Sand and Stars

by Diane Duane

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  Dedication forSpock’s World

  For Kim and Nick Farey, remembering U.F.P. Con 1986: with thanks for the Klingon noisemaker that made me late for all those panels.

  Dedication forSarek

  To Michael Capobianco,

  with love

  Introduction

  It’s an old tale that just happens to be true. After network executives screened the original pilot episode ofStar Trek, they told the producers to get rid of the guy with the pointed ears. Their concern, from a business perspective, seemed logical: They feared that the viewing public might regard the character as “demonic” and refuse to watch the show.

  Luckily, cooler heads prevailed. The show’s producers successfully argued to retain the character as he’d been conceived. On September 8, 1966, they introduced Mister Spock, played by actor Leonard Nimoy, to the viewing public (which, incidentally, actuallyliked the pointed ears). In subsequent episodes they introduced Spock’s world, as well as his Vulcan father, Sarek, and his human mother, Amanda. Viewers learned about Vulcan practices, history, and traditions, and discovered their remarkable physical and mental abilities, which proved to be much more impressive than mere pointed ears. We became familiar withPon farr. And the mind-meld. And the incapacitating nerve pinch.

  Nearly four decades have passed since that infamous moment in television history when an entire alien culture was almost undone by executive whim. Today, of course, Mister Spock is a beloved entertainment icon, and Vulcans are an integral part of what makesStar Trek special. Spock has had many successors in the variousStar Trek incarnations. For the most part, the writers and actors behind those characters have kept one great rule in mind: “If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.” It’s a good rule, one that just about any Vulcan would deem logical.

  “We patterned Tuvok’s basic physical characteristics on Spock,” actor Tim Russ says of his character onStar Trek: Voyager. “The way he walked, the way he talked. But Tuvok is different from his predecessor. Spock was half-human and had to really work on keeping his Vulcan focus. Tuvok is one hundred percent Vulcan. We made him very straightforward and Vulcan-like.”

  Since he was the only Vulcan in the Delta quadrant, with no opportunity to relate to others of his kind, theVoyager creative team generally concentrated on Tuvok as an individual, rather than as a representative of his species. Nevertheless, they did reveal some previously unknown elements of Vulcan physiology. For example, in an episode titled “Meld,” Russ recalls, “We discovered that there’s a psychosuppression system in their brains that helps Vulcans to control their violence and their emotions. But that control still doesn’t come easily,” Russ stresses. “They still have to meditate and go through a process. We made a point of saying, ‘They have to work at this all the time.’”

  The writers also enhanced some established Vulcan lore with new explanations. “They tried to figure out how the mating ritual works,” Russ notes. Fans of theStar Trek episode “Amok Time” may recall that Spock’s explanation of the mating drive was rather metaphorical—something about Regulan eel-birds and Earth salmon. And Doctor McCoy didn’t have a much better handle on Spock’s malady, other than to note that something seemed to be generating huge quantities of adrenaline in his system. In theVoyager episode “Blood Fever,” however, writers clarified those rather vague statements by explaining that a telepathic mating bond draws betrothed Vulcan couples together—and that not acting on this causes a dangerous, even deadly, neurochemical imbalance in the brain. And we thoughthuman love was a battlefield!

  Even that explanation leaves Russ a little perplexed when he reflects upon the relationship between Spock’s parents. “Sarek was married to a human woman,” he observes. “How the hell did that happen? Did he still go throughPon farr ?” The answer may not be onscreen, but it is without doubt found in innumerable fictional efforts that grace the printed page.

  The producers ofStar Trek: Enterprise chose to take a fresh look at Vulcan/human relations on their show, since it is a prequel toStar Trek. The somewhat antagonistic nature of the partnership between the two species may have caught some viewers ofEnterprise by surprise—but it doesn’t stray all that far from the core concept.

  Actor Gary Graham, who plays the recurring Vulcan character Ambassador Soval, talked to producer Rick Berman before filming began. “Rick said that people think Vulcans have no emotions, but that’s not true at all. In fact, they are so emotional and so passionate that they had to learn early on to control their emotions lest they destroy themselves,” Graham says. “That bears out their highly disciplined state. So I gave Soval a sort of Asian inscrutability. Oriental cultures pride themselves on not letting you know what they think all the time. The people are very polite, but I wouldn’t like playing poker with them. That’s the knowledge I used to frame Soval.”

  Graham’s character bears more than a bit of condescension toward the human species, and an anger that has been “born out of resentment,” the actor says. “When viewers first met Soval, he’d been on Earth for too long, around all these humans who have been expressing their emotions freely and openly and it’s sort of gotten to him.” That explains why, in the pilot episode, Soval raises his voice when confronting Jonathan Archer. Three seasons later, however, in the episode “Home,” Graham notes that Soval is beginning to “get” the humans, to understand them. “We finally can see a chink in Soval’s armor,” he says, and perhaps a precursor to the way Vulcans will come to feel about humans a hundred years hence.

