Lusting (Carnal Sins Of Noah Trilogy #1)

by S. K. Ervin

  Her head fell back against his shoulder, and she concentrated on what she wanted to say, mentally pulling herself away from what Noah was doing to her.

  “How?” She didn’t remember revealing or even hinting that she was untouched. Did I?

  Noah’s fingers slipped inside her panties and when he felt how wet she was for him, he groaned in her hair, harshly.

  “Oh, sweetheart,” His hand gliding between her silken hot flesh. “I knew you were innocent the moment I laid eyes on you. I just didn’t know how innocent you were until my fingers thrust inside you, stretching you. I felt the barrier and I knew. And I waited. But rest assured Alexis, there will be no more waiting. I will have you.”

  His fingers thrust inside her, letting her know what he wanted. What he ached for. His fingers rotated deeper and deeper until he felt her knees weaken and her panting moans fill the room, then he quickly pulled out.

  “Wh...” she protested.

  “Shh…I have a well-planned night for you, Ms. Monroe. You will be well satisfied. I promise.” His teeth grazed her ear and pulled.

  In one swift movement, Noah scooped her up and headed toward the back of the house. They passed a few closed doors until they stood in front of a set of frosted glass doors.

  “Open.” He commanded.

  And to Alexis’s astonishment, she heard locks slide and watched as the doors slid open.

  Impressive! She arched an eyebrow at him.

  Noah grinned, “I like being in control.”

  “I see that.” She agreed, wondering why he would have a need for a feature like that...when they stepped inside his bedroom.

  Alexis blinked slowly, taking in the luxuriousness of his master bedroom. Well Damn! It’s way more than she ever would’ve imagined. She expected the typical bachelor pad with very little warmth. Not this!

  “Well?” he asked, setting her on her feet.

  Alexis could feel his anxiety filling the room and bouncing off the walls in thick waves.

  “I am…astonished.” she acknowledged truthfully.

  His feet shift uncomfortably. “A good astonished or bad?”

  His eyes sharpening, burning into hers.

  He searched for honesty.

  She wondered if he was embarrassed. And if he actually cared what she thought.

  “A good way.”

  His stance visibly relaxed.

  Alexis turned from his piercing stare and took a good look around. In the center of the room, against the wall, stood a massive bed. It looked much larger than king size. It must’ve been custom made. There were red lights beneath the bed, lending a ‘red light district’ vibe to the room. She roamed over to the bed, her fingers gliding across the red silk sheets adorning it. It was cool to the touch and felt so erotic under her fingers, like she was sliding her fingers through cool water. Alexis imagined it against her skin and almost moaned in delight. She loved silk sheets.

  There were velvet black curtains drawn back around the bed, attached to the ceiling. The whole scene was erotically sinful and somewhat dark, like a vampire’s lair. Or Lucifer’s. There was a door adjacent to the bed, in which she assumed was a closet. Next to the door was a sitting area with a fireplace. The black leather loveseat and chairs were strewn with ivory patterned pillows matching the thick, plush carpet. To the right, there was the bathroom and an alcove that stepped down onto marble floors. It was beautiful, but what captured her attention the most was the massive hot tub built into the floor, bubbling and steaming. Right next to it was a massage table.

  Alexis looked at him, shocked.

  Noah grinned slowly, “I have a great night planned.”

  She smirked at him. I bet you do.

  She began wondering just how many times he’d done this and how many woman he’d brought here.

  “I can see why you only allow women to stay for one day,” She bantered, staring boldly into his eyes as the words left her mouth.

  Noah shook his head and prowled toward her, muscles rolling in his shoulders, reminding her of the king of predators that roamed the jungle.

  It took everything in her to stand still, instead of squirm or better yet…run and hide!

  She looked away from the intensity of his blue eyes, over to his bed, which made her even more nervous.

  Get a grip, Alexis.

  He reached Alexis and grabbed her chin, forcing her to look at him, but, she remained stubborn and continued looking down, away from him.

