Round and Round

by Andrew Grey

  “Maybe. But if we keep that up, it’s quickly going to go beyond kissing. And that we definitely shouldn’t do here.” He held Kevin still, breathing deeply to calm his racing heart. Fuck, Kevin felt good, and as soon as the word entered his mind, that was exactly what he wanted to do: lay Kevin on the grass behind the table and fuck him so hard and deep that it caused an earthquake. Because Kevin was already rocking his world and he hadn’t even realized it. “I haven’t been on a date in a very long time.”

  “Oh. Then what do you do? Are you the meet ’em, fuck ’em, and leave ’em kind?” Kevin shifted away and sat back on the bench. “I’ve dated way too many of those kinds of guys.”

  “I don’t know if I’m a kind, but the easy fuck and then go our separate ways does describe most of the relationships I’ve had. Sometimes they last for a few weeks, but they stay casual with lots of sex, some fun, and then we move on.”

  Kevin grinned. “I like the lots of sex part.” He giggled. “But I’m not so keen on the leaving part. Ken, my last boyfriend, left for Pittsburgh, and my mom left my dad and me one day. Dad said he came home from work—I was at the neighbors—and Mom was gone and never came back. They found her in Ohio somewhere. She couldn’t take being a mother, so she left and went to live somewhere else. My dad raised me on his own.” Kevin didn’t pick up his fork again, just stared at the can of Coke he cradled in his hands. “I always figured that I must have done something wrong or wasn’t a good enough son for her to run away.” Kevin set down the can and pushed it away. “I mean, mothers are supposed to love their children, so I always thought I was either really bad or too stupid for her to want me.” Kevin stared at the woods. “I used to think that if I was good all the time and did what I should, then my mom would hear about it and she’d come back.”

  “Oh God.”

  “Yeah, so I was seven and accidentally rode my bike into Daddy’s car. I scratched it a little. Daddy didn’t even get mad, but I burst into tears because Mommy wasn’t going to come back if I was naughty. He held me and said that Mommy leaving wasn’t my fault. He said it was his, and that Mommy loved me wherever she was.” The break in Kevin’s voice told Angus that the wound was still there. It might have largely scarred over, but the kernel at the core was still raw. Angus ached to hold him and try to make things feel better, but voices on the trail got louder, and then a group of kids burst into the picnic area. They looked rough, with long, scraggly hair and dirty, ripped T-shirts and jeans.

  “Why don’t you finish eating and we’ll head out.” Angus kept an eye on the kids. They watched the two of them suspiciously, and Angus tensed, ready for trouble. Kevin nodded and went back to his plate. Angus stayed where he was, not willing to turn his back on the kids as they jumped on one of the other tables before doing flips off it, basically being stupid kids.

  Once Kevin was done, Angus packed up everything and they left the area, turning back the way they’d come on the path. Some of the spring had left Kevin’s step when they started out, but it slowly returned the closer they got to the motorcycle. “I’m sorry,” Kevin eventually said as Angus put the cooler away and got out the riding gear. “I didn’t mean to kill the mood.”

  “You didn’t,” Angus said as he closed the lid. “Sometimes things lead where we don’t expect.” He handed Kevin the jacket and got into his gear. Then he climbed on and waited for Kevin to get on and slide his arms around his waist. Angus started the bike and slowly backed it out of the space and rode out of the lot and out to the road.

  He wasn’t sure what to do now. Angus had planned to spend the afternoon in the park, but it didn’t seem like a good idea any longer. When he got to the freeway, he cranked up the speed, and Kevin shifted closer. “I like riding,” he said into his ear, and Angus nodded, hoping for some sign as to what they would do next. Maybe it would be best if he just took Kevin home.

  Chapter 3

  KEVIN FELT like complete shit. He hadn’t meant to dredge up all those old hurts. It was a first date, after all, and he’d managed to suck all the fun out of it. Angus picked up speed on the freeway, and the energy from the bike ramped up, zinging up Kevin’s ass and thighs until it reached his head. He tightened his grip around Angus’s waist, closed his eyes, and enjoyed the ride.

  At first he’d been too nervous to move his hands, but Angus’s granite abs drew him in, and he wondered how anyone could be so firm. He began exploring a little, sliding his hands lower, not realizing how far they’d wandered until Angus stiffened against him. Kevin grinned and stilled his hands, lightly sliding a finger along Angus’s cock. Shivers ran through Angus, and Kevin pressed his hips to Angus’s butt.

