Dazzled and Dazed

by Carson Mackenzie

  I grinned, “Fine, but that means I get to have the dolphins jumping over us when we kiss.”

  Sean glared at me, and then looked at Jet. “Do not fold.”

  Jet winked, “Me? Hell no, I will not fold.”

  I settled back on the bed to watch them undress. I would never get tired of watching them, they were mine, and soon they would legally be mine. Our lives together were going to be amazing, crazy but amazing, and I was ready for it. My tongue slipped out of my mouth when I saw Sean went commando. When my gaze swung to Jet, I noticed he did as well. Hell, what color shirts was I talking about, all thoughts went out of my head like usual when I saw them naked.

  They walked toward me with a definite look of uncontrolled passion in their eyes. These last few days had been crazy. Since the whole shootout at the ballpark the men had all been holed up in the offices, and we women had been taking care of Eva. The poor woman had no family. None of us knew that until we got to the hospital that day and the only people there were other officers from her precinct. Oliva and Sonia took over organizing everything, but still, Eva had been a mess about killing another officer, no matter if he was dirty or not. A lot had come out after the shooting, and Zoey had been the most shocked when they learned that Cora, her social worker and friend who had been murdered, died by the hand of Jako Juarez.

  It connected a whole bunch of lines that the guys had not had before. Apparently, it made perfect sense once they searched his apartment and found all the evidence they would need in order to close a bunch of unsolved cases tied to the kids that had been coming up dead. However, it also made the guys way more hyper-vigilant. They were worried about more corruption in the departments, especially because Jako had a notebook with some strange notes in it. But they were working on deciphering it, and until they had every question answered, they weren’t going to stop.

  Jet stepped to me, lifted my arms up, and swept my shirt over my head while Sean pulled at my shorts. I was naked except for the scraps of material I called a bra and underwear.

  “Sexy,” Jet whispered and worked his hands under me to unhook my bra, freeing my breasts. Sean kissed his way down my stomach, using his teeth to pull my lacey panties down. Damn, these boys seriously liked to do that, not that I was complaining, because it was hot as shit.

  “I agree, fucking sexy, now this you can wear under your wedding dress. I approve of this,” Sean growled.

  Jet stared at my dark red nipples and licked his lips. He bent and sucked one into his mouth hard and fast. I moaned at the sensation and arched my back a little. Sean growled again and put a hand on my hip.

  “You are fucking perfect, made for us,” Sean said huskily, putting his hands under my hips, pulling me closer, then placing my legs over his shoulders. “Everything we ever wanted, even if you do have sucky taste in colors.”

  I lifted my head and glared at him. “Are you gonna bitch about that all night?”

  Sean’s mouth touched my plump lower lips, and he ran his tongue up my slit slowly. I whimpered, and I could feel him grin against my pussy. Then he surprised me by sucking my clit in his mouth fast.

  “Nah, I will bitch about it later,” Sean said against my skin

  “Shit,” I yelled, and Jet raised his head and looked down.

  “Honey, are we gonna need to get the gag out, too, the neighbors are starting to look at us weird every time we’re outside. I think it’s because you’re a screamer,” Jet whispered, ran a hand up and cupped my full breast.

  He ran his thumb over my nipple, and I almost came off the bed. I basked in the pleasure of my nipples receiving attention as Sean focused on my clit, but I had enough of a brain to glare at him until they both focused on me at the same time.

  As my men performed magic with their mouths, my nerves tingled with lust. I reached up, pulled Jet's head down, and kissed him passionately, needing to feel our connection. I demanded his passion, and he gave it to me freely. The fever burned hot as I felt Sean insert a finger into my pussy while he continued his assault on my clit.

  I squirmed against Sean’s lips as he tried to drive me to a fast orgasm. Jet kissed down my neck and back to my breast. It only took him licking the tip of my nipple to make me scream a release. Sean continued to torture my clit until I was ready to go over again, then he finally pulled back.

  “I can’t wait,” Sean said, and Jet raised his head and nodded.

  Sean rose and positioned himself between my legs, then whispered, “Wrap those legs around me.”

