The Twilight Saga Collection

by Stephenie Meyer

  And we began where my dream had left off.

  I stayed very still when I woke up in the morning and tried to keep my breathing even. I was afraid to open my eyes.

  I was lying across Edward’s chest, but he was very still and his arms were not wrapped around me. That was a bad sign. I was afraid to admit I was awake and face his anger—no matter whom it was directed at today.

  Carefully, I peeked through my eyelashes. He was staring up at the dark ceiling, his arms behind his head. I pulled myself up on my elbow so that I could see his face better. It was smooth, expressionless.

  “How much trouble am I in?” I asked in a small voice.

  “Heaps,” he said, but turned his head and smirked at me.

  I breathed a sigh of relief. “I am sorry,” I said. “I didn’t mean… Well, I don’t know exactly what that was last night.” I shook my head at the memory of the irrational tears, the crushing grief.

  “You never did tell me what your dream was about.”

  “I guess I didn’t—but I sort of showed you what it was about.” I laughed nervously.

  “Oh,” he said. His eyes widened, and then he blinked. “Interesting.”

  “It was a very good dream,” I murmured. He didn’t comment, so a few seconds later I asked, “Am I forgiven?”

  “I’m thinking about it.”

  I sat up, planning to examine myself—there didn’t seem to be any feathers, at least. But as I moved, an odd wave of vertigo hit. I swayed and fell back against the pillows.

  “Whoa… head rush.”

  His arms were around me then. “You slept for a long time. Twelve hours.”

  “Twelve?” How strange.

  I gave myself a quick once-over while I spoke, trying to be inconspicuous about it. I looked fine. The bruises on my arms were still a week old, yellowing. I stretched experimentally. I felt fine, too. Well, better than fine, actually.

  “Is the inventory complete?”

  I nodded sheepishly. “The pillows all appear to have survived.”

  “Unfortunately, I can’t say the same for your, er, nightgown.” He nodded toward the foot of the bed, where several scraps of black lace were strewn across the silk sheets.

  “That’s too bad,” I said. “I liked that one.”

  “I did, too.”

  “Were there any other casualties?” I asked timidly.

  “I’ll have to buy Esme a new bed frame,” he confessed, glancing over his shoulder. I followed his gaze and was shocked to see that large chunks of wood had apparently been gouged from the left side of the headboard.

  “Hmm.” I frowned. “You’d think I would have heard that.”

  “You seem to be extraordinarily unobservant when your attention is otherwise involved.”

  “I was a bit absorbed,” I admitted, blushing a deep red.

  He touched my burning cheek and sighed. “I’m really going to miss that.”

  I stared at his face, searching for any signs of the anger or remorse I feared. He gazed back at me evenly, his expression calm but otherwise unreadable.

  “How are you feeling?”

  He laughed.

  “What?” I demanded.

  “You look so guilty—like you’ve committed a crime.”

  “I feel guilty,” I muttered.

  “So you seduced your all-too-willing husband. That’s not a capital offense.”

  He seemed to be teasing.

  My cheeks got hotter. “The word seduced implies a certain amount of premeditation.”

  “Maybe that was the wrong word,” he allowed.

  “You’re not angry?”

  He smiled ruefully. “I’m not angry.”

  “Why not?”

  “Well . . .” He paused. “I didn’t hurt you, for one thing. It was easier this time, to control myself, to channel the excesses.” His eyes flickered to the damaged frame again. “Maybe because I had a better idea of what to expect.”

  A hopeful smile started to spread across my face. “I told you that it was all about practice.”

  He rolled his eyes.

  My stomach growled, and he laughed. “Breakfast time for the human?” he asked.

  “Please,” I said, hopping out of bed. I moved too quickly, though, and had to stagger drunkenly to regain my balance. He caught me before I could stumble into the dresser.

  “Are you all right?”

  “If I don’t have a better sense of equilibrium in my next life, I’m demanding a refund.”