  Kevin had never imagined how exciting riding a motorcycle could be, but this was the best thing ever. He actually wondered how he could get his hand around Angus’s cock but figured that might be a little too dangerous, so he contented himself with his initial explorations as they zoomed back toward the city.

  Angus turned off the freeway at the edge of Harrisburg, took the ramp to street level, and turned off into Shipoke. They slowed, and Angus stopped in front of a house and raised the garage door. He pulled in and came to a stop. The door slid down behind them, and Angus turned off the engine. Instant silence surrounded them. Kevin pulled his hands away in order to get off the bike. His legs wobbled slightly, and he adjusted himself in his jeans, watching as Angus took off his helmet. Kevin did the same and got out of the rest of the gear, handing it to Angus, and then followed him to the stairs and up into the house.

  “This is really nice,” Kevin said as they walked through the living room with its overstuffed leather furniture. The kitchen looked like it had been recently remodeled, with granite counters and gleaming appliances.

  “Would you like to have a seat?” Angus offered. Kevin sat on the sofa, and Angus sat right next to him. “I hope you knew what you were doing on the bike.”

  Kevin giggled slowly and blushed. “I’m not usually that forward.”

  Angus leaned forward, and Kevin closed the gap between them, capturing Angus’s lips in a kiss that deepened quickly. Angus pushed against him, and Kevin lay back on the sofa cushions, Angus’s solid weight comforting as he pressed down on him. Kevin held on to Angus, pushing upward with his hips, moaning softly at first and then louder as Angus continued kissing him. Each of Angus’s touches left him wanting more. When Angus pulled away, Kevin groaned until Angus pulled his shirt up above his nipples. He ran his rough cheeks over Kevin’s chest and belly, and Kevin shivered with anticipation.

  Kevin thrust his hips forward, but Angus made shushing sounds.

  “Just take it easy.” Angus licked one of Kevin’s nipples, and Kevin whimpered softly as ripples of excitement raced through him. “I’ll take really good care of you, cutie.” Angus sucked at his chest and then down his belly. Kevin pulled at Angus’s shirt, sliding it up his back, and as soon as he could, he grasped for skin.

  Angus climbed off the sofa and stood up. Kevin blinked, wondering what had just happened. Angus grabbed his hands, and before Kevin could let out a squeak in surprise, Angus had him up and over his shoulder in a fireman’s carry. “What….”

  “We’re going to continue the tour with the bedroom.” Angus carried him up the stairs and into a large room with a huge bed. Kevin giggled as he bounced on the mattress and then looked up into Angus’s eyes. They were deep, dark, and filled with something he hoped was passion, but Kevin was afraid to look too deeply, as though they might swallow him up. Angus’s words about leaving rang in his ears. Maybe being up here with him was a bad idea, but if it was, so be it. Whatever he saw in Angus’s eyes shot heat through him. He tried to turn away, but Angus caught him under the chin, his touch hot and gentle, as though he were crooking his little finger, telling him to come closer.

  Kevin did, going with what he wanted and leaving reason and common sense behind. As Angus leaned closer, Kevin’s giggles, which had turned nervous, faded away. Angus’s lips touched his, guiding him back onto the
huge bed that dwarfed him completely. Angus didn’t seem to care. He was already tugging at Kevin’s shirt. He pulled it over his head, stopping his lip feast just long enough to get the fabric out of the way. Then Angus returned, pummeling him with lips and tongue, sucking on both, taking possession of Kevin’s mouth. Like the heroine in one of those old Harlequin novels from the seventies, Kevin surrendered to the sexy fireman and let him have him. Angus’s heat and intensity had his head swimming.

  Angus splayed his hands against his chest, feeling him, taking him in like he wanted to get to know every inch of him. Angus worked his hands under him, stroking down his back, then broke the kiss and licked down Kevin’s neck. Kevin put his arms over his head to give Angus better access, and Angus took advantage, working his exploring tongue down to a nipple as he slipped his hand inside Kevin’s pants, cupping one of his cheeks in his huge, strong hand.

  Kevin whimpered. He wasn’t sure if it was because of the hand or the mouth, and he didn’t much care—he just hoped like hell he wouldn’t stop. He whimpered softly and stretched to give Angus access to whatever he wanted.