  Anxious to have him inside me, I complied. I could feel his back muscles against my feet. I waited for him to enter me, but instead, he paused and smiled down at me.

  “I love you,” he said, and I felt the tears gathering in my eyes.

  “I love you both,” I whispered, and Jet looked down at me with nothing but love in his eyes and kissed me gently.

  As Jet took my mouth, Sean slowly entered me. He held me still to make sure I was ready before he began to move. God, since we found out I was pregnant, we stopped using the condoms. And without the barrier of latex, it brought a whole new level of heat between us. When he felt me relax, Sean pulled out slowly, and then slid back into me as Jet continued to kiss me, touching my nipples, teasing them with his hands at the same luxurious pace as Sean.

  Finally, I tore my mouth from Jet's and yelled, “Dammit, Sean, faster.”

  I heard him chuckle, then he said, “I was holding back to please you.”

  “No, faster please,” I whispered, and Sean grinned, grabbed my hips, and began to move in earnest.

  Burning out of control, I rocked my hips in the same rhythm of his cock. Frantic to feel my release, I bucked against him. When he reached up and rubbed my clit at the same time, I screamed, and my pussy clamped down on Sean. He continued to prolong my orgasm by stroking me and pounding into me. I spiraled out of control as he came.

  I was still panting, needing another release and as he pulled out, I protested until Jet whispered, “I got you, baby.”

  He rolled on his back taking me with him. I looked down at him and smiled. “Oh yeah,” I whispered, loving the feel of being in control, finally.

  “Take what you need, sweetheart,” Jet whispered and kissed me. I moved and shifted until I felt his cock at my opening. I slid down on him and gasped at the feelings. Since Jet’s ribs were still tender, I’d been riding him to keep his movement at a minimal. I enjoyed the small amount of controlled the men allowed. Pushing back, I filled myself.

  I felt Sean touching my back and moaned as he ran a hand to my ass. “I’m gonna stretch you a little while you get what you need from Jet. This is for later, I can’t get enough of you.”

  I could only nod. I allowed him to push my chest down. I kissed Jet again and moved my hips slowly at first, allowing Sean time to open the lube and pour some down my backside. I gasped at the coldness, but it soon warmed up.

  Sean ran a finger around my back hole as I moved on Jet, taking him in me, and then using my muscles to grip him as he slid out.

  In my position, the friction from Jet's pelvis bone grinding against my clit, made me feel more and needier. When Sean pushed a finger into my ass, I moaned and moved faster. It pinched a little, but I loved the feeling of having them both in me. I wished it were Sean’s cock as I moved faster.

  Jet held my hips as I moved faster, reaching to feel my release yet again. I felt him rising to meet me as I impaled myself on his cock again and again. When I felt the burn of a second finger being put into my ass, I couldn’t stop yelling and thrusting until I felt Jet tense and yell that he was going to come. We fell over the cliff together, holding ourselves as we climaxed.

  I lowered onto Jet's chest, careful of his ribs, and unable to speak as Sean slid his fingers slowly out of my ass. Jet moved me enough to slip from under me, getting up. I heard the water running, and when I felt the warm cloth cleaning me, I tried to raise my head.

  “Okay, so for the house can we paint the bedroom a nice peach color, a
nd maybe replace the leather furniture with something more, I don’t know, cloth covered?” I whispered, and I felt both men chuckle

  “Shhh,” Sean said, and then finished. “We need a nap before we go again. And, sweetheart, I am so not done with you yet. But we are done with the negotiating.”

  I smiled when I heard Jet's agreement and snuggled in between my men. I felt content and relaxed, allowing myself to drift off as they settled on either side of me, right where they belonged.

  The last thought to run through my head was, damn, they’d forgot about the handcuffs. Maybe next time. After all, we had the rest of our lives.

  Epilogue

  Mia

  “The pizza’s ordered. I got what you like on it,” I said and sat my phone on the shelf and picked up the tape dispenser.

  “Thanks, but you know you didn’t have to do that, Mia.”

