The Paper Mirror

by Dorien Grey

  Table of Contents

  Copyright

  Also by Dorien Grey and Untreed Reads Publishing

  To those for whom words are the mirrors of life

  The Paper Mirror

  Words are humanity’s most versatile tool...

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  CHAPTER 12

  CHAPTER 13

  The Paper Mirror: A Dick Hardesty Mystery

  By Dorien Grey

  Copyright 2016 by Gary Brown, Executor of Roger Margason/Dorien Grey Estate

  Cover Copyright 2016 by Untreed Reads Publishing

  Cover Design by Ginny Glass

  The author is hereby established as the sole holder of the copyright. Either the publisher (Untreed Reads) or author may enforce copyrights to the fullest extent.

  Previously published in print, 2005.

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  This is a work of fiction. The characters, dialogue and events in this book are wholly fictional, and any resemblance to companies and actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

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  The Ninth Man

  The Bar Watcher

  The Hired Man

  The Good Cop

  The Bottle Ghosts

  The Dirt Peddlers

  The Role Players

  The Popsicle Tree

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  To those for whom words are the mirrors of life

  The Paper Mirror

  A Dick Hardesty Mystery

  Dorien Grey

  Words are humanity’s most versatile tool, and our civilization could not exist without them. Strung together, they can be stronger than steel or as light as dreams. We use them to teach, and to learn, and to record our past.

  Libraries are the repositories of words, and I think it’s because I’ve always been aware of the power of words that I find libraries so fascinating.

  But just like the books they house, libraries sometimes have secrets within, and secrets are not always good things. While we use words to record facts, we also use them, consciously or unconsciously, to record ourselves. Writers of fiction, particularly, reflect their innermost selves and their innermost secrets through their words. Perhaps that’s why they polish them so. For them, words are paper mirrors.

  —Dick Hardesty

  CHAPTER 1

  The phone rang just as I was finishing the crossword puzzle and thinking about having another cup of coffee.

  “Hardesty Investigations,” I said, picking up the phone, as always, on the second ring.

  The voice on the other end was flat and emotionless: “We have another one.”

  Shit!

  Well, before I get into details, a little background might be in order. It had started about two months earlier….

  *

  “We’re no fun anymore,” Jonathan said one evening as we lay in bed.

  “What do you mean?” I asked. “I think we’re a barrel of laughs. You had Joshua in hysterics with your impression of Cookie Monster.”

  “Uh-huh,” he said, unconvinced. “He’s four years old. He thinks everything is funny.” He rolled over in bed, toward me. “You know what I mean…ever since Joshua arrived, we’ve turned straight.”

  I rolled over and faced him. “What the hell are you talking about?”

  He sighed. “Well, we’ve got a kid now—and I wouldn’t change that for the world—but we’re turning into the Cleavers. We hardly ever see our friends anymore. We don’t go out to gay places hardly at all. I miss it…don’t you?”

  As a matter of fact, I did. And ever since Joshua, Jonathan’s four-year-old nephew, had become a permanent fixture in our lives, we really hadn’t had much time for a “just us grown-ups” social life. We were able to get together with our old gang from time to time, but usually just for dinner and a drink after. My own party days of endless cruising, tricking, bar-hopping, and out-all-nights had ended when I met Jonathan, but at least we’d still had a lot more freedom than we’d had lately. Not that we minded, really (I kept telling myself), we just lived in a different world now. There are tradeoffs, but maybe we had traded a little bit too much.

  That’s one reason we were happy to accept when Glen O’Banyon, the city’s top gay attorney with whom I’d worked frequently, invited us to a party for the opening of the new Burrows Library—by far the biggest predominantly gay social event of the year.

  Chester Burrows was a local eccentric, very rich (which is society’s dividing line between “eccentric” and “crazy”), and a world-class collector of books and manuscripts, many of them very rare and worth a fortune. Though no particular fuss was made about it, the collection included what was thought to be the largest private hoard in existence of books on the subject of homosexuality. If a book, from Gutenberg on down, even mentioned the subject, it was said to be in Burrows’ collection. He guarded his collection with tenacity well beyond the border of paranoia, and while everyone knew it existed, he allowed very few people access to it, even for purposes of research.

  As a result, when upon his death at the age of 89 his will set up The Burrows Foundation and donated the gay portion of the collection to the very small local Gay Archives, scholars and researchers were champing at the bit to get at it. In addition to the collection, the will bequeathed the Foundation $1,000,000 for a new facility to house both the current archives, which were at the time crammed into a small storefront building on a side street in The Central—our major gay business district—and the Burrows Collection.

  By extreme good fortune, the Foundation was able to obtain the elegant old T. R. Roosevelt Elementary School building on Ash St. just two blocks south of Beech, the heart of The Central. The building had been vacant for years and only a constant series of legal battles by historical preservationist groups had prevented it from being demolished some time ago. Its purchase as home for the Burrows Library was welcomed by everyone. The only stipulation imposed by the preservationists was that the exterior of the building—a Victorian gem—be unchanged.