  If he sees my eyes, he’ll know. He’ll recognize the jealousy I feel toward all of the women before me. He’ll know how nervous I am. He’ll know that I am his prey, that I would do anything for him. And that can’t happen. I won’t let him see how vulnerable I am with him.

  “Alexis.” His voice soft and hypnotic. “Look at me.”

  She struggled to disobey his command, but, her traitorous body had other plans. Her eyes were hungry for him and wanted to soak him up.

  Alexis looked and the air in her lungs escaped in a soft whoosh.

  Those eyes! They imprisoned her.

  “No woman has ever been in my home, let alone my bedroom. You’re the first.”

  His confession floored her. Her eyebrows sot up, as she tried to understand what he just said. Alexis snapped her eyebrows down and shoved away from him.

  “You don’t have to lie to me, Kane.” She hissed, using his last name to let him know that she was truly pissed. “I’m a big girl, I know that you’re a male wh…a very sexually active guy.”

  Noah’s frustration was evident when his hand released Alexis’s chin, to run roughly through his curls. After clearly counting to calm his nerves, he looked at her, “I’ve never brought any women I’ve slept with inside my home, Alexis. No woman has ever been inside of this room. Ever.”

  She sent him a questioning look, “Then where did you take them?”

  Lord he was a conundrum!

  He sighed in defeat, “If you must know, every last one of them I’ve taken to hotels. I am very fond of my personal privacy, Ms. Monroe.”

  “I’m starting to see that,” she sassed, “So why did you bring me here?” She motioned around, “Twice.”

  He shook his head in frustration, “God only knows, for I sure as hell don’t. I just know that you are a temptation that I can’t seem to shake.” He admitted.

  He didn’t seem to like admitting that. It looked as if he just swallowed a mouthful of extra sour lemons. And that fact made Alexis smile on the inside. She didn’t dare smile in front of him though. A part of her knew he would withdraw and go back to ignoring her if he thought she was laughing at him. He was particular that way.

  “Well, I can’t seem to shake you either.” She confessed back to him.

  Their eyes met and for a split second, Alexis thought she heard fire crackling. His eyes certainly engulfed her like flames, licking up her body.

  They reached for each other at the same time, lips colliding in a ‘take all or nothing’ kiss.

  Her mouth overwhelmed him.

  His passion, raw and untamed, spread through both of them like wild fire.

  Noah stripped them both in lightning speed and then reached for her.

  Alexis moaned when his hot skin rubbed against hers. It felt exquisite. Her nipples being teased by his chest was sensational. His strong arms circled her waist and his hands pressed her against his hardness, lifting her.

  Alexis brought her legs around his waist, her womanly heat intimately pressing, rubbing against his length as he walked them to his bed.

  Her longing moan mixed with his groan of pleasure, as they fell onto the bed.

  Noah immediately braced himself on his forearms, so that he wouldn’t crush her and continued kissing, exploring all of the secrets of her mouth.

  Alexis gave as good as she got. She wouldn’t let him give half measure…

  She instinctively raised her hips, rubbing against him, trying to satisfy that intense ache deep inside her. She couldn’t seem to get close enough t
o him.

  Noah felt her franticness, her urge to get closer to him and had to grit his teeth against the intense wave of pleasure. He wanted to go slow, for her, to show her all of the pleasures a man could give a woman. Then she reached between them and gripped him tightly and he almost exploded in her hands.

  What the fuck?! Noah thought on a groan.

  He had to gently pull her hand away and then began to rub her slick folds.

  “Mm...Noah,” She cried out, clutching his broad shoulders.

  “Damn…you’re so wet for me, sweetheart.” He whispered, his knee wedging her thighs wide.

  “Oh!” She gasped, when she felt the head of his cock slide against her.

  “Wrap your legs around me love,” Noah grated out through clenched teeth, beads of sweat breaking out on his forehead.

  Alexis did what he told her and felt his broad tip at her entrance. “I don’t want to…it will only hurt for a little while. If there was a way to stop…”

  “I trust you, Noah,” Alexis whispered against his neck, bracing for the inevitable pain.

  Her admission humbled him and he vowed to get it over with quickly.

