary called me, being she knows about the history between our clubs and about your search for the girl. I needed to wait to confirm the address before I gave you the information. She's there and no one knows but us and Mary. She won't squeal."

  "When do you want to ride out brother?" Romeo asks getting up from the table. "You let me know I am going to talk to LL, she knows to keep her mouth shut. Call me when you are ready to ride."

  "Thank you Romeo, make sure you arm up. Shit isn't going to be nice and sweet. Gonna blow a hole through that motherfucker." Fuck, Baby just moved in and here I am running out on her again. Kid doesn't deserve this shit. I don't want to send her back to Foxie after just getting her back. And I was making progress with Sunshine. I got to get my shit in order before I ride out. Slim can't know where I am going, still don't fully trust him. I know he has proven to me that he has my back, but I still get this funny vibe from him. Could be nothing, could be me feeling guilty for fucking Foxie, but the feeling is there, and can't shake the motherfucking uneasiness that knots up in my chest when I think about it.

  **

  Baby is at school, I won't leave until she gets home, and I want to see her before I ride out. Blaze is going to have to wait until I come back, if I come back. I'm on a mission to fucking serve up some justice for Red.

  Pulling up to the Fox's Den, I am not sure what I am doing, but I have to do th
is. If I don't come back from this ride, I want to go out knowing Sunshine knows I fucking care for her.

  I walk straight up to the front desk and ask for Sunshine, and I am told she is with a client in her room. Fuck that, this shit ends now. "You can't go in there." The girl behind the desk calls out after me. Stone is working security here today; he just nods when he sees me coming down the hall.

  I need to fill Sunshine in more on the history with Foxie and me but right now there isn't time. "Which room?" I asks from down the hall when I am met by a bunch of doors that all look the same.

  "Third one on the left second hallway." I follow Stone's directions and don't bother knocking. I charge into the room and find Sunshine tied up to the bed being spanked by an old man. I rip the paddle from his grip and smack him right across the face with it. Blood starts gushing from his nose and he falls to the floor screaming. Her ass is red and I am seeing red. Don't care if the fucker paid, she is mine and ain't no man going to touch what's mine. The paddle is still within my grip, I take one hard swing at her ass, letting her know I'm fuckin' boss, if she wants spanked, I'll fuckin' be the one to do it.

  Sunshine is trying to whip her head around to see what is going on. She gasps in shock when I start untying her. Rubbing her wrists, she is pissed, "what the fuck are you doing Grim, we talked about this. I have to have a job."

  "Not anymore you fucking don't." She gets off the bed and rushes over to her customer, whom is curled up in the fetal position, trying to stop the blood from pouring out of his smashed up nose.

  "I am so sorry George," she turns back to me seething with rage. "I can't believe you just did that, I am going to get kicked out of here, I need this money Grim. I don't have anywhere else to go." I can see the fear and panic written on her face, I knew that feeling when I was a kid and I killed my mother. I just knew I was going to die either on the street or by the hands of Hook and the Devils Rejects. It hurts me to see that in Sunshine, she is always so happy.