  A mysterious fire at Burrows’ estate shortly before the collection was moved to the new facility had threatened the collection, but was discovered and extinguished in time; none of the original manuscripts were lost, and only a few of the more modern works were damaged, most of them replaceable from other sources. Still, it gave impetus to getting the collection to the new facility, which would be equipped with an elaborate fire protection system.

  *

  I’m really not all that big on fancy social occasions, but it was a nice opportunity to get out, and Jonathan, of course, was excited at the prospect of mingling with the rich and famous of the gay community. He was particularly looking forward
to the opportunity of possibly meeting one of his favorite authors, Evan Knight, whose gay novels, set in the 1930s and 1940s, were extremely popular—he even had a large following among open-minded heterosexuals. Knight had been something of a protégé of Burrows—rumor of course had it that he was something more than that—and would, with Burrows’ two nephews, officiate at the Library’s opening.

  As soon as we received the invitation, Jonathan called Craig Richman, the 16-year-old son of Police Lieutenant Mark Richman with whom I’d worked frequently, to book his babysitting services for the night of the opening. Craig was a really nice kid who’d recently come out to his folks, and his dad was all in favor of him having some adult gay role models. Mark Richman was definitely a man ahead of his time—especially for a high-ranking member of the police department. Relations between the police and the gay community had improved tremendously in the past few years, and the waters between the department and the community were for the most part calm. But while there was increasing tolerance among the department’s hierarchy, there is a considerable difference between tolerance and acceptance. We’d not yet reached the point of all standing around in a big circle holding hands and singing “Kumbaya.”

  Anyway, Craig was a great kid who also had a tremendous crush on Jonathan. It was really fun to watch because he tried so hard not to let it show. And Jonathan, of course, pretended not to notice. Best of all, Craig and Joshua had become fast friends since the first time Craig had babysat for us, so Joshua put up relatively little fuss whenever Jonathan and I did make the time to get out by ourselves. Because the Burrows opening was a very special event and we’d probably be out later than usual, Jonathan arranged with Craig’s mom to have him spend the night. Our couch was pretty comfortable for sleeping, and while I’m sure Craig would have preferred it if I slept on the couch, he was all for staying over, and his folks okayed it.

  By luck, all our core group of friends would be at the by-invitation-only opening, too: Bob Allen and his partner Mario, as part of the contingent of bar owners and managers; Tim and Phil—Tim as an assistant medical examiner in the coroner’s office and Phil as a well-known model for Spartan Briefs—and Jared and Jake: Jared (a former beer truck driver) as a professor of Russian literature at nearby Mountjoy College, and Jake as owner of a large construction firm. I think Jonathan and I got invited just because Glen O’Banyon was a nice guy and had the clout to do it.

  Jonathan suggested we run out and rent tuxedos for the event, but I assured him that while it would indeed be a fancy affair, I was sure it wouldn’t be quite that fancy, and that I doubted that any of our friends had even considered it.

  “Well, maybe you should call Mr. O’Banyon just to be sure. I wouldn’t want our group to be the only ones there not wearing tuxedos.”

  “I’m sure there will be a lot of women there, and I can almost guarantee you they won’t be wearing tuxedos.”

  “You know perfectly well what I mean,” he said in exasperation. “And you keep being a wise guy and we’ll be playing a little game of ‘The Put-Upon Lover and the Guy Who Ain’t Gettin’ Any’.”

  I threw my hands in the air in surrender. “Okay, okay, I’ll call.”

  *

  The above took place on a Thursday, with the opening set for a week from the coming Saturday, so on Friday morning I called Glen O’Banyon’s office and, assuming correctly that he might not be there, asked to speak to Donna, his secretary.

  Donna was the quintessential executive secretary, and well worth every penny O’Banyon paid her. She was the perfect combination of professionalism and personality, and always made everyone with whom she talked feel like his or her business was at the head of O’Banyon’s list of importance.

  She told me that O’Banyon was at home working on an upcoming trial, but that he’d be calling in and she would have him call me as soon as he could.

  *

  I’d been lucky enough to have been keeping fairly busy the last several weeks, which helped refill the coffers after yet another lengthy involvement in a case for which I wasn’t being paid, and was devoting the day to preparing my final reports…and billings…on two of them. As usual, I got so wrapped up in what I was doing that I wasn’t really aware of the passage of time, until the growling of my stomach told me it needed attention.

  I was just about to pick up the phone to call the diner downstairs and order something to bring back to the office when it rang, startling me.

  “Hardesty Investigations,” I said, waiting for the second ring before picking it up.

  “Dick, hi. It’s Glen. Donna tells me you called.”

  “Yeah, I did. I hate to bother you at the office about personal things, but Jonathan made me promise I’d check with you to see about the dress code for the Burrows opening. He seems to think it’s a black tie and tails event.”

