Crazy

by Arabella Quinn

  Tommy took a bar off the wall. A spreader. My pussy instantly became wet. “Come sit over here.”

  I sat on the much smaller, plain padded bench that Tommy indicated. He knelt before me and quickly strapped my ankles securely to each restraint, the cold metal bar forcing my legs to remain open.

  “How does that feel?”

  I shivered with excitement. “It feels pretty sexy.”

  Tommy walked back to the wall of equipment. “Mmm. Yeah. Okay, lie back and put your hands above your head.”

  I did as he told me and waited. He came back a few minutes later and immediately clamped restraints around each wrist and secured it to the top of the bench over my head. Warm juices gathered in my pussy and my stomach clenched in anticipation.

  “Fuck. You look so hot and sexy.” His hot stare had me squirming against the restraints.

  My pussy clenched when I saw the flogger in his hands. His eyes darkened. “I’m not going to hurt you. You can stop me anytime. Just relax, Livvy.”

  It seemed literally insane; but, even in such a vulnerable position, I relaxed. I closed my eyes as I felt the tips of the leather straps tickle my arms and then softly slide over a breast. He was teasing me with the flogger, not flicking it roughly against my skin. My nipples hardened into even tighter buds and the ache in my pussy grew almost unbearable.

  When the straps tickled across my thighs, the throbbing in my pussy grew extreme. I needed something right there. The soft straps, Tommy’s fingers, Tommy’s mouth, his cock… for god’s sake the handle of the flogger. Or I was going to explode.

  I whimpered as my hips strained upwards. Still the leather material teased all around, but not in the spot I needed it most.

  My head thrashed back and forth on the bench. I moaned, “Can’t we speed it up and get to the sex part?”

  I heard Tommy’s chuckle. “BDSM is all about power exchange. You’re not very submissive, Livvy. You’d have to work hard on that with lots of training. You’d have to learn how to be submissive to me.”

  Frustratingly, the flogger straps were brushing against my breasts again. “Oh. But… Oh.”

  Tommy stopped. “What’s wrong?”

  I wiggled, needing to feel relief. “Well, I don’t want to be submissive to you. I want to have sex with you. Right now.”

  “You want me to have sex with you now. While you’re restrained?”

  I nodded.

  Tommy dropped the flogger. “Are you sure?”

  “Tommy, please. I want you right now.”

  He was between my legs in a second. A finger reached between my legs and swiped through my slit. We groaned at the same time. “Fuck. Your so wet, Livvy. I’ve been wanting you for hours, I’m not going to last long.”

  I was biting my lip, trying to hold back. “Don’t care. Just –”

  He slid into me with one hard stroke. Our lovemaking wasn’t elegant; it wasn’t romantic. Hell, I could barely move and he was just pounding me senseless. But, it was probably the most erotic thing I had ever experienced. When my body finally released all the pent up energy, it was the essence of bliss. Like heaven on earth. Tommy joined me moments later, and it took us both several minutes to recover.

  Finally Tommy stood up. “Let me uncuff your wrists. I don’t want your arms to get sore.”

  I peeked open my eyes. “Wow. That was really intense. Can we just go home now?”

  Tommy kissed me on my forehead. “Absolutely, Crazy.”

  ***

  We were lying in bed the next morning at my apartment, when Tommy’s playful mood suddenly turned serious. “You haven’t even told me what you’re doing for Christmas.”

  My stomach flip-flopped. Was he going to ask me to spend Christmas with him? “I’m going to my sister’s house. She has two daughters; they’re so cute. And my parents and her in-laws will be there. How about you?”

  Tommy rolled onto his back. “Oh, I’ve got family obligations too. My Mom would have a heart attack if I skipped out on them. But now that we’re talking about plans, there’s something that’s been on my mind.”

  I felt a pinprick of nervous apprehension. “What do you mean?”

  Tommy kept his eyes fixed on the ceiling. “Well, I’m leaving for New York City right after Christmas. I’ll be gone for a couple of weeks. We’ve got practice and then the pre-tour publicity stuff. It’s just going to be insane for awhile.”

  My stomach was clenching with fear. I knew the second leg of his tour was starting soon, but I thought I’d still have a couple of months with him before he left. Christmas was in two days and then he’d be gone. I could feel him pulling back from me already.

