Book Read Free

Memorial

Page 4

by Alice Oswald


  Stands there being prodded and whacked

  Thinking good I will wade and eat sideways

  And does just that eats and eats sunk in a pond of corn

  Exhausted farm boys beat him with sticks

  Their arms ache their sticks break

  But nothing moves that big lump of donkey

  From the fixed statue of his eating

  Until he’s full and of his own iron will

  Walks on

  And

  IASUS

  MECISTEUS

  ECHIUS

  CLONIUS

  DEIOCHUS

  Like bird families feeding by a river

  Hundreds of geese and herons and long-necked swans

  When an ember of eagle a red hot coal of hunger

  Falls out of the sky and bursts into wings

  Like bird families feeding by a river

  Hundreds of geese and herons and long-necked swans

  When an ember of eagle a red hot coal of hunger

  Falls out of the sky and bursts into wings

  KALETOR carrying a flaming bit of wood

  About to fling it at the ships

  He and the fire went out together

  And LYKOPHRON

  And KLEITOS it goes on and on

  His empty cart clattering away through leafless trees

  And

  SCHEDIOS

  LAODAMAS

  OTOS

  KROISMOS

  Like thick flocks of falling snow

  In winter when god showers his arrows at us

  Pouring them down putting the winds to sleep

  Until the hills the headlands the grassy lowlands

  All the ploughs and crops of the earth every living twig

  Is wiped out white with snow it goes on and on

  Falling and falling on the grey sea

  Blotting out harbours and beaches

  And only the breakers can shake it off endlessly rushing at the shore

  That’s how blank it is when the world succumbs to snow

  Like thick flocks of falling snow

  In winter when god showers his arrows at us

  Pouring them down putting the winds to sleep

  Until the hills the headlands the grassy lowlands

  All the ploughs and crops of the earth every living twig

  Is wiped out white with snow it goes on and on

  Falling and falling on the grey sea

  Blotting out harbours and beaches

  And only the breakers can shake it off endlessly rushing at the shore

  That’s how blank it is when the world succumbs to snow

  DOLOPS the strongest son of Lampus

  Not believing he could die

  Even when his spear hit solid metal

  And banged back again

  Even when a man hacked off his helmet

  And he saw his own eye-holes

  Staring up at him from the ground

  It was not until the beak of death

  Pushed out through his own chest

  That he recognised the wings of darkness

  Like when god unwinds his whirlwind

  A single cloud moves into the middle sky

  MELANIPPUS not really a fighter more a farmer

  PERIPHETOS the man from Mycenae

  Who tripped on his shield

  Like winter rivers pouring off the mountains

  The thud of water losing consciousness

  When it falls down from the high places

  Mixing its streams in the havoc of a valley

  And far away a shepherd hears it

  Like winter rivers pouring off the mountains

  The thud of water losing consciousness

  When it falls down from the high places

  Mixing its streams in the havoc of a valley

  And far away a shepherd hears it

  The River Axius has the silverest sweetest water

  It flows through Paeonia

  Where there are bison in the hills

  And men make curved bows from their horns

  To get there you have to go miles over mountains

  Some of his men might make it

  But not PURAICHMES

  Like a man running in a dream

  Can never approach a man escaping

  Who can never escape a man approaching

  Like a man running in a dream

  Can never approach a man escaping

  Who can never escape a man approaching

  And

  AREILYCUS

  THOAS

  AMPHICLUS

  ATUMNIOS

  MARIS

  KLEOBULOS

  LYKON

  AKAMAS

  ERYMAS

  PRONOOS

  THESTOR

  ERYLAOS

  ERYMAS

  AMPHOTERUS

  EPALTES

  TLEPOLEMOS

  ECHIOS

  PURIS

  IPHES

  EUIPPOS

  POLYMELOS

  THRASYMELOS

  Like hawkwings cut through a sheet of starlings

  Like wing-scissors open and close

  Through a billow of jackdaws

  Like hawkwings cut through a sheet of starlings

  Like wing-scissors open and close

  Through a billow of jackdaws

  One side had stables and stone water troughs

  They caught a horse in the windy hills

  They put it in the king’s paddock

  And called it PEDASUS the Leaper

  The other side had sacks of white barley

  They stole that horse and whipped it into battle

  Pedasus with unquestioning eyes

  Carried and served both sides

  Now the earth is his owner

  Like a drop of fig juice squeezed into milk

  Mysteriously thickens it

  As if a drip of lethargy

  Falls into the bucket

  And the woman stirring

  Stops

  Like a drop of fig juice squeezed into milk

  Mysteriously thickens it

  As if a drip of lethargy

  Falls into the bucket

  And the woman stirring

  Stops

  SARPEDON the son of Zeus

  Came to this ungreen ungrowing ground

  Came from his cornfields from his leafy river

  From his kingdom of paths and apple groves