  O’Banyon laughed. “I’m sure there’ll be a couple tux queens there, but I sure won’t be one of them,” he said. “Tell Jonathan anything other than bib overalls will fit right in.”

  I was relieved to hear it. “Thanks, Glen. Again, sorry to bother you about something so trivial, but…”

  “Not at all. As a matter of fact, how would you like to join me for a beer at Hughie’s at about 3:30? I’ve been working my tail off on this upcoming trial, and I could use a break. And for some reason, I’m in a Hughie’s mood.”

  “Sure,” I said. “I’ll see you there.” I heard the click of the receiver hanging up.

  *

  Hughie’s. Well, that brought back memories…lots of memories. Hughie’s is a hustler bar about two blocks from my office, and it’s where I met Phil (back when he was hustling under the name “Tex”), and it’s where I met Jonathan. I used to go there pretty frequently after work in my single days, not for the hustlers but because Hughie’s is one of the few places that serves dark beer on draft, in old-fashioned frosted mugs. Nothing better on a hot day.

  I’d met Glen O’Banyon there a couple of times, too, always related to business, and seeing one of the best, most successful, and richest lawyers in the city dressed in torn Levi’s, baseball cap, and a football-logo sweatshirt never ceased to amaze me. He’d told me he didn’t get out much, and when he did, he wanted to go someplace people wouldn’t be buttonholing him for legal advice. Hughie’s was the place.

  I ordered a BLT and potato salad from the diner, refilled the office coffee pot, and went downstairs to pick up my order.

  *

  I’m not sure how many times I’ve said it before, but there’s really only one way to say it: Hughie’s was, and is…well, Hughie’s—a big, dimly lit space off the hallway of time, totally unaffected by the passing years. It never changed. Dark, mildly clammy from the air cooler, always smelling of spilled booze and cigarette smoke, same 3:30 hustlers (well, different guys, but interchangeable) waiting for the offices to close and the johns to come in for a little pre-heading-off-to-the-suburbs action.

  And Bud, of course, behind the bar. I could count on the fingers of one hand the number of times I’d been in Hughie’s and Bud had not been there. And though I couldn’t honestly remember the last time I was there, the minute Bud saw me walk in the door he reached into the cooler for a mug and poured me a dark draft, having it ready for me when I reached the bar.

  “How’s it goin’, Dick?” he asked with the same detached tone he’d used from the first day I entered the place. Hearing it, I was sure I’d been in the day before.

  “Pretty good, Bud. You?” The usual expressionless shrug in response as I opened my billfold and handed him a bill.

  No Glen. A really hot hustler in a tight short rolled-sleeve shirt that made him look—not coincidentally, I’m sure—like James Dean in Rebel Without a Cause, gave me a sexy smile, which I returned with a nod.

  Ooops! Wrong move, Hardesty, one of my mind-voices cautioned as the guy picked up his beer and headed in my direction.

  Butt out! my crotch responded sharply, and I was once again aware why I didn’t come
into Hughie’s much since I’d gotten together with Jonathan. “Here there be tygers,” another mind-voice cautioned, piously.

  Luckily or unluckily, depending on whether you were my conscience or my crotch, Glen O’Banyon appeared at my elbow, and the approaching guy stopped short and took a seat at the bar about ten feet away.

  “Interrupting something?” Glen asked with a smile.

  “Fortunately, yes,” I said, turning to shake his hand, noting he was in his baseball-cap-sweatshirt-jeans uniform. In the artificial dim light of the bar, it looked as though his hair was becoming greyer than last time I’d seen him.

  “Glad you called,” he said. “I needed an excuse to get out of the house for a while.”

  I smiled as he motioned to Bud for a beer. “I do what I can,” I said.

  “So Jonathan’s looking forward to the opening?” he said more than asked.

  “Like a racehorse at the starting gate. It was really nice of you to invite us.”

  He shook his head. “No problem. How’s it going with a kid in the family?” he asked, handing Bud a bill and taking a swig of his beer.

  “I assume you mean Joshua,” I said with a grin. “Surprisingly well, actually. He’s a great kid.”

  “So, you got any pictures?”

  I shrugged, feeling a little sheepish. “Well, we’re not that far into the ‘perfect family’ mode yet. But Jonathan did mention having some taken. He would.”

  We idle-chatted for several minutes, and then the talk got around to the Burrows and the generous donation to the community.

  “Pocket change,” Glen said. “Though to hear Zach Clanton tell it, it’s taking food out of his kids’ mouths.”

  “Zach Clanton?” I asked. “Who’s he?”

  “Zach…Zachary Clanton is the oldest of Chester Burrows’ two nephews.”

  “Ah,” I said. “I thought Burrows only had one.”

  “One gay,” Glen amended. “One straight. Zach’s the straight one, and if it were up to him, there wouldn’t be a new library.”