Twice Dead

by Catherine Coulter

  “Use my private line,” Thomas said. “It’s untraceable. Adam, your gun looks good.”

  “You’ll like my house,” Adam called after her. “It’s a showcase, it’s the prettiest place you’ve ever seen. Plants don’t like me, but everything else does. I have a housekeeper come in twice a week and she even makes me casseroles.”

  Becca turned to face him. “What kind?”

  “Tuna, ham and sweet potato, whatever. Do you like casseroles?”

  “You bet,” she said.

  He heard her laugh as she walked away.

  He wanted to hear what she said to Tyler McBride, he really did, but he didn’t move. Neither did Thomas, who stood there leaning against the refrigerator, his arms crossed over his chest.

  “I’m giving her privacy,” Adam said. “It’s tough.”

  “Yeah, and you want her to think about your house, don’t you?”

  “It’s a very nice house—an old Georgian brick two-story, lovely yard that I pay a big chunk to keep looking good. Remember I told you how my mom talked me into buying the property some four years ago, told me it was a good investment. She was right.”

  Thomas said, “Parents usually are.”

  Adam grunted and looked at his reflection in the gun barrel. “McBride wants her, that’s why he’s called. He wants her to know that he’s still laying claim. I don’t trust him, Thomas. He’ll use Sam if he has to. He can’t have her.”

  Thomas said, grinning now, “I can see the scowl on your face in the barrel of the gun. No, more than a scowl.”

  Adam grunted. “How about seriously pissed off?”

  What was she saying to Tyler McBride? Worse, what was he saying to her?

  TWENTY-FOUR

  In her father’s study, the door closed, Becca was leaning on the big mahogany desk, so pale, so off balance she felt transparent. She knew that if she looked in a mirror, she wouldn’t see anything at all. “No, Tyler,” she said again. “I can’t believe this.”

  “Becca, it’s happened. Sam is gone. Gone from his bed when I looked in on him this morning. There was this note pinned to his blanket that said I had to call you, that I could get to you by calling the office of the CIA director. So I did. And now you’ve called.”

  “Sam can’t be gone,” Becca said, but she knew that he was, she knew it.

  “He wrote in the note that I wasn’t to say a word to anyone, not the local cops, not anyone, only you. He wrote that he’d kill Sam if I said anything.”

  She heard his breathing hitch before he said, “Thank God you called, Becca. What am I going to do?”

  Becca heard the awful deadening fear in his voice, the anger, the helplessness.

  “Don’t call Sheriff Gaffney, Tyler. Don’t. Let me think.”

  He nearly yelled, “Of course I won’t call Sheriff Gaffney. Do you think I’m nuts?” Then he added, more calmly now, “He wrote that you had to come to Riptide.”

  She felt a leap of fear, then said, “Wait a second, Tyler, let me get Adam.”

  “No!” She nearly dropped the phone he’d yelled so loud. Then she heard him draw a deep breath. “No, Becca, please, not yet. He says if you tell anyone—including your father—he’ll kill Sam. I didn’t even know you had a father until the media went nuts over you and him. Becca, the guy’s murdered four more people. He’s got Sam. Do you hear me? That maniac’s got Sam!”

  “I know, I know. Read me the entire note, Tyler.”

  He was breathing hard, and she knew he was trying to get control. Finally, his voice more steady, he read: “‘Mr. McBride, you will speak as soon as possible to Rebecca Matlock. To find her, call the office of the director of the CIA. Tell them to inform her that she is to call you immediately, that a life is at stake. Then you will tell her to come to Riptide. You will tell her not to tell anyone, including her father, or else your son is dead. You don’t want him to end up like Linda Cartwright. You have twenty-four hours.’ ”

  “How did he sign it?”

  “He didn’t sign any name at all. What I read to you, that’s it. Becca, what am I to do? You know what he did to Linda Cartwright, what he’s done to all those other people. Look at what he did to you. All of Maine is up in arms about Cartwright’s murder.” He waited a beat, then yelled, “Aren’t you listening to me? A Russian agent has got my son!”

  “I wonder why he doesn’t want my father to come? It’s my father he’s after. It doesn’t make any sense.”