  “I don’t mind. It’s your one cheat meal a month. When you’re working, I get to eat my favorites.”

  “Ah, babe, you’re so good to me,” he said and patted my butt as he walked by to get another box.

  When he passed by me again to return to the bookshelves where he was packing books, he winked at me. I sucked my bottom lip between my teeth and glanced toward him.

  The muscles in his back contracted and expanded as he filled the box with the books from the shelves. Mine. “Not as good to you as you are to me,” I said and looked back at the box in front of me and ran the tape dispenser over the top to seal it shut.

  “What’s bothering you, Mia? Don’t say nothing or I’m fine because it’s bullshit. Something has been troubling you for a while.”

  Sean’s statement at the last Sunday dinner ran through my mind. ‘Hiding a man that you have to answer to, sis.’

  “Something Sean said, I’ve been thinking about it,” I said and walked over to him. He did what he always did, opened his arms. I walked into them and wrapped my arms around his waist as he enveloped me in his. I kissed his bare chest, then rested my head against it, so I could hear his heartbeat.

  “Did he say something that hurt your feelings?” he asked, kissing the top of my head, and rubbed a hand up and down my back.

  “No, but it drove home how unfair I’ve been to you,” I said, and then explained to him what Sean had said.

  “Ah, babe. You can’t blame yourself. I went along with it, too. We are both to blame. And there’s been several times I’ve benefited from playing your dirty little secret.” He laughed, and I smacked his chest.

  “Stop it, that’s what I mean. I’ve hidden you because they have butted into my life since the day I was born. Their attention when I was small meant everything to me. Then as I got older, their attention changed, and I couldn’t turn a corner without one of them being there. Do you know how embarrassing it was as a teenager girl with them? My first time at the movies with a boy, and about halfway through when he finally gathered enough nerve to put his arm around me—Fin drops down into the seat beside him and Michael into the seat beside me. Lyndsay moved his arm so fast he smacked me in the head. Fin and Michael chuckled and had the nerve to say I should be grateful they were there to save me from such a klutz.” As I finished the story, I felt his body shaking and pushed away from him. “It’s not funny.”

  “Sorry, babe, it is. Besides, you’re their baby sister; they have a right to protect you.”

  “But they are why I felt the need to keep you hidden. Us hidden. They make me crazy,” I said and ran my hand through my hair. “Do you know the fallout when I do tell everyone?”

  “I will take whatever they dish out to me, Mia. I love you. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for you. That includes bruising your brothers if they give you a hard time.”

  “It’s you they will give a hard time,” I said and went up on my tiptoes and kissed his chin.

  “When you’re ready, let me worry about how to handle them, okay?”

  “Okay. Guess we should finish packing up this room.”

  “Yeah, can you hand me another box?” I taped one together, and he began to fill it with more books. We worked quietly for a few minutes.

  “You know, I get they want me safe. But with Michael’s generosity, I could buy the house now, and we could have a panic room put in it. You being stubborn doesn’t help, it’s what has us packing to move into Tony’s townhouse, instead of enjoying a quiet evening together cuddled on the couch or bed,” I said, and he stopped packing the box and faced me.

  “That is your money, Mia. You can spend it on anything you want—except a house. When one is purchased, it will be with the money I earned. It won’t be much longer, I promise. Everything is falling into place for me. I’ve made a lot of concessions, Mia; can you at least give me this one?”

  He was right. He’d gone along with everything I asked him to, even though he voiced in the beginning that it wasn’t right. I wouldn’t regret the time together without the family’s involvement. But the man meant everything to me and yet, I felt like I’d let him down somehow.

  God, I’d turned into the spoiled brat my brothers always teased me of being. Which would make them right and that was totally unacceptable.

  “Everyone has so much on their plate with this underground fight business and everything surrounding it, but screw it, I’m ready to shout it to the world?”

  He held up a finger, “Hold that thought. The pizza place was quick this time,” he said and pushed the buzzer to let them in the outer door to the apartment building.

  I walked to the bedroom and grabbed his wallet, and on my way back I heard the knock on our door. As stepped into the living, he pulled the door open.