  Noah reached down, gripping her hips firmly. “Hold on tight, sweetheart.” He ground out as he slowly inched into her hot tightness, until he felt the barrier of her virginity.

  Alexis clung to him, feeling his massive length filling her, stretching her. She struggled, trying to accommodate him. He was too big.

  Dear God, don’t let him rip me apart.

  She moaned, part pleasure, part pain and part relief, when he stopped moving.

  Whew! That wasn’t so bad. Alexis thought, until she looked into his eyes. Noah’s face was contorted. He was only halfway in, she realized when she reached down, her terror returning.

  Noah had never before been challenged in this way. It was carnal torture to hold back, but he had to…for her. He hated this part-- he didn’t want to cause her pain. But he refused to allow anyone other man to get this close to her. At least until he was finished with her.

  “Always remember that I was your first.” He breathed harshly, as he pulled back and plunged deep inside, fully seating himself as he claimed her mouth, swallowing her scream.

  Alexis tensed and cried out as he tore through her maidenhead, tears springing into her eyes.

  Motherfucker that hurt!

  Her nails dug deep into the hard muscles of his back, seeking purchase, giving him a tiny measure of the pain she was feeling.

  He grunted and stilled inside her, waiting for the pain to subside as he continued kissing her, worshipping her mouth, savoring the taste of her tongue, grazing her neck, caressing her body until she moved beneath him.

  “Careful, sweetheart,” Noah groaned. He pulled out slightly and slowly eased back into her, testing to see if she was still in pain. He heard her soft moan and felt her walls clench in what he hoped was pleasure. Oh God, please let her be ready.

  He pulled out and eased back in again and this time she met his thrust with a sigh.

  Thank you! He thought on another groan.

  The mating ritual took over then. Noah slowly eased out and thrust back in, giving her all of him.

  She not only took it all, she met him thrust for thrust, moaning incoherent words, back arching, her nails digging into his back.

  She was wildfire in his arms. And Noah knew he had found someone who not only matched his passion but, kept up with him. There was no faking, no calculated moans, and no selfishness. She was sinfully carnal, just like him and he didn’t want to let her go.

  Whoa! Where the fuck did that come from?

  Noah shivered in fear at that thought and then shoved it out the fucking window. There was no time for that.

  He needed to focus on giving Alexis her second, mind-blowing orgasm.

  And then another after that. And another after that.

  There would be no sleep for neither of them tonight.

  He planned on getting his one night’s worth because he knew he wouldn’t touch her again after tonight. He was still on his one a day subscription. He always lost interest in a woman almost immediately after sex. Alexis would be no different. He would enjoy everything she offered with no regrets. And he would give her everything he could offer, until she was too exhausted to move.

  Alexis moaned as he pounded her insides, stretching her, filling her to the max. God she felt amazing, so dammed wet and tight. Mine. Mine. Mine. His brain chanted with each thrust, and not because he felt she belonged to him, but because he owned the fuck out of her pussy. And she knew it. He stared down at her, watching her head toss, eyes closed, her mouth open as a strained moan slipped from her lips.

  She was so damned sensual. Watching her, he could feel his control slipping.

  Shit! That won’t do.

  Noah reached down in between them and stroked the silken flesh of her clit, pushing her overboard.

  “Noah…wait...” She begged, a frantic note in her tone.

  “Shh…it’s ok, sweetheart, let it happen.” He assured her as he gritted his teeth. “Feel the way I stroke deep inside you and know that no other man will ever give you what I’m giving you; no other man will ever do you the way I’m doing you.”

  Noah plunged deeper, harder, faster, giving her every inch, as he stroked her clit in the same punishing rhythm until she cried out his name.

  “Noah!” She screamed on a gasp.

  Fuck!

  Noah tried to hold his orgasm back, but the tightening of her pussy around his cock sent him on a downward spiral. The milking sensation pulled from him, her nails mixing his pleasure with pain and her moans forced his release in a rush.

  And he almost did the unthinkable.

  He pulled out at the very last second, calling upon every ounce of his will power.