  “I’ve listened to everything on the news,” Tyler said, calmer now. “It doesn’t make any sense to me, either. Please, Becca, you’ve got to come. If you hadn’t called me, I don’t know what I’d have done.”

  “If I come, he’ll hold me to get my father. Then he’ll kill both of us.” She didn’t add he would also kill Sam. Why wouldn’t he? She was afraid that Sam was already dead, but she wasn’t about to say it aloud. The thought nearly brought her to her knees. Not Sam, not that precious little boy. No, she couldn’t fall apart. Think. There had to be something she could do.

  “I know he’d try to kill both of you. Yes, I know that. What are we going to do?”

  “I don’t know, Tyler.”

  “Please don’t tell that Adam character or your father, please.”

  “All right. Not yet, anyway. If I do decide to tell them, I’ll call you first, warn you. I’ll get back to you in three hours, Tyler. I’m so sorry. It’s all my fault. I should never have come to Riptide. The man’s crazy, obsessed.”

  He didn’t disagree with her, on any of it. “Three hours, Becca. Please, you’ve got to come. Maybe you and I together can trap him. Somehow.”

  When Adam came into Thomas’s study five minutes later, he saw her standing at the front window, staring out over the fine green lawn. She was rubbing the bridge of her nose with her fingers, her shoulders slumped. She looked defeated, beaten down. He frowned.

  “What’s going on? Why did McBride have to speak to you?”

  She shrugged. “It was just as you thought. He was worried about me, very worried, what with all the stuff on TV.”

  “I don’t believe that’s all, is it?”

  She turned slowly to face him. “Of course it is. The FBI people have just pulled up.” The car was black, the two men were wearing black, their hair was cut short. And Krimakov had taken Sam. He moved fast, too fast, faster than any of them could have imagined. What to do?

  “What’s wrong, Becca? You look white around the gills.”

  “Not a thing, Adam. It’s Agent Hawley and Agent Cobb. Let’s see what they have to say. I suppose they’re sworn to secrecy about where they’ve come from?”

  Adam said as he walked toward the front door, “They would be drawn and quartered if they ever opened their mouths.”

  Adam shook the two men’s hands and stepped back. Tellie Hawley said, “It’s good to see you again, Adam. Mr. Matlock, Ms. Matlock. Bet you’re wondering how we got ourselves assigned to this.”

  “It did cross my mind,” Thomas said, as he waved them toward the living room.

  “Boy, it’s hot out there,” Scratch Cobb said, gave Becca a big smile, and unbuttoned his black suit coat one button. “A very nice house,” Scratch added to Thomas as he walked beside him into the living room. He was looking at a particularly lovely old Tabriz carpet.

  “Thank you, Agent Cobb,” Thomas said. “Won’t you be seated?”

  After everyone was settled, Agent Hawley said, “Since we were the ones who initially spoke to Ms. Matlock in the hospital, and since I knew you, sir, Mr. Bushman decided we should stay on as the leads. Of course Savich and Sherlock are on it as well, and he approves of that. It doesn’t mean, of course, that the folk here at FBI headquarters are sitting on their hands. They’re not.”

  Thomas nodded. “No, they never do. I’m very sorry about the agents Krimakov murdered in New York, Hawley. It’s got to be an awful blow.”

  Tellie Hawley turned pale, then he flushed red with anger. “He killed four more people in cold blood.
He waltzed into the hospital—we still don’t know how he was disguised—and he killed my agents. How did he get away? We don’t know. It’s driving everyone nuts. His aged photo is plastered everywhere. We’ve got dozens of agents walking around a mile radius of NYU Hospital showing everyone his photo. Nothing yet.” He stopped and Becca could feel the pain, the guilt, the rage, radiating from him, spilling out in waves. He’d been the one in charge, the one giving orders. She wouldn’t want to be in his shoes. She felt guilty enough in her own shoes.

  Sam. What to do?

  She watched Tellie Hawley get himself together. He cleared his throat, looked directly at her, and said, “Ms. Matlock, we’re here to speak to you in detail about your time with him.”

  “I’m very sorry, Agent Hawley, but I’ve told you everything I know. I wish there were more but I can’t come up with anything else, even irrelevant.”