  “Babe, don’t think you’re going to have to shout.”

  When I moved beside him and held out the wallet to him, I noticed there were other people standing in the hallway and not one of them was our regular pizza delivery guy.

  I stared at Maria, Petal, Brook, Angelique, Brit, Zoey, Rena, and Eva as they stared back. The only one without their mouth wide open was Eva; the poor woman had barely gotten out of the hospital. Hell, she still had her arm in a sling that wrapped around her waist to hold her arm in place. Her staring was probably because she was new to the crazy, but she’d earned her spot in the group the hard way. I couldn’t imagine having to live with taking out one of your fellow officers in blue, even if they were dirty. That shit had to stick with you.

  The quietness lasted for what felt like years when in fact it was more like a minute, which still had to be some record for this group. But I knew it wouldn’t last.

  “OH, MY GOD! Mia, you got some splainin’ to do,” Petal yelled.

  “Seems Mia isn’t the only one,” Rena said, looked at Xavier, and lifted a brow.

  “Oh, sweet cousin of mine, want to tell us what Xavier is doing in your apartment?” Maria asked.

  “Don’t leave out shirtless!” Brit yelled.

  “Or barefoot with the snap of his jeans undone,” Mel added.

  “I’m adding that Fin is going to flip his shit,” Brook said.

  “Fin? Try all of them!” Zoey yelled.

  “Umm...I don’t know why they’re acting like this, so—congrats,” Angelique said softly and shrugged when the others turned and glared at her.

  “To think we came here to invite you to dinner. Excited the guys let us out with only Taylor tagging along. Which I’m sure was because Rena and Eva were coming with us,” Maria said and pointed over her shoulder and wagged her thumb back and forth.

  I hadn’t noticed Taylor. He stood behind the women, leaning against the wall across the hall. He grinned and pushed off, then lifted his chin at us. “And I thought watching over the women at dinner was going to be boring.” Taylor chuckled. “Shit, I love these families.”

  “They’re crazier than I originally thought,” Eva added.

  “Yeah, yeah, we live to entertain, Taylor,” Maria snapped.

  “Well, come on and spill it, sista. I love knowing shit that Bry and Reed don’t,” Petal laughed.


  Xavier stepped back and waved his arm, and I looked at him. “What are you doing?”

  “Do you want to have this conversation in the hall?” Xavier asked.

  “I don’t want to have it with these bitches at all!” I grumbled.

  “You don’t honestly think any of these women will keep quiet? Hell, five minutes has gone by and I’m surprised one of them hasn’t used their phone,” Xavier said, then chuckled when the women grumbled at him.

  “Dammit, no, but—”

  Two different ringtones stopped my rant. Taylor pulled his cell out of his pocket, and Maria dug hers out of her shoulder bag. The two stepped away to answer their calls.

  “Hey, don’t think this is going to be enough pizza,” I turned my head at the pizza guy’s voice. Petal and Brit separated to let the man through when he reached the door.

  “How’d you get in?” Xavier asked as he pulled the money for the pizza out of his wallet and handed it to Julius. Julius had been delivering pizza for the family-owned business since I’d moved in.

  “Old man Snyder was going out when I walked up,” Julius said and swapped the pizza for cash with Xavier. “Enjoy!” he yelled and headed down the stairs just as Marie and Taylor both finished their calls.

  “Ladies, we need to head back, immediately. Something has happened,” Taylor said.

  “What’s happened?” Xavier asked.

  “All I know is Tony said the ladies needed to be brought home. He’d explain once I got there,” Taylor said, and I frowned. He’d been on the phone longer than that, and by his stance, he was in all-out protect mode.

  “If something has put my new friends in danger, tell me. I can have officers here for protection in minutes,” Eva said and dug her phone out and waited for Taylor to explain.

  “Tony’s call was probably related to mine. I don’t think we need the extra protection this second, but we do need to go,” Maria said, then she turned to Eva and Rena. “You know about the gang members that were sent to Rikers?” The two cops nodded.