Loved by the Plus Sign
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“She was just checking over my tattoo before putting the antibiotic on it and covering it.” She looks so proud and so fucking sexy. As usual. I can tell though, that she is hiding something as well.
“Are you going to show it to me, baby? Or am I going to have to make you?” I don’t bother whispering that last part.
“Well on that note, if you are happy with it, I am going to go home to my husband and my baby. Call me later girl.” Felicity walks over to her office and closes the door. Vanessa smacks my arm.
“Papi, why did you say that in front of her.” she asks me her cheeks turning in roses. I love nothing more than the blush on her face and being the one who put it there.
“Why should I give a shit who hears how much I love fucking, sucking and licking my woman? Now don’t make me ask again, tulip. Show me.” She never discussed the tattoo she was getting with me beforehand and I have been more than a little curious.
“Well, I was going to get a butterfly or something, anything really just to get the first one over with. Yffciesterday while I was at work, something hit me. So…” She pulls down the sleeve of her dress. On the shoulder of her arm are the word’s, “Pedro’s Tulip.” The ‘I’ dotted with a tulip. Everything in me begins to expand as it hits me that she added me on her arm. My fucking woman. Looking around I note that Shaynah and Meridien are both dealing with clients and as usual there is no one else manning the desk.
“Come with me. Now.” I grab her hand and pull her in behind me. Opening up the Private client door, I pull her in and push her against the table, turning her so her back is to me. “You got my name put on your body and my baby in your belly and you think I am not going to release myself inside of you?” Pulling her pants down, I drop mine and slam myself inside of her pussy, placing my hand over her mouth. “Not a sound baby, unless you are finally going to say yes to marrying me.” I whisper in her ear and I rock in and out of the tightest, warmest place on earth. Her teeth sink into my hand, causing my movements to become faster, harder as I try to hold the growl in threatening to escape me. “Fuck, baby. So fucking good. I love you so damn much, Vanessa. Just say yes. God damn it say yes, before I lose it.” Slamming my hand against the wall, I move back more, pulling her with me so she bends further sending me deeper.
“Yes.” I hear but barely.
“What did you say?” I ask into her ear, my tongue making its way up the side of her neck.
“Oh God. Papi. Harder. I’m almost there. Yes. I said yes, Papi. I love you so much.” Those are all the words I need to let go. We both scream our release in the room, not caring who hears. I don't bother pulling my still not done cock out before grabbing the ring out of my pocket that has been carried in it since the moment I met her. Grabbing her hand, I put her ring finger in my mouth and suck it, her pussy squeezing me in response. I place the 3-carat princess cut ring on her finger, pull out and slam back one more time.
“It’s about fucking time.” I say before we both let a moan and begin to fix our clothes. Once she is ready, I grab her face and bring it to mine. “Kiss me, baby.” She looks me in my eyes and does just that. Finally, everything is as it should be. I never gave up and never will.
9
Vanessa
Six Weeks Later
“Lily how was work?” Placing the sandwiches on the table I inquire. I hardly see her anymore even though she still lives with me. Well ...with us. See, a little over a month ago, about a week and a half after I said yes to him, he forced the both of us to move in with him into his house. If I am being honest, he didn’t have to convince us much. Especially not after Lily’s father found out where I lived and began showing up all hours of the day. He even threw a brick through my window. Talking Pedro into letting us stay here became even harder once we figured out I was indeed pregnant. The man lost his mind. Lily and I went to school one day, came home and all my stuff had been packed in boxes and were being moved. That was about five weeks ago. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t happy though.
Ever since the move, Lily has been working. She got a job at the Tattooed Vixen as their receptionist and she loves it. It says a lot that Felicity and the gang love having her. “Work was great. Everyone was silly today. We did a lot of laughing.” She says picking the sandwich up and taking a bite. “Did you finally pick a date.” her eyebrow quirks up as she plays Pedro’s ally and hassles me to pick a wedding date.
“That’s a good question Lily. Thank you.” Hearing his voice coming through the door, I turn and smile. I never in a million years thought I would find a; love like this. Especially not when the scale was showing pluses instead of minuses my whole life.
“Lucky for you two, I have.” I move around the other side of the counter making them wait.
“Baby you know what happens when you keep me waiting.” he calls it a threat. I call it a reward.
“Maybe that is the point.” I say licking my lips.
“Do I need to leave the room?” Lily asks getting up from the stool.
“No.”
“Yes.” We say at the same time.
“No. Lily. Mister over there is going to chill. Besides, you asked too. I have decided on December 24.” I know. My sister thought I was crazy when I told her this morning that I wanted to get married on Christmas Eve. The truth is, I want to be over the morning sickness, and I have always wanted to be a Christmas Bride.
