Tales of Folk & Fey

by Melissa Marr

  Michael glanced at her building. “Shouldn’t we . . . you at least . . . stay here?”

  “I have a flat across the street for when I’m in town.” Irial led the boy to a nondescript building. “That way I’m close if she needs me. If not me, there are others near enough to hear her should she call for us.”

  “Oh.” Michael looked at him for a moment. His gaze was assessing, albeit far too trusting.

  In another era, in another life, walking off blindly with a Gancanagh was foolish. Perhaps it still is. Irial meant the boy no harm. He was merely a tool, a useful resource. Leslie was what mattered. But for one other in all the world, everyone else was fair game for whatever he needed in order to assure her happiness and safety.

  • ♦ •

  * * *

  When Leslie woke the next morning, she was still holding the phone. She didn’t hear a dial tone, so she asked, “Hello?”

  “Good morning,” Niall said.

  “You stayed on the phone while I slept?” She sat up.

  Niall laughed. “You don’t talk in your sleep.”

  “I snore.”

  “A little,” he admitted. “But I liked being there to hear it.”

  “Weirdo.” She felt safe, though. Having him there—even only on the phone—made her feel protected. “I’m glad you were . . . here.”

  “I wish I was really there.”

  “I . . . I know.” She never knew the right words to reply to such things. They all fell short, partly because they weren’t the whole truth. She wanted to be with him—and Irial—but doing so would mean being in the Dark Court.

  They stayed silent. She heard him breathing, heard him waiting for something she couldn’t give him.

  “We should stop talking.” She clutched the phone. “I can’t . . . I’m not . . . I need time to live, and your court . . .”

  I know” His voice was gentle. “You’re too good to live here with us.”

  “I didn’t say that!” She felt the tears threaten. She missed them, missed Niall, Irial, Gabriel, Ani, Tish, Rabbit . . . her court, her family.

  “I said it,” Niall murmured. “I love you.”

  “You too,” she whispered.

  “Be safe. If you need anything—”

  “I know.” She disconnected then. What she needed was to let go; what she wanted was to hold on tighter. Irial was addictive to touch, and Niall had to stay with his court. Being with Irial would kill her. Being with Niall would mean living in the Dark Court. She couldn’t have a normal mortal life in the middle of the Dark Court; she couldn’t let herself become the person she would be if she lived there. She wasn’t ever going to be anything other than human, and humans didn’t thrive in their world. They died.

  Self-pity doesn’t fix a thing, she lectured.

  So she got up and got ready for class, and she knew that somewhere out there in the streets faeries watched to guard her, that Irial waited somewhere to protect her, that farther away Niall waited to listen and help her believe in herself. She was not alone, but she was still lonely.

  • ♦ •

  * * *

  Irial followed Leslie without her knowing. It felt wrong to hide himself from her, but he was quick enough to slip out of sight when she turned to glance over her shoulder.

  “I’m sorry, love,” he whispered each time. It felt too near to a lie, but if she saw him following her so closely she would be alarmed. They’d never spoken any agreement, but he kept himself out of sight except for their once-a-week silent meetings. If she saw him so near, she’d know that he’d learned of her disquieting calls or she’d suspect that something else was amiss. He’d rather not upset her if he could avoid doing so.

  When she went into the red brick building, he waited and watched the courtyard. Mortals fascinated him far more now that he was a Gancanagh again. Their flirty laughs and knowing smiles, their defiant gazes and inviting postures—it was not an easy thing to resist so much potential. He didn’t remember being so easily intrigued by them, but it had been a lifetime since he was a Gancanagh. Being Dark King had nullified that for him, just as it now did for Niall.

  Niall . . . who would beat me half to death if I indulged.

  Irial grinned at the thought. It had been too long since Niall had been willing to fight with him. Perhaps when this matter was resolved, he’d tell the Dark King that he’d been pondering enjoying some sport with mortals.

  Business before fun.