  “By the time Spock comes on the scene,” Graham says, “he’s traveling with humans, and the relationship has settled into a nice symbiosis. OnEnterprise, the female Vulcan, T’Pol, has been taking her relationship with the crew in that direction, but it hasn’t rebounded to the rest of the Vulcan species yet.” While speaking, Graham slips into character, letting his thought be completed by his Vulcan persona: “It’s an intellectual decision. I deal with humans only out of necessity, because clearly, Vulcans are superior in every way.”

  Perhaps. They certainly outwitted those network executives. The tales in this book, two intimate looks at the planet and the people, allow us to find out for ourselves. It’s another reason, in addition to the wonderfully entertaining reading, to study these tales: We should know as much about Vulcans as we possibly can, beca
use, obviously, we’ll never “get rid of the guy with the pointed ears.”

  —Terry J. Erdmann

  Spock’s World

  Prologue

  The joke in Starfleet is that the only thing that can travel faster than warp 10 is news.

  Of the many jokes told in Starfleet, this one at least seems true. For a Federation of hundreds of planets, spread sparse as comet-tail dust over thousands of light-years, news is lifeblood: without it, every world is as alone as if there was no other life, no other thought but its own. Few planets, these days, are so reclusive or paranoid as to want to be all alone in the dark, and thus the passage of news has covert priority even over the waging of wars and the making of fortunes. By subspace transmission (faster than warpspeeds, but not fleet enough), by pumped-phaser tachyon packet and shunt squirt, by compressed-continuum “sidestep” technology and sine avoidance, and (within solar systems) by broadcast carrier of all the kinds from radio through holotrans, the news of the many planets of the Federation and of planets outside it slides its way through and around and under and past the billions of miles and thousands of light-years.

  The terrible distances take their toll of the passed-on word. Signals are corrupted by subspace noise, data is dropped out, translations are dubious or ambivalent: distance makes some pieces of news seem less urgent than they should, proximity makes other happenings seem more dire than they are. But no news passes unchanged, either by the silent spaces, or the noisy minds that cannot seem to live without it: and no news affects any two of those minds the same way.

  This piece of news was no exception.

  The door vanished, and the man walked into his rooms and stood still for a moment, then said the word that brought the door back behind him and shut all other sounds outside. His terminal was chiming softly, a sound that most people on the planet where he now lived could not have heard: it was pitched too high.

  The man paused long enough to slip his dark cloak off and hang it on the hook beside where the door had been. Beneath it his tabard and trousers were dark too, somewhere between brown and black, his family’s sigil bound into the fabric in gold at the tabard’s throat. It was diplomatic uniform, made more impressive by his stature, tall but not slender anymore—late maturity had left its mark on his frame. His looks somewhat matched his dress; a man dark-haired, dark-eyed, deep-eyed, a hawk-faced man with no expression…at least none that most people here were competent to read. There was energy in the way he held himself, some of those people would have said…perhaps too much energy, bound in check by a frightening control. They never knew how tight a control; they never knew how it slipped, sometimes, and left their thoughts open to him. He would have been embarrassed, except that he considered himself neither a child, a brute beast, or an alien, to be so possessed by an emotion.

  He turned and paused again, gazing out the window at the brass-and-gold afternoon lying over the browned lawns outside. It was approaching sunset of what the people who lived in this part of the world considered a ferociously hot day, much too hot for spring. Several times today, various of them had said apologetically to him, “At least it’sdry heat.” They need not have been apologetic. To him this was a fair day in early spring indeed, cool, bracing, with a hundred kinds of plants in exuberant leaf; it reminded him of hunting mornings in his youth.

  Eidetic memory has its prices. For a moment, whether he wished it or not, he found himself out on the plain again under the burning sky, smelling the air, terrified and out of control of the emotion, knowing that at the day’s end he would either be a man or be dead. Then the fragment of memory, like a still holograph refiled, fell back into its indexed place in his mind. He lifted an eyebrow at his self-indulgence, made a note to himself to spend a little extra time in the Disciplines that evening, and moved to the terminal.

  Its chiming stopped as he touched it: another second and the terminal had read his EEG through his skin, recognizing the pattern. The screen filled with column on column of blue symbology, a list of calls to the flat since he left. Most of them were unimportant compared to the one name and commcode at the far right-hand side of the list, the most recent, the one message that had caused the “urgent” chime. He had rather been hoping that the embassy would not need him further today: but hope was illogical. Life was about dealing with whatwas. He touched the screen, and the computer dialed the code.

  He waited a moment or so before speaking. The link was scrambled, and before communications began, the computer had to agree with the one on the other end as to the eighty-digit “satchel” crypton they would use to keep the link secure. He had the utmost confidence in the ciphering process. Ninety-six standard years before, he had invented it.