  My fingers traced the tattoo on his shoulder. “Sounds like you’ll be pretty busy.”

  He still wouldn’t look at me. “I think that our arrangement, you know, friends with benefits, isn’t going to work out.”

  I could feel the tears welling in my eyes and the lump forming in my throat, even as I admonished myself to remain calm. I had always known that this moment was inevitable. If only I could bow out gracefully with my pride intact… There was no need for Tommy to ever know how much I had truly fallen for him.

  Nobody spoke for several minutes. “You’re awfully quiet, Livvy.”

  I was busy trying to keep from bursting into tears. “Sorry. I guess I’m just a bit sad.”

  Tommy rolled over and finally looked at me. “You like our arrangement? I guess we could keep it the same, but to explore the kind of things that I’d like to with you takes trust. And I’d like a closer relationship. It just seems like we’re way past friends already.”

  My head was spinning. I wasn’t sure I heard correctly. “Wait. What are you talking about exactly?”

  Tommy wiped the tears welling in my eyes with his thumb. “Why are you crying, Crazy? I don’t even want to know. I’m talking about girlfriend / boyfriend. Officially. Exclusive. No more sex with other men.”

  I laughed through my tears. “You won’t have sex with men anymore?”

  “Exactly. Either will you. Because you’ll be having lots and lots of sex with me.”

  Tommy didn’t wait for my answer, because he began kissing me. Hungrily. Demandingly.

  When we were both lying wrapped in the completely twisted bed sheets some time later, Tommy turned to me again. “I bought you a little present for Christmas. Since I’m not going to see you, I thought I’d give it to you now.”

  He hopped out of bed and dug through the gym bag that he had brought in from his car. He pulled out a purple square box with a pink bow on top and handed it to me.

  I sat up in bed and opened the box. I pulled out a pair of pink fuzzy handcuffs and laughed. “You bought me a gift for the bedroom?”

  Tommy flashed me an innocent look. “They’re not for the bedroom. They’re decorative. You can bring them to work- hang them in your office. Best thing is that they have a safety release mechanism. And they’re not so painful. We should test them out to check.”

  “I love them!” I leaned over and gave him a kiss and then jumped out of bed before he could pin me down. He had that predatory look in his eye again. I went to my closet and slipped on my robe.

  Then I returned to the bed holding a long narrow gift bag. “I also got you a Christmas gift.”

  Tommy took the bag and then dug through the green tissue paper before pulling out the gift. “Light up drumsticks? These would probably snap in half within two minutes of banging on my drums.”

  I smiled seductively at him. “They’re not for playing drums, they’re for the bedroom. We should test them out.”

  That’s when he did pounce on me.

  Chapter 12

  New Years Eve was bitter that year, but freezing temperatures and a strong gusty wind couldn’t keep the hundreds of thousands of partiers from gathering in Times Square. I was lucky to be behind the scenes with Cold Fusion, inside the warm heated rooms of the television studio. Separated from the crowd, but not immune to the excitement that cra
ckled in the air.

  The band was busy getting ready for their performance. The band manager, Scott, seemed like a crazed madman, he was so stressed. The guys were all loose, completely liquored up and having fun with all the celebrities and other well-known acts that were performing that night.

  I was hanging out mostly with Alex’s girlfriend, Lena. We had both been a little tipsy already when I blurted out that Tommy and I were officially dating. She was completely shocked. Then I told her about how I had come over to Tommy’s apartment naked under the trench coat that one evening she was there. We laughed together like crazy.

  The feeling of exuberance in the air was like a contagion; there was no way to escape it. And the champagne was flowing freely, so that helped. Tyler had already propositioned me for sex twice, so it seemed our mutual dislike for each other was wearing off.

  Lena and I were able to stand directly in front of the stage when Cold Fusion performed. The music thrummed through my veins as I watched Tommy. I didn’t mind as all the girls around me screamed out for Tyler, Nick or Alex while they tossed their panties on stage. I had found the hidden gem amongst them.

  We didn’t meet up with them for quite a while after their two songs were done. They were instantly swarmed. It was close to eleven o’clock when I saw Tommy again.

  He gave me a panty-melting kiss and then whispered in my ear. “I’ve been so fucking horny for you all night. Come on, let’s go find someplace.”