  Angus worked open his belt and pants, tugging the denim apart. Then he licked harder, scraping his teeth over Kevin’s nipple, working the second hand down his pants to hold his ass. Kevin wasn’t sure where to concentrate and gave up, letting the sensations simply wash over him. When Angus tugged his pants down past his hips, he moaned softly, his cock bobbing free.

  “Yes,” Angus groaned softly under his breath, just loudly enough for Kevin to hear. He sucked a trail down Kevin’s belly, pushing his ass up off the bed. It was like Angus held him in his hands, and when he encircled the head of Kevin’s cock with his lips, he did. Angus could have anything he wanted.

  “Oh God….” Kevin’s head was going to explode any second. It had been weeks since he’d been with Ken, and he was ready to burst.

  Instead of sucking him deeper, Angus lifted him higher, bringing him to his lips as though he were the star dish at a buffet. He took him deep, pressing his nose to Kevin’s skin, and Kevin trembled with excitement.

  “Fuck, you taste good,” Angus whispered when he came up for air, kissing Kevin hard once again.

  Kevin used the momentary reprieve from Angus’s mind-melting excitement to pull at his shirt. Angus tugged his hands away and sat back so Kevin could get his shirt off.

  “Damn,” Kevin moaned before leaning in to lick one of Angus’s large, pink nipples. He was all hard muscle, wide shoulders, and narrow waist, a body built from hard work and conditioning—all to do a difficult job that required a lot of physical strength and stamina.

  “You like?” Angus asked with a smile.

  “Hell yes,” Kevin answered, pressing against Angus and reveling in the energetic sensation that zinged through him each place their bodies met.

  When Angus pulled away, he tugged off Kevin’s shoes and then pulled off his pants all the way, leaving him naked. “Scoot up on the bed,” Angus told him as he worked open his own pants. Kevin watched as the clothing disappeared and Angus did a little back and forth dance to get his shoes off. Kevin spread his legs, cock throbbing. He wanted to stroke himself and figured he could come in a matter of seconds just by looking. Angus was stunning: muscled, tall, his brown hair tinged with red and echoed on the planes of his chest and down the center of his belly. His whipcorded legs flexed as he shifted slightly, and Angus’s cock pointed right at him, jutting out. Everything about him was perfectly put together, and Angus obviously cared how he looked, especially naked.

  “Manscaped and everything,” Kevin said as he licked his lips. “Damn.” He had to stop his hand or it was going to be over.

  Angus crawled up onto the bed, slowly coming closer until he hovered over Kevin, who held his breath with nervous anticipation, wondering just what Angus had in mind. “Dang, you’re stunning.” Before Kevin could argue, Angus cut off his ability to speak with a kiss that sent heat shooting through him. Angus slowly lowered himself until their bodies met in a frenzy of heat. “I want you so bad,” Angus whispered into his ear after breaking the kiss. “I’m going to suck you until your brain melts and then just when you can’t take it any longer, I’m going to rim that tight, pretty ass of yours before sliding my cock deep inside you until you scream for me.”

  Kevin shivered.

  “I take it you like that idea.” Angus slid down him, pressing Kevin’s legs apart. Knowing what Angus had in mind only heightened the anticipation. He held his breath and waited, eyes wide as Angus licked from his balls to the tip of his cock, then sucked him between his lips.

  “Jesus,” Kevin groaned as Angus took him all the way. “Damn, you’re good at that.” He wished he’d kept his mouth shut because Angus slid back off his cock.

  “I’m good at lots of things,” he replied with a wry grin. Kevin nodded; after all, this was not the time for a conversation. Angus grinned and opened his mouth, taking him in once again. Kevin moaned softly, thrusting his hips forward slightly. Angus was a natural, and Kevin was almost instantly on edge. But Angus had said he wasn’t going to come yet, and Kevin did his best to hold back, to the point that stars formed behind his eyelids.

  When Angus backed off, he breathed deeply, sucking in air as Angus lifted his legs off the bed. “Damn, you’re amazing,” Angus whispered to him, and Kevin shook his head on the pillow. He was normal, not particularly special. “Yes, you are,” Angus said definitively, lightly moving his hands up and down Kevin’s thighs, making him quiver gently. “Now isn’t the time to argue.” Angus licked down his crease and then blew on his wet skin.