  Agent Hawley sat forward in his chair, his hands dangling between his legs. “The mind is a marvelous instrument, Ms. Matlock. It takes in stuff you’re not even aware of. We’re betting you do know more about Krimakov. You just don’t remember it on a conscious level. We’re hoping it’s lurking in your subconscious. Ah, Agent Cobb here is an expert hypnotist. He’d like to take you under, really get at what this guy was like, maybe even what he looked like. You know, stuff you’ve blocked out or you’re not even aware that you know, stuff you can’t bring up to a conscious level.”

  Agent Cobb handed her the old photo of Krimakov. “You’ve seen this?”

  “Yes, of course. My father showed it to me immediately, the aged photo as well. I’ve studied and studied it. I’m sorry, but I don’t know if it’s him. I never saw him. He was always in the shadows.”

  “Look again at the aged photo.”

  She took it, studied it yet again. She still saw an older man, whose face was lean and deeply tanned from years of living on the Mediterranean. His hair had receded, leaving two deep slashes of tanned scalp on either side of a spear of gray hair. His eyes were dark, his features Slavic, wide, flat cheekbones. He looked like he could be a very nice grandfather. And she wondered: Is that you? Are you the one who took me from Jacob Marley’s house? Did you lick my cheek? She handed Agent Cobb back the photo. “I have thought and thought. I really don’t consciously remember anything more. I’m willing to go under.”

  “Are you sure, Becca? You don’t have to.”

  She glanced toward her father, who was standing behind a chair, looking at her intently. She didn’t know that very handsome man with all those expressions on his face that she didn’t understand, but then, she realized that she did know him; on a very deep level, she knew him quite well. It was a very strange feeling. “Yes, sir”—her voice was steady—“I’m sure.”

  “All right, then,” Agent Cobb said, looking directly at her. “There’s nothing to be concerned about. I don’t go for the couch thing. I prefer the traditional face-to-face method.

  “Now, there are also many different ways to hypnotize someone. I use the fixation object method.” He pulled a shiny pocket watch out of his vest pocket. For a moment he looked embarrassed, then shrugged. “It belonged to my grandfather. I’ve always worn it, discovered a couple of years ago that it was the perfect object for me to use to relax people. Now, I want you to sit back and look at this watch, Becca. Just listen to the sound of my voice.” He started talking, nonsense really, his voice low and smooth and never rising, never falling, always the same. She stared at the watch that was swinging gently back and forth, back and forth. “You will find that your eyelids have a tendency to get heavy,” he said in that singsong soft voice. “That’s right, just look at the watch. See how it’s moving so slowly right before your eyes?”

  Agent Cobb continued reciting a familiar litany to everyone in the room. His voice stayed low and smooth and very intimate. That damned watch kept swinging back and forth, shiny, gold, swinging. Adam had to shake his head and look away. He was getting drawn under.

  Five minutes later, Becca was still staring at the shiny gold pocket watch, listening to Agent Cobb’s voice telling her about how her eyes were going to close now, how she felt good, and comfortable, how she could just let herself drift. But she didn’t. She tried desperately to relax, to get with the program, but she couldn’t. All she could see was Sam, that sweet little boy, holding out his arms to her, smiling but hardly ever saying anything. Krimakov had him. He would kill him, kill him without hesitation, without a qualm of regret, if she didn’t do something. An innocent child, it didn’t matter to him, any more than Linda Cartwright had mattered. She had to—

  Agent Cobb knew it wasn’t working, but he kept swinging the watch as he said calmly, in an easy, deep voice, “You were sound asleep, right, Becca, the night he took you?”

  “Yes, I was,” she said, her voice slow, mimicking his. “I remember knowing that I wasn’t dreaming, a very good thing. Then I felt this prick in my arm and I jerked awake. It was him.”

  “But you couldn’t make out his features? Could you make out anything? Surmise anything from the way he was standing, the way he held his arms? His body?”

  She shook her head. “No, I’m sorry.”

  “You’re not going under, Becca.” Scratch sighed. He lowered the beautiful gold watch, slipped it back into his vest pocket. “I don’t know why it’s not working. Usually someone very intelligent, very creative, like you are, goes under right away. But you didn’t.”