  He threaded his fingers into mine and began leading me through the crowd of people. Darkened corridors were all blocked off with security gates, and everywhere else was packed with throngs of people.

  Tommy pulled me into a stairwell and then backed me up against the wall. His hard body covered mine and his fingers entwined with my fingers as he held my arms captive over my head. I groaned as I could feel his cock pressing up against my belly. His mouth covered mine and he kissed me hard. Like we hadn’t seen each other in years.

  I was on fire for him. When his hands left mine to slip up my shirt, my fingers flew to his pants. I couldn’t free his cock fast enough. I pulled my mouth from his when his cock sprang loose and into my hand. Within seconds I had Tommy backed against the cement wall while I went down on him.

  His moans spurred me on while I sucked on his rock hard cock. I knew just where to touch him now when I gave him a blowjob that drove him absolutely crazy. My fingers slipped behind his balls and began massaging.

  I looked up at him as my mouth glided up and down his shaft. He was swatting strangely at the air. What the hell? He stopped when he saw me. My finger slipped deeper. He moaned. And… was swatting the air again like a crazed chicken.

  When I saw Tommy’s glance dart to the stairwell door, my head instantly popped off his dick. Tyler!

  Tyler was standing there with a drunken girl on his arm. I pointed to the door. “Cockblocker, get the fuck out of here!”

  Tyler’s eyes widened at my outburst. “Geez, Crazy. I’m leaving. Are you sure you don’t want –”

  “Get out!” I shouted angrily.

  “Okay.” Tyler turned to leave.

  I went back to work on Tommy’s cock before they had even departed. I was becoming quite expert at knowing how to make Tommy come hard when I sucked his cock even without the prostate massage technique. That was definitely reserved for special occasions.

  When he started pushing into my mouth, I knew he was getting close. Tommy groaned and then pulled away from me. “C’mon Livvy. I want to be inside of you before the year ends.”

  I helped him lower my pants and right there in the stairwell, he plunged deep inside me. We both climaxed with ten minutes to spare before the New Year.

  I was still fixing my clothes when Tommy grabbed my hand. “C’mon. Do you have your pass? Good. Let’s go.”

  He pulled me through the crowd in the building that was beginning to gather in front of a huge screen broadcasting the mayhem outside. We passed through the lobby of the building and towards the exit.

  “We can’t go out there. You’ll get mobbed. And it’s freezing. You have short sleeves on. And we’ll never get passed the security.”

  Tommy continued tugging me despite all my complaints. Before I knew it, we were smack dab in the center of the massive crowd with a spectacular view of the giant Waterford Crystal Ball. It didn’t even seem possible, but the intensity of the crowd had picked up to feverish heights.

  A crazy mix of adrenaline and alcohol pumped through my veins; I hardly noticed the cold. Tommy kissed me quickly and then pulled me tight to keep me warm.

  I could see his breath in the cold air. “My tour is going to be fucking long. But spring break is right around the corner. I’m thinking about heading down to South Padre Island. I think there’s someone who needs some surfing lessons. And a bucket list that I hear needs checking off. Will you come with me?”

  “Try and stop me. And we’ll surf Gidget-style too, right?” I teased him.

  Tommy rolled his eyes. “I guess. As long as no one is watching.”

  “A hot beach. Warm sand. It sounds so nice right now. Will we dance on beach blankets?”

  Tommy laughed. “Whatever you want, Crazy.”

  The crowd started going wild around us. Cheers, horns, cowbells and whistles pierced the air all around us. Tommy turned my body towards the Ball. It started wiggling moments before it started to descend. The crowd started counting along with the countdown clock.

  I shouted out the ticking seconds with a warm happiness melting my insides. When the Ball finally reached the bottom and the crowd erupted into a frenzy, I turned to Tommy. He mouthed ‘Happy New Year’ to me before we kissed. Long and hard. A kiss full of promises. A future.

  Tommy began tugging me through the jam-packed bodies all writhing in celebration. “I’ve got my light up drumsticks in my hotel room and I’m just dying to try them out.”

  I laughed. “And I brought my brand new pink handcuffs.”

  Tommy pulled me faster. “C’mon, Crazy. Let’s go.”

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