  “God,” Kevin whined, gripping the bedding in his fists, anticipation growing by the second. “I’m really not.”

  Angus zeroed on his opening, teasing him, swirling his tongue before probing him. “Yes, you are.” Angus licked and sucked, patting his ass, running his fingers down his crease and around and away, giving just enough sensation to leave him wanting more.

  Kevin seemed to balance on the edge for a long time. Angus really knew how to play him, to give just enough that he couldn’t think straight, yet not enough to allow him to tumble over the edge. When Angus came up for air, he was grinning, eyes shining. Kevin smiled back, and Angus leaned over him, kissing Kevin hard, their tongues dancing and sparring with each other. It was beyond hot, and Kevin tasted a hint of his own muskiness on Angus’s lips. They continued kissing until Angus reached to the side table. Kevin heard a drawer slide open and followed the sound.

  Angus pulled out the lube and a condom, nearly dropping the drawer on the floor. Kevin laughed, and Angus glared at him.

  “Sex is fun, and sometimes it’s goofy,” Kevin explained.

  “Am I goofy?” Angus asked, his lips still curling upward.

  “No,” Kevin breathed and placed his hands on Angus’s broad chest. “You’re hot, strong, and yet gentle.” Ken pushed at the edges of his mind, but Kevin shoved back those memories. He lifted his head, placing his mouth over Angus’s. “You make me feel wonderful.”

  Angus’s eyes shone, and it occurred to Kevin that Angus might have a few insecurities of his own. “And you are stunning.”

  Kevin pushed Angus back on his haunches, working down his chest to a pink nipple that he licked, making small circles with his tongue. Angus’s thick cock poled up from his lap, and Kevin curled his fingers around it, stroking slowly, enjoying the heft. “Lean back,” Kevin groaned with excitement. Angus put his hands on the bed behind him, and Kevin stretched out on his belly until he was eye level with Angus’s cock.

  It was a thing of beauty, long and really thick, and Kevin shivered in anticipation. He stuck out his tongue and licked along the length. Angus parted his legs, and Kevin stroked his hairy inner thighs as he took the head in his mouth.

  “Fuck yeah,” Angus mumbled.

  Kevin took more of him, and Angus lifted his hips. Kevin relaxed his throat and pressed forward, taking all of Angus, tightening his lips, and pulling as he retreated. He raised
his gaze and would have smiled—if his mouth wasn’t full of Angus’s glorious cock—at the sight of this huge man with his mouth hanging open in wonder. “I’m talented,” he whispered when he paused for air.

  “You’re amazing,” Angus breathed. He guided Kevin to his lips, cutting off his protest before it could fully form. Heat zinged through him as Kevin returned the kiss. When their lips parted, he gazed into Angus’s eyes for a few seconds and then trailed his lips and tongue down Angus’s chest and rippling belly to his cock once more.

  He bobbed his head, listening to Angus’s groans. They were like music. “Sweetheart, stop,” Angus said. “I’m going to come if you continue.” He tugged Kevin into a kiss. “I want to come buried inside you.”

  Kevin’s cock jumped at the thought, and he nodded. Angus shifted, kissing him back on the bed. Kevin held Angus around the neck, clamping his legs on his waist, shivering when Angus stroked up his thighs, teasing his opening.

  The snick of the lube bottle echoed through the room. Kevin waited in anticipation until Angus pressed a slicked finger to his opening and then slid it inside him. “Damn, even your fingers are thick.”

  “Just wait for my cock,” Angus said softly. “I’m going to fill you and then ride you slowly until you scream for me at the top of your lungs.”

  “Oh God,” Kevin groaned, then became shrill when Angus touched that spot inside him, rubbing softly as he quivered like a leaf about to fall.

  “See? You are beautiful with your eyes closed and your mouth open.” Angus kissed him gently, tugging on his lower lip. “You’re glowing.” A second finger joined the first, and Kevin rocked slightly to get Angus’s digits deeper inside. He wanted more and whimpered when Angus pulled his fingers away, though he knew the main event was coming. He breathed shallowly to relax while Angus put on the condom. Kevin grabbed the lube, slicked his hands, and stroked up and down Angus’s cock before guiding it to his opening. He inhaled as Angus pressed forward, entering him.