  She knew why. She couldn’t tell him, couldn’t tell anyone.

  He said in that same easy voice, hitting it right on target, “Something’s holding you back. Perhaps you know what it is?” When she didn’t say anything, he looked over at Thomas Matlock. “No go. For whatever reason.”

  Tellie Hawley nodded. “Okay, then, we ask questions and you answer as best you can.”

  She nodded and talked. And there wasn’t anything at all new or earth-shattering. Except—

  “Adam, did anyone find anything in the hem of my nightgown?”

  He shook his head.

  “Then he must have found it,” she said. “He let me go to the bathroom. I knew I had to do something. I managed to unscrew one of those enamel bolts that hold the toilet to the floor. I pulled open the hem in my nightgown and worked it in. He must have found it.”

  “Yes,” said Hawley, “he found it. He left the toilet bolt in the room, on Agent Marlane’s bed. The techs found it and I read it on the collected evidence sheet—‘one toilet bolt’—and I forgot about it in all the chaos. Actually when the techs found it, they thought some nurse’s aide had dropped it and they were laughing about it. Well, it wasn’t any joke. That proves conclusively it was the same guy.” He shook his head. “A toilet bolt, a stupid toilet bolt.”

  “He was taunting us,” Thomas said. He got to his feet and began pacing the long living room. “I wish to God I knew where he was. I’d put an end to it. Face him, the two of us.”

  Becca said, her voice overloud, too sharp, “No.” And everyone stared at her. “I will not let you face him alone, Father. No way.”

  They took a break in the kitchen, drinking coffee. Then Thomas took them to his office to see some of his high-tech goodies. When they went back to the living room, Agent Cobb said to Becca, “May we try one more time to put you under?”

  She agreed. What else could she do?

  This time, though, Agent Cobb handed her a small white pill. “It’s a Valium, to help relax you, to keep you from focusing on something else that might be holding you back. Nothing more than that. You game?”

  She took the Valium.

  And ten minutes later, when Agent Cobb said, “Are you completely relaxed now, Becca?” she answered in an easy, light voice, “Yes, I am.”

  “You’re aware of everything going on here?”

  “Yes, Adam is over there staring at me as if he’d like to wrap me into a very small package and hide me inside his coat pocket.”

  “What is your father doing?”

  “
It’s still hard for me to think of him as my father. He was dead for so very long, you know.”

  “Yes, I know. But he’s here now, with you.”

  “Yes. He’s sitting there wondering if he should let you continue with this. He’s afraid for me. I don’t know why. This can’t hurt me.”

  “No, it can’t.”

  “She’s right,” Thomas said. “But I’ll deal with it. Continue, Agent Cobb.”

  Agent Cobb smiled and patted her hand. “Now, Becca, let’s go back to that night when you awoke to that prick in your arm.”

  She moaned, then jerked.

  “It’s all right,” Agent Cobb said quickly. “Listen to me now. He’s not here. It’s okay, you’re safe.”

  “No, it’s not okay. He’ll kill him. I know he’ll kill him. What am I going to do? It’s all my fault. He’ll kill him!”

  A slight pause, then Agent Cobb said, “You mean that he’ll kill you, Becca? You’re afraid that he injected some long-waiting poison in your arm?”

  “Oh no. He’ll kill him. I’ve got to do something. ”

  “Do you mean he’ll kill your father?”

  “No, no. It’s Sam. He’s got Sam.” And then she started crying, deep, tearing sobs that jerked her wide awake. “Oh, no,” she said, staring at all the appalled faces. “Oh, no.”

  “It’s all right, Becca,” Agent Cobb said. “You’ll be fine now.”

  Thomas said very slowly, “So that’s what McBride had to say to you. Krimakov kidnapped Sam and had McBride call the director to find you and have you call him.”

  “No,” she said. “No. I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

  Valium, she thought. She had just killed Sam, just killed her father, God knew who else, all because of one Valium.

  Adam was on his feet. “Where’s your address book? I’m going to call McBride, find out what’s going on here.”

  “No,” she said, jumping up to grab his arm. “No, you can’t, Adam.”

  “Why not?”

  TWENTY-FIVE

  The room was dead silent.