  So Irial waited until Leslie was safely in the building and then he went to find Gabriel. Her class lasted for not quite an hour, but he’d be back well before that. It wouldn’t take long to find someone who could locate Gabriel. Then, they’d need to decide if Niall should be involved in locating whoever was upsetting Leslie or if the matter could be handled with more discretion.

  • ♦ •

  * * *

  Class had only just begun when Leslie felt the vibrations from her phone. The professor had a strict “no phones in class” policy, so she tried to ignore the phone, but after the fourth time, she began to worry. It rang silently in her pocket. Text messages came in, making it vibrate again.

  Carefully, she slid it out of her pocket and glanced at the message.

  “Time’s up,” the first message read.

  She didn’t know the number it came from.

  The second one read, “If you want Them exposed ignore me. If not come down NOW.”

  Them? There weren’t a lot of threats that would make her panic, but danger to Irial or Niall was near the top of the list. The threats were vague. There was no reason to assume that the Them meant Irial and Niall. She shivered.

  The third text added, “I know WHAT they are.”

  Her hand tightened on the phone for a moment, and then she shoved it into her pocket, got up, and walked out of class. There was no way she was going to keep her regular routine if someone was out there threatening her. Her hands were shaking as she accessed her voice mail. Faeries don’t leave creepy messages. Faeries don’t text threats.

  She knew it wasn’t a faery.

  She stepped into the sunlight outside the building and saw him—her mystery harasser.

  Cherub-pretty and too familiar, her brother sat on one of the tables in the small courtyard outside Davis Hall. His feet were on the bench, and he had one arm across his middle. His unzipped jacket covered his hand; the other hand rested on his knee. He didn’t stand when he saw her approaching, but there was little likelihood that she’d be offering him a sisterly embrace. Despite the irritation of seeing him, it was almost a relief. She might not like him, might not have anything but loathing left for him, but he was her brother.

  “What the hell, Ren?” She folded her arms over her chest to hide the shaking. “You think you’re funny calling and—”

  “No.” Ren grinned. “I think I’m smart. You get spooked, and your little friends will show up. Do you know how much I can get paid once I prove that there are monsters living around us?”

  He stood, his arm still against his chest.

  Leslie forced a laugh. “Monsters? Really?” She gestured around her. “The only monster I see is you.”

  For an odd moment, she realized that it was true: No Dark Court faeries were in sight. Because I’m supposed to be in class. She thought about screaming. One of them was surely in hearing range. He’s my brother. If they came, if they saw him near her, they’d hurt him. Despite everything, that wasn’t her first choice.

  “Your boyfriend wasn’t human, Les.” Ren stepped forward, grabbed her arm, and pulled her closer. When they were near enough that it looked like they should embrace, he let go and pulled his jacket open. Inside, he held a gun, hidden from view by both the jacket and her proximity. “Scream or fight, and I’ll shoot you, Sis.”

  Leslie stared at the gun for a long moment. She knew nothing about guns, nothing about make or model, nothing about their effect on faeries. When she pulled her gaze away, she looked at her brother’s face. “Why?”

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nbsp; “Nothing personal.” Ren smiled, and it wasn’t a reassuring look. “You think I like working with low-end dealers? I can make a pretty sum if I collect a freak. Business is business.”

  “I don’t know what you think they are—”

  “Don’t care. Smile, now.” Ren dropped his arm over her shoulders and started walking. She felt the gun muzzle pressing against her side.

  “This is a mistake.” Leslie didn’t look around. He’s my brother. He won’t actually shoot me. Ren was a lot of things, had done horrific things, but he’d never had the stomach to dirty his hands directly. Like everything in his life, he half-assed this too.

  “Let’s go home, Les.” Ren kissed her cheek and reminded her, “Smile. I’m not intending to shoot you if I don’t have to. You’re just bait.”

  She smiled, trying her best to look convincing. “Why?”

  “Met a guy. He had a business offer.” Ren lifted one shoulder in a shrug. “I saw the pictures. You were living like a freaking celebrity. Looked like you were having a killer time. . . .” He paused and laughed at his own weak joke. “The man who pays more gets the prize. Your old man wants to ante up, I don’t shoot him or take him in. He doesn’t want to pay, I go with the original plan.”