  And was killed by a spear

  Then for a long time he lay crumpled as linen

  Until two soft-voiced servants Sleep and Death

  Carried him home again they left him

  Folded on the grass and a breeze from heaven

  Almost lifted him up almost shook him out

  And set him sighing and whispering but no one

  Not even a great man not even a son of Zeus

  Can buy or steal or borrow back his own last breath

  Once he has hissed it out

  Through the shutter of his teeth

  Like the blue flower of the sea

  Being bruised by the wind

  Like when the rain-wind

  Bullies the warm wind

  Battering the great soft sunlit clouds

  Deep scoops of wind

  Work the sea into a wave

  And foam follows wandering gusts

  A thousand feet high

  Like the blue flower of the sea

  Being bruised by the wind

  Like when the rain-wind

  Bullies the warm wind

  Battering the great soft sunlit clouds

  Deep scoops of wind

  Work the sea into a wave

  And foam follows wandering gusts

  A thousand feet high

  One of the Myrmidons a man of influence

  A prince of Budeion he was well-dressed

  He was generous and reliable

  Until he killed his cousin

  Then he became a runaway then a
beggar

  Then a soldier then a corpse

  A sharp rock struck him

  And the understanding drained from his skull

  Now he doesn’t recognise himself

  He seems paler than EPIGEUS

  Like anger which is so rapturous so other

  It can turn a man any man into a murderer

  Then all his learning is outwitted

  He has to leave his home his country

  And go begging for shelter

  With blood printed on his hands

  And wherever he goes

  People stare and whisper

  Like anger which is so rapturous so other

  It can turn a man any man into a murderer

  Then all his learning is outwitted

  He has to leave his home his country

  And go begging for shelter

  With blood printed on his hands

  And wherever he goes

  People stare and whisper

  BATHYCLES and LAOGONUS

  One a rich man one a priest

  Both became earth

  In a courtyard on a flat stone

  Two children were playing dice

  And a quarrel had broken out

  Women rushed to the door

  They saw one child kill the other

  That was PATROCLUS nicknamed Innocent

  Who grew up blurred under the background noise

  Of his foster-brother’s voice

  And borrowed his armour

  In the mess of war he forgot his instructions

  He kept killing and killing

  Until the crack of his spear splintering

  And the hush of his helmet spinning through the air

  And the rare and immediate light

  Of Apollo with one hand

  Stopped him

  Like moonlight

  Or the light of a bonfire

  Burning on the cliffs

  When sailors get blown along

  Homesick over the sea

  They notice that far-off fire

  And think of their wives

  Like moonlight

  Or the light of a bonfire

  Burning on the cliffs

  When sailors get blown along

  Homesick over the sea

  They notice that far-off fire

  And think of their wives

  EUPHORBAS died

  Leaving his silver hairclip on the battlefield

  And HIPPOTHOUS

  SCHEDIUS

  PHORCYS

  LEOCRITUS

  Like little campfire stars lit round the moon

  No wind at all

  Under an upturned glass of air

  Exact black rocks show clear

  And the world simplifies into cliffs and clefts

  On nights like this

  Light is unspeakable it is breaking out of heaven

  And every star openly admits to god

  Making the shepherd glad

  Like little campfire stars lit round the moon

  No wind at all

  Under an upturned glass of air

  Exact black rocks show clear

  And the world simplifies into cliffs and clefts

  On nights like this

  Light is unspeakable it is breaking out of heaven

  And every star openly admits to god

  Making the shepherd glad

  APISAON

  ARETUS

  PODES a close friend of Hector

  They used to have meals together

  He panicked he tried to run back to those times

  But time itself finished him

  Like fire which is what

  A kind of visible vanishing

  That lights up trees

  The wind whisks it round

  It is nothing it is exhausting

  Whole thickets lose their footing and fall

  Under the weight of that light

  Like fire which is what

  A kind of visible vanishing

  That lights up trees

  The wind whisks it round

  It is nothing it is exhausting

  Whole thickets lose their footing and fall

  Under the weight of that light

  And KOIRANUS who came from the bright chalk cliffs

  Of Crete he was a quiet man

  A light to his loved ones

  And IPHITUS who was born in the snow

  Between two tumbling trout-stocked rivers

  Died on the flat dust

  Not far from DEMOLEON and HIPPODAMAS

  Like when a dolphin powered by hunger

  Swims into the harbour

  Thousands of light-storms of little fish

  Flit away to the water-shaken wall-shadow

  And hang there trembling

  Like when a dolphin powered by hunger

  Swims into the harbour

  Thousands of light-storms of little fish

  Flit away to the water-shaken wall-shadow