  “Ah!” He groaned harsh, his cum jetting out in a stream of white creaminess over her flat stomach and it just kept going.

  When it was finally done, he collapsed on top her, weak. He never felt an orgasm that intense before, never been out of control of when he came and never had he ever came so damned close to coming inside of a woman. It scared the fuck out of him. With what little strength he had left, Noah used it to roll over on his back. He felt Alexis shift and looked over to her. She was watching him.

  “What?” He asked, a bit too gruff.

  She looked away, a blush staining her cheeks. He hoped she wasn’t going to become shy with him.

  Noah reached out, grabbed her chin and forced her to look at him. “What is it?” He asked, more softly.

  She looked at him with those big brown eyes, her lips red and swollen from his kisses, and her ‘I’ve just been royally fucked’ hair and he had to admit that he loved this look on her. He liked knowing that he caused her to look this way. Like a sex goddess.

  “Is it…does it always feel like this?” she questioned, wonder coating her words.

  With me it would be. “No.”

  She frowned, “Why not?”

  Noah wanted to laugh because she looked genuinely hurt, but he doesn’t.

  “Because some people don’t know what they’re doing. The next man that you’re with, may not know as much as I do.” He explained. And for some reason, that didn’t sit well with him. I don’t want to think about her with other men. I want her all to myself. But he shoved that thought out the fucking window, as well. He had a system he needed to keep, or things would come crashing the fuck down around him. And he didn’t need that.

  Noah looked over to Alexis. Her face was blank and he wanted know what she’s thinking. A part of him wanted to tell her that she could experience with him any day, but, he knew it will be breaking the rules. And the rules he made, had to be followed.

  He sighed and got out of bed, his nakedness of no consequence to him. He was never shy about anything…especially his body. It was just a hollowed vessel.

  “Come.” He held his hand out to her.

  Alexis obviously had an issue wi
th nakedness, he concluded, when she clasped his hand with one of hers and held the sheet around her with the other.

  Oh no, Ms. Monroe. I’ll have none of that.

  Noah ripped the sheet from her grip, whispering, “I’m not done with you yet.” And he loved how her eyes widened as she watched his cock harden with her stare.

  Yes, see what you do to me, Alexis.

  Chapter Fourteen

  Alexis listened to Noah’s heartbeat as her head lay on his chest. His light snore signified that he was in a deep sleep. She couldn’t get mad at him for falling asleep; if anything, she should be dead to the world, too. Noah definitely worked her out and her limbs felt like dead weight, but, she couldn’t control her thoughts…or her eyes. She looked at the hot tub and felt her face heat, as she remembered all of the wicked things Noah introduced her to. And then on the massage table. She would never be able to forget how his hands traveled her body, massaging every inch of her, making her skin burn with his slow, sensual kisses. And I thought I knew all the pleasure spots when it came to massages.

  Nope. Noah definitely showed her she was wrong and she was glad for it.

  Alexis turned her gaze back to this handsome prince of darkness. That’s what she would call him, her Prince of Darkness, because he certainly showed her who ruled the night. Then, she would be his Princess of Darkness because she knew she brought him just as much pleasure…though he didn’t look too happy about it.

  And I’m only getting started, baby.

  With that thought, she fell asleep with a smirk on her face.

  Mmm…Alexis snuggled closer to the warmth that engulfed her, wrapped around her. She heard its breathing, felt its heart beating and smelled its scent. The warmth was…kissing her?

  Noah!

  Her eyes shot open to find him staring down at her with his piercing gaze.

  “Good morning,” She murmured sleepily.

  Noah Kane was beyond gorgeous in the morning, his hair fell in wild chaos around his chiseled face. He looked every bit of a fallen angel. Enchanted goodness that spoke to her body.

  “Morning.” He said gruffly with a frown.

  Well someone’s not a morning person. Alexis glanced at her watch and groaned in frustration. 7:15a.m. She usually slept in until 8a.m. on the weekends. She began to sit up, but Noah had other plans, as he swiftly covered her, pinning her hands down with one of his.