  Blackmail Irial? The thought of it was ludicrous: Irial would kill Ren. Maybe Niall would find a solution, but Niall wasn’t nearby. For all she knew, Irial wasn’t either. She saw him once a week. Last night. Today, he was who knew where. This isn’t their fault, not their problem. If they got hurt because of her, she wouldn’t be able to recover from that.

  Leslie stumbled.

  Ren pulled her tighter to him and shoved the gun tighter into her side. “Don’t be stupid. You’re not strong enough to escape or fast enough to outrun a bullet.”

  “I’m . . . not. I tripped, Ren.” She tried to keep the waver from her voice.

  What do I do?

  Letting him into her home seemed stupid. Calling out for help seemed dangerous. Her brother had been behind the horrors she couldn’t forget. If I call for them, they’ll kill him. Once, she had wanted to believe he was sick, that he could get well if he got help. Addiction is a disease, that’s what she’d reminded herself. It didn’t mean the things he’d done, the thing he was currently doing, were okay, though. Not every addict wants to get well.

  “We’ll go to your place, and you can call them,” Ren said. “He can pay me more, or I can take him to them. His choice.”

  Leslie felt numb as she walked with her brother. If she called Niall, help would come. Irial would know too. Gabriel would know. And my brother will die. If she didn’t call, she wasn’t sure what would happen. Niall would call her sooner, or later; Irial would notice when she wasn’t at the coffee shop; and the guards would notice. Neither Dark King would invade her privacy—unless she was in danger. She knew that. What would happen if Ren shot them? If he knows what they are, what sort of bullets does he have? She thought about seeing Niall when he was sick from steel exposure. If the bullets were iron or steel, if that entered a faery’s body—any other than a regent—it would be horrific. Leslie wasn’t ready to make the decisions she felt like she had to make, nor was she able to ignore them. Ren was here.

  • ♦ •

  * * *

  The tangles of panic and fear and guilt hit Irial like an unwelcome banquet. If they were anyone else’s fears, it would be a welcomed treat, but the emotions that assailed him were hers. They’d come flooding toward him over his mostly severed connection with Leslie.

  No. He hadn’t figured her pursuer would enter her classroom. Most mortals didn’t escalate from a few calls to a dangerous public scene that quickly.

  “Leslie needs help. Get Niall,” Irial snarled. “Now.”

  Mortals paused and shuddered, but they didn’t hear.

  Only faeries heard his order—and he knew that Dark Court faeries would obey as quickly as they had when he was still a king.

  He ran to Leslie’s classroom; she wasn’t there.

  Leslie, he called, hoping that the thread that bound them was still alive enough to let her hear him. Once in a while a fleeting moment of connection flared in it. He’d felt her panic. Now he needed to feel her, to know where she was. He called louder, LESLIE.

  The thread that once bound them lay silent.

  Irial felt a surge of terror. In the centuries he’d led the Dark Court, Irial had only felt true terror one other time. Then, it had been Niall in danger; then, he had been useless. Now, he felt much the same: she was in danger, and he hadn’t been there to stop it.

  Abject terror filled him as he ran through the streets seeking her, listening for her voice.

  Then he heard her: “Ren, this is a mistake.”

  Irial moved through the streets toward her voice, and just outside her door, he stopped. Leslie’s brother stood with a gun barrel shoved into her side. Irial could smell it, the bitter tang of cold steel. Steel wouldn’t kill him, nor would the copper and lead of the bullets inside the weapon. They would hurt, but faeries—especially strong ones—healed from such things. Mortals didn’t. Leslie wouldn’t.

  If she were fey, he could safely pull her out of reach. If she were fey, she’d likely heal from a gunshot. She wasn’t.

  Should’ve killed the boy then. He had watched over her, had guards at the ready, yet Ren had escorted her away. If I’d have killed him then . . . Irial winced at the thought of Niall’s pain—at our pain—if Leslie was hurt by his prior decision to let Ren live.