  And hang there trembling

  POLYDORUS is dead who loved running

  Now somebody has to tell his father

  That exhausted man leaning on the wall

  Looking for his favourite son

  Like a lion leading his cubs through a wood

  Walks into a line of huntsmen

  And stares himself stronger

  Clenching his whole face fistlike

  Around the stones of his eyes

  Like a lion leading his cubs through a wood

  Walks into a line of huntsmen

  And stares himself stronger

  Clenching his whole face fistlike

  Around the stones of his eyes

  There lay DRYOPS

  Like that dog in the barn

  Lying in a darkless half-sleep guarding his sheep

  All night there’s a lump of growl stuck in his throat

  So the fox tip-toeing through the woods

  Worries him awake

  Like that dog in the barn

  Lying in a darkless half-sleep guarding his sheep

  All night there’s a lump of growl stuck in his throat

  So the fox tip-toeing through the woods

  Worries him awake

  And DEMUCHUS

  LAOGONUS

  DARDANUS

  And TROS begging for his life

  But his life was over

  Like when two animals have found a little luckiness

  Of clear-running water in the mountains

  One dies and the other drinks it

  Like when two animals have found a little luckiness

  Of clear-running water in the mountains

  One dies and the other drinks it

  And MULIUS and RHIGMOS

  Like on a long beach the rustle of the sea

  Opening its multiple folds unfurling waves

  Like on a long beach the rustle of the sea

  Opening its multiple folds unfurling waves

  Laothoë one of Priam’s wives

  Never saw her son again he was washed away

  Now she can’t look at the sea she can’t think about

  The bits unburied being eaten by fishes

  He was the tall one the conscientious one

  Who stayed out late pruning his father’s fig trees

  Who was kidnapped who was ransomed

  Who walked home barefoot from Arisbe

  And rested for twelve days and was killed

  LYCAON killed Lycaon unkilled Lycaon

  Bending down branches to make wheels

  Lycaon kidnapped Lycaon pruning by moonlight

  Lycaon naked in a river pleading for his life

  Being answered by Achilles No

  Like when a lion comes back to a forest’s secret rooms

  Too late

  The hunter has taken her children

  She follows the tracks of that man

  Into every valley

  With her heart’s darkness

  Growing dark
er

  Like when a lion comes back to a forest’s secret rooms

  Too late

  The hunter has taken her children

  She follows the tracks of that man

  Into every valley

  With her heart’s darkness

  Growing darker

  Near the old fig tree the cart track

  That runs downhill from windy Troy

  Passes two springs where the Scamander

  Bubbles over stones the first one warm

  The second one ice cold even in summer

  Town people come and wash their clothes

  In those smooth rock-scooped pools

  The river knows their voices

  But Achilles killed so many men

  Standing downstream with his rude sword

  Hacking off heads until the water

  Burst out in anger lifting up a ridge of waves

  That now this whole river is a grave

  Women at the washing pools

  When they hear the river running

  Crying like a human through its chambers

  They remember THERSILOCHUS lying

  In a quick-moving never-ending darkness

  Between steep steps of echoing rocks

  They remember MYDON that frightened face

  Falling out of sight under the tamarisks

  And ASTYPYLOS blocking the channel

  MNESIUS rolled in sand THRASIUS lost in silt

  AINIOS turning somersaults in a black pool

  Upside down among the licking fishes

  And OPHELESTES his last breath silvering the surface

  All that beautiful armour underwater

  All those white bones sunk in mud

  And instead of a burial a wagtail

  Sipping the desecration unaware

  Like when a man dives off a boat

  Into wind-blackened water

  He vanishes then surfaces

  With his thoughts the other way up

  And his hands full of oysters

  Like when a man dives off a boat

  Into wind-blackened water

  He vanishes then surfaces

  With his thoughts the other way up

  And his hands full of oysters

  And HECTOR died like everyone else

  He was in charge of the Trojans

  But a spear found out the little patch of white

  Between his collarbone and his throat

  Just exactly where a man’s soul sits

  Waiting for the mouth to open

  He always knew it would happen

  He who was so boastful and anxious

  And used to nip home deafened by weapons

  To stand in full armour in the doorway

  Like a man rushing in leaving his motorbike running

  All women loved him

  His wife was Andromache

  One day he looked at her quietly

  He said I know what will happen

  And an image stared at him of himself dead

  And her in Argos weaving for some foreign woman

  He blinked and went back to his work

  Hector loved Andromache

  But in the end he let her face slide from his mind

  He came back to her sightless

 

‹ Prev