The Zane Grey Megapack

by Zane Grey

“Yes, Daddy.” And for Pan there was real gladness in that promise.

  “Wal, you’re a good boy,” declared the father. “An’ you won’t have to walk to school. I’ve traded for two horses for you.”

  “Two!” screamed Pan, wild with joy. “Oh! Oh! Oh!”

  In due time the new horses arrived at the Smith homestead. Their names were Pelter and Pilldarlick. Pelter was a pinto, snappy and pretty, though he had a wicked eye. Pilldarlick was not showy, but he was small and strong, easy gaited and gentle. Pan thought he was going to like Pelter best, although Pilldarlick was surely a cowboy name and therefore all satisfying. It turned out, however, that Pan could not ride Pelter. He was locoed. He bucked Pan off every time. Pilldarlick was really much better than he looked, and soon filled the void in Pan’s heart.

  The first time he rode Pilldarlick to the new school marked another red-letter day in the life of Panhandle Smith, cowboy. There were many boys and a few girls who had come to attend the school, only a few of whom had horses to ride. Pan was the proud cynosure of all eyes as he rode Pilldarlick round the yard for the edification of his schoolmates. It was the happiest day of Pan’s life—up until Dick Hardman arrived on a spirited little black mustang.

  “Hey, where’d you git that nag?” yelled Dick, when he sighted Pan. “An’ say, your saddle ain’t nothin’ but rawhide on a stump.”

  “You’re a liar!” shouted Pan, fiercely tumbling off Pilldarlick.

  The red-headed lad pitched out of his saddle and made for Pan. They began to fight. Instinct was Pan’s guide. He hit and scratched and kicked. But Dick being the larger began to get the better of the battle, and soon was beating Pan badly when the new teacher came out to his rescue.

  “Stop it,” she ordered, separating the belligerents. “Only cats and dogs fight.”

  “So—do—cowboys!” panted Pan.

  “Not nice ones. Only bad cowboys,” she replied, leading Pan away.

  “I’ll lick you next time,” yelled Dick, evilly. “You stuck-up little snot!”

  CHAPTER THREE

  Miss Amanda Hill, the teacher, rang the bell, calling all her scholars in, and school began once more.

  Dick Hardman sat across the room from Pan and behind the teacher’s back he made ugly faces at Pan and, more than that, put his nose to his thumb. Pan understood that, and quick as a flash, he returned the compliment.

  Recess came. Before half the scholars were out of the room Dick and Pan had run to the barn, out of the teacher’s sight, and here they fell upon each other like wildcats. It did not take Dick long to give Pan the first real beating of his life. Cut lip, bloody nose, black eye, dirty face, torn blouse—these things betrayed Pan at least to Miss Hill. She kept him in after school, and instead of scolding she talked sweetly and kindly. Pan came out of his sullenness, and felt love for her rouse in him. But somehow he could not promise not to fight again.

  “S’pose Dick Hardman does that all over again!” expostulated Pan in despair. He did not realize what he felt. He wanted to please and obey this sweet little woman, but there was a revolt in him. “What’ll my—my daddy—say when he hears I got licked!” he sobbed.

  She compromised finally by accepting Pan’s willing promise not to pick a fight with Dick.

  Despite the unpleasant proximity of Dick Hardman, that winter at school promised to be happy and helpful to Pan. There were three large boys, already cowboys, who attended Miss Hill’s school. Pan gravitated at once to them, and to his great satisfaction they accepted him.

  Later his old cowboy friend of the roundup arrived on the range with a trail herd of cattle from Texas. Their brand was an O X, a new one to Pan. He kept a record of all the brands he had seen, and practiced drawing them on paper. Moore and three of his cowboys came to board at Pan’s home, and kept their string of horses there. Pan’s cup was full. The days flew by. Snow and cold were nothing to him. Not even study, and the ever-malicious Dick Hardman could daunt his spirit. Moore meant to winter his herd there, and wait for spring before he drove it farther north.

  The cowboys’ nickname for Moore was Pug, and another fellow whose real name Pan never heard was called Slats. They taught Pan all the cowboy songs from “Ti yi oop oop ya ya” to “Bury me on the Lone Prairie.” Every night Pan listened to them sing by the fire in their bunkhouse, and many times he had to be called to do his chores.