  “I’ll remedy that mistake,” Irial murmured.

  • ♦ •

  * * *

  Leslie’s hand shook so much that she dropped the key.

  Ren smacked her with one hand while keeping the gun steadily pressed into her side. “Pick it up. Don’t try anything, Les. Really.”

  “I don’t know how you think this is going to work.” She snatched up her keys. “You think my ex is going to just show up?”

  Ren gave her an unreadable look. “No. I think you’re going to find a way to reach him or one of them—I don’t care which of them—and until one of them comes through your door, we’ll sit in your dive of an apartment and wait.”

  She shoved the key in the lock and glared at him. “Then prepare to wait because unlike you I don’t sacrifice other people to protect myself.”

  A look of what seemed like regret crossed his face, but it passed in a breath. “We all do what we have to.”

  Leslie opened the door, and for a brief moment as she stepped inside the building, the gun wasn’t against her. It didn’t last long enough to be of use.

  She jumped as Ren closed the building door.

  He gestured with the gun. “Up.”

  “If I had said the word, he would’ve killed you,” Leslie said.

  Ren followed her up the stairs. “Why didn’t you?”

  “I’m not sure, Ren.” She paused on the last stair and glanced back at him. “Because real family protects each other?”

  Could I push him down the stairs? Am I fast enough to get away while he falls? Letting him inside her apartment seemed like a sure way to be trapped. He’ll sleep, though. She thought about it, escaping while he slept, but then just as quickly thought about him jacked up and paranoid. He was terrible when he was strung out.

  She shoved as hard as she could with both hands and then she ran.

  “Bitch!” Ren cursed and stumbled.

  “Pleasepleaseplease.” She jammed the key into her apartment door and slammed it behind her. She threw the bolt with a shaking hand, and then retreated farther into the apartment.

  She couldn’t leave. She couldn’t be sure whether he’d shoot through the door. She couldn’t think beyond the fear wrapped around her.

  Irial. She started to speak as they once had, but their metaphysical bond was gone—burned away by her own choice.

  This isn’t a faery matter.

  But it was. If Ren was looking for Irial, if he was looking for Niall, for Gabriel, for her Dark Co
urt family, it did concern them. She pulled out her phone and pressed the button she’d programmed but never dialed, closed her eyes, and waited.

  “Leslie.” Relief laced Irial’s voice. “Are you . . . safe?”

  “Did you see him?” she started, and then quickly added, “Don’t come here!”

  “Where are you?”

  “My apartment,” she said.

  “Alone?”

  “I am the only one inside my apartment.” She shivered His voice made her want to cry, even now. Especially now. He was every monstrous thing she shouldn’t miss, every nightmare she shouldn’t crave.

  “Are you hurt?”

  She shook her head, as if he could see. Memories of the way he’d held her when she wept came flooding back. “No,” she whispered.

  “Stay, inside. I’ll fix this.”

  Tears slipped down her cheeks. Hearing his kindness and his darkness made her miss him as intensely as she had those first days after their bond was severed. “Don’t come. He wants to hurt you. Someone told him about you, about faeries. He’s here to . . . he says he’d let you pay more for his silence, but you can’t trust him. You can’t . . . and I can’t . . . if you were hurt, if Niall . . .”

  Irial sighed. “My beautiful Shadow Girl . . . no mortal will hurt me or our Niall. I promise.”

  A sob escaped her lips. “Ren’s in my building. He has a gun. I should call the police. I couldn’t . . . if you were hurt . . . I just . . . I don’t want him to ever hurt you, either of you. Neither of you can come in here. Someone else . . . I can’t ask anyone else to either. I just—”

  “Hush, now,” Irial soothed. “I’ll stay exactly where I am. This will be fixed, and neither I nor Niall will be injured.”

  “Promise?”

  “We will not be injured by Ren, and I won’t move a step. I promise.” Irial’s voice was the same comforting croon that had kept her steady when she felt the horrible emotions that he had once funneled through her body.