  I cooked this morning, frying up some eggs—too hungry to do anything more elaborate. Impatient, I flipped them onto a plate after just a few minutes.

  “Since when do you eat eggs sunny-side up?” he asked.

  “Since now.”

  “Do you know how many eggs you’ve gone through in the last week?” He pulled the trash bin out from under the sink—it was full of empty blue cartons.

  “Weird,” I said after swallowing a scorching bite. “This place is messing with my appetite.” And my dreams, and my already dubious balance. “But I like it here. We’ll probably have to leave soon, though, won’t we, to make it to Dartmouth in time? Wow, I guess we need to find a place to live and stuff, too.”

  He sat down next to me. “You can give up the college pretense now—you’ve gotten what you wanted. And we didn’t agree to a deal, so there are no strings attached.”

  I snorted. “It wasn’t a pretense, Edward. I don’t spend my free time plotting like some people do. What can we do to wear Bella out today?” I said in a poor impression of his voice. He laughed, unashamed. “I really do want a little more time being human.” I leaned over to run my hand across his bare chest. “I have not had enough.”

  He gave me a dubious look. “For this?” he asked, catching my hand as it moved down his stomach. “Sex was the key all along?” He rolled his eyes. “Why didn’t I think of that?” he muttered sarcastically. “I could have saved myself a lot of arguments.”

  I laughed. “Yeah, probably.”

  “You are so human,” he said again.

  “I know.”

  A hint of a smile pulled at his lips. “We’re going to Dartmouth? Really?”

  “I’ll probably fail out in one semester.”

  “I’ll tutor you.” The smile was wide now. “You’re going to love college.”

  “Do you think we can find an apartment this late?”

  He grimaced, looking guilty. “Well, we sort of already have a house there. You know, just in case.”

  “You bought a house?”

  “Real estate is a good investment.”

  I raised one eyebrow and then let it go. “So we’re ready, then.”

  “I’ll have to see if we can keep your ‘before’ car for a little longer. . . .”

  “Yes, heaven forbid I not be protected from tanks.”

  He grinned.

  “How much longer can we stay?” I asked.

  “We’re fine on time. A few more weeks, if you want. And then we can visit Charlie before we go to New Hampshire. We could spend Christmas with Renée. . . .”

  His words painted a very happy immediate future, one free of pain for everyone involved. The Jacob-drawer, all but forgotten, rattled, and I amended the thought—for almost everyone.

  This wasn’t getting any easier. Now that I’d discovered exactly how good being human could be, it was tempting to let my plans drift. Eighteen or nineteen, nineteen or twenty… Did it really matter? I wouldn’t change so much in a year. And being human with Edward… The choice got trickier every day.

  “A few weeks,” I agreed. And then, because there never seemed to be enough time, I added, “So I was thinking—you know what I was saying about practice before?”

  He laughed. “Can you hold on to that thought? I hear a boat. The cleaning crew must be here.”

  He wanted me to hold on to that thought. So did that mean he was not going to give me any more trouble about practicing? I smiled.

  “Let me explain the mess
in the white room to Gustavo, and then we can go out. There’s a place in the jungle on the south—”

  “I don’t want to go out. I am not hiking all over the island today. I want to stay here and watch a movie.”

  He pursed his lips, trying not to laugh at my disgruntled tone. “All right, whatever you’d like. Why don’t you pick one out while I get the door?”

  “I didn’t hear a knock.”

  He cocked his head to the side, listening. A half second later, a faint, timid rap on the door sounded. He grinned and turned for the hallway.

  I wandered over to the shelves under the big TV and started scanning through the titles. It was hard to decide where to begin. They had more DVDs than a rental store.

  I could hear Edward’s low, velvet voice as he came back down the hall, conversing fluidly in what I assumed was perfect Portuguese. Another, harsher, human voice answered in the same tongue.

  Edward led them into the room, pointing toward the kitchen on his way. The two Brazilians looked incredibly short and dark next to him. One was a round man, the other a slight female, both their faces creased with lines. Edward gestured to me with a proud smile, and I heard my name mixed in with a flurry of unfamiliar words. I flushed a little as I thought of the downy mess in the white room, which they would soon encounter. The little man smiled at me politely.