  He paused two point three seconds to let the process finish.

  “Sarek,” he said.

  The voice that answered him did so, by the good offices of the computer, well above the frequencies that most people on this planet were capable of hearing. The slightest high-pitched hissing or squeaking on the air was all any listener would perceive. That tiny speech whispering into the air went on for a moment, and then Sarek said, “By what majority?”

  The air spoke softly to itself again. “Very well,” he said. “Whose was the request?”

  Another tiny answer. “Tell her I will come,” he said. “If all the transportation connections work correctly, we will be there in four point nine six days. Out.”

  He touched another code on the screen, not bothering to scramble the communication this time. “Sarek,” he said again. “I am being recalled, informally. Make the arrangements with the usual carriers, and begin distributing my appointments between Svaid and T’Aimnu.”

  “Affirmative,” said his attaché. “Being handled now. What reason shall we give the Federation Council and the immigration authorities?”

  “Personal political business,” he said. And, hearing T’Lie’s unspoken curiosity, he added, “The Referendum has been called. I must speak for the proposal.”

  There was a pause. “There was nothing about that in the packet this morning. Perhaps there has been an oversight.”

  “No, no oversight. I was just notified. There will be a fullprécis in the next packet. Call a press conference and issue the statement as soon as you have a context-positive translation.”

  “Yes, sir.”

  “Out.”

  The Ambassador Extraordinary of Vulcan to the United Federation of Planets, and incidentally to Earth, turned away from the screen and sat down very slowly in a chair that faced the windows. The light and heat came streaming into the room, into the silence. Sarek leaned back and closed his eyes, and became still, tried to become the stillness, the warmth. But he failed: the stillness was an illusion. His mind was in disorderly turmoil. He would have been embarrassed atthat, except that it would have made the turmoil worse.

  If I fail in this,he thought,then my honor is in shreds and my family will bear the stigma of it forever. We will be ostracized. If I succeed…then my honor is intact and my conscience will remain whole. But my House will be broken…or if not, I will become an exile and outcast. And Earth…

  He opened his eyes. Out the window of the towerblock, a redtailed hawk was balancing on the hot wind, as if on an unresolved thought, hovering. In the blue sky far behind it, past hills like cut-out cardboard, cream-white clouds piled along the horizon, basking and building in the heat, forging their thunders.

  Earth will be dead to us,Sarek thought, and got up to make the call he had been avoiding.

  Looking down from space, the miles-deep sea of atmosphere that breeds thunders and winds takes on another perspective. The endless star-pierced blackness presses down against a thin delicate wrapping of air, a bubble of glass swirled with white, glittering where the Sun touches it, the blue of oceans showing through the faintly misted shell. A fragile thing, brittle-looking, anobjet d’ art, round and perfect: but for how long? From far enough out in orbit, one has no doubt that one could drop the Earth on the floor of nigh
t and break it. An urge arises to step softly, to speak quietly, so as to keep whoever might be carrying the pretty toy from being startled and fumbling it.

  That view, the wide curve of the planet, blue and brown and green streaked with white, was the one that Spock kept on the viewscreen by preference when he was alone on the bridge. He was alone now: indeed he had been alone now for nearly sixteen days, except for the briefest interruptions by maintenance crew and the occasional visiting bridge-crew member. It was curious how, even though they were on liberty, they could not seem to stay away.

  But then Jim would surely say that it was curious that Spock couldn’t stay away, either. And he would have laughed at Spock’s grave attempts to rationalize away the analysis, for in logic there was no reason for him to be there: after a month’s peaceful work on the bridge instrumentation, every piece of equipment was tuned and honed to even Spock’s relentless standards. Jim would have teased him most assiduously. That was of course the captain’s privilege, to refuse to take Spock seriously: as it was Spock’s to raise (outwardly) his eyebrows over the amusing and irrational conduct of his human friend, and (inwardly) to rest satisfied that someone knew him well enoughnot to take him seriously, Vulcan or not.

  Spock sat quiet in the helm, watching the Earth and idly going through lists in his head. When the heavier and more involved of their repairs were finished—warp-drive adjustments, the replacement of the inside of one warp nacelle’s antimatter containment system, installation of a new set of dilithium crystals—Fleet had movedEnterprise out of the major repair and spacedock facility at San Francisco High to a parking “spot” over the North Atlantic, where Starfleet Gander could handle the ship’s reprovisioning. These were more mundane and simple businesses, like the complete replacement of theEnterprise ’s forty million cubic feet of air: even with a starship’s extraordinarily advanced air-conditioning and processing systems, a ship’s air could become rather stale-smelling after a couple of years. Not even Spock had stayed aboard for that—he found breathing vacuum for any length of time to be aesthetically unpleasant. He had spent the day near Reykjavik, examining the volcanoes.