  Another of the cowboys was called Hookey. His nose resembled that of a parrot and he had the disposition of a locoed coyote, according to Pug and Slats. Hookey took a dislike to Pan, and always sought to arouse the boy’s temper. These cowboys were always gone in the morning before Pan got up, but by the time he arrived home from school on Pilldarlick they were usually there.

  Slats, who wanted to be a lady killer, would say: “Wal, Button, what did your school marm say about me today?” And Hookey would make fun of Pilldarlick, which ridicule had more power to hurt Pan than anything else. One day Pan gave way to fury, and with flying rocks he chased Hookey into the cellar, and every time Hookey poked up his head Pan would fling a stone with menacing accuracy. That time his mother came to the rescue of the cowboy. After that Hookey bought a new saddle and gave Pan his old one. That settled hostilities. Pan had a change of heart. No matter how Hookey teased or tormented him he could never again make him angry. Pan saw Hookey with different eyes.

  He was unutterably happy now with a horse and saddle too, and went about singing: “My trade is cinchin’ saddles an’ pullin’ bridle reins.”

  One day two strange men arrived at the Smith homestead. They had still hard faces, intent gray eyes; they packed guns, and one of them wore a bright star on his vest. These men took Hookey away with them. And after they were gone the cowboys told Pan that Hookey was wanted for horse stealing. Young as Pan was he understood the enormity of that crime in the eyes of cowboys. He felt terribly hurt and betrayed. Long indeed was it before he forgot Hookey.

  Swiftly that winter passed. Pan had a happy growing time of it. Study had not seemed so irksome, perhaps owing to the fact that he had a horse and saddle; he could ride to and fro; he often stopped to see Lucy who was now big enough to want to go to school herself; and the teacher had won his love. Pan kept out of fights with Dick Hardman until one recess when Dick called him “teacher’s pet.” That inflamed Pan, as much because of the truth of it as the shame. So this time, though he had hardly picked a fight, he was the first to strike. With surprising suddenness he hit the big Dick square on the nose. When Dick got up howling and swearing, his face was hideous with dirt and blood. Then began a battle that dwarfed the one in the barn. Pan had grown considerably. He was quick and strong, and when once his mother’s fighting blood burned in him he was as fierce as a young savage. But again Dick whipped him.

  Miss Hill, grieved and sorrowful, sent Pan home with a note. It chanced that both his father and mother were at home when he arrived. They stood aghast at his appearance.

  “You dirty ragged bloody boy!” cried his mother, horrified.

  “Huh! You oughta see Dick Hardman!” ejaculated Pan.

  The lad thought he had ruined himself forever with Miss Amanda Hill. But to his amaze and joy he had not. Next day she kept him in after school, cried over him, kissed him, talked long and earnestly. All that Pan remembered was: “Something terrible will come of your hate for Dick Hardman if you don’t root it out of your heart.”

  “Teacher—why don’t you—talk to Dick this way?” faltered Pan, always won by her tenderness.

  “Because Dick is a different kind of a boy,” she replied, but never explained what she meant.

  At Christmas time the parents of the school children gave a party at the schoolhouse. Every one on the range for miles around was there. Pan for once had his fill of seeing cowboys. Miss Amanda was an attraction no cowboys could resist. That night Pan spoke his first piece entitled: “Sugar-tooth Dick for sweeties was sick.”

  To Pan it seemed a silly piece, but he spoke it to please Miss Amanda, and because it was a h
it at Dick Hardman. To his surprise he received a roar of applause. After the supper, dancing began. Some of the cowboys got drunk. There were fights, two of which Pan saw, to his thrilling fear and awe. It was long past midnight when he yielded to the intense drowsiness that overcame him. When he awoke at dawn they were still dancing.

  Winter passed. Spring came with roundups too numerous for Pan to keep track of. And a swift happy summer sped by.

  That fall a third uncle settled in the valley. He was an older brother of Pan’s father, whom they called Old Uncle Ike. He was a queer old bachelor, lived alone, and did not invite friendliness. Pan was told to stay away from him. Old Uncle Ike was crabby and hard; when a boy, his heart had been broken by an unfaithful sweetheart; he had shot her lover and run away to war. After serving through the Civil War he fought Indians, and had lived an otherwise wild life.

  But Pan was only the keener to see and know Old Uncle Ike. He went boldly to make his acquaintance. He found a sad-faced, gray old man, sitting alone.