  But the tiny coffee-skinned woman didn’t smile. She stared at me with a mixture of shock, worry, and most of all, wide-eyed fear. Before I could react, Edward motioned for them to follow him toward the chicken coop, and they were gone.

  When he reappeared, he was alone. He walked swiftly to my side and wrapped his arms around me.

  “What’s with her?” I whispered urgently, remembering her panicked expression.

  He shrugged, unperturbed. “Kaure’s part Ticuna Indian. She was raised to be more superstitious—or you could call it more aware—than those who live in the modern world. She suspects what I am, or close enough.” He still didn’t sound worried. “They have their own legends here. The Libishomen—a blood-drinking demon who preys exclusively on beautiful women.” He leered at me.

  Beautiful women only? Well, that was kind of flattering.

  “She looked terrified,” I said.

  “She is—but mostly she’s worried about you.”

  “Me?”

  “She’s afraid of why I have you here, all alone.” He chuckled darkly and then looked toward the wall of movies. “Oh well, why don’t you choose something for us to watch? That’s an acceptably human thing to do.”

  “Yes, I’m sure a movie will convince her that you’re human.” I laughed and clasped my arms securely around his neck, stretching up on my tiptoes. He leaned down so that I could kiss him, and then his arms tightened around me, lifting me off the floor so he didn’t have to bend.

  “Movie, schmovie,” I muttered as his lips moved down my throat, twisting my fingers in his bronze hair.

  Then I heard a gasp, and he put me down abruptly. Kaure stood frozen in the hallway, feathers in her black hair, a large sack of more feathers in her arms, an expression of horror on her face. She stared at me, her eyes bugging out, as I blushed and looked down. Then she recovered herself and murmured something that, even in an unfamiliar language, was clearly an apology. Edward smiled and answered in a friendly tone. She turned her dark eyes away and continued down the hall.

  “She was thinking what I think she was thinking, wasn’t she?” I muttered.

  He laughed at my convoluted sentence. “Yes.”

  “Here,” I said, reaching out at random and grabbing a movie. “Put this on and we can pretend to watch it.”

  It was an old musical with smiling faces and fluffy dresses on the front.

  “Very honeymoonish,” Edward approved.

  While actors on the screen danced their way through a perky introduction song, I lolled on the sofa, snuggled into Edward’s arms.

  “Will we move back into the white room now?” I wondered idly.

  “I don’t know.… I’ve already mangled the headboard in the other room beyond repair—maybe if we limit the destruction to one area of the house, Esme might invite us back someday.”

  I smiled widely. “So there will be more destruction?”

  He laughed at my expression. “I think it might be safer if it’s premeditated, rather than if I wait for you to assault me again.”

  “It would only be a matter of time,” I agreed casually, but my pulse was racing in my veins.

  “Is there something the matter with your heart?”

  “Nope. Healthy as a horse.” I paused. “Did you want to go survey the demolition zone now?”

  “Maybe it would be more polite to wait until we’re alone. You may not notice me tearing the furniture apart, but it would probably scare them.”

  In truth, I’d already forgotten the people in the other room. “Right. Drat.”

  Gustavo and Kaure moved quietly through the house while I waited impatiently for them to finish and tried to pay attention to the happily-ever-after on the screen. I was starting to get sleepy—though, according to Edward, I’d slept half the day—when a rough voice startled me. Edward sat up, keeping me cradled against him, and answered Gustavo in flowing Portuguese. Gustavo nodded and walked quietly toward the front door.

  “They’re finished,” Edward told me.

  “So that would mean that we’re alone now?”

  “How about lunch first?” he suggested.

  I bit my lip, torn by the dilemma. I was pretty hungry.

  With a smile, he took my hand and led me to the kitchen. He knew my face so well, it didn’t matter that he couldn’t read my mind.