“Christmas.” Lily repeats. “I could totally see it, Nessa. You are going to be gorgeous.”
“Thank you, sweetie. Ever since I was a little girl that was my one fantasy. Just didn’t think I would ever have it.” I feel the tears fall down my cheek before I realize I am even crying. Just another side effect of that pink plus sign. Realizing Pedro hasn’t said a word, I look up and see him smiling at me, but in a way making my panties wet. He looks down at his phone and back up at both of us before his eyes land on me once again.
“Lily, Mark is outside waiting for you.” His eyes never leave mine.
“Thanks. Well you two have a great night. See you in the morning.” She says before walking out. I walk to the door and call out to her.
“Wait.” I don’t say anything. I simply lean over and hug her. It has hit me more lately that in less than two days, she will be 18 and I know Mark is not going to wait a moment later to take her from here.
“Thank you for everything, Vanessa.” she kisses my cheek and walks out the door. I stand here for a second, wiping my eyes before this big beautiful man pulls me into his arms and holds me.
“I know baby. I know. But soon, we will have our own baby, to love and spoil.” I know he is right and believe me, I am so excited. I have already begun buying stuff off of amazon putting them into the room we decided was going to be the baby’s room. Still doesn’t stop my heart from missing her. “Do you need me to make it better?” He asks pulling my shirt up over my head.
“Always.” I answer, like I do all the time.
“Very well. Show me how you need it this time.” Is always his response. If I lay on my back, he knows I need soft and gentle to start. If I get on my knees, he knows I want him to fuck me. The only thing I can’t get him to let me do is suck his cock. We tried once, one night. I was so excited to finally show him all I had learned in the online class. I got the tip of it in my mouth, preparing to go down further and take him into my throat and he lost his shit. He shoved my head down so far, I gagged, and my eyes crossed. This fucked with his head. According to him, he can’t control himself and therefore can’t trust himself. So, he doesn’t let me.
“Ah. You been a bad girl today?” Yea, you guessed it. I got my ass in the air. Tonight, I need to be fucked.
“Yes, Papi. Fuck me. Fuuuuck.” I barely get it out before he fills my hole without slowing. When his hand makes it into my hair and pulls it back, I know I am going to go off like a rocket. Basically, how it has been since I have been with child.
“Like that. Holy fuck! So good.” I say reaching behind me to pull him further i
nto me.
“Don’t hurt my baby, tulip, being greedy.” He smacks my ass making me buck faster.
“I am coming!!!!” I scream out to him before falling over. He pulls me off and on continuing his time, me finding it in me to moan as he tries to be gentle and loses. He finally pulls out yelling and screaming shooting his seed all over my back.
“Shit baby. How the hell do you get warmer and tighter?” He carries me up the stairs and puts me in the bed.
“I love you, Pedro. So much.” I tell him snuggling into his chest in bed.
“I love you too baby. And you too.” he says rubbing my stomach. Dreams come easier now days, because they are already filled with love, life and family.
Epilogue
Pedro
Four Months Later
“What are you thinking about?” I ask my new wife as she stares out the window.
“You. This. Us. Everything.” She shows spreading her arms. I lean against the wall watching her as she looks at me like I am her everything. She sure is mine and I still can’t believe it. The sun is shining right now, setting a glow upon her and it is breathtaking. She stands, six months pregnant, in her wedding gown, which is simple, yet, sexy as fuck with my baby protruding from her body.
“Is it everything you ever dreamed?” I walk toward her taking my time to take all of her in. She turns and faces me, her eyes, a sheen of emotions glossing across her eyes.
“More, Papi. So much more. I never imagined I would have something this amazing in my whole life. I watched my sister get it, knowing she deserved it. I mean she basically raised me though she was nothing more than a child herself. But me, Pedro, it didn’t occur to me I deserved happiness as well. Not until you. So, thank you, my love. For showing me what I couldn’t deny. My heart.” Well shit. I grab her unable to say anything because my throat is too clogged by my heart. Our mouths meet in a slow sensual dance. Each of us allowing our hearts to spread the message. Our arms wrapped around one another, savoring the future we know is coming.
“I’m so sorry guys. Everyone is waiting for you in the reception hall.” We pull apart slowly, our gazes promising something for later. She turns to face Lily.
“How are you?” She asks her putting her arms around her. The two of them have remained close though Lily no longer lives with us. It’s not like things have been smooth sailing. Her father, after trying to run her from Vanessa’s with broken windows and shit, followed her the last few months of school and even tried to abduct her from the store one day. Luckily, we were one step ahead of him and had someone watching her. We fucking lost him though. Dead fuck. She has been more and more withdrawn since these instances. If it weren’t for the job and Mark and Tulip, I don’t know if the girl would have made it emotionally. I, feel a lot like her Uncle and I have vengeance on the brain. I will find him. But right now, I am only focused on one thing. She is currently standing to the side of me with her hand out.