  Pan said bravely: “Uncle, I’m Pan Smith, your brother Bill’s boy, an’ I’ve come to see you because I’m sure I’ll like you.”

  He did not find the old man unfriendly. Pan was welcome, and soon they became fast friends. Every Saturday Pan rode over to Uncle Ike’s place, stealing some of the time he was supposed to be spending with Lucy. The little girl pouted and cried and railed at Pan for such base desertion, but he only laughed at her. Any time he wanted he could have Lucy. She grew sweeter and more lovable as she grew older, facts Pan took to his heart, but he chose the old man’s stories of war and Indians in preference to Lucy’s society.

  Months passed, and Pan grew tall and supple, with promise of developing the true horseman’s build. Then the spring when he was twelve years old arrived and his father consented to let him ride for wages at the roundup.

  He joined a big outfit. There were over fifty cowboys, two bed wagons, two chuck wagons, and strings of horses too numerous to count. A new horse to ride twice a day! This work was as near paradise as Pan felt he had ever been. But for one circumstance, it would have been absolutely perfect, and that was that he had no boots. A fast-riding cowboy without boots!

  In the heat of action, amid the whirling loop of bawling calves and cows, when the dry dust rose to stop up Pan’s nostrils and cake on his hot sweaty face, when the ropes were whistling, the cowboys yelling, the brand iron sizzling, all he felt was the wild delight of it, the thrill of the risk, the excitement, the constant stirring life and motion. During leisure hours, however, he was always confronted with his lack of rider’s equipment.

  “Say, kid, who built them top boots of yourn?” asked one cowboy.

  “Shore, I’ll trade spurs with you,” drawled another.

  “Whar’s yore fur chaps there, cowboy?” queried a third.

  And so it went always and forever. The cowboys could not help that. It was born in them, born of the atmosphere and spirit of the singular life they lived. Nevertheless Pan loved them, and they were good to him.

  His best friends in this outfit were Si and Slick, both horse wranglers, whose real names Pan never learned.

  That roundup was prolific of wonderful experiences. One night when a storm threatened the foreman called to the cowboys not on duty; “Talk to ’em low, boys, fer they’re gettin’ ready.”

  He meant that the herd of cattle was likely to stampede. And when the thunder and rain burst the herd broke away with a trampling roar. Pan got soaked to the skin and lost in the rain. When he returned to camp only the cook and wagons were there. Next morning the cowboys straggled in in bunches, each driving part of the stampeded herd.

  At breakfast one morning Pan heard a yell. “Ride him, cowboy!”

  “Whoopee! Look at that outlaw comin’ high, wide an’ handsome!”

  Pan just had time to see a terribly pitching red horse come tearing into the circle of cowboys. His rider went shooting over his head to alight among them. Then what a scattering! That red fiend spoiled the breakfast and cleaned out the camp. How the cowboys reviled the poor fellow who had been thrown!

  “Huh! Broke yore collar bone?” yelled one. “Why you dod-blasted son of a sea cook, he oughta hev broke yore neck!”

  And Si, the horse wrangler said: “Charlie, I reckon it’s onconsiderate of you to exercise yore pet hoss on our stummicks.”

  One of the amazing things that happened during the winter was the elopement of Miss Amanda Hill with a cowboy. Pan did not like this fellow very well, but the incident heightened his already magnificent opinion of cowboys.

  Pan never forgot Lucy’s first day of school when he rode over with her sitting astride behind him, “ringin’ his neck,” as a cowboy remarked. Pan had not particularly been aware of that part of the performance for he was used to having Lucy cling to him. That embarrassed him. He dropped her off rather unceremoniously at the door, and went to put his horse in the corral. She was little and he was big, which fact further bore upon his consciousness, through the giggles of the girls and gibes of the boys. But they did not make any change in his attitude toward Lucy. All winter he took her to and from school on his horse. The summer following, he worked for his Uncle Ike.

  As Pan grew older time seemed so much shorter than when he was little. There was so much to do. And all at once he was fifteen years old. His mother gave him a party on that birthday, which was marked on his memory by the attention his boy friends paid to Lucy. She was by far the prettiest girl in the valley. He did not know exactly what to make of his resentment, nor of the queer attitude of proprietorship he had assumed over her.