  “This is getting out of hand,” I complained when I finally felt full.

  “Do you want to swim with the dolphins this afternoon—burn off the calories?” he asked.

  “Maybe later. I had another idea for burning calories.”

  “And what was that?”

  “Well, there’s an awful lot of headboard left—”

  But I didn’t finish. He’d already swept me up into his arms, and his lips silenced mine as he carried me with inhuman speed to the blue room.

  7. UNEXPECTED

  The line of black advanced on me through the shroud-like mist. I could see their dark ruby eyes glinting with desire, lusting for the kill. Their lips pulled back over their sharp, wet teeth—some to snarl, some to smile.

  I heard the child behind me whimper, but I couldn’t turn to look at him. Though I was desperate to be sure that he was safe, I could not afford any lapse in focus now.

  They ghosted closer, their black robes billowing slightly with the movement. I saw their hands curl into bone-colored claws. They started to drift apart, angling to come at us from all sides. We were surrounded. We were going to die.

  And then, like a burst of light from a flash, the whole scene was different. Yet nothing changed—the Volturi still stalked toward us, poised to kill. All that really changed was how the picture looked to me. Suddenly, I was hungry for it. I wanted them to charge. The panic changed to bloodlust as I crouched forward, a smile on my face, and a growl ripped through my bared teeth.

  I jolted upright, shocked out of the dream.

  The room was black. It was also steamy hot. Sweat matted my hair at the temples and rolled down my throat.

  I groped the warm sheets and found them empty.

  “Edward?”

  Just then, my fingers encountered something smooth and flat and stiff. One sheet of paper, folded in half. I took the note with me and felt my way across the room to the light switch.

  The outside of the note was addressed to Mrs. Cullen.

  I’m hoping you won’t wake and notice my absence, but, if you should, I’ll be back very soon. I’ve just gone to the mainland to hunt. Go back to sleep and I’ll be here when you wake again. I love you.

  I sighed. We’d been here about two weeks now, so I should have been expecting that he would have to leave, but I ha
dn’t been thinking about time. We seemed to exist outside of time here, just drifting along in a perfect state.

  I wiped the sweat off my forehead. I felt absolutely wide awake, though the clock on the dresser said it was after one. I knew I would never be able to sleep as hot and sticky as I felt. Not to mention the fact that if I shut off the light and closed my eyes, I was sure to see those prowling black figures in my head.

  I got up and wandered aimlessly through the dark house, flipping on lights. It felt so big and empty without Edward there. Different.

  I ended up in the kitchen and decided that maybe comfort food was what I needed.

  I poked around in the fridge until I found all the ingredients for fried chicken. The popping and sizzling of the chicken in the pan was a nice, homey sound; I felt less nervous while it filled the silence.

  It smelled so good that I started eating it right out of the pan, burning my tongue in the process. By the fifth or sixth bite, though, it had cooled enough for me to taste it. My chewing slowed. Was there something off about the flavor? I checked the meat, and it was white all the way through, but I wondered if it was completely done. I took another experimental bite; I chewed twice. Ugh—definitely bad. I jumped up to spit it into the sink. Suddenly, the chicken-and-oil smell was revolting. I took the whole plate and shook it into the garbage, then opened the windows to chase away the scent. A coolish breeze had picked up outside. It felt good on my skin.

  I was abruptly exhausted, but I didn’t want to go back to the hot room. So I opened more windows in the TV room and lay on the couch right beneath them. I turned on the same movie we’d watched the other day and quickly fell asleep to the bright opening song.

  When I opened my eyes again, the sun was halfway up the sky, but it was not the light that woke me. Cool arms were around me, pulling me against him. At the same time, a sudden pain twisted in my stomach, almost like the aftershock of catching a punch in the gut.

  “I’m sorry,” Edward was murmuring as he wiped a wintry hand across my clammy forehead. “So much for thoroughness. I didn’t think about how hot you would be with me gone. I’ll have an air conditioner installed before I leave again.”