“You coming?” She asks motioning for me to walk with her.
“Not right this second. But I will be later tonight.” I joke winking at her. I hear Lily giggle as tulip hits my chest.
“Pedro.” She admonishes that sweet blush I love covering her face. Pulling her back slightly into my arms and simply hold her. My body relaxing with the feel of her in them. “Ready to go start forever?” She asks into my chest.
“Baby forever started the moment I laid eyes on you.” And it’s true. I never knew what direction my life was going to go in that didn’t have to do with work. I knew my daily life and purpose. The moment she opened the door of her house when Mark first came to see Lily, something inside of me woke up and she became my sole reason for everything. For that, I will always be grateful.
Epilogue
Vanessa
Five Years later
“Peter Daniel, get down off that couch.” Shaking my head, I continue to waddle my once again pregnant ass around the kitchen trying to get everything ready for Pedro’s birthday party. I can’t help smiling when I think about the last five years since we have been married. I gave birth to our oldest son, Peter, two and a half months after our wedding. Pedro was so proud to have a son and a family. There was nothing that man wasn’t there for. He even took a three-month paternity leave, convinced that if he wasn’t around for the first three months, the baby wouldn’t remember him. So damn crazy. But I loved it. For three months we had our own little world. When I got the all clear to let him ravish me, I went back a few weeks after that and you guess it, I was already pregnant. The second one was a girl named Lyrica Araya, then a set of twins named Antonia and Chloe and now I am once again ready to pop, and I couldn’t be happier.
“Didn’t I tell you to stop fussing over this damn party. Sit down before you drop my unborn son on the kitchen floor.” I turn in his arms, surprised he is even here right now. He was supposed to be out with Mark being kept busy while I got the house together.
“What are you doing here? Mark was supposed to have you out and about.” I say hitting his stomach. I find myself rubbing his stomach some more, needing to feel him on top of me. Did I mention I am incredibly horny when I am pregnant?
“Hmmm. I know what you need baby. Come on.” He pulls me toward the stairs.
“No. Wait! The kids.” I turn to find our crazy four.
“Your sister and Travis took them for a few hours, so I can take care of you, before you take care of me. Now… what do you want me to eat first?”
Well shit. See why I love my life. I spent so much time not seeing the beauty inside of me, that I almost missed my forever. If I learned anything, it is that we are all worthy of love. Don’t hide from it or turn your back on it. Embrace it and let it embrace you.
Acknowledgments
I love you mom!!! Thank you for believing in me.
Vanessa, Trisha, Diana, Amy, Mercedes, Fabiola, Evangeline, Jenni, Chelle, and Letha. My girls. My historians. My comedians. My Alphas. My Betas. My idea mob. My squad. My clan. My protectors. My confidantes. My best friends. My sisters. My ride or die b******! (This part of the acknowledgements will stay the same.) What can I say? You are all a part of my heart and my life because God knew without your friendship and loyalty, I would be NOTHING!! Love each and every one of you.
To Pixie Chica and MK Moore. Thank you for joining my crazy idea and making it a reality. I love you ladies. MK, as usual thank you for formatting. You are a great friend and writing buddy.
KL Fast, thank you for the beautiful cover. I love it!
ARCangels. Your support, loyalty and honesty mean more to me than I can say. Thanks for sticking around after the changes and still supporting me!!! I love all of you.
Last but not least, LIFERS!!!!! What can I say? You all are my own personal therapists. You are there for any and everything and without you, I wouldn’t be
ChaShiree M.
About the Author
A little about me. I live in Illinois (hoping to move soon). I began writing when I was 14 and was published in my first poetry anthology at the age of 15. I graduated with my master’s degree at the age of 26 in Psychology with a concentration in Child and Family.
In September of 2017 I published my first novella and still can’t believe it. Writing is my passion, but I have been blessed enough to not have to do it for a living. I get to embark on both my passions every day.
I write stories with strong h’s though they don’t often know it at first. Alpha H’s with a heart of gold and eyes only for their woman. Filthy, raunchy, sex. Usually there is a great conflict, dire situations, and a resolution, though not always a HEA. There will never be cheating, and I can almost guarantee you, there will be babies. Babies are a must.
Signings have become my escape from my everyday life and how I meet you. My amazing readers and followers. I have been blessed to have made some of the best friends in this industry and without their support, I might have given up. I love readers and can be found interacting with them, having a great time online and in person
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