  He was destined to learn more about his state of mind. It happened the next day at school during the noon hour. That late November, a spell of Indian summer weather had lingered, and the pupils ate their lunches out under the trees.

  Suddenly Lucy came running up to Pan, who as usual was having a care for his horse. Her golden hair was flying, disheveled. She was weeping. Her big violet eyes streamed with tears. She was wiping her face with most expressive disgust.

  “Pan—you go right off—and thrash Dick Hardman,” she cried, passionately.

  “Lucy!—What’s he done?” queried Pan, after a sudden sense of inward shock.

  “He’s always worrying me—when you’re not around. I never told ’cause I knew you’d fight.… But now he’s done it. He grabbed me and kissed me! Before all the boys!”

  Pan looked steadily at her tear-wet face, seeing Lucy differently. She was not a baby any more. For some strange reason beyond his understanding he was furious with her. Pushing her aside he strode toward the group of boys, leering close by.

  Dick Hardman, a strapping big lad now, edged back into the crowd. Pan violently burst into it, forcing the boys back, until he confronted his adversary. On Dick’s sallow face the brown freckles stood out prominently. Something in the look and advance of Pan had intimidated him. But he blustered, he snarled.

  “You’re a skunk,” said Pan fiercely, and struck out with all his might.

  One hour from that moment they were still fighting. They had fought from the grove to the schoolyard, from there down the road and back again. Bloody, ragged, black, they beat, tore, hit, bit and clawed each other. The teacher, wringing her hands, called upon the other boys to separate the belligerents. They had tried, but in vain, and only got kicked for their pains. The girls, most of them, screamed and cried. But not Lucy! White faced and with dilated eyes she watched that struggle. All the spectators, even the youngest, seemed to recognize it as a different kind of a fight from any that had ever occurred before. At last the teacher sent some of the children for help from the nearest farmhouse.

  Dick would lower his head and lunge at Pan, trying to butt him in the abdomen. Twice he had bowled Pan over, to his distinct advantage. But the crafty Pan, timing another and last attack of this kind, swung up his knee with terrific force, square into Dick’s face.

  Down Dick plumped, rolled over on his back, yelling loudly. Suddenly he ceased
, he raised up on one elbow, he spat blood, and something that rattled on the gravel. A tooth! His grimy hand went trembling to his blood-stained mouth. He felt of his front teeth. One was gone, others were loose. Vanity, Dick’s distinguishing characteristic, suffered a terrible blow. Staggering to his feet, fetching a stone with him, he glared at Pan: “I’ll—kill—you!”

  He flung the stone with deadly intent. But Pan dodged it and leaped at him. Dick ran hard toward the schoolhouse, stooping to snatch up stones, and turning to fling them at Pan. The yelling boys scattered, the frightened girls fled. Pan was not to be outdone at any kind of fight. He returned stone for stone, the last of which struck Dick low down in the leg. Like a crippled beast Dick shrieked and plunged into the schoolhouse, slamming shut the door. But Pan, rushing after, grabbed up a rock and flung it so powerfully that it split the door and knocked it off the hinges.

  Pan rushed in to receive full in the face a long, thick teacher’s ruler thrown by Dick. It knocked him flat. Picking it up Pan brandished it and charged his enemy. Dick ran along the blackboard, and jerking up one eraser after another he threw them. His aim was poor. His strength waning. His courage had gone. As for Pan it was as if the long fight had only inspired him to renewed ferocity and might. The truth was that a hot dancing fire in Pan’s blood had burned to white intensity, unquenchable and devastating.

  Suddenly Dick made for the teacher’s table. An idea, an inspiration showed in his renewed speed. Pan divined its purpose. Leaping upon the desks he endeavored to head Dick off. Too late! When Pan sprang off the last desk to the platform Dick had turned—with the teacher’s long paper knife in his hand and baleful hate in his prominent eyes.

  Later, when the children outside dared to peep into the schoolroom they neither saw nor heard anything of the fighters. But fearing they were just hiding behind the benches, ready for a renewed fusillade, not one of the pupils dared go in. The teacher had hurried down the road to meet the men some of the boys had fetched.

  And these men were Jim Blake and Bill Smith who had been riding home from the range. When they entered the schoolroom with the teacher fearfully following, and only Lucy of all the scholars daring to come too